#anyways um yea tldr i dont have ptsd

[alexthemacaronian]

Cw mentions of anxiety attacks and maybe something similar to self harm?? (I can't tell if that's what it is) [deleting later]

Hey guys! So on a scale of 1-10 how ptsd would you say it is if someone repeatedly gets very strong and often violent anxiety attacks when thinking about a certain past event (or just the past in general) that left them pretty scarred and often end up scratching themselves suddenly and violently just to cope with it or alternatively bite themselves? And constantly get unwanted thoughts and reminders about this event whenever you're left alone with your thoughts? And if they can't remember most of your childhood and all the memories since that event of not only the previous 4 years but also your life in general have been incredibly muddy?

I'm trying to prove a point here