#anyways i just sent an application in for a car thats less than $5k but i can only do a $250 downpayment at most

[arionaleilani]

genuinely so hard to fight that inner resentment towards people who don’t financially struggle. i mean billionares fucking suck i will openly hate the rich, but even just people who have never had to worry about having a car or paying bills or putting food in the fridge, you know? it’s not that those people upset me because everyone should be able to live like that, i don’t want those people to live harder lives, but i still feel so resentful sometimes because like, what the fuck did i do wrong to not have that? why does my family have to live years in campers because rent is too high? why do i have to sit here not knowing if i’m gonna be able to get to work on monday because my car broke down thursday and even the best case scenario will probably cost too much for me to afford?

like. i don’t want people to financially struggle. i want to not financially struggle, too. and i want people to understand that there is an aspect of their life that they will likely never struggle with to the degree in which my family and i have struggled.