#anyways gotta go back to being in school 💔💔

[nervocat]

NERVOO ure gonna play pkmn vio???

YESSS I did I bit last night. Chose Sprigattio :33

[emiefluff]

﴾ Avoidant, are we now? ﴿

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After March had pestered Dan Heng one too many times, he's finally had enough of her antics. In a surprising turn of events, March's oh-so-genius idea of using Stelle as a human shield unexpectedly worked...for now, at least.

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‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❥‎Honkai: Star Rail

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❥‎Ler!Dan Heng, March 7th (briefly)

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❥‎Lee!Stelle, March 7th (briefly)

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❥‎This fic is entirely platonic/familial. • Additional brief mentions and appearances from Pom-Pom are included in this fic as well! There are also brief mentions of Himeko and Welt, but no actual appearances from them.

‎ ‎ ‎ ❥‎Small disclaimer ;; I use They/Them pronouns for Pom-Pom here (I think those are the canon pronouns too), as well as They/She pronouns for Stelle (argue. with. the. wall. 🧱 /lh)

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❥‎Rahhh, hi @yellowelectroslime!!! I'm your squealing santa delivery driver person!!!!! I had bad burnout during the process of writing this, as well as a good old-fashioned diagnosis of the sad and unfortunate concept that is writer's block (it's 12:32am as I'm currently posting this but I'll be off to bed soon bc i gotta wake up for school in like 5 hours help), I'm so, so, SO sorry for taking this long!!! I hope you've had a happy new year and the best of your holidays!!!

‎ ‎ ❥‎So happy to have participated in @squealing-santa for a second time!! I think I've improved from my squealing santa fic in 2023!

‎ ‎ ❥‎Anyways this trio has me sobbing and weeping on my knees. After hearing March's constantly cheerful and goofy laughs during her dialogue and the very rare moments that Dan Heng chuckles, I genuinely need to hear how Stelle's laugh would sound ingame. Thankfully, her voice actor (I love Rachael Chau /platonic) sounds deathly similar to her character so it's very easy to imagine!!!!

‎ ‎ ‎❥‎Please bare with me as I may go a little off character, this is my 2nd ever hsr fic (the stelle and march fic i wrote like prob almost 2 years ago is so- aagghh i hate it pls stop reading my old stuff guys 😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😔💔💔💔 /sar)

‎ ‎ ‎❥‎This fic takes place before the events of either Jarilo-IV or the Xianzhou Luofu, mainly during the time where Stelle had first joined.

‎ ‎ ‎ ❥‎Word Count: 1,648

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ❥Fic Under The Cut!

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March 7th had, once yet again, dug her own metaphorical grave even deeper than previously. She had been told off countless times by both Dan Heng, and Pom-Pom.

Well, mainly Dan Heng.

She would always constantly pester the archivist in his work, always determined to get the stoic man to learn her optimistic ways, himself. Despite this, he had always gotten onto her for the bothersome attempts; eventually resulting in the poor conductor having to start dragging her away.

It was always the same old "Don't bother passenger Dan Heng while he's working! Pom-Pom's told you already, you know better!" from the conductor, yet she wasn't planning to back down just yet.

Well she eventually did listen, though not for very long. It wasn't until Stelle had joined the express crew that an idea clicked into March's brain. A risky idea, at that. Knowing that Stelle wouldn't necessarily know any better about being outside of her room (or near someone like Himeko or Mr. Yang, for that matter actually) whenever she was acting out her schemes and antics, March grinned while the cogs and gears turned in her brain.

It was a very calm and peaceful afternoon on the Astral Express. Himeko was peacefully brewing her coffee, Welt was interacting with Pom-Pom (who was currently cleaning up), and Stelle had just woken up and was greeting the others as she had exited the party car, her room being on its second floor.

Meanwhile, March was in the hallway of the passenger cabin, completely bored out of her mind until she could almost immediately hear the frustrated and irritated groans coming from Dan Heng. Deciding to walk towards the door, and slightly peek in, she noticed him working on something in the data bank.

That's when March thought of a silly little idea to annoy the aloof train guard. Pom-Pom, having been walking by, noticed this and gave a glare towards March before they spoke up quietly.

“March, don't you dare. If you even bother passenger Dan Heng again, Pom-pom's not going to save you this time.”

But even still, March did not listen. It was to be expected at this point, though it was still pretty annoying for the crew at times. Just as the conductor strutted away into the parlor car, March began to strategize her plan. All she intended to do this time was just sneak up behind the archivist and startle him with a few taps to his shoulder and hide somewhere to snap a picture of his reaction.

That was what she *intended * to have happened. How it actually *went *, on the other hand..

March sneaking in and hiding was the easiest part of all, since Dan Heng happened to have a couple of empty boxes stacked up in the archives that he hadn't gotten rid of just yet. Therefore, she could hide behind those. Getting to start the second part of her plan, however, was a teensy bit more challenging. He seemed to be quite active in the archives today, so she had to wait out a while of him just walking around.

Thankfully, he stopped right in front of the data bank to work on it and update some things. Whether or not he was actually distracted didn't matter to her, March was just glad that this would work out all too smoothly for her.

..Or so she thought.

As soon as she knew the coast was clear, March set her camera up to immediately snap a couple of photos within a few seconds of initial delay. During that process, she had changed her mind of how she'd actually approach Dan Heng. She remembered how a few times of being asked, Dan Heng would always deny the possibility of him being ticklish and everybody always having gone along with it so as to not annoy him.

This didn't sit right with her, though. She had her mind set on his very reaction. After making sure that her camera was perfectly set up, She'd set the delay to about 11 seconds before pressing the button and slowly sneaking up on Dan Heng from behind. March's mistake, however, was not considering whether or not he was actually distracted enough.

Even still, she had “successfully” snuck up on him. As a result, she'd immediately poke and prod, as well as squeezing gently, at his sides before immediately hurrying back to behind the boxes after the photos were snapped. She was sure that he hadn't expected it and had to wait a bit before the photos were completely processed, yet she still “succeeded” in her plan.

Her second mistake was not actually checking Dan Heng's expressions as she went to hide once more.

After quietly and patiently waiting a few moments, her photos were eventually processed. March looked at the photos with vast excitement, only to look a bit shocked when she noticed how all the photos were of Dan Heng staring right at the camera intently, albeit with a slight smirk on his lips. Before she knew it, Dan Heng could be seen staring at her from the other side of the boxes with a dry chuckle escaping, despite himself.

“Seems you really thought this through, haven't you?” Dan Heng murmured in faux curiosity. “What a shame, you *almost* had me there. Don't think I'll let this act of your's slide, though.”

Just as he spoke, he began to try and approach her. Slightly panicky, though more playful than terrified, March bolted off without her camera. She was looking for a way to protect herself from the stoic guard, when she suddenly figured it out.

During all of this, Stelle had entered the hallway to go and ask Dan Heng about something, when she suddenly felt a tight hug from behind and gasped slightly in surprise. “Aah-! March?! What's going on- AHAhah-! Wahaihit! Dohon’t use me ahahas your humahan shield!”

Stelle could almost immediately tell that by Dan Heng jogging over and the light scribbling against her ribcage, March was trying to use her to get out of Dan Heng's retaliation. Though Dan Heng stopped in front of them to question it, this wasn't necessarily going to do any good for Stelle's defense.

“So now we're just resorting to using Stelle as the equivalent of whenever a criminal uses their hostage as a way to avoid my scolding, are we?” Dan Heng replied with yet another dry chuckle, though a bit more playful.

“Nuh uh! You'll have to get through Stelle first, Dan Heng! She's my accomplice, don't listen to her!

Despite the fact that he knew this would be exactly how March responded, Dan Heng would still be more merciful on Stelle since he knew that it was March's doing, alone. Yet, that still didn't stop him from having to quite literally get through Stelle first.

“Waihit! I- I nehever agreed to ahany of this! Plehease no! I have a fahamihily of nihine to feed! I-..! I have so muhuhuch to live fohohor!” Stelle, still giggling from March's light scribbles, was practically pleading for Dan Heng to spare her. Though she was being a bit dramatic and silly, it was pretty funny to see her giggling like this.

“Hmhm, your melodrama is actually pretty amusing to listen to. You almost managed to get a chuckle out of me there. I must say, you're quite the source of entertainment, Stelle.” Dan Heng murmured in amusement.

Approaching a little more, his fingers reached her ribcage and softly skittered around the sides. This sudden action left the poor trailblazer’s voice to pitch up slightly in octave from how ticklish the spot was for Stelle. She pleaded a bit, even twisting and turning a little to try and escape, though all attempts were in vain.

“NooOHhoo! DaAHAn HeeHEng! Waihihiit! Nahaohoott theheehe ribcaHAhaAaaage! P—PleheEAhease!”

March was practically beaming in excitement as her plan was working out so well for her. ..Almost *too* well, that is.

While she was set on waiting off Dan Heng’s efforts with this tactic of hers, the aloof guard was already two steps ahead of her. After a couple moments of Stelle practically crumbling under barely any effort from the tickling, he finally let up. While his first idea was to make sure Stelle had held up alright afterwards, he had a certain bubbly menace to deal with first.

“March,” Dan Heng started, his voice lowering slightly that could scare even Welt, himself, if used in certain circumstances. “Don’t think you're off the hook just because you dragged Stelle into this.”

Oh no.

March immediately took the signs and realized that what Pom-Pom had said earlier, mainly about not saving her from Dan Heng this time, really *was * genuine. She let out a few sheepish and nervous laughs before slowly backing up a bit and attempting to retreat to her own room. Dan Heng managed to grab onto her wrist though, trapping her in a hug from behind before slightly turning his line of vision to Stelle.

“You alright now? I’m assuming you needed something, so I'll get back to that once I deal with her.” Stelle nodded at his words, taking a few moments to catch her breath while she watched Dan Heng practically drag March back to her room.

Soon enough, high pitched squeals were audible from where Stelle had stood. While the trailblazer had eventually calmed down, she was still unsure how long it would take for Dan Heng to return; especially considering how much of a handful March could be sometimes.

She didn't necessarily pay any mind to it, however, and just waited inside of the archives. She picked out an interesting enough book, sitting down in the train guard's office chair for the time being to wait things out. Besides, it wouldn't be anytime soon that Dan Heng would be finished, after all, and Stelle wasn't impatient or busy today.

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[sugar-r-rush]

This is a post to talk about ur headcanons for the Spiderman!Leo because I don't want to just waltz into ur dms lmao☠ and I also don't understand how reblogs work 💔

BTW AHHH IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT!! these answers will be in order to your headcannons😼

1. YES HOODIE'S ARE ESSENTIAL!!

2. I loved the goggles idea ! It's such a fine point to his Demigod persona :D

3. I LOVE letterman's! Mostly because sooner or later in getting one but who DOESN'T love the who 'jock' attire??! Plus I love Esperanza with my whole being and gods know we need more brown women ON SCREEN!! I love women 😼

4. It's actually also her pin! I love her sm She added it for herself and for the people around her <3

5. IT WAS SOME WHAT INTENTIONAL LMAO ☠

6. A essential piece for all outfits🙏

7. YES! I wanted needed to show the aspect of him just being 8-16 years old and having to help everyone around him :(

8. YUH YUH

9. CAUTION I WILL BE GOING INTO THAT SO BUCKLE UP ITS A SHORT BUT LONG RIDE!! Sooo to start off Leo is still a demigod 100% and still got the powers and stuff! His mom died with the fire but its kinda mixed saying Leo "mixed the chemicals in the lab causing the fire" 😼 anyway the spider got loose and bit his ass lmfao ripe age of 8 years old bro turned into spiderman💔 time skip after being in the streets and what not he's taken to the wilderness school with Jason as his roommate (ganke) I do not like the whole memory thing so story is Jason was sent there on a mission and didnt come back to Rome because of Piper and Leo so Hera my beloved tampered with the memories giving him no memory lmao (Hera's so silly its okay she was feeling goofy :3) There on hes gotta save the world blah blah same story goes back to Houston to help and thats all I got SORRY that didn't make sense at all and I kinda came up with it as I typed

10. RIGHT THE HEADCANNONS LMAO , YUH YUH WE GOTTA GET PIPER IN HERE 😼

11. I haven't watched the spiderman movies in a hot minute but maybe Hazel as Gwen **but they didn't like each other** and Frank as MJ?? (No romance involved with anyone cause idk how it was in the movies!)

12. SHE'S MY POOKIE GOTTA GIVE IT TO HER🙏🙏

13. IN LOVE WITH THE SPHERE ASPECT

14. very small yes :D

15. They're for Jason and Piper the charms are things he's accomplished in life !!

16. ATHLETIC GODDESS ‼️‼️

17. please im struggling fr on the name

18. LOVE THAT ELABORATE PLEASE ID LOVE TO HERE IT

@stillcarmine 4 u 🙏

[ghosttownwherenoonegoes]

May this gift feel like the hug I wish I could give you 🫂🫂🫂🫂

For @sparks363 - I know you're going through a really rough time at the moment, and I wish I could do more for you than what I am currently.🫂💔You deserve the absolute world, Taylor. I'm so proud of you and I love you a whole lot. Thank you thank you thank you for looking out for me and for being here, it means everything. I hope that you enjoy this! It's for you and I took literal notes on things you've been saying to me over the last few weeks since I first told you I was making you a thank you gift, so that I could put as much of you into this as I could.🫂💖

Overall word count: 2, 620.

Please help me // Steve helps you out when you're too tired after school for all the things you need to do // wc: 920.

(This is how Steve watches you go back into your house after he drops you off from school; no way is his sister taking the bus home, that's ridiculous!🥺)

"So what have you got goin' on tonight?"

You smiled. Steve always wanted to know about your day before you were even fully settled in the passenger seat of his car, so genuinely eager was he to hear everything you wanted to share with him. His enthusiasm for his loved ones was so endearing and it was definitely one of the things you loved the most about him.

"I've gotta cook dinner for everyone and do some homework. A couple of pages of notes. And it's a fill in the blanks, so it's not proper notes."

"What's the assignment about? Maybe I can help." Steve knew where all of his old assignments were kept, marked and graded by his teachers, and he was more than willing to give you them so that you could mindlessly copy things over. It wouldn't do you any favours in the long run, though, because no one but you could do the learning you needed.

You listed off everything you needed to get done, and Steve nodded thoughtfully as he listened to you.

"Okay, yeah, I mean... I can find them, if you want. It'll get you done quicker so then you can relax, you know?"

You thought about it but then you very quickly decided against it. "Thanks, Steve, but I... I won't learn by leaning on you. It's fine, I'll get it done. Shouldn't take longer than fifteen minutes."

Pride bloomed in Steve's chest like a well-tended garden when you mirrored his thoughts; you were both so alike and it was one of the reasons why you considered yourselves to be siblings.

"Okay, well," Steve shrugged, driving down Cherry Lane towards your house, "How about I cook dinner, then? So you can do your homework in peace without worrying about everyone else?" You almost said, what, like you do? But you didn't; you and Steve were both natural caregivers, but every caregiver needs someone to take care of them once in a while. You and Steve were notorious for swapping roles when it counted the most. "But, Steve - "

"Taylor. Let me help you, yeah? What do you want for dinner?"

Steve had looked after himself for so many years; he basically lived alone while holding down a job at Family Video and maintaining his academic career. He worked so hard, as did you. Steve knew what it was like to have to live and love life alone, and he didn't want that for you, his little sister.

Steve wanted to protect you, to take care of you the way that you took care of others, even those older than you. Like him. You took such good care of him that half the time, Steve didn't know what to do with himself. He couldn't have known that that was always your plan. You had such a big heart, bigger than Hawkins, Steve would wager, and you loved hard, unconditionally and without hesitation.

"Steve, that's... the hardest thing you've ever asked me. Spaghetti with pink sauce, please!"

"... Pink sauce?"

"Yeah! Alfredo and marinara mixed up." A pause. "Please." Your manners were almost an afterthought but Steve appreciated them, and you, anyway.

You could see Steve's brown eyes moving across the blank space he stared into as he worked out how to make you the dish you wanted, and then he nodded, pulling up to your house and cutting the engine seamlessly.

"All right, yeah, that's - okay."

You sluggishly pulled yourself through your post-school routine, showering and doing your homework, one of your worries - cooking dinner - taken away entirely by Steve, who did what he said he would and cooked you enough for several meals so that you had something substantial for breakfast, too. He kept an eye on you, every now and then squeezing your shoulder or bringing his arms around your shoulders as he hugged you from behind where you were sat working, or pointing out an answer to something on the sheet you had to be taking notes from.

"I'm really proud of you, Taylor," Steve sat beside you as you finished up your homework. "Listen, I... I know you're tired, but you're still doing it, you know? And that's... I get it. It's not easy but... but it all matters. I mean, my asshole dad tried to teach me a lessonby making me get that job at Scoops Ahoy last summer, but watchin' you do this, day in day out and not stopping... that's teaching me more right now than my parents ever did in my whole life. Everything's been a mistake up to this point but with you... I think I finally got something right."

His name slipped from your lips like a prayer, or maybe a thank you, and his face blurred around the edges as tears which you didn't have the energy to shed filled your eyes. Steve made a soft noise, something like an "oh" or maybe an "awh", and wrapped you up in his arms, pressing a chaste kiss to your dark hair.

"I know, Taylor, it's okay."

It wasn't, but it would be. You trusted Steve. You trusted him.

Steve didn't have to keep you company or to complete tasks for you, but he did because he loved you. You were his little sister, and if love was a food group, then Steve kept you very well fed. Not once did he ever leave you wondering as to how he felt about the only family member who actually meant something to him.

You both just knew.

Stealthy like a ninja, fierce as a tiger // Steve comforts you after your brother scares you // wc: 1, 170.

(Steve squaring up to protect you🥺🙏💖🫂)

Your brother was an absolute fucking asshole.

Not Steve, no.

No, Steve was the brother you knew you could always depend on, the one you could always rely on no matter what. Nightmares, insomnia, being too tired to do your homework, headaches, academic stress, a lack of snacks... whatever it was, whatever you needed, Steve was there for you. Many a time had he climbed in through your bedroom window, stealthy like a ninja, to take care of you when all others in your house were asleep. It truly didn't matter what it was; Steve would be there.

So when you phoned Steve with trembling breaths, shaking hands, a lump in your throat and the clear desire to get away, he felt his need to defend and protect rising. He was practically a father to the six kids he had found himself friends with over the last few years, but his dynamic with you was slightly different due to the fact that you were closer in age to Steve than the rest of the Hawkins Gang were.

You were siblings, by choice and heart if not by blood.

"St-Steve, my brother, he - "

"What did he do?" Steve's tone was a bite, his impatience was the undercut to the tenderness with which he spoke to you. And the look on his face as he clenched his jaw, well… it was a good thing that you couldn’t see his face in that moment. It only would have upset you more, and Steve wanted to help you, not hinder you.

"Put his fist through the wall while arguing with mum." You felt yourself beginning to shut down, to close yourself off, and Steve shoved the phone between his ear and his shoulder without another thought as he ducked down to put his shoes on as best as the short phone wire would allow, hopping on the spot in a hurry to get to you.

“Think you can give me ten minutes?” He would use his walkie talkie if it wasn’t, he would stay on the channel with you until he crawled in through your bedroom window if you asked him to. He had done it before and Steve had no problems doing it again, even if the method of holding a walkie while climbing up to your bedroom was a tricky one which often resulted in some extra bruises.

You nodded. And then you remembered that Steve couldn’t see you, so you mumbled an affirmative and hung up, the lump in your throat solidifying as you let yourself realise, let yourself process, that you weren’t alone in the hard to tolerate home environment. Steve, your big brother Steve, was on his way to you.

You weren’t alone.

You stayed in your bedroom, listening to the distant sounds of shouting and banging coming from outside the walls of your bedroom, the one place in the world where you should always feel safe, and waited for Steve.

Your big brother had your back, Steve had your back, it was okay, he would be here soon...

SteveSteveSteveSteveSteve Steve will be here in a minute SteveSteveSteveSteve...

His name was your mantra, your safety, your way through the fear, and in what seemed like forever and yet no time at all, there was a series of familiar bumps and muttered curses before Steve stumbled through your bedroom window.

"See?" Steve ran his hand through his glorious hair, "Stealthy like. A. Ninja."

You smiled, and it was at such odds with the lump in your throat and the glassy stinging of tears in your eyes which you couldn't - wouldn't - cry, that the expression froze on your face. Steve's jaw ticked, for he could read you like a book after all this time, and as the shouting on the other side of your door got louder, the words beginning to run together until everything was just one long, loud intolerable noise, Steve stepped into the role you needed the most from him always, but especially right then.

"Hey, no, it's okay," Steve's voice was a little louder than a whisper as he stepped forward and pulled you into his arms. "He's out there and we're in here, yeah?"

"I know, but he's - "

You flinched and pressed yourself as tightly into Steve's body as you could, gripping the back of his t-shirt like he was the only thing keeping you here, like he was the only person worth hanging on for.

In some ways, he was.

You willed yourself to focus on Steve, to only focus on Steve, the way his arms were around your shoulders and waist, the way his nose was pressed against your hair, the way he had crossed town just to be there for you as you shook and trembled alone in your room, scared to be around someone who was meant to make you feel safe.

Steve made you feel safer than your brother did and as far as you were concerned, Steve was your brother. In all the ways that counted, in every way that mattered.

"Hey, no, it's okay, Taylor." Steve paused, squeezed you in his arms before he pulled back just enough to look at you, though his embrace remained, "know why?"

You shook your head, his brown eyes looking into yours made you want to cry.

"Because you're like... you're like my little sister, right? And I - I don't have any family. I mean, my parents are," Steve scoffed and shook his head, his hair bounced atop his head, "My parents are constantly away and don't give a shit, and I'm always the goddamn babysitter with the kids, but you're... you're my family."

I chose you.

I'll protect you.

A thought occurred to you then, and you said it aloud before your body could fully catch up with your mind.

"Taylor Harrington."

Steve grinned, constellations in his eyes as he looked at you, and he nodded his head enthusiastically, swiping a hand across the underside of his nose; a physical tell that he was about to cry. "Exactly! That's... yeah. You can choose your brother, Taylor. Doesn't have to be a blood one, you know? And you know I'll always protect you."

"And me!" Your voice was thick, saturated with tears. Fear of what was happening outside your room had turned into an intense fondness for Steve and the corresponding tears had turned from cold to hot, comforting you as they dripped down your cheeks. Steve always warmed you up from the inside out. "I'll protect you! You're always looking after others, Steve, but who looks after you?"

"You do."

It was too much for you as silence began to ring in your ears, and you hugged Steve to you, letting him hold you and letting him guard you with his body. No one was as safe as you were with Steve Harrington beside you; he was stealthy as a ninja, fierce as a tiger, and the best big brother you could ever ask for.

Let me guide you // Steve comforts you when you have to drive // wc: 530.

"Whoa, hey, what's the matter?"

You couldn't pick up the car keys from the way your hands were shaking. As you picked them up, you dropped them again, fingers fumbled on the floor as you tried and failed to pick them up, nails finding no purchase on the keychain.

"Let me, just - " Steve swooped down, hair brushing the tip of your nose as he ducked his head lower than yours to grab your keys, securing them in his grip first try. "I know you're scared, but it's okay, yeah?"

"But, Steve, I - " Your bottom lip and chin trembled. You didn't want to drive, you didn't, but you lived way out in the middle of nowhere and your parents had insisted and after one failed attempt, you had finally passed your learners.

"I know, Taylor." Most others who said that were intending to brush you off, not wanting to hear you out, but not Steve. No, Steve was the one who listened to you even in your silence, the only one who got it. "It is scary. But the more you do it, the easier it'll be." At your sharp look, almost affronted were you by his words, Steve hurried to say, "I didn't say less scary, I said easier. You can do it, Taylor, m'right here with you."

"You are?"

Steve scoffed, "Uh, yeah? M'not leaving my sister alone when she's terrified, are you insane? C'mon, let's get goin'. Quicker you're in the driver's seat, quicker we get there, quicker you don't have to drive. I'll bring us home."

It made sense, though it wasn't objectively true.

"We doin' this?"

"We?"

"You're not alone, Taylor. Every time you drive, I'm coming with you." Steve said it like it was obvious and as you thought about it, the more you realised it was. Steve had never let you face the scary things alone. He was always with you when you needed him to be, no matter what it was for. He took his role of being your big brother as seriously as he protected the kids he unofficially-officially babysat every day, and he made sure that you knew you always had a place with him. He handed you the car keys and you gripped them tight, the cool metal biting into your clammy palms. "Guiding you from the passenger seat and everything. What else are big brothers for?"

You couldn't have stopped yourself from hugging Steve if you tried, and you narrowly avoided hitting him in the head with the keys as you threw your arms around him. It was a casual gracelessness which Steve shared with you.

"I'll cry, Steve." It was a threat and a promise, but Steve only chuckled as he pulled away.

"So cry. It's okay, Taylor. Now c'mon, let's go. You and me, yeah?"

Yeah.

With unsteady breaths, shaking hands, weak legs and a grim determination to do what you had to, you and Steve were off, with you in the driver's seat and Steve in the passenger's seat. He guided you when you needed it, reassured you when you faltered, and met you with nothing but patience and kindness. Steve was nothing if not consistent.

[lqfiles]

just when i give up on my homework i see a new ptp chapter TODAY IS A GOOD DAY WE REJOICE!!! 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

yn making the first move tho 😵‍💫#womeninmalefields

aside from that it’s me 📕 >_< still trying to survive in the battlefield (school) 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 i’m still in shock that you get days off THIS COULD OF BEEN ME but no 😕 i’m stuck drawing stupid graphs for econ and i don’t even get the point 💔💔 sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #savemefromecon i don’t think you asked but it’s okay ill tell you anyways 💜 but i study maths, c*mp sci (💔) and economics am i okay? no. but how are youuu and how’s school 🥹🩷

however moving on

i feel as if there is going to be some miscommunication in the near future if so LQFILES PLEASE WE’VE HAD ENOIGh yn n haechan just got out of the awkward stage so pls 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 like everything’s going well the gc knows, yn and haechan are in a somewhat good position, erm renjun and jaemin are renjun and jaemin i can just FEEL something’s about to happen 😵‍💫 praying i’m wrong

this has gone so many directions sorry 🥹 i just don’t know how to feel like there’s so much going on but not so much at the same time so it’s like where do we go from this

- 📕 ily until next time 😵‍💫🙂‍↕️

DONT GIVE UP ON YOUR HOMEWORK GET THOSE GOOD GRADES SIS 🔥🔥🙏🏽🙏🏽 and HELPPP i didn’t even clock that omggg she is so hashtag woman in men field, got her doing MALE jobs.

plsss economics is one those subjects that when i hear i’m just like “what the hell do they even learn there” like do you just get taught about… economy? YOU DESERVE BREAKS THOO i mean it probably has smrh to with you being an A level student which requires your full attention on all subjects while i only gotta focus on one but still.. free you! BUT WOAHH WE GOT SMARTYPANTS IN THIS CHAT i’m assuming it’s further maths?? the envy i feel rn girl… meanwhile had to retake maths because i hated that subjects like FUCK trigonometry actually!! it will get better tho don’t worry i’m rooting from here 🩷 i’ve been well, currently working on my personal statement for uni and trying to figure what direction i wanna take my life into. i’m contemplating between I.T and graphic design, whatever gets me money tbh 😭🙏🏽

its not a lqfiles fic without the constant “WE ARE SO BACK” “WE ARE SO NOT BACK” back and forth sorry aegi 😂 just tune and find out 😉😉 AND PLSSS i always have so many convos in one on here because i got so much to say so i getchu don’t worry we can talk about ANYTHINg i’m open to anything. hope you have a good night anon <333

[akaakeis]

good morning sav baby pookie pie !!!!

wrong account but im Too Lazy To Gaf

i dont have much to yap today unfortunately bc im eepy as shit and things !!1!1!!1!2!!!!!2!£(#9£(£+£8_!!"!_933😋🫵🤭💥

i hope youre doing well!! i read ur stuff on the sideblog btw if u ever need to talk then i am here. anyways I SAY ANYWAYS TOO MUCH anyways i have SCHOOL on SATURDAY which I was just reminded of,,,,, think ill cry myself to sleep. okok im thinking wait. ok. oh yes ask me about the new tsukki fic if u want.

n e ways i had thr cooledt conversation with a cool person today <- im not doinf ok about it AND NY CRAMPS R KILLING ME LIKE I WILL EXPLODE THEM RGHRHHHFHGHH

i want to watch a movie for once omgggg so much work not enougj girl

ALSO I HAD THESE CARDBOARD CUTOUTS OF MANGA PANELS AND IM PRETTY SURE THIS ONE GIRL AT SCHOOL STOLE SUNA & KITA :((

fortunately me being abnormal as i am i have a second pic of suna BUT KITA:(( AND THE UM :(

rRHAT WAS MY FAVOURITE ONE :(( ANyWAYS!!! A GIRL GOTTA GET HER BEAUTY SLEEP ILY BB <333333 my cute little galvanised square steel structure with screws borrowed from aunt and eco-friendly wood veneer<3333

im ab to indulge in some serious ipad kid behavior by answering this ask while i eat my little lunch... also confession i was an ipad kid in like.. 2015...

SORRY IM SO LATE TO ANSWER THIS LINA GOOD MORNING LOVE <3 new theme eats i love her and the new user‼️

aaa thank you !! we r gonna IGNORE the sideblog she doesnt exist actually wdym 🙅‍♀️ AND WDYM SCHOOL ON A SATURDAY HELLO???2?2! why on earth how on earth what on earth 😞 if u cry yourself to sleep i will put spoons in the freezer for u xoxo (see what i did there...) I WOULDVE ASKED AB THE TSUKKI FIC BUT ITS ALREADY OUT IM SORRY I DIDNT HAVE TIME TO ANSWER THIS EARLIER AND REPLY AND STUFF UGH 💔

i wanna hear abt this person oh? dm me when u see this lina 🙂‍↕️ AND NOOO I HOPE YOUR CRAMPS GO AWAY!! IF I COULD TAKE THEM AWAY FROM U I WOULD :(( FEEL BETTER SOON

that is too real alina. being a student is the equivalent of trying to get out of an avalanche as more and more snow piles on top of u its NOT demure or mindful

SOMEOEN STOLE KITA AND SUNA?? i would NOT take that holy... i would pick a fight if i knew who it was bc im being so serious... i love them tm... I REALLY HOPE YOU GET THEM BACK

SLEEP WELL LINA ILY!! my cutie patootie cheese roll matcha latte marshmallow fluff biodegradable compostable ceramic plate <3333 (i laughed an obscene amount while writing this)

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Aww y'all got this :)

UAOGH

"Why should I have to go to school if Miss Teagues doesn't" STOP 😭😭 he was wild for that 💀 xD but nah genuinely :'((

Not gonna explain it's a job xD?

OOP GREGORY O.O

UHH OHHH

Is she just gonna go along with it o.o

Okay phew no xD

Sucks for convincing Alex lol but yk xd

Aww Gregory 😭😭😭💔 honeyyy <33

Aww hey guys :'((

Yeah I mean she did try to tell you <3 wasn't trying to keep it a secret from you or anything :'))

Aww honeys 😭

Lol yeah back to him xD

I mean yeah though bro it's a big deal :((

AWW lol his price is right dreams :'D yeah you gotta have school for them!!

Lol Gregory being more realistic about it xD aww aaah my babeys <33

Yeah teachers come and go :'// it sucks it really does but it happens 😭❤️❤️ <3.

You gotta go on anyway :'))

AWW AYYY we got him :'D

Yeah I mean just keep checking up on him I guess?

:'OO Ohh aww Gregory's Garden Goofballs!! Yeah they seem like they could do it that's super slay :'DD

Aww yeah :')) <33

Yeah genuinely congratulations Janine <33 you deserve it :') 🥰🥰

AWWW HONEYYY 😭😭😭😭💔❤️

Stop it hurt but that silence was perfect :(( augoh 😭❤️❤️ so good, I love this show <3

They know when to give you a moment to just breathe :)

Aww Jacob lol xD :D

Yeah that does sound insightful lol <3

Aww yeah 🥰🥰

LOL $20 and gift cards xD

Aww yeah guys :')) yeah that's sweet <3

Okay ouch guys xD

LOL delete them o.o aww I'm sorry Jacob xdd

Okay that's settling for a bit low Jacob lol slfjdhs but I'm sure you don't mind xdd xD <3

My lovelies :'D

Also Melissa holding him around the shoulder :')) stop I love them so much <33

AYY AWW he's in there :'DD

That's good :') 🥰🥰

Aww yeah he's there :')) telling her :'p that's good <33

Honeyyy

HONEYYSSS 😭😭😭💔❤️❤️

:O JANINE ARE YOU GONNA DO SOMETHING

SAY YOU'RE STAYING

OR BRING UP Y'ALL'S FEELINGS

OR BRING UP ANYTHING

Nope okay 😭💔 xdd makes sense though lol :')

Aww my honeys <33 </333 :(( ❤️❤️

Aww hey girl :')

Oh hey person :)

Oop gosh slfhskd o.o

Is she gonna decline just for the paperwork xD

Ahh yeah swamped

Everyone seemed to be really swamped today :/

I mean I know they're teachers and school district workers lol but it's just interesting xD :) :/ 🤔

Oop o.o gosh girl xdd

Yeahh you weren't good at making friends there right :(( aww I'm sorry honey

Listen Janine here's something I'll say: you have to make decisions based on what you want as well. Not just about making money or making a difference, and I definitely get that. I'm literally making that exact choice slowly right now lol xd. I just hope you're happy with whatever you pick, okay honey :'))? <333

Anyway AAHHHHH my girl 😭😭❤️❤️

[gogolstoelicker]

Dorm leaders with yuu who is like Vanitas form vanitas no carte?

If it's not too much don't have to do this

Dorm leaders with a Vanitas!MC

You seem to take nothing seriously, carrying a mischievous aura around you. You also act impulsively most of the time but is capable of showing seriousness when the situation calls for it.

However, you also hate being vulnerable around people, especially to those you don't trust.

he can't take it at all

Riddle:

ur flirtings he meant

he sat down next u for 1 sec and so suddenly the lights focused on u two, there's a romantic music playing, rose petals are falling down around u two and there's a glass (of apple juice) in ur hand as u wink at him

he does not know how u did it and he is very much not interested in how that happened

would collar u

literally u can breathe and he'll collar u for it

ace 2.0 ig💀💀💀

well at least ace got a buddy now to share the pain of being collared🤗🤗‼️‼️

is very sick and tired of your presence but somehow he just can't completely block u off his life

its like having another chenya in his life but more annoying and is completed with the package of being flirty

or its like that one friend that's so annoying but then they dont come to school for one day and so suddenly you miss them

yelled at u once bc he caught u on top of heartslabyul's rooftop💀

scolded u even more once trey and cater got u down

likes that you're a neat person (even tho he thinks it's shocking for someone like u to have such a trait💀)

and is absolutely flabbergasted when he learned you're a doctor back in ur world

Leona:

"I'm just a doctor who cures vampires tho🤗😘" "BUT YOU'RE STILL A DOCTOR😱⁉️‼️"

on his way to fistfight u

almost lose tho💀embarrassing

he won't admit it but it lowkey hurt his pride when u almost win against him

what are u doing carrying around a blade in school anyway����⁉️

ya wanna get into detention or smth⁉️(if it exists in nrc idk)

^he's very much still not satisfied that u almost win thats why he evn brings it up

actually got a scrath on u during ur fight

which you're not really worried abt since you heal faster than a normal human anyway🤷‍♀

leona when he learns of it🤨🤬⁉️

if u can heal then you should heal him too

he got another scar on his cheek bc of ur dumbass blade🤬

Azul:

you're a doctor. u can do it.

if u say u only cure vampires, leona will show u his fangs (sneakily ofc, he dont wanna hurt his pride more)

just put a bandage on it its ok💀

one time he was trying to take a nap

and while laying down, he saw ur ass

i meant that literally💀

bc you're right on top of the building

its ok u didnt flash him or anything, u wearing those nrc pants anyway

leona is confused btw😭

bcs like why the hell are u up there in the first place and why he gotta catch u⁉️⁉️

shaking, sobbing, crying, clenching his jaw, clutching his contract

he's sick and tired of ur flirtings too💔

Kalim:

pls stop for the love of the great seven he just wants some peace💔

he can tolerate u tho ayeee‼️🙏

all that complaining for nothing💀

he likes playing board games with u

but he absolutely hates losing💀

and u being u, u just create some plans in the middle of playing

basically by impulse

so u won like 90 of the times based on that😭😭😭

azul have his head in his hands

he disappeared from ur sight for a week

only to come and challenge u again

he have studied the way u think, he WILL win this time

so u might wanna lose purposely if u dont want azul on ur tail😅😰

ok but one time u skipped class

and azul is having flight class

and he finally flew up until the rooftop‼️‼️omg⁉️⁉️

and you're right there💀

"hey azul^^!!"

azul shrieking and immediately falling down:

good thing u caught him in time

def lose his cool and started scolding u abt being on top of a ROOFTOP😰😰

which made u got caught by the teacher💀woops ig

u are VERY much intrigued and entertained being with kalim

like his curiosity + liveliness just makes u go🤩‼️‼️too

2nd jamil but less stressed (this u btw)

^only bc u genuinely had fun being with kalim

except for when he randomly disappeared bc of a random whim💀u def did not have fun searching for him around school

with the threat of the actual jamil behinf u with his cooking pan

one time u were hanging out with kalim and u were just so tired of trying to chase after him that u brought those leash for kids and used it on him

how'd u get the leash u may ask? ask sam. he said he have everything in his store🤷‍♀

while the leash does help, it lowkey makes ur arm hurt from having to tug kalim back near u before he got lost/ u lost him💀

the other students were just standing behind yall like😁😟

u go back and forth from trusting and trusting kalim if it makes sense🤔

like you know his intention is 100% pure but there's still that small doubt in u

Vil:

he is absolutely curious about ur job

like u heal vampires⁉️he gotta know about this

tried to climb rooftops/trees with u

jamil pulled him AND you off

just so kalim won't copy u💀

"im a doctor^^!" "you?🤨"

Idia:

^basically both ur first meeting with each other

u do not look like a doctor at all, half offense

and a doctor who specializes in healing vampires too🤔⁉️

and then it turns into u flirting with him

im sure vil is immune to flirtings now bc like🤔mans is famous and looks like a full course meal so like who don't wanna flirt with that man😍

that and bc rook always compliments him a minimum 5 times a day💀

so he just brush u off honestly

but would keep u around if you're going to compliment him too🤔since its lowkey a confident boost

absolutely scolds u for being on top of high places

esp if you're on top of a roof like GET DOWN🤬🤬U AINT A BIRD

he likes that you're a neat person too‼️

like damn thats surprising from u but he absolutely encourages it

he doesn't even need to clean ur appearance up since u usually take care of it urself

absolutely became those type of moms to epel💀

"why don't u be more like them epel?" he said as he point at u

"appearance wise ofc, don't copy their personality"

💀its ok bro💀at least u got one compliment

Malleus:

oh god its an extrovert -idia

feels like crying whenever u approach him

its like when you're trying to finish ur homework in class bc u forgot to do it yesterday and the tc is collecting it

thats how he felt when u approach him

i mean u leave him alone sometimes🤔sometimes💀

became great gaming buddies after

almost blast ur ass whenever u win against him

but then again its fun having someone ALMOST as good as u🤗🤗

until they win instead of u that is💀

^basically his thoughts whenever u win

he doesn't really care that you're a doctor

anything is possible in this world‼️esp in this weird ass world he lives in‼️

how he found out tho? he saw the book u always carry around

at first he does care much until he saw how pretty the cover looks

hesitated a bit but he opened the book

when he opened it, it was empty so he was like🤔❔

so he FINALLY asked u about it

when u tell him he was like :0

"this book is what u use to cure vampires🤔❔damn did u whack them with knowledge or smth❔❔"

and he only ask thag bc u purposely leave some parts out to be mysterious💀dawg istg💀

saw u on top of the roof during one of his walks near ur dorm and thought u got stuck there or smth

u saw his horns and went "damn weird shit again😂🤣"

im sorry idk why i used that emoji

anyways he asked if u need help getting down from there

and u just go ❌❌ and that u just like high places

from then on, u guys usually hang around roof

he's intrigued about u

a weird human who heals faster than normal humans🤔and is apparently a doctor who specializes in healing vampires

i think there are vampires and doctors like u in twisted wonderland🤔i mean what is not impossible there

so while malleus have absolutely heard about it, he does not know much abt thay field

so do expect some questions here and there

sometimes hes worried abt u🤔

bc like aren't humans supposed to have their daily sleep everyday to survive or smth?? why aren't u sleeping???

and then he learns that u can't really sleep around the people u don't really trust (the ghosts💀)(maybe grim maybe not grim)(mickey mouse in ur mirror HELP)

tried to get u to sleep in his dorm instead

like would legit let u sleep in some spare bedroom just for ur health

can't have his first friend outside of his three retainers fall sick amirite😈💪

[alt-froggy13]

Gareth x Fem reader fluff (romantic) where maybe reader is surfing the crimson wave (period 💔) and he like comforts her and stuff and cuddles with her, or platonic Susan Heffley comforting fem reader because of a bad day at school or something? Either one, it's up to you (you don't have to write the period stuff if it makes you uncomfortable, it could just be normal fluff for Gareth)

HELLO!! thank you for the request! i'll do both since i'm in a big writing mood! (sorry Gareth's is short, i only seen some clips from stranger things of Gareth, sorry if he's out of character)

Gareth (period comfort)

"Gareth, i have bad cramps.." you said, he looks at you with a worried face, "come here" he says softly, he sits on your couch, you walk over to him and you two cuddle in a comfortable silence, "do you have anything to help with your cramps?" he asks, you shake your head, he sighs "i'm guessing you don't wanna get up either?" he says smiling softly, you smile "no, i'm tired anyway, and comfy" you say snuggling into him, he gives you a kiss on your head, and lays his head on yours, closing his eyes to relax, and you do the same, there was distant music in the background due to the band practicing, Gareth was taking a small break from the drums "we should do this more often, don't ya' think?" you said softly, you hear a gentle hum from Gareth, as a yes to your question, you closed you eyes once again and relax, leaning into his chest, after a few moments you feel asleep, but Gareth didn't wanna move, so he feel asleep with you, when the Eddie came in, wondering why he was coming back to play the drums, he saw what was happening and decided to leave you two be until it was time for you two to leave.

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Susan Heffley

today was the worst day you've ever had from school, you got picked on by Heather Hills for wearing "garbage shoes" when they were literally brand new!! you were already having a bad day from being late to school, you had to leave early for being "sick", your parent/guardian yelled at you for bad grades, your sibling(s) won't leave you alone and keep annoying you, and you parent/guardian grounded you for faking to be sick to leave school, so you were currently sneaking out a window to go to the Heffley's house, and talk to Susan, you knocked on her door, she opens it with a smile, as always "oh, hello Y/N, why aren't you at school?" she asks while moving out of the way so you could get in "faked being sick..where's Manny?" you ask sitting down on the couch "he's with Frank today, and why'd you fake being sick?" she asks with a gentle tone, sitting next to you "i was getting picked on, and i-i faked being sick so i could leave but, that just got me in trouble and grounded" you voice was now shaky and you were on the verge of tears "oh honey, no need to cry it's ok" Susan says, while pulling you into a hug while you cried, and cried, and cried "you wanna talk about it?" Susan asks, you shake your head "no..." you said "that's okay, just remember i'm here if you need me, ok?" she says, separating the hug, you wipe your eyes as you nodded "now it would be best if you head back home, don't wanna get in trouble again" she joked, you chuckled then sniffled "yeah, thank you Mrs. Heffley" you said "call me Susan hun, thank you for coming over" she said getting up and walking you to the door and waved godbye, now you gotta find a way to sneak back in.

i really loved writing these two! thank you for the request!!!

[punkscowardschampions]

Janis & Casey

Janis: Alright

Janis: Jimmy said you might wanna walk some dogs for some extra cash?

Janis: Thought I better check he weren’t chatting shit

Casey: Did he, sounds like him

Casey: 1st I’ve heard, but I’ll do it if you’re asking

Janis: 🙄 He was meant to, must’ve forgot

Janis: anyway, it won’t be a long-term thing but I’ve knackered my ankle so long enough it’ll be worth doing

Casey: be about right, yeah 🙄

Casey: heard about that an’ all 😏 he must’ve forgot how to catch a lass when she’s falling while he were at it

Janis: 🤦🏽‍♀️ weren’t at all humiliating 

Janis: only our crap school would plan this trip in December, it was basically frosted over

Janis: anyway, cheers, yeah, I’ll let him sort the cash out with ya, but let me know if he tries to shortchange you, like 

Casey: gutted for you it’ll be a bit before get chance to do owt to top it, if my year’s even allowed back there now, that is 💔

Casey: you’re alright, he ain’t THAT forgetful he don’t know what’d happen if he tried that bollocks on with me 💪😉🥊

Janis: 😏 I wouldn’t count on it, Burke had one of her infamous mental breakdowns so they’ll act like that was on us and not her mess of a life

Janis: but maybe they’ll have sorted a slightly more decent trip by the time you’re meant to go, dedicated as they are…

Janis: Ha, good stuff 👏

Casey: I’d have counted on that from her, like, she’s never not the one 🥃 away 

Casey: did reckon it might’ve just been the effect I had though 👎

Casey: steady on, it ain’t too impressive, our kid could probably knock him out if he were in the mood and you definitely could do 

Janis: Soz, she can shout a big game about it being all our fault but reckon the cheating husband had her fucked before any kid forgetting their homework 

Janis: 😂 he did protect me and the gingerbread house pretty well so I’ll take your word for it, yeah

Casey: Nowt to do with her being the dickhead who’s gotta teach paddy lingo and us lot all being well rude about all the culture she’s chucking in with it, got top craic, her, don’t we know

Casey: til he forgets your anniversary or whatever, won’t be all talk then, will you, and Jim’ll have to watch himself 😂

Janis: regretting all her life choices from the off

Janis: You have to do Irish? That’s a pisstake, like

Janis: but obviously, 1000% that bitch, how’d you know

Casey: would be and would have to if it weren’t piss easy to get her to send me out, but don’t reckon I really have to tell you owt on the subject of none of that, from what else I’ve heard you’re like 😏👏

Casey: that’s how I know all sorts, never off people’s 👅 your name, mate

Janis: Good to know people don’t chat shit 100% of the time then

Janis: you can probably disregard the rest though 👍

Casey: Have to now you’ve gone and got yourself with that twat, rather catch deafness than 👂 every other going about giving him the 👏 for it  

Janis: 😬 someone will get off with someone else soon and they’ll move their 👅 and 👏 along

Casey: I dunno about that, but 🤞 for you moving on to less of a knobhead

Janis: I’m not gonna crash your gaff constantly or be all up in your face

Janis: fuck all I can do about the rumour mill though, or I would’ve ages ago for myself, like

Casey: what the last one said, but alright

Janis: Yeah, alright, you got no reason to believe me 

Casey: and you’ve got no reason to give me one, only your 💰

Janis: Fair

Janis: he’s got the schedule

Casey: Long as he’s not already lost it

Janis: If it’s got a load of other dickhead’s names on it, it’s his CG one

Casey: it’ll be what he’s drawn over both of ‘em I don’t wanna see

Janis: [send him what you sent Jimmy re. your schedule like there you go then lol crisis averted]

Casey: tah

Janis: Backatcha 

Casey: It’s nowt, got a dog no fucker but me walks anyway

Janis: Far as gifts go, one that keeps on giving 💩💩

Casey: least we can breed off it with your connections, start a farm or something

Janis: 😆 all the owners are rich dickheads, they’d catch wind and want their cut 

Casey: is probs how they stay rich, bit unfair to us but 

Janis: guess I respect the hustle

Janis: they need some dickhead to walk their unloved dogs, I need their cash

Janis: when I’m not out of commission 

Casey: too right you do, his tips ain’t gonna keep you nowt except 🤏 fuming he bothered spending ages making coffee for dickheads for it only to come to that, lucky if he can shout you a single 🥃 in this town

Janis: So nightmare golddigger is the new one? Interesting 🙄😏

Janis: reckon I’d probably set my sights higher if I were but can’t ask ‘em for logic

Casey: up to you to work out he don’t got owt else to offer in your own time and how many drinks you’ll need to put up with him

Janis: I know better than to get involved with sibling shit, got too many of my own, unfortunately 

Casey: I’d 👍 but nah, that has gotta do your head in

Janis: yeah but too late to sterilize her so I just do my best to avoid them

Casey: have a go speaking a language they can’t, works with getting Bob out my face

Janis: keep it in mind

Janis: failing that I’ll deafen myself, block out their bullshit 🤷🏽‍♀️

Casey: if you’ve not proper pissed the bed with Burke, could get her doing both in one

Janis: didn’t piss in no one’s bed, if that’s going about

Janis: just tried to help her with her sobriety by relieving her of some of her stash, so yeah, if she can keep it together to work it out she might have some shit to spray at us

Casey: Ain’t what you call a good time, I’ll let the chattiest dickheads know

Casey: too much of a 😇 you, saving her falling off the wagon same time as having to yourself that assault course

Janis: Sure Jimmy will, not exactly the kinda thing he’ll want going about either 

Janis: have time to work on my legal case now, I guess 👌 

Casey: yeah, don’t worry, not like he’s known for 🤐 or owt

Janis: I have met him, like 😏

Casey: He never did or said nowt for Hayley when they were having a go at her, there were loads of that before you met him he’ll be chuffed you don’t have no clue about 

Janis: reckon I’ll survive without the rescue, we’re alright

Janis: He can keep his secrets

Casey: you said it, you’ve met him, ain’t a lot else you can do

Janis: Tah for the concern

Janis: people said shit before yous got here and they’ll say it after, nothing I ain’t used to or got a handle on

Casey: You’re alright, I ain’t scared to show when I’m bothered how he is, don’t need to shrug it off to look 😎 now you’re chatting to me

Janis: you’re funny, give you that

Casey: it’s going about when they can get a word in that ain’t about you pair

Janis: worse reps to have, should be alright

Casey: I know, seen his before you did the saving

Janis: Not gonna be cringe and say it’s mutual or something

Casey: 😏 both know why

Janis: dunno about that, like 

Casey: ask your ankle

Janis: nah that was my bad

Casey: What were it you said about having no reason to believe you

Casey: ‘cause we’re back there again, soz, like

Janis: 😏 bit harsh you reckon he had reason to push me 

Casey: had loads more to catch you and never, reckon it’s more than a bit rude, that

Janis: very chivalrous 😆

Casey: least you can do for a lass you like

Janis: I’ll let him know

Casey: he should do already, dunno what he’s pissing about at if he don’t 

Janis: maybe it ain’t that deep

Casey: maybe, he does have reason for it not to be

Janis: yeah, don’t worry, I know you’re probably moving soon

Casey: chuffed for you he’s bothered telling you that much

Janis: 🤞 for you there’s not another annoying bitch in the next town

Casey: ‘course there will be, can’t help himself, him

Casey: and you’re such an upgrade on her his next pick can only go back downhill 

Janis: take the 🥇 ‘fore you can tell me otherwise, cheers

Casey: go on, I’ll let you have it now since you ain’t got the ages you’d need to change my mind to 💭 you’re a nightmare

Janis: makes a change so not gonna try and 🔁

Casey: I know what you mean

Janis: well you’re alright with me

Casey: have a word with the dogs for us then, put a good one in

Janis: ‘course 😅

Janis: I’ll let you know which ones are bastards, so you keep ‘em on the lead 

Casey: Wait til the rumour gets about I’ve got loads of bitches well trained, I’ll have my own 🥇 

Janis: yeah no lie 😂

Casey: let me know who you’re related to so I don’t take the wrong lasses out when I’m dead popular

Janis: 😏 nothing like your brother, nah?

Janis: I’ll find time to make that list, like, don’t go too ↗️ yet

Casey: my top qualities MIGHT’VE rubbed off on him, a bit, ‘cause he’s always hanging about 🏠 when he ain’t serving ☕️

Janis: you didn’t learn it all from him then? 🤔 alright

Casey: nah, already worked out myself putting a spoon of instant in a mug’ll do if you’re that knackered before school, don’t need his help

Janis: I’m not a customer, have to have that argument with my sister

Casey: alright, I’ll sort her out for you 💪😉🥊

Janis: wouldn’t be a fair fight

Janis: on her part though so I ain’t led you astray here

Casey: I don’t mind if you don’t

Janis: Reckon Jimmy might have something to say about that

Casey: you sure you’ve met him

Janis: just a few times

Casey: be like him to get chatty in the PE cupboard

Janis: 🤦🏽‍♀️

Casey: yeah, does take the piss out of you and your 🥇

Janis: you should probably be taking the piss out of him, not me

Janis: if that’s how brothers go about it, not certain, like

Casey: I have

Janis: should’ve guessed that, actually 

Casey: what, from him 😭

Casey: how would you, he don’t do nowt else, you’ve gotta be used to it

Janis: no 😏

Janis: I’d say it’s a fair shout from how you seem, you like a wind-up

Casey: So you have heard about me, should’ve said it were mutual, nowt cringe about that 

Janis: A bit, he’s not totally 🔇

Casey: massive shame, ain’t it

Janis: 🤫

Casey: As it’s you telling me to

Janis: that kinda shit will get you far, undoubtedly 

Casey: yeah 

Janis: Not that I’d recommend it, but if you wanna get bitches

Casey: go on, give me your recommendations, you’ve gotta now

Janis: well, I ain’t trying to get bitches, that rumour was not one of the legit ones

Janis: you should be alright without my help though

Casey: Can’t blame nobody for thinking it, Jim does act like a girl

Janis: he don’t look like one and that’s what they’re all 👀 so

Casey: if all you’re bothered about is he don’t wear a skirt to school, I’ll tell my dad tah for you when he gets off work

Janis: Be a good first impression, tah so much 😏

Casey: he’ll not let you come round and meet him, have to do a Hayley and invite yourself with suitcases if that’s what you’re after

Janis: keep my luggage to myself and your sofa free, honest

Casey: More room for dad’s missus, she’ll be chuffed to bits even if nobody else is

Janis: 😬 been there

Janis: can give her the warm welcome you might’ve reserved for me, yeah

Casey: steady on, she ain’t nowt like you

Janis: I’d hope she’s got at least a few years on me, cheek

Casey: years, chins, wrinkles

Janis: 😂 a catch then

Casey: he’s done better, and worse, an’ all

Janis: get it, no one’s getting attached, barely them

Casey: weren’t that attached to my mum, just how he is, not owt personal to [whatever the girlfriend’s actual name is because he’s not calling them all Sharon like his brother does]

Janis: my mum’s the same

Casey: mine weren’t, made her fuming

Janis: Probably fair, I dunno

Casey: not gonna get chance to meet her either

Janis: no

Janis: not a parent pleaser anyway

Casey: that’ll be why he likes you, not got the balls to not be himself

Janis: have to ask him

Casey: be a right laugh for you, that

Janis: him more like

Janis: psychotic moves

Casey: he answered any question you’ve asked yet

Casey: ‘cause he don’t if he can help it, you might’ve noticed

Janis: can’t blame him, don’t it do your head in how everyone 💬s

Casey: it’d wind me up more to be in my own head much as he’s in his

Janis: I see that, too

Casey: don’t the quiet do your head in

Janis: sometimes

Janis: I just piss off when something does me though

Casey: to where

Janis: wherever I can 🏃🏽‍♀️

Casey: I get that 🚴

Casey: can’t get far right now though, need a new one for christmas, one I’ve got’s knackered

Janis: Nice

Janis: my sister is always doing shit to mine, if it ain’t in bits it’s always on the horizon 

Casey: have to get her to have a look at mine

Janis: She would, she’s an apprentice mechanic so worth a shout

Janis: even if santa brings you that new one, like

Casey: Oi, don’t be bringing that 🎅🏻 dickhead into this, had enough of him, me

Casey: Bob won’t shut up about what he’s after

Janis: 😆 bless him

Casey: won’t listen to me that he’s not real, is he deaf or what, pisstake it is

Janis: Have to get you to talk to my niece 

Janis: still adding to her list like there’s time to go get her more 

Casey: lasses know they can get away with being spoilt

Janis: She certainly does 🙄😏

Casey: she didn’t learn it off you, nah

Janis: Touche 👏

Casey: Reckon I’d keep up with you alright 🏃

Janis: With my dodgy ankle, perhaps 😉

Casey: funny

Casey: I don’t 🚬 much as him

Janis: have a job to

Casey: I’d have to have a job to afford to

Janis: Not really what the dog walking was for but I can’t tell you what to do with it 

Casey: Can try if you fancy it, both my 👂s work and you might have some top ideas

Janis: Awkward I can’t think of anything family-friendly and wholesome to suggest

Janis: what do you like doing?

Casey: never said it had to be

Casey: but I’m a typical lad if you can remember what one of ‘em is

Janis: If I’m turning you off from smoking, not gonna turn you onto something worse, be a bit of a dick move 

Janis: but I’m familiar 

Janis: 👟👟?

Casey: Far as what’s worse, depends who you ask, don’t it

Janis: wasn’t gonna be crack, any rate

Casey: gutted, I’d heard it were dead good, probs those same dickheads who reckoned you’re a massive lesbian chatting more bollocks

Janis: Anyone reckoning I got those connections is behind on their current affairs, soz

Casey: ain’t they all, must be loads happening getting ‘em to lose track

Janis: some of ‘em surprisingly dedicated to keeping up to date, just not getting their facts straight 

Casey: not that different here then, alright

Janis: sadly not

Janis: let you know if I ever find a place that is

Casey: can also be mutual, if you want 

Janis: I’ll wait for the postcard when yous fuck off then 

Casey: I’ll write it well neat, you can show it round, gonna miss Lucas that much when I do go

Janis: Who wouldn’t

Casey: his missus or mrs, whichever he’s got

Janis: 😂 like that there’s a distinction, missus under 16 or?

Casey: don’t have to be, except in his case

Casey: just less serious, like you and my brother right now vs him and his ex before

Janis: gotcha

Janis: very Northern

Casey: Won’t have time to lose it 

Janis: least you’re not posh English, be a really, really shit time otherwise

Casey: shit enough any road, but I’d hate to sound same as him about it

Janis: you’d be weird if you weren’t having a shit time, I reckon

Casey: tah for reckoning I’m not, very matey of you

Janis: my award-winning charm, obviously

Casey: a fair shout for how you are

Janis: alright, don’t come for my bit, kid

Casey: Don’t call me kid, love

Janis: ✋ okay, okay, no patronising language 

Casey: what’s he call you 🤔

Janis: He pretends he don’t know my name, that’s his bit 

Casey: a new one, must be at least pretending to like you

Janis: Tah! 😂

Casey: if you’d rather he reused pet names of hers, just give him time

Janis: inevitable, ain’t it

Janis: only so many 🤢 ways we can cringe everyone out

Casey: I dunno, not had a go yet

Janis: wouldn’t rush

Casey: did try and warn you he weren’t worth it

Janis: oi

Janis: just avoiding calling you a kid again

Casey: yeah, ‘course you are

Janis: I’m very friendly, tah

Casey: and he ain’t, exactly what I’m going on about, mate

Janis: not let the 😒 fool me

Janis: he’s a good brother, ain’t he

Janis: much better than I am sister or anything

Casey: Top if you’re asking the other

Janis: soz, that ain’t my business, just ignore that

Casey: it ain’t a secret, they’re bestest mates, we’re not

Janis: I just realised how much it’d do my head in to have a stranger telling me how great one of my sisters or brothers was if I didn’t wanna hear it

Janis: not that much of a dickhead, honestly

Casey: worse you could be telling me as far as what you reckon to him

Janis: never meant to keep you this long anyway, just checking you wanted to do it and saying thanks, you can tell me to piss off now

Casey: I get it, you don’t wanna tell me to, am actually that great, me

Janis: You’d probably take offence to cocky little shit, yeah? 😜

Janis: you’re doing me a favour, serious though

Casey: less of the little and it’s a compliment

Janis: ahh, dunno if I can bring myself to write that then

Casey: Jim never could take ‘em, you’ll have got out the habit, it’s alright

Casey: what did you say, no rush, yeah

Janis: funny, I remember saying

Casey: 😏 it’ll do  

Janis: You’ll have to take it ‘cos that’s my goodwill for the day gone, I reckon

Casey: in a bit then, mardy 

Janis: 👋

[traumatizeddfox]

Borderliner here again! Glad if I could help even a little bit.

DBT was specifically developed for BPD if I remember correctly but I know we used CBT in the clinic too. It's funny bc although the clinic was equally as bad as it was good and it helped me and revealed a lot about me to myself. So although I'm not typical borderline bc I act in instead of out, I know for sure I'm quiet borderline.

Nonetheless every therapist I've went to introductory sessions with since then has immediately said I've been misdiagnosed after like 10 seconds of talking to me 🙃 either that or you just never even get to be added to the wait list bc they don't wanna treat you

But that's why we gotta all support each other!!

Anyway. I decided to go for a therapy trial with a trauma therapist that I was lucky enough to get (after lots of panicking over the multiple phone calls it took, and panic now about rescheduling and shit). So that starts in February. And we're starting out with secondary trauma bc my parents passed down their trauma to be (they're genocide refugees, and I have been back to the country and stayed there a lot in post-war times) and it has in the past caused almost psychotic states. I'm afraid it might trigger even worse panic over my parents bc they already make me feel unsafe (they're a big reason I have been self harming for 15 years now - and when I went to them during a full day break down/panic attack and told them I need help they just stared at me blankly. I could literally only shake and cry and think about how I'm about to kill myself without any control over myself all day and they literally told me "just finish the next 4 weeks of school and then we can all go on vacation" - and in my dreams my parents have tried to feed me to dinosaurs bc that's how it has to be, they've been he reason my cat almost died and got his leg ripped off, they watched my face get eaten alive by giant worms and told me it was my own fault (again all dreams) ). I still live with my parents. I'm still mostly submissive to them and I'm afraid.

But also I cant not do therapy bc I'm so fucking tired. No meds stop my nightmares. I dream of rape, war, violence, killing, running for my life, wounds, break downs, sobbing, my house being broken into, being shot at, fires all around, kids being abused in different ways, like every single night. It's just as torturous as being awake and I'm really trying to not use my secret stash for suicide plans so like I need this therapy

But... I'm so fucking terrified

In the bpd clinic I broke down and almost faint and developed migraines and had half my body go numb and useless - just when I was trying to stay present and acknowledge there was a problem. The therapist there had me bawling my eyes out bc he was like "say something good about yourself" and I legit couldn't. I had daily migraines for months. I actually have a job I like now (still in training tbh but it's with animals so it's really nice) but I'm so afraid I'm about to lose everything. It feels like I could get further if I got back into my bad regulating habits.

I'm trying so hard to do things right. I really am. But my mind and body betray me all the time and I'm so so scared

It's like no matter what I do there's no rest, no help, nothing right and good

I'm so sorry this turned into my whining lmao but uh yeah :(

I recently discovered your blog and I love it. I resonate with the rage and the dog teeth :D wanna get into vent art too eventually. If I can handle the emotion that is lol

i am so sorry to hear this angel 💔 i really hope life turns around for you & i hope the new therapist helps u! it sucks when you don’t feel validated. and tysm! vent art has helped me so much

[moonbinscirera]

I feel like you would be the perfect passenger for me then because I always get lost even with a GPS when it doesn't work...

Omg taste... I would love to pick up more books with a woman of color centric character and YES bonus points for good gay rep pls 🤌🏼 I really do love fantasies as well 😩 omg an angst lover 💪🏼 honestly haven't read a lot of angst lately but >:) when authors aren't afraid to kill off a character I have got to say that's super refreshing 🍿

Ahahaha fake dating got that good spice to it...will never tire of that trope but I'm giggling at the kid fics... I can definitely see why you would not want to touch those with a 10ft pole 😂 👍🏼

I'm loving your ao3 search so much!! That's so detailed slay I'm just lucky if anything I like pops up for real - at this point I think I will just read anything out of desperation when I'm bored 😅

Slayyyy I think I'll continue looking into them maybe as a potential Christmas gift!! I'll also have to loon up ToonrificTariq then 👁 I'm loving the name already 😂

Screaming at how cool you are... Honestly watched GoT off and on only for the dragons 😩 - I'm cackling at how you can do it without looking although I'm sure you didn't miss *too* much 😂

I... am a fic writer 😩🫣 I don't think my stories are all that cool unfortunately... Most of the attention/notes have gone towards nsfw content rather than the sfw I used to labor over 💔 such is the woes of writeblr 😔

Thank you for thinking I'm studious 😂 I'm studying IT 🤓 I'm pretty sure I'll be graduating right before the gift giving starts off for this event hehe.. I cannot wait to be done for now 😭 homework and lectures are sooo boring at this point but the 24/7 working life... Ew! What about you (if you don't mind me asking hehe) 😳

xhxydhddhd at least if the gps breaks well be lost together shsbsshd

sometimes it feels like its a lil hard to find books with woc protags that arent realistic fiction and i hate that 😭 cuz alot of time the "realistic" setting they pick is one i cant relate to cuz i didnt grow up in the city or i wasnt the only black family in a whyte suburbs u know? so it takes like triple the digging to find something to connect to and it feel fun and not like racism porn 😭

anyway! angst is so good like its so satisfying and isnt there just something so so so like brain itching good about a homie being like please play pretend with me and then going oh shit wait its not pretend anymore actually?

im generally a rarepair shipper??? like in most fandoms i get into so its like i gotta be methodical and double back alot or else ill run outta content 😭 like even my favorite dynamic in svt is wonhao which barely anyone is checkin for 😭 (but quite honestly any less talked about hao dynamic imma jump thru hoops for like any of 95 line with him?????)

can u tell hao is my ult like is it obvious? i prommi i like him a normal amount like an absolutely normal amount like i swear on go- [gunshot]

do it do it do it doit³

im telling u i was in s2-3 and kept being like who tf is that??? by s4 i was like if this unknown person is here its no worries theyll prolly die soon anyway dont stress dont stress

ah creative ppl are always hard on their own work tho! (i am too) i bet its cooler than u think! that sucks tho when attn doesnt go to the works u really want them too 😔 like nsfw is fun but sfw should still get some love 😔

ooo and luckily! u caught me in this month because i just applied to an online school to study health IT so i can actually say imma be studying something! starting in January im nervous 👉🏾👈🏾 BUT CONGRATULATIONS ON UR GRADUATION

[carcinized]

hiya ollie ollie friend beloved hru !! im about to get off of tumblr because i am currently procrastinating a Big Project that i shouldve started like a week ago so uhhh. ye. but !! wanted 2 say hi

you are a little bit unhinged sometimes and i love that 4 u tbh u deserve it. not sure where that thought came from. youre also super cool i like the things that make you happy and i like how now whenever i see smth i know you like it makes me think of you

you're like. the reddish-pinkish-orange colors of a sunset. that's you. and upbeat but calm and a bit melancholy/nostalgic acoustic music. and sunlight shining through the blinds and the kind of rain where you can walk a block and it'll be sunny again

i think that you and me should be cats together. i dont think this is physically possible but i would like to be a cat and also with you. i think we would be really awesome cats together. like that one cats in love thing that you tagged me in saying it was c!tob and c!rain. that sounds neat

my school has a therapy dog who comes during lunch block sometimes now ! i met her today she's the sweetest <3 i am going to spend all lunch time with her tmrw tbh i think tomorrow is gonna be a day </3

OKAY uhh i gotta go put my laundry in the dryer and do this ffhfhfjghfjing project but !! was nice 2 pop in and leave a thought dump in your asks :) like old times hehe

btw do u like the url change :P charlie & some of my kotlc friends pressured me into it ToT but like. its kinda really funny,,,,

OKAY AGHGHFH its 8:30. i am not getting any sleep tonight huh. pensive. anyway !! love u ollie if i end up sending u a lot of random messages in the near future its bc i wanna talk 2 u more. no pressure obviously real life comes first but. you :)) cool friend :DD i just rly like talking to u owo

OKAY . BYE LOVE U !! how arre u also? how was ur day? give your kitties pats for me :3

HIIII SLAY KING!!!! GL ON THE PROJECT I ALSO HAVE TO WORK ON SOME OF MINE SOON LOL.

honestly i love being unhinged u should see me irl. Today one of my teachers nominated me to be a like idk student embassador thing and i told my friend and i was like “why would they pick ME to settle disputes??? id be TERRIBLE at that” and he was just like “yeah you would be.” 💔 he has no faith in me anyways i decided not to fill out the form to become one 😭 (also it just sounded like a lot of effort and talking about feelings neither of which i like)but awwwww thank you <3

but :OOOO that is very kind of you… also the rain thing that is so interesting to me, i think that you are right but also we dont have that sort of rain here it’s all or nothing here LOL i never really considered that!!! I think u are right tho

dont call me a cat boy 💔💔 im not a cat boy i swear

AWWWWW DOG WIDEPEEPOHAPPY!!!!! have a good Dog king that sounds nice

Ur skaying and yeah gl with all that!!! Its nice to hear from y :]]]

Im gonna be honest when i first read that i was like “what url change” and it took me like a solid 10 seconds to find it. Very subtle but yes i do like it :]

and yasss slay that assignment king. I need to start my 10 page paper on amongus soon it’s due like November or something and its Long but i want it to be good so i must start early. Early birds get the 10 page among us paper worm. And yaaaaa no worries king ! I am bad at messaging first so u can always message me, im just a little guy also my one incident whefe i was like IM DELETING ALL MY SOCIAL MEDIA I HATE THE INTERNET i chilleded now. i do hate the internet but also i like some parts so im just Cutting Back you are a good part !!!!! <3

WEEEE IM GOOD. I GOT KIND OF PISSED OFF LIKE 6 TIMES TODAY BUT IM NORMAL AGAIN. EXCEPT MY MANAGER DIDNT CALL ME BACJ YET AND IM READY TO THROW HANDS. but yaadssss im good i went and got boba today and dill pickle chips so <3 i willo7