#anyways im preeeetty sure what im feeling is sort of like anxiety? but worse. because i cant even pinpoint what exactly out of every shitty
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i don't think i have an issue recognizing what emotion is what except for like that *very* specific sinking feeling i have in my stomach that just. makes me want to just throw up and puke and explode and implode and and and----
#i hate feeling things because when i do its always to the max and my body feels it way too much too. hell on earth#anyways im preeeetty sure what im feeling is sort of like anxiety? but worse. because i cant even pinpoint what exactly out of every shitty#thing in my life is making me feel this way. grrr. anyways i r#i am kindof lonely but for like a very specific person#ita becaise they are usually always available and respond quick but now theyre on a vacation#and they left their phone cause rhey went to the beach . and i didnt realize just how much i depended on them up until now. ohhh brother.#well anyways for those who have been with me since the beginning of this blog. well its **that** person. yes the guy who broke up with me#like. a year ago. anyways our situation is VERY complicated but yeah. he has been in love with me for like years at this point. and im#Men.......Tally! eel. and also. yeah whatever other stuff up with me. so.yeah.#cant really explaun it. but. things are avril lavigne' complicated-coded Basically.#anyways at least one mans madly inlove with me#*side eyeing one bitch in particular*#/╲/\╭(•‿•)╮/\╱\
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