#anyways y'all should follow bee too they're my irl best friend and they're really really cool

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🎫 HERE'S A GUSH PASS! feel free to gush about whichever f/o you want, however much you want, then send this ask to 3 other selfshippers! u deserve it after dealing with finals n group projects

Bee, your power 👁👁 you're right, I do deserve it /lh

Y'all know what time it is. It is always this time. When am I not thinking about Alistair? That's a trick question, I am always thinking about him, and especially lately I've been having so many THOUGHTS.

I'm just... so, so proud of him. I've said it before, and I'll say it again, he got just the worst lot in life, and I'll always be bitter about his upbringing, but I can only give my thanks that he has better now, and that he became who he is in spite of it. His goodness, even in the face of some really awful things, is something I will never fail to admire. His bravery is something I could only hope to aspire to.

I can only give my thanks that I managed to find him, when I was in some of my worst places, because having him to fall back on just made it all... SO much better. It still does. I'll never know exactly what it was about him, specifically, that made me so GIDDY, or so utterly emotional, but I'll remember some of those moments when I first played his romance, and literally giggled like an small child, forever. I've mentioned it in passing, the way that one time, in my early days after discovering Dragon Age, I was just... thinking about him, and I got so overcome wih emotion that I had to just literally lie down and put my hand over my heart because I didn't know what else to do agahsgsgushdj. As mortifying as that story is, he still makes me feel that way sometimes, and it catches me off guard every single time.

I wanna PROTECT him, in all the ways I use him to protect myself, even if I'll never understand why it's HIM that makes me feel so safe every time I feel uncomfortable, why it's HIS voice I think about when I'm trying to reassure myself. It just is, for all the million little things about him I adore, and I'm so glad, and so eternally grateful. I love him so much, I'm so much better off for it.

Oough, too many thoughts, head full. I'll stop rambling agzgsfsgshhshs