#anyways i got so distracted today bcs i downloaded the free trial again on my pc
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i spent like 10 hours on ffxiv today 🫶🏼
#🌙.rambles#[ ffxiv. ]#I'M SO HAPPYYY#honestly i was mostly chilling but#it's been a while since i've even been able to do that so yeah#it makes me so happy when#friends tell me they miss me !!#ppl openly honest like that. mwah#irls in middle school n online friends#i rmber after moving from twintania i had a lot of friends there say they missed me n apollo a lot everytime we talk on our alt#it makes me so happy knowing that they remember me. they mean so much to me#n my old static on materia ! i ended up watching one of their streams for like more than an hour i think#they missed us ehe so one of them dropped by to tell us n#it was really nice. you cld hear in their voice that they really did miss us#it's in the little things. i love life so much#anyways i got so distracted today bcs i downloaded the free trial again on my pc#so i cld take screenshots#it was rlly fun. i got carried off with searching up stuff tho#i have a lot of cute ss with me n apollo ( n artem 🤍 )#N W NPCS AS WELL HEHE help i just realized what that implies shhh#>.> i forgot about the whole rest of the world#oh i'm very happy rn though. ffxiv's my second home n my comfort#it feels so happy to finally be playing again. just like the old days#i'm gna start going back to normal again after all that stress n anxiety n worries#i'm still sick but yk it's october i'm gna step up my change n improvement game#but hmm i think i'm going back to when online > reality#a balance is really important. i can't distance myself from reality#but it's hard especially recently when i lose myself in my passions n ambitions. i feel safe bcs of the consistency i have over it. safety#maybe i really am content with just watching over people. i don't have to be apart of it. not anymore maybe at least#nah that's not really what i want but. i'll trust whatever decision i choose to make and make my peace with it
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