#anyways. my hair colorist was so fucking smug when i decided to do pink hair | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kerosene-saint · 3 months ago

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^ these pictures would've made me 5 years ago (even two years ago) simultaneously so excited and so fucking mad at once and I know it. because I've learned to love looking like a girl, wearing pink and having pink hair. I would've felt so betrayed that I would actually dye my hair pink in the future because I was so dead set I would never dye my hair pink because it was too girly and I wanted to look masculine. but I know I would be excited because I would get to see myself be genuinely happy and accepting of my more feminine side and that would mean everything to them. that in the future I can wear a nurse dress and have pink hair and wear short shorts and not wear a binder and be comfortable.

#something I've actually learned recently is that having something hugging my chest underneath my shirt (binder or bra or compression top)#makes me actually MORE dysphoric than not wearing any of those.#i like that i have a flat chest #but the fact that i have to wear those to get a flat chest makes me more dysphoric #anyways. my hair colorist was so fucking smug when i decided to do pink hair #because i told her over and over i would NEVER EVER do pink hair #not even pink with other colors #and here i am. rocking full pink hair for over a year now!!!!!!#crazy stuff #undescribed

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