#anyways hello my beloved anonie imy and everyone else as well

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ZEE omg, I HATE BEING AN ADULT!!!! GOSH ZEE i miss being a teen reading your fics, i miss COLLEGE ZEE THAT CANNOT BE RIGHT I KNOW I HATED IT AND YET HERE I AM YEARNING FOR A TIME PAST!!!! THAT WASNT EVEN THAT GOOD!!!!! WHY DO I!!!! I WAS IN THE DEPTHS OF DEPRESSION BUT IM NOT DOING THAT MUCH BETTER NOW AND GIRL I WAS YOUNG BACK THEN!!!! I MISS YOUTH!!!! I MISS BTS!!! I MISS YOUU!!!!!!!

WOAH HI!!!! thats a lot of capslock 🦭

i also hate being an adult oh my goodness but also its quite freeing because here am i using my adult money to pay for micro transactions on pokemon tcg pocket when 10 yr old me would have gotten her ass beat if i so much as mention wanting to buy something online 🙂‍↕️

my feelings on college are MEHHH because on one hand yes there’s some nostalgia there but then i recall the sleepless nights and depressive spells and i think… hmm… perhaps i am looking at it through rose-tinted glasses (tho i will sorely miss summer vacations because GOD i need a #break)

i think i just miss being young and optimistic and curious… now my life is just bills. rent. eating enough fiber. holding onto fraying friendships. waiting for yoongi to come back.

ANYWAYS I HOPE ADULTHOOD TREATS YOU KINDER MY DEAR ANON!!!! PLEASE HOLD ON!!!! LOOK TO THE SKIES AND THINK TO YOURSELF “THERE IS SO MUCH MEDIA I HAVE YET TO CONSUME” AND IT WILL HELP YOU PUSH FORWARD!!!! (naruto voice) BELIEVE IT!!!