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on a completely different note. silas’ question about if you torture yourself in selfships made me think of my isekai mahito selfship again because that is almost completely a pure horror world for me lmao

cause like i’ve got two separate ones, right? one where i’m a civilian who can see curses but doesn’t know about the sorcerer world, and then mahito inserts himself into my apartment and we go pretty domestic from there (he’s like a feral cat i try to tame)

but the isekai one is specifically like. i die in a brutal car accident. i wake up in a hospital and i can’t understand anyone and there’s no record of me anywhere. i don’t know what to do, don’t know where to go, and there’s also monsters crawling everywhere that no one seems to be able to see. i’m left to find a support system on my own and get sucked into getou’s cult instead, and then when it’s kenjaku’s turn he takes note of me and offers me to mahito as a new chew toy/test subject, except the isekai process has taken something else from me, my soul. and so mahito takes a heavy interest in this singular person that breaks his theory of how people and curses work to see how much misery they can take (spoiler: so much. but i’m determined to live, both for the sake of living itself and out of spite.)

it’s terrible and brutal and painful for me there and it’s so fun to think about LMAO