#anyways; my most played song rn is be sweet by japanese breakfast what yall rocking too?

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Since we were on the topic of race and beauty standards, this should be a topic in the rock music world in fact you should talk about it more to your close blogger friends

oh anon…i know you mean well and i understand where you’re coming from but…it’s not my job to talk about race in this community. first of all, i don’t have any close blogger friends, i don’t talk to any one on this app. i came here to talk about that stupid lil goth ginger bitch and have fun, not think about real life problems. i do enough of that in my real life. hell, i go on twitter and have to face the real life implications of racism constantly. this is my app for escape. like most people will think i’m mean now, and maybe possibly not as politically correct when i say this but most of the time the only thing i think about is the Crüe and mick. yes, when certain things happen i think about and write about it in a journal, but that’s it. yes i have answered asks about race before, but i simply say the most basic things and keep it pushing. im simply quite tired of saying the same thing over and over again, cause at the end of the day i know no one’s listening. im not going to continue to say the same talking points ive heard since i was a child for people who are going to read it and then forget about it by the end of the day. nothing i say will change how the community is. ppl are going to continue to be prejudice and racist and then yall are going to continue to ask my opinions about it and then im going to want to bash my head against a wall until i bleed because i have to repeat myself over and over and over again. if you want to know more about race, read a book.

like i’ve learnt that no one here cares, so why should i? i’ll continue to be parasocial about my fav white guy and keep it pushing. i’m not going to sit here and be delusional about “oh i could have bagged this old bitch!!” cause i know that’s not true, and i simply will keep. it. pushing.

anyways, tl;dr, i don’t want to think about race or beauty standards on this app anymore cause it just depresses me. i know i’m not the beauty standard so why should i care about it? ppl only like white blondes? who tf cares anymore, let them like whatever tf they want. sorry if this comes across as mean, but if anyone wants to know about race or whatever tf they should just google it. yes the rockstars are racist, that’s not surprising. yes the industry only likes blondes, no shit. i’m tired.