#anywayyyyy. gonna go read about the phantom in the opera now and then sleep | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ikyw-t · 2 years ago

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me seeing a insta story post of someone in my sister's extended friend circle of her and some ppl at a small gathering that ig is also apparently a theme party bc they're all wearing cowboy hats and outfits and such and it's like... ok she hasn't even replied to my two texts (which ig whatever. they're not urgent). and also she didn't even mention this party to me at all and also it's presumably it's like a going away party for her bc in two days she's moving to california for six months and it's like.........

i don't care about this one particular party of ten ppl at all truly, it's just kind of a bummer that i literally only have one sibling and we're twins and since high school she has actively disliked me and told me she doesn't respect me and that she thinks im an idiot and it's been like seven years of that and somehow it took until like last year for it to really sink in for me bc i just couldn't believe that my own sister would truly be the least caring and most unsupportive person in my life and it's just like.... i rly don't care about this party at all it's just sometimes it rly kinda bums me out that i have one sibling and she entirely made up her mind about me in high school and nothing ive done since then has seemingly made any difference to what she thinks of me and so i just have to live with my one and only sibling resenting me for the rest of my life ig ://

#anywayyyyyyy......... no one cares this is like depressing and annoying for everyone I know...#actuallybthe only reason i clicked on this guy's insta story in the first place and was kinda curious to see it #is bc ive like very lowkey always liked him (altho admittedly ive never rly known him all that well)#(and also somehow he's always been friends with ppl who i had tried to be friends with but who had never rly wanted to be friends with me)#(sigh. including my sister ig. even tho he's rly mainly friends with her boyfriend actually)#anyway it's just all around very much a bummer for me. obviously she couldn't care less and obviously hasnt in a long time if ever #man... whatever. it's just a bummer. i only have one sibling in this life. and she hates me? like. ok... great... cool........#whateverrrrrrr it's just so sucky. it just sucks for me. it just sucks that ive always wanted us to be friends and she always been mean #anywayyyyy. gonna go read about the phantom in the opera now and then sleep #i think it's funny that he signs his letters as opera ghosts or O. G. it's just funny to me lol #as if opera ghost is his name... lol it's like so meta #for a ghost lol

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