#anyways im autistic and npd and oftentimes the npd cancels out the autism
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people who dont experience friendship degradation how do you do it? I don't talk to someone for like. 3 days and I feel like I lose all connection to them as a person.
#its not even like in a. i demand attention every single day way#its just like. if a person isnt consistently in my life how do i keep interest in interacting with them#like how do you talk to someone and make a connection and then just. leave that be. indeterminately.#how can you talk to someone and have the stuff that mattered a month ago still matter to them?#how do you not feel like a stranger#anyways im autistic and npd and oftentimes the npd cancels out the autism#like indirect communication? i love her. inget confused when people are too direct with me because my brain automatically interprets more#meaning than was said#and. obviously friendship degradation mechanics#also 1) if we're friends and we dont talk im not UPSET to hear from you im thrilled it feels like im getting messaged by a minor celebrity#like oh shit its! its the guy! right the guy i enjoyed doing stuff with so much! im excited to learn about the guy!#and 2) this does not apply to my one (1) friend ive been in a server with since like 2019 at least not as strongly
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