#anyways i. am going to take more pepto. and go make a bowl of oatmeal bc it is the only thing that sounds edible | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

threnodians · 3 days ago

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texted my boss to call out again, i was feeling better last night but i’m back to feeling like trash garbage again which is fucking fantastic 👍🏻

i should go to the doctor but i know that this is almost definitely just a combination of an autoimmune flareup and my period and stress and going to the doctor would be exhausting and pointless as it almost always is for me

i feel so bad (i say as i am literally laying in bed crying) because joey is picking up my shift again like she did last night even though she works the morning shifts as well but also like thank goodness she is because i quite literally cannot do the job while feeling like this i can barely do anything while feeling like this

#⟡ — kayleigh’s yapping #i feel bad and my brain is screaming at me that they all hate me and i’ll be fired for this but (muffled screaming)#i promised that i’d be in for my shift tomorrow evening because i will be i have no choice because i desperately need the money #and to y’know keep this job lmfao because this is the best job i have ever had #clearly since i lasted almost 5 entire months without missing a single shift while working 5 days per week #and i have felt like shit multiple times and still didn’t call out but my immune system has evidently had enough rn #anyways i. am going to take more pepto. and go make a bowl of oatmeal bc it is the only thing that sounds edible #and then hopefully probably go tf back to sleep for a few hours #and then. clean/refill snake water bowls. do a load of work laundry. eat something for dinner. play video games. go tf to sleep #and then go in and work 5:30-9:30pm tomorrow evening #it is supposed to be cold (high of 20°F tomorrow and high of 15°F sunday) this weekend ughhh #but honestly cold >>> hot especially when i am feeling like this lmao #...... i am rambling bc i am an emotional and physical wreck rn and need a shower and a hug and 12 more hours of sleep in that order 😭#i should really take a shower now because i haven’t showered since monday afternoon but #standing in the shower for that long while feeling like this... not gonna risk it

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