#anywayy gping home now im going to nap i think......

[calbeloved]

as much as i like amusement parks (remembered the word finally!!) i often forget that they aren't... accessible. most of the time. for anyone, really. i dont call or think of myself as disabled, but i do get very Tired very easily, mostly when im standing for long amounts of time (something in my blood, whatever its not that important). and normally i can deal with it as i dont go out for more than an hour for my own sanity. but when i go to an amusement park, where i KNOW im going to spend majority of my time standing in queues or walking around- no matter if its inside or outside, id expect there to be at least a COUPLE of seats. you know. in places where you queue? in general, just around? im not even going to mention the loud music that's constantly playing everywhere or how little bathrooms there are for such a big area. just. its just so so exhausting not being able to have as much fun as everyone. literally as im writing this, im sitting on the floor while my family goes on the rollercoasters because im too tired to stand up because there were no spaces for me to take consistent breaks on and now my head will hurt for another 2 days. euh.