#anyways ahhh okay! hope y'all enjoy!!!

[runningfrom2am]

Hi, how’s your day been going? Hoping it was amazing. I just saw your post about needing inspo for Coriolanus fics! I’m not sure if you are taking requests but if you are Could you maybe do a touch-starved Coryo fic? Something fluffy/angsty where Coryo can finally fulfill those needs and be himself and vulnerable with the reader. Thanks!

as long as you need me - c.s

pairing: coryo x fem!reader

wc: 1.7k

tags/warnings: fluff, hurt/comfort, he just needs you and you just want to help.

requests (currently closed- feel free to send whatever but it will be a while before I get to them!)

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a/n: ahhh thank you for sending this in! it was so fun to write like stopppp i just want to give him a hug omg. also thought i'd post this to hold y'all off until i post the next part of LTPF. anyway, enjoy!

You had a very stable grasp of the limits of your relationship. What was appropriate, and what was not. You were quite shy, and Coryo always carried himself with a high level of decorum. You would eat together at lunch, and he would walk you home most days. The weekends, your study dates, were always your favourite. He was significantly more relaxed, but you could still tell he was just a little tightly wound. By now, you've just learned that's who he is. Not overly affectionate, but he cares for you and you care for him. 

"I can't stay late today, I'm sorry." You said, genuinely feeling bad for having to turn down the request. In your junior year, you started tutoring for younger grades at the academy and it is something you thoroughly enjoyed.

"I have a test tomorrow! Why can't you stay? Just for a few minutes- I just have a couple of questions." The first year, Aelia whined.

"My boyfriend is supposed to walk me home and he has a tight schedule, but I'll tell you what, I can meet you in the library in the morning before class. That way it will still be fresh in your mind, yeah?" You grinned, and she seemed satisfied as you agreed on a time, not knowing that a few of the girls in your grade were listening in.

"Y/N," Clemensia decided to approach you as Aelia walked off, Arachne and Livia following close behind. "Did I catch you telling someone that you have a boyfriend? Did I hear that right?"

"Oh, well, yes." You answered sheepishly, gathering your things to put in your bag before your next class.

"Really?" Livia chimed in, and you just nodded. "Okay, well, spill. Who is it? Do I know him?"

"Um..." You looked around, deciding what to say. You weren't necessarily keeping it a secret, but you just hadn't felt the need to tell anyone you went to school with. "It's Coriolanus. Snow." You cleared your throat, unsure why you even added his last name. It's not like the name Coriolanus was abundantly common.

"Shut up." Clemensia laughed slightly, eyes widening at you. "You're joking, right?"

"No... We've been together for almost seven months now."

"I just... wow. We had no idea. Seven months! I feel like I've never seen the two of you get closer than two feet apart." You weren't sure whether to interpret this response as teasing or genuine shock- so you just gave them an awkward smile and a small nod before walking away.

At the time, you had never considered how your lack of affection in public could be confusing to people- not that it mattered. Rumors had spread quickly after that, which was to be expected when Livia and Arachne were involved. However, PDA just wasn't your thing. General displays of affection weren't really your thing, either. Both of you always had a lot going on, and having been together for almost a year by now, you knew that you loved him and he loved you. You didn't have to prove it to each other or to anyone, there was no pressure for anything to change. On your end, anyway.

Coryo, on the other hand, was feeling something shift. Leading up to the reaping and more importantly, to the prize. You both were in the running, being in the top twenty-four of your class, and you had no doubt that Coryo was a shoo-in, but you didn't know how extremely anxious it was making him. The now constant thrumming of his heartbeat in his chest and his shaky hands were always less around you, and he can only dream of how much better it would be if he could just hold you.

These days, he'd wake up expecting you in his arms due to a particularly calming dream only to be disappointed. He respected you a great amount and wouldn't want to push your boundaries, however unspoken. Still, he wasn't sure how much longer he could go about his day-to-day without testing his theory that holding you could cure his fears, or at least let him forget about them for only a moment. He would happily take just a second of peace.

Coriolanus usually greeted you outside of your unshared classes, seeing that you tended to stay a few minutes late to ask questions or polish off your notes. He couldn't wait to see you, he needed to.

"Coryo." You smile, walking out of your lecture hall to see him waiting.

"Hi, Love. How was class?" Your boyfriend greets you, joining you on your walk towards the exit of the school.

"It was good. Though, I find the topic of the rebellion kind of redundant at this point." You say, books tucked against your chest under folded arms. "Is it not too soon to discuss it in a history class? I mean, I literally remember what it was like to live in a bomb shelter."

Your joke seemingly lands on deaf ears as he just hums, placing a hand on your lower back to guide you out of the building. This wasn't totally unusual, but with the way he was pushing you, albeit gently, was telling you that something was wrong.

"Is everything okay?" You ask him, looking up at the boy next to you as you reach the bottom of the academy's front steps.

"Fine." Coryo nods, attempting a reassuring smile that he isn't aware falls short.

"Okay, well... If you want to talk about anything, I'm here for you, you know. Always."

"I know. Thank you, Love." He drops his hand from your back to hold your free one, turning in the direction of your apartment.

The next afternoon, you're in the same class, one of the rare ones you don't share with Coryo, taking down notes from the lecture when there's a knock on the door, followed by it creaking open. You pay no mind, taking the opportunity to catch up on everything written on the board.

"May I borrow Y/N, please?" Your boyfriend's voice is scratchy and shakey in a way unfamiliar sounding to you, making your head snap up. You'd never seen him cry before. "Only for a moment."

Your teacher dismisses you, likely on account of your and Coriolanus's mutually spotless records and his red-rimmed eyes. Clearly, you were needed urgently. You leave your bag and your books, ignoring the whistles and heckling of some of your classmates as you rush to the door.

Coryo had reached his breaking point. He was writing his third paper of the week, unable to focus on that and get his mind off of how unlikely it was he would get the prize if the Dean had any say. Sitting in the library, the world had started turning around him. People were talking, laughing, even, and he couldn't take it anymore. The floodgates opened and he had rushed out of the room. He couldn't go home, his attendance would be affected and he'd be throwing away the prize most definitely. He had nowhere to go, except for to you.

You close the door behind yourself, thankful that the hallway is completely deserted during class time. "Hey, what's going on?" You ask, and before you can get a good look at him he's pulling you into a crushing hug, shaking around you.

You're shocked for a moment, pulling yourself out of your head to hug him back. Whatever is bothering him must be bad. He'd hugged you before, but never like this. "Hey, it's okay..." You whisper, rubbing his back. "Let's go outside for a second, yeah? Get some air?" You offer, gently prying yourself from his grasp to look at him.

Coryo can't speak, overtaken completely by the tears flowing down his cheeks and the anxiety flooding every inch of his body. He feels like he could be sick, all he knew that he needed was you. He just nods, trying to regain his composure, if only for the couple of minutes it takes to get outside.

"Okay. Let's go." You smile, trying not to show how worried you are as you wrap an arm around his back, still holding him close to you as if he has a broken ankle and you have to carry him. So far, his theory was proving to be correct. Just having you at his side was calming to him, and mentally he's cursing himself for not voicing his fears to you before they broke him.

As soon as the door of the rarely used back exit to the school is closed, he's essentially collapsing onto the ground, tucking his knees up to his chest and crying into his hands. You're quick to join him, draping an arm over his back and trying to grab one of his hands to hold. Your brow is knit with worry, rubbing his shoulder as he allows you to take one of his shaking hands. "Coryo..." You say softly, trying to get him to look at you but he won't. "What's happening? Talk to me, you can trust me. I just want to help."

He sniffles, looking up at you. "What is it?" You ask again, hoping to prompt any kind of information out of him. When he doesn't answer, you curve your approach to yes or no questions, hopefully, to make it easier on him. "Is someone hurt? Is it Grandma'am? Did something happen?"

He shakes his head slightly with every question, once again avoiding your eyes as he looks down at the ground, occasionally trying to cough out the knot in his throat.

"...Do you want to talk? Or do you just need a hug?" You realize, leaning in so he would look at you again.

He pulls you closer, wrapping both his arms around you awkwardly due to the way you are both sitting. "Just need you here." He mumbles, hardly audible as he buries his face in your shoulder and neck.

Relieved to hear his voice again, you place a hand on his hair and on his back, holding him tight. "I'm here, Coryo. As long as you need me."

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[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

:O :S Hi Owen!! At Judd's house :))

I mean he's home all day but I suppose he does need a break lol, it's probably good for him that she has daycare sometimes :)) plus socialization

AYY more Grace talk :D

:OO Ahhh near the (somewhere I don't remember) islands!! Fun :D

I mean not fun like they're a charity but yk xD I'm glad she's doing good and enjoying it :')) I wish they could talk more open though because it doesn't seem like they do :(( I'm sure time differences must be rough and Grace is busy (not to mention Judd, with Charlie) but still D: xd

Awww that picture of them :'))

OOP he thinks Owen's asking him back

And I wanna think he is but I bet he's gonna ask for advice on the whole Paul Marjan situation and Judd will feel unwanted 😭😭

NOO look at his faceee that's exactly what's gonna happen isn't it 😭💔🥺😤

YEP AUGH 😭😫

Noooo Judd I promise they do want you 😭😭 those shoes can't be filled in the same way because it's not you!!!

Gosh :'(((

No not awkward for that reason just because he still wants back xd AND YOU WANT HIM BACK GOSHDANGIT!!

Uaugh 😭 xd

Oop o.o?

Ooh fair enough Judd :o

Yeahh :( I don't think one of them will QUIT necessarily 😳, but it would be a little tense for a while :( if not be a slight forever sort of thing

Fair point Judd 😬

Oof y'all :((( that's just rough all around 😭😭

Judddd why can't you just bring it up and you all can see through this and come back 😭😭😭🥺❤️💔 :((

Not okay y'all xd

Gosh this is gonna kill me isn't it lol

Throughout this whole season xD

Oope green? We changing it this season too lol?

OOP 3-1-1 :O AND HIM AGAIN O.O!

WE'RE GOING!!

Oh dang just right there, after the call xD I know they walk get out as soon as possible but wouldn't you wanna make the call after it gets broken lol

Anyway xD

Ooop 😬😬

Nahh I bet it's a decoy, they're inside there

Still though 😬

Also there's another car in between them, that might help- nope lol o.o, it's gone xD

Uh ohhh 😬

UHH OHHHH 😬😬

Oh no o.o

OPE

Nahhh it's totally them

Carlos Carlos Carlos :D

YEPPP there's the police sirens :D

Noooiicee 🥳🥳🥳😌

Got em 😌😌

AHHHH YEPP THERE'SSS MY BOY :D

And the other guy? YEP LOL!!

Nice 😌

LOL he's all banter

Carlos is a little more serious, he always has been xD

But he definitely has changed a bit after his dad's death :(( it's sad to see, but inevitable - no one is the same after anything <33.

Nice though y'all, you got him :DD!!!

Good job guys 🥰🥰🥰❤️

Aww hey guys :')

What does that mean lol?

Ahhh I see

But he's not :')

Yeah exactly <3

It's rough honey :'((

Just everything with Gabriel I mean, you can see it in his face every time

Ahhh so it means like being honest, shooting straight I think lol

Yeah :'))

I expected their conflict to last a little longer so I assume they'll continue getting paired up for a while, and start to work better and better together :)

Still, nice job getting through this one guys <3

I keep feeling like he's going to give his condolences or something xd people always do that and I feel like that's not what Carlos wants at this point but I feel like he will

Ahh talking about is dad in some way though :'o

:'O

What?

He sat across from him

That's so sweet of a connection there

And Carlos didn't seem to know either :'o :') :(

Awww that's a special connection :'(( :')

It's gonna be good <3

Yeah :'D

AND YEP LOL

And you got that from him x'D

LOL yep exactly xD :')) bro gets it <333

Aww :'))

Carlos is very broody so far <33 not bad, I understand, but I hope we can see him happier with more peace in this season :'))

Goodnight, Ranger Campbell :p

And just AAAHHHHH Ranger Reyes 🥰🥰❤️

Sounds so cool <333

Officer did as well but eh still lol

:')))

[bellaxgiornata]

Hello, I'm alive! I'm sorry I disappeared for so many months 😭. You are still one of my favorite writers, and you are someone who motivated me in many ways. Reading your projects helped me in bad times. Your writing is fantastic, and I still love the way you handle and know the characters so well. You seem to understand so well how the human mind works.

You have published many new stories. First: wow, you're amazing. Second: I will have to read a lot, but I miss your writing.

I love that you already managed to handle tumblr well, because I still remember that you were confused in your first posts haha, I also remember that thanks to you I returned to tumblr. I'll be leaving several comments as I get back to your stories, but anyway, I missed you! 💕💗

Omg the way I lit up when I saw this message when I woke up!! FRIEND!!! I am so glad you're okay! ❤️ Maybe I'm a weird fanfic writer but I remember everyone who chats with me and I wonder occasionally if someone is alright when I haven’t heard from them in awhile (instead of assuming y'all might have moved on from a fandom like a normal person 😆).

No need to apologize!! I'm glad you're alright! And thank you! I remember you telling me how FFTD helped you through a rough time and I am so happy to hear my writing can manage that at all.

Thank you so much! I try hard when I write to make the characters always feel real and for their motivations to be understood. I've come to really love the characters I write for, so I definitely take my time trying to understand them and it means a lot that you see that in my works 🙌🏻😭

Omg yes I have 😅 I definitely have written A LOT in the past few months but FFTD is still ongoing! That story has not reached an end yet 😆 And I have other Matt stories now as well as adding Michael Kinsella and Frank Castle to my mix of characters! Definitely take your time making your way through my masterlist! It means a lot to hear you've missed my writing, friend!

Ahhh yes!! Thank you! 🤣 I sometimes still feel like I'm getting the hang of things here but I've been enjoying tumblr! And feel free to leave comments or reblogs or whatever!! I always respond when I have a minute and I love to read y'all's thoughts!

I missed you, too!! I am glad you're alright and I really appreciate you leaving this! It was such a wonderful surprise to wake up to this morning! I hope you enjoy your reading!! ❤️

[thetragicallynerdy]

Oh! Oh! 💥 & 💫?

Ohhh hello hello, thanks friend!!!

💥find your least kudos'd fic - say something wonderful about it.

Okay, this was actually really neat because it wasn't the fic I was expecting it to be - I haven't really checked that aspect of my Ao3 stats in a while!

My least kudos'd fic is i've got sunshine on a cloudy day - it's an Ed-centric OFMD fic that's set in the poly au 'verse. It's a fic where Ed finds a kitten, and eventually gets to keep it. I wrote it for the tiniest holiday fic exchange between me and two of my best buds, and ahhh I really love it still. It's just a really soft fic!! And has a lot of soft domestic polyamory vibes, in a way that was just so fun to write. And as someone who is super duper allergic to cats, writing a story where someone finds a kitten is fun in a good wish fulfillment type of way XD

It didn't get a lot of attention because it's got a strong Ed/Jim focus (along with Ed/Stede and Jim/Olu) but I adore it. It's a poly ship I really love, and I think it has a nice vibe to it.

💫what is your favorite kind of comment/feedback?

Ohhh boy!!! I have so many!!! Some of my faves are:

quoting lines from the story - hello you found lines you loved so much, and sometimes they are my own favourite lines, what an amazing experience

keyboard smash or emoji dump - i love it, no words only feelings

single emoji or single line comments - i especially love this because it's what i do when i really enjoyed a fic but am struggling with spoons to write something - so it feels like someone took the time to leave a comment even if it was tough in the moment

paragraphs - y'all there is no greater gift as a fic writer than feeling like someone wants to write an essay about your fic

comments telling me that i've inspired their own writing is also just. delightful

anything telling me that i've done my research or put a lot of work in and it shows is the MOST validating thing!!

anytime anyone comes to tumblr to find me and tell me they like my work is the best too, i love u with my whole heart

Anyway I am literally in love with everyone who ever comments on my stuff I am giving u all a kiss on the forehead

Thanks so much for the asks friend!!! I hope you are having a good day :)

Fic writer ask game can be found here for the curious!

[kithtaehyung]

Okay window is probably my new favorite (I’ve already reread a couple times). Yoongi being so determined to show her how much he’s hers is just chef’s kiss tbh, like where do I get one? Lol. Brat reader is my new fave, even if I think she barely scratched the surface of that Pandora’s box. And I can’t wait to see more because that will be fun. (And this may be me realizing that I also enjoy being a brat whoops) Let’s not even talk about how this is Grammys Yoongi because that look is SO killer. Though I am still reeling about Yoongi at the Lakers game. Sports Yoongi is also something I can barely handle lol.

You really had me screaming at their interruptions. Though the 2nd interruption scene may be my new favorite snippet of 3tan. The tension and release and them finally thinking they’re alone. Which omg Tae’s reveal remains hilarious. And Dom, I love her we all need a bestie like her and like the way she read them to FILTH. Sometimes all it takes is someone else laying out. Since we don’t know where exactly this sits in canon I think it highlights that we saw in flutter and forfeit even more. But damn if that type of behavior isn’t relatable unfortunately. Their communication has gotten so much better and that’s so important, personally I think it’s the key to all relationships (platonic or not). If or when brother finds out, it’ll be very very interesting.

Anyways before I ramble even more, bravo on a fantastic new piece. Get some rest and as always, I am ready to read more whenever you’re ready. Hope you have a fabulous weekend! Sending all my love 🤍 - 🌷

AHHH flower! window's your new fave? that's impressive i love that. writing this one was a ton of fun and the few more days i got to work on it made a huuuuge difference in quality, for sure. yoongi on a mission? we know to watch tf out when he's got something to prove. which makes me excited for other things he's setting his mind to i mean what-

i fcking love brat reader<3 what a fcking bEAST like seriously!! ugh deserving of all the praise it's so damn exciting to think about what they could do with no limitations and full comfort.

HELL YEAH BABY you act up :)) it's fun for everyone when it happens ahahaaaaa. but yeah. i was thinking the situation over and figured.. why not make it even more devastating lol grammys yoongi rolling up his sleeves it is! and the second interruption was the scene i was itching for y'all to read the most! when it happened i slapped my hand over my mouth so fast and just laaaaughed. lmfaooo

dom and tae in this one?? fck. i love them both. as far as reader's behavior, it's definitely showcasing that they aren't perfect and still have things to work on. but that's all of us, you know? none of us are perfect, so my characters don't get that pass to be the ideal person. we're all gonna fail at times, and so will they. it's about the learning process and how they handle things, which i think was handled very nicely by the both of them when they finally spoke.

thank you for the wonderful commentary! i loved this review and you had so much insight. sending all my love back<33

[that-was-anticlimactic]

It all started because of fidget spinners.

Zuko remembers the day clearly—he was walking down the halls with Sokka, his boyfriend, who was happily spinning his fidget spinner, as one with a fidget spinner does.

It just so happened that Zuko’s ex and current best friend, Jet, was walking in the opposite direction at the time, twirling his own fidget spinner.

Jet and Sokka had never really gotten along well; they were always tense, defensive, and quick to anger around each other. But, since they were in the same friend group and both cared deeply for Zuko, they sucked it up.

Until the fidget spinners.

[or, five times jet and sokka claimed that they hated each other but still looked out for each other when they needed it]

written for day three of @atlagenweek2021 : unexpected allies

Rating: T

Relationships: Jet & Sokka (Avatar), Jet & Zuko (Avatar), background Sokka/Zuko (Avatar)

Characters: Sokka (Avatar), Jet (Avatar), Zuko (Avatar), Hahn (Avatar), Piandao (Avatar)

Word Count: 13,634

[bigfan-fanfic]

Ahhh, I'm so happy to hear that your home life is doing so much better! What new video games are you planning on playing? I don't know how you feel about vampires, but there's this action rpg called Vampyr that you might like. It's a choose your own adventure type of game with a level up system that you allocate skill points into certain skills and those certain skills unlock other skills. The story is a bit iffy, especially towards the end, but the characters are really cool. The main character is also hella handsome and the soundtrack in it is really good as well. The game is out on multiple platforms; I was able to play it on my Nintendo Switch!

Wait, now I'm thinking about vampire!Bucky... hmm, nah. I think werewolf!Bucky fits him more, especially with the little blurb you wrote about Bucky and the Winter Wolf and stuff. I just want to cuddle that big wolf like no tomorrow still like UGH

Anyways, sorry for the little tangent, and happy playing and I hope you enjoy your video games to the fullest! I'd love to hear what you think about them when you finish them! <33

Yeah, sorry I've been a little absent lately - just trying to get back into the swing of things after all that happened.

I'm gonna play Wasteland 3, Dishonored, The Witcher 3, Divinity: Original Sin II, Until Dawn, and Mass Effect Legendary Edition! As for Vampyr, that looks pretty cool and I might try it sometime! Lol as soon as my games all download! I've had Wasteland 3 downloading since yesterday and there's still 28 hours left on the load D:

Yeah, vampires are okay, but werewolves and cuddling is where it's at.

Thanks, buddy! I'll let y'all know!

[karasunology]

━ ❛ ➶ LOVE IN TRANSLATION ❜

➜ a walk through of tsukishima's love languages told through headcanons.

-ˏˋ ➶ character(s) ━ tsukishima kei <3

[ ♡ ] you've received one love note from jae ! would you like to read it ?

💌 . . . finished writing this 8 minutes before the day ends, and i'm already drowsy y'all. but i had another headcanon to write for iwaizumi😔✋ so f.

💌 . . . edit, now i'm posting this and realized i'm better at writing whenever i'm half asleep😌 anyways, hope you bubs enjoy this !! <33 aone would probably be next i hope. also requests are open!! almost done with my inbox & i have nothing to do, so send an ask and i'll write em.

TSUKISHIMA KEI.

➜ tsukishima, just like iwaizumi, is not the best at pda.

➜ but not because of the same reasons.

➜ homeboy was just not the best at showing those type of emotions, preferably to try and mask those in snarky, and obnoxiously mean remarks.

➜ bb boy needs to lay off his salt

➜ like he'll have a kidney stone one of these days ngl

➜ tsukishima was, surprisingly enough, the first one to confess between the two of you. reasons being that these overbearing feelings of his, that he was unaccustomed to was a bit too much for him and just decided to confess to you out of flustration.

➜ and in his thoughts, and i quote

“ just to get this over with ”

➜ he knew you wouldn't accept it so atleast he could it it off his chest and cry himself a river and get over it

➜ mans was too practical lmao

➜ but you didn't reject him, and in fact you returned the same overbearing feelings he carried that would create a whirl wind of emotions in the pits of your stomache, and he did not, in fact, cry himself a river

➜ because holysh!t you actually like him back ???

➜ homeboy never thought this through

➜ tsukishima never would have thought you'd accept his confession

➜ but nevertheless, he asked you out right after, still in deep shock and as if he was still floating in cloud nine.

➜ tsukishima was awkward when you guys started dating, no; it's probably you too.

➜ physical affection was OUT the window in the first start of your guys' relationship.

➜ and when you guys DO start attempting physical contact, he'd be so stiff lmaoo

➜ tsukki isn't showered in these types of affection okay?? you're probably his first s/o

➜ whenever you'd hug him with people around, he wouldn't buldge or would just entirely deny you of it

➜ s h i t  hurts tsukki :(

➜ it wasn't like he doesn't like you ─ goodness no, bb boy was probably wrapped around your finger.

➜ it wasn't an everyday sight seeing tuskishima with an s/o

➜ he just couldn't for the life of him do pda justttt yet, especially with all the eyes watching you two interact

➜ whenever tanaka or noya comments that he's too cold to you, or if anyone says that you deserve better, he'd do that shit-eating-grin, YOU KNOW WHAT I MEANN

➜ THE ONE THAT MAKES THAT PUSSÉ WET 👅👀💅

➜ and say

“ atleast i have an s/o & not just go around asking kiyoko-san for her hand in marraige. ” to tanaka or noya

“ and you think you're better for her ? ” to anyone that dares say anything about y'all's relationship

➜ but would also have this guilt-tripping churning on his stomache because you probably did deserve better

➜ the day you guys had your first kiss was when a guy called him out, saying they were better for you than he could ever be.

➜ and out of his built up insecurities & flustration, y'all just had this tension between you two and next thing you knew, you guys were kissing

➜ which may or may not ended up as a makeup session🤪😳

➜ and he was just surprisingly?? good ?? at it??

➜ ugh sanaol

➜ after that incident, tsukishima and you talked your relationship through and his insecurities ( also another sign he's whipped for you, because he never does these type of shit. )

➜ bb boy was a bit more comfortable at physical affection with you

➜ pda? he'd probably kiss you in front of the person the person commenting unnecessary about your guys' relationship, or if anyone dares to flirt with you in front of him

➜ and he'd have you out of breath from it and would have that smirk on his lips

➜ fook let me just kiss you ahHh

➜ but other than that, he prefers to stay low on pda, though, holding hands is a must

➜ but not without a remark from our mcdonalds fry

“ your hands are too sweaty ”

➜ would 100% flick your forehead

➜ like if he ever thinks you're annoyingly cute, he'd just flick your forehead lmAOOO

➜ one time y'all were away from each other because he had training camp, and when you guys finallu saw each other again, you couldn't help but run up to him & kiss him mwahhh

➜ and he'd be like 😳🤢

“ disgusting, do it again. ”

➜ but would be the one to pull YOU into a kiss

➜ phew CHILEE🥵

➜ physical touches are already something

➜ but what about non-physical ones?

➜ nicknames

➜ N I C K N A M E S

➜ they are a MUST in your guys' relationship

➜ if you're short, homeboy would call you chibi-chan.

➜ if you have a huge forehead, bb biy would call you forehead-chan

➜ while you would call him megane-chan/kun

➜ tsukki is also a good one

➜ bitch too

➜ half would be so weird but are still endearing to the both of you

➜ doesn't let anyone else probably other than tadashi, akiteru & his mom to hold his glasses for him

➜ and you too

➜ he would let you touch it and wear it, though without a playful roll of the eyes and maybe a side remark, since he is tsukishima kei

➜ one time he was teasing you and acted too tired to put on his glasses and made you do it

➜ and while you guys were eye levelled as you guys sat in his bed, almost nose to nose👀😳 the second you put on his glasses on him perfectly, he'd pull your arm gently towards him as you landed safely onto his chest, his head ontop of yours and you guys just sat in silence;

➜ and with nothing but your two beating hearts created a whole new melody once they were molded together

➜ would call your grades trash✋ but would offer to study with you

➜ thus born, was your study sessions/dates

➜ would SHARE ! HIS ! EARPHONES ! WITH ! YOU AHHHHH

➜ PUTEKNAOL😤

➜ has bought headphones just for the sole purpose to listen to music with you

➜ AND NOT JUST THAT YALL

➜ 😭😭😭

➜ HE MAKES PLAYLISTS FOR YOU

➜ MARRY ME SIR

➜ UGH IM HIS CERTIFIED WH0RE

➜ AND IF YOU WOULD DO THE SAME, HE'D DROP ON HIS KNEES AND JUST MELT AND SAY “ i will marry this bitch one day ”

➜ y'all would probably listen to both playlist alternately while you guys just either vibe to it or fall asleep with each other

➜ i have other things to say but i have to stop myself from spoiler my new mini headcanons series coming soon

[palaugranetes]

🔵BLAUGRANETS🔴

22 OCTOBER 2020

Riqui: Well I guess there is no other choice than doing this..

Pedri: Do what?

Riqui Added Arnau

Riqui: Well we have another one here. At this rate, we might as well just include the whole squad. BUT Welcome to this adult free mess bro!

Iñaki: 💙❤💙❤💙❤

Carlitos: Benvingut nanu!

Ronald: MANITO!!!!

Ronald: Look at you using those braincells @Riqui

Riqui: Nothing new

Ansu: BRO!!!! @Arnau 💙❤

Arnau: What even is this?

Frenkie: Adult Free Space.

Frenkie: WELCOME!! ❤💙

Arnau: Why is this even?

Francisco: Well I really am not quite sure of that yet.. But welcome!!!

Carlitos: This exists because we are sick and tired of the grown-ups.

Arnau: Who are the grown-ups? Aren't we all technically grown-ups?

Arnau: Well beside Ansu and Pedri.

Ansu: BOY DO NOT.

JC: 😂😂😂😂😂

Dembz: 😂😂😂😂😂

Ansu: 😒😒😒

JC:"Dembz: 😂😂😂😂😂"

Dembz: 🤜🏿

Ansu: I hate both of you so much.

Frenkie: It's only a week.. Just hang in there🤭🤭

Ansu: 😒😒

Pedri: 🙄🙄🙄

23 OCTOBER 2020

Carlitos: Anyways.. What I meant is that we are sick and tired of the ones in charge, their incompetence and their stupidity.

Riqui: Here here 🍻

Ronald: Thought popcorn was your TM

Riqui: 🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿🍿

Riqui: Happy Now?

Ronald: Elated!

Arnau: Ahhh I get it now. I see your point.

Arnau: So how long has this been going on?

Pedri: Like a month or so

Francisco: We still don't know what is happening here most of the times

Sergiño: Hey dude!! Another newbie here!! Welcome @Arnau

Arnau: 🤗🤗🤗

Ansu: What we do know is that El Clasico is tomorrow and I am about to jump out of my skin!

Riqui: I mean...

Carlitos: What do you guys think?

JC: Well what version of FCB is going to show up.. It depends on that.

Arnau: I really cannot sit through another Getafe type match... there aren't enough hugs in the world.

Iñaki: I feel ya bro.. pure torture.

Ronald: Look we tried..

Riqui: No Ronald.. You did.

Carlitos: And now that Jordi is back .. Y'all need to try harder.

Carlitos: I mean I love the guy but he needs to remember how to football.

Riqui: You say y'all as if any of us not named Frenkie Ansu and Sergiño is going to start.. Don't drag all of us into that mess..

Ansu: 🙄🙄

Carlitos: Oh no no Nanu I am happy for you.

Riqui: We'd be dead were it not for you kiddo.

Sergiño: I am just glad I'll be back to the right flank tbh

Sergiño: Like I'll play wherever I'm asked but...

Pedri: Exactly.. Imagine me playing on the left.. I'll do it sure of course, I'll try my best but it is not my favorite.

Francisco: Well I think it's natural.

Riqui: Ever since Antoine spoke he has been benched 🤭

Carlitos: Are we sure that is the only reason?

Riqui: Jeez

Dembz: 😐😐😐😐

Carlitos: Sorry.. But I only say this because I know what he can do..

Dembz: I guess we are all rusty...

Riqui: I wouldn't know.. I've played all of 10 minutes..

Carlitos: 🙄

JC: Well y'all better not make me watch for nothing.

Riqui: Again.. Can't help you there bro.

JC: WHOEVER IT IS. DO NOT.

Riqui: Sometimes I wish Puyi is here just to like make them focus.

Carlitos: Remember when he yelled at Geri? 😂😂

Riqui: Which time 😂😂

Carlitos: All of them 😂

Ansu: OMG GUYS!!

Ansu: We should ask for his help.

Francisco: To come and make 'us' focus??

Pedri: It doesn't work that way dude.

Ansu: NO! With Geri

JC: I'm listening

Dembz: Are we really going to go ask for help from Carles Puyol?! Ansumane are you nuts!?

Ansu: GOT ANY BETTER IDEAS OUSMANE!?

Dembz: No..

Dembz: And stop yelling @Iñaki is probably asleep.

Frenkie: We all should be ...

Ansu: BUT my Puyi idea.

Ronald: Can wait till after El Clasico.

Ronald: Go to sleep now

Ansu: 😒

24 OCTOBER 2020

JC: 4 OUT OF 11!!!

JC: Oh for fuck sake😒

JC: ANSU YOU BRILLIANT GENIUS I COULD KISS YOU!!!

..........

JC: I AM GOING TO KICK HIM! PHIL WHAT!!!!?!?!?!?!?!

JC: What the fuck was that shit....

JC: But it wasn't...

JC: I give up.. Screw this..

...........

Arnau: This blows.

Iñaki: Once again.. pure torture.

Arnau: No but we were doing actually okay..

Iñaki: I mean.. relatively so-so.. we could have had it...

Arnau: What even was that 2nd ..

Iñaki: Bro.. Let it go..

Arnau: 🤦🏼‍♂️🤦🏼‍♂️

Iñaki: 😐

Ansu: I hate us so much.

Pedri: I should not have said anything the other day..

Pedri: I jinxed myself.

Francisco: That was horrible

Sergiño: Truly awful

Riqui: I am going to keep my comments to myself.

Riqui: Because if I speak, I will get in trouble.

Carlitos: Okay José.

Riqui: HOW DARE YOU.

Carlitos: It was a José move.

Ansu: I just... WHY TAKE ME OUT SO EARLY!

Dembz: A Mess.

Frenkie: So we are just going to get a penalty every time we breathe next to a player!?

JC: BS. Just that.. BS.

Ansu: Siempre igual.

Frenkie: I hate this.

Riqui: We all do.

25 OCTOBER 2020

Ronald: On the bright side..

Riqui: There is not one bright side in this

Ronald: There is.

Ronald: The fact that it's over.

Riqui: Okay one bright side to this. And now we have Juventus next.

Riqui: Without Gerard

Riqui: Which means he will have time...

Riqui: Which means we are screwed.

Carlitos: I would like to go back to the match please.

Riqui: So I was right.. There is no bright side.

Dembz: Dammit.

Riqui: Good night.

Pedri: Night!

JC: See ya later

Carlitos: Nanit!

Sergiño: ✌🏽

26 OCTOBER 2020

Frenkie: They did not just say that.. 🤦🏼‍♂️

Frenkie: As if we needed more backlash...

Carlitos: WHY WOULD THEY EVEN SPEAK!??

Carlitos: WHEN HAS THAT EVER HELPED ANYONE?!

Riqui: Just leave already for the love of everything good...

Riqui: We are a meme Club I swear...

Riqui: When has complaining ever benefited us ever?!

Carlitos: As if they don't know

Ansu: Did he really say that or did I hallucinate it!?

Riqui: They did kiddo

Carlitos: They did kiddo.

JC: Yikes

Francisco: What is the point?

Arnau: What is the point of their existence really

Iñaki: They have so many problems coming their way, the guys say they are taking action against them

Arnau: Well they should have let them finish the season and not just send them off like that.. They deserved to play the play-offs.

Iñaki: Don't remind me.

Arnau: Can the president just issue an arrest warrant against them already?!

Riqui: I wish

Carlitos: THE AUDACITY OF THEM TRYING TO POSTPONE THE REFERENDUM. THE AUDACITY.

Riqui: I hope they end up in Jail. Or like exiled.. whichever can happen quicker..

Ansu: We cannot have one day of peace in this place.

Riqui: How else will the time pass..

Ansu: I rather not have it pass in stress.

Carlitos: Well.. tough.

Riqui: And another one tomorrow.

Riqui: AND FOR WHAT... JUST LEAVE

Sergiño: I am having such a dèjà-vu..

Riqui: About?

Sergiño: Tr*mp..

Riqui: Well.. Kinda.. sorta..

Riqui: Like.. take away the mania and psychopathic behavior and total lack of human empathy and decency... yeah it could be him

Sergiño: I meant the desperate need for him to just leave.

Riqui: Oh well yes that... spot on.

Carlitos: we have to wait more I guess.... But now Juve.

Frenkie: Exactly. Juve.

Ansu: Ronald's big moment. Hope he doesn't screw it up.

Ronald: Appreciate the vote of confidence.. really. So sweet.

Ansu: Anytime broski Anytime.

Pedri: Did you really just say broski?

Ansu: And what about it?

Pedri: Nothing..

Ansu: Mhm...

27 OCTOBER 2020

JC: Another meeting today?

Riqui: Yep

JC: Evening?

Riqui: Yep

JC: You think he will?

Riqui: Who the hell knows.. He might be coming out to announce a new sponsor for all I know

Carlitos: I hear he will

Ansu: Will he though?

Carlitos: Well I'm not his babysitter but I hope so.

Ansu: We shall see.

Frenkie: Ready to take off to Torino?

Pedri: YES!!

Francisco: Cannot wait tbh

Francisco: I saw Gerard today and he was being very suspicious.

Riqui: I do not need this now

Sergiño: I hung out with him during training this morning.. He seemed normal

Dembz: So what is the truth...

Ronald: All I know is he has time now.

Ronald: And I feel sorry for you guys..

Ronald: Not you @Riqui 💙 and Sergi would agree

Riqui: 😒 I hate you 💙

...............

Arnau: HOLY CRAP HE DID IT!!!

Arnau: WE ARE FREE!!!!!!

Carlitos: I cannot believe it. Someone slap me.

Carlitos: I DID NOT MEAN IT LITERALLY RONALD!

Ronald: You asked.

Riqui: I JUST... I WOULD LIKE TO SAY....

Riqui: 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

Carlitos: WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE! WHAT DO YOU MEAN A EUROPEAN SUPER LEAGUE.. BRO!!

Ansu: Like I said.. We cannot have not 1 moment of peace.

Riqui: Is he really playing a victim?!

Carlitos: Great... more games for us not to play😒

Ansu: But things are changing.. so

Frenkie: Oh wow.. oh wow.. OH WOW

Francisco: What even is the point of a Super league?!

Francisco: It's like the Nations' League.. What is the point of that

Pedri: Money.

Pedri: 🤷🏻‍♂️

Francisco: Fair point.

Iñaki: Isn't everything?

Francisco: Yep.

Dembz: So now what guys?...

Riqui: Now we are free. We wait for the new President.

Riqui: And maybe a new coach 🙄

Dembz: I dig that.

Pedri: How do you guys think Leo is feeling??

Ansu: I wonder what the adults gc is like right now.

Ansu: Dammit Carles when are you going to be useful!

Carlitos: RUDE MUCH

Ansu: We need to know

Riqui: 😂

Frenkie: So now that he is gone.. What are we going to complain about in this Club.

Riqui: It's us.. We always have something. But enjoy this Win bro

Frenkie: I am.

Sergiño: I hope we can enjoy more wins

Francisco: Leo must be very happy.

Riqui: I wanna post something.. but I don't know if I should.

Dembz: Do it subtly.

Arnau: Have you met him? He doesn't know subtlety.

Riqui: I brought you here to back me up dude not join them😒

[strawberrymilkgeorge]

Chapter seven 🤌

First of all; when Bugsy mentioned maybe not wanting to show her Face to Dream,,, I just went extremly sad and I could just hear his voice crack slightly even if its not there. 💔 the pain.

secondly; It was so worth staying up for this chapter 🤌 I was about to head to bed but this chapter made me go all xwocbwingos 💞💓💞💘💓💝💞💘 so :] I will have some good dreams

Third point on the list; Your writing 🤌 You make me fall for Karl, but also Dream, but also bugsy??? Like the way you build characters and give them depth just?? Its so good and it feels so realistic. Geniunely, teach me how omg,,, you're such a good writer,,,🙌💘💓💞💓💞💓💞💘💝💓💞💝 have all my love

last point; It's me. I'm camera girl. I'm not taking "no" for an answer. Karl Jacobs,, my beloved. Please let me be camera "girl". Please 🙏 We share one love language so we might as well love in that language🙏 (jkjk all jokes haha... unless??😳)

Ok all jokes aside I just wanted to tell you that this chapter once again was so awesome!! :] It's literally so cool how each time you upload you just shock me again with your writing. Like,,, it's geniunely so good?? It's very inspiring and if it wasn't 2:30 am in the morning for me rn, I would 100% spend that motivation your writing gives me on something good like writing myself. (But its late so no)

xiwnfownfo IM SO SORRY FOR THE SPAM BUT EACH CHAPTER HAS BE JUST OVERFLOW WITH THOUGHTS AND EMOTIONS?? LIKE I GO ALL GIGGLY AND RED AND EVERYTHING BECAUSE ITS SO CUTE??

...im so sorry for the spam 🙏 Im all over the place because your writing makes me so happy pahaha. Sorry for the long message :[ Hope it isnt annoying to hear me rant for 1 hour lmao and I hope that all of this makes sense Im literally just typing without thinking rn 💀🙌

ANYWAYS STAY HYDRATED AND SLEEP WELL LATER OR UHH ENJOY YOUR DAY IDK WHAT TIME IT IS FOR YOU.

Dude I ADORE your list of comments after I post they make me so freaking happy AHHH

1) GOOD. feel the pain dream felt when she said that. it was meant to hurt for a second until she said jk ily dream bc she's mean on accident :/

2) omg sorry i delayed you going to sleep pls sleep

3) thank you!!!! it's taken a lot of practice over the years writing different personalities to write good characters and I still could improve a lot but thank you!!!!

4) okay so now we got two people claiming to be George's girl AND Karls cameragirl. Im here for it. should I give Quackity and Sapnap love interests too so y'all can claim them? I think it's so funny how it's supposed to be a reader insert but everyone's like "sorry no bugsy is too precious and I love her and for those reasons she is not me" lmao bc me too!!!!!!!!!

don't apologize for the spam!!!! I love it!!!!! it's not annoying i promise!!!! my heart goes 🙈🥰🤩😚🥺😭 also I inspire you??????? make my heart explode i guESS SHEEEEESH 🥵

GO TO BED YOU FOOL GET SOME SLEEP SLEEP WELL

[lemongogo]

MY GOD EVERYONE SAYS THAT. drawing front on is so much easier for me, y'all can actually do that annoying ass eye thing and the cheek and the jaw like WHAT HOW. But ye okay I'll actually try to practise it lmaoooooo ahhh THAT MIGHT BE A GOOD IDEA. Also the order thing THank you!

just letting u know now that the video is completely useless unless you just like to watch someone’s process in general SO i wrote up a rly quick summary of what i did

1. i start with a circle and 2 guidelines facing the direction i want. the horizontal guideline gives me an idea of where to place the eyes / start the cheek, and the vertical guideline lets me know where the middle of the face is / where i’ll add or join the chin.

once i draft that circle, i draw over it with the basic face shape of the character, usually setting the forehead and cheek out further than the chin. 

2. for the eyes, i like to begin with the outer-most eye so you can get an idea of the curvature , placement, etc. i place the inner corner of the eye in line with the vertical guideline, and end with the outer corner touching the edge of the face.

although i didn’t do it here, it’s really helpful to draw the upper lids for both eyes first, that way you can nail the placement and symmetry while also making sure you don’t dedicate too much attention to one side. this probably wont make sense, but i also “squish” the iris of the outer eye because as the person is looking over to you / “over the nose”, you’re going to see less of that than you would with the eye completely facing you. if that makes sense  (??)

i also tend to draw the outer eye, eyelid, and eyebrow with more of a “curve” because of how the perspective works. in my mind, anyways. i don’t know if its actually correct oop-

3. flip the canvas !! it definitely helps you understand what you need to fix in terms of both anatomy and perspective. it also makes everything so much easier if you take advantage of the lasso and transform tools. sometimes you don’t draw it right the first time or the 50th time, so it helps when you can just stretch and squish a shape to your desire

4. i draw the bridge of the nose next to the inner part of the outer (furthest) brow bone and drag the line downwards (about midway). i also like to draw that weird triangle thing because of personal preference, dont mind that. to me, it just makes sense in my mind as the shadow cast to the side/on the cheek

5. the mouth!! the edges of the mouth should align with the pupils. so i like to start, again, on the outer edge and bring it inwards. to give the illusion of that 3/4ths profile, i like to end the bottom lip a bit shorter than the top lip and add some dark space inside / where the teeth would be to give the impression of space, cheek, etc. **the red circle under the eye was to show that my lower lids werent level with each other so i wanted to fix that**

6. the ear (v generally speaking) should begin at the same height as the eyes and end at the bottom of the nose. i dont draw the other ear bc its obviously hidden hehe

biggest tip: curves curves curves ! i curve the eyes, the brows, the cheek, the crop of his body, etc. i just feel like it sells the point a little bit more

nd thats all i can really tell you .! i wish i had more to say or that my video Actually Explained Something but !!! theres that. hopefully it showed u at least something and if not i hope u enjoy the quick drawing of hawks

[zombiiesque]

A Month of Nocturne Alchemy Samples: Week Four

Originally published on 4/8/2019

Ahhh, my last week of samples! This has been a fun foray, and hopefully it will make me keep on wearing these more frequently.

Dream Bottle: Goddess Dreams: Bastet Amber, SL Crystalline (Egyptian Vanilla Orchid stigma Resin), Frankincense & Myrrh, Snow Musk and Blue Sandalwood NAVA Accord. The Dream Bottle Collection was released in December of 2015. There were six bottles in the exclusive set, four of which were reimagined perfumes from the PC, and two were brand new "Dream" blends. Goddess Dreams was one of those. You could order the four individually, but the only way you could get the exclusive two was to order as a set. The other exclusive is Nag Champa Dreams, and I found that in a full size one day in the NA Marketplace group on Facebook. Lucky break! Anyway, I've never seen Goddess Dreams come through, so yeah, I hoard my decant. These were my introduction into sleep scents, and it's no surprise I now love those, they have a special spot in my collection. Goddess Dreams feels slightly familiar to me now that I have Love Of Bastet: White Sandalwood Vanille. I'm not quite sure why, but I suspect it's got something to do with the sandalwood, although the notes are mostly different, except for Crystalline. This is a white, soft scent, very dreamy and lifted, if that makes sense. It puts you in a different space - takes you away from your everyday cares. There's serenity here, peace. It doesn't quite knock me out the way Sleepyceratops or Sleep Elixir does, but it helps me to put away my worries, and that helps me a lot. Love it! I've always kind of hoped they'd bring the set back one day, but no luck yet.

Plumeria Sapphire: Egyptian Plumeria, Hawaiian Spring Plumeria, White Jasmine amidst the gem of Amber and Musk (Nokturne:Sapphire). This is a now discontinued scent from the PC subcollection Bastet's Garden, and I hoard it rather than wear it usually. It's so beautiful. It starts out with an almost candied burst of plumeria, sweet but not too sweet. That mellows into a lovely, lush floral, with the base of Sapphire's golden, rich amber musk. Unfh. It feels so warm, tropical, and summery. Absolutely adore it. There's almost a little floral/spice to this in long drydown, it's such an interesting blend. They've said a while back that Bastet was working on a viable replacement, something that the components wouldn't be so expensive to acquire. I am keeping my fingers crossed!

Kiskah Kashmir: Aged Kashmir Red Musk, Bittersweet Cacao, Kiskah Incense Smoke, N3 Musk, Black Incense, a drop of blood from a Black Pungent Rose and Sugar Vapour. This was from the Halloween 2014 LC release! Okay, it's no secret, I absolutely adore this. The cocoa starts out strong, but within minutes is reeled in by the other notes and becomes a soft, supporting note. It's perfect against the warm, deep red musk of Kashmir. This feels so gothic and velvety. The rose is STUNNING. Easily my favorite rose I've ever tried. It's balanced perfectly with the other notes, none of them overpowers the others. And the sugar note. TO. DIE. FOR. It's as if you dipped a lush, dark rose into a little sugar syrup and it hardened to a crust - and the sugared rose playing against the red musk is just right. Unfh. Absolute perfection.

Crystalline Burning Jack: Indian Ajowan, Pumpkin Skin, Pumpkin Seed, Zucchini and Pumpkin Bread, Cinnamon Stick, Smoke, Nutmeg, Clove and fallen leaves of the old oak tree. Adding a smattering of White Fig absolute, Lychee Oil concentrate and a big kiss from Crystalline Vanilla. This was a sample a few years back from NAlloween - Bastet made these for us, but they've never made a full bottle of the scent, so I hoard my sample. I absolutely love it. It's warm and cozy, and such an iconic fall scent. Very evocative. The pumpkin and zucchini breads are delicious, and the Crystalline adds almost a sweet vanilla "glaze". It's the perfect addition. The spices are not overwhelming, but add the perfect support needed. I would for sure buy a big bottle of this, if it were ever offered!

Dragon Rain: NA Tibetan Musk, Nokturne: N3 Egyptian Musk (a softer Egyptian Musk), Egyptian and Arabian Dragon's Blood Resin, Dragon's Blood Resin (from Africa), the ethereal Bastet Amber, White African Musk, Roman Amber, Egyptian Sandalwood, Seville Orange e/o, sweet Egyptian Styrax and aged Nokturne: Crystal (Vanilla Musk). This one is a Vault from June of 2013. Because it's had so much time to age, it's very hard to pick out individual notes. It's a light blue, serene musk, a little sweet, almost watery. Very lovely!

Day of the Dead: In the cemeteries, the living clean the graves of their loved ones and celebrate with music, dancing, drinking and eating things their loved ones can enjoy 'through' them. It is a time of celebration and this is our honouring of the dead by creating a perfume of Horchata, a drink made from ground up rice along with sweet cinnamon sugar infused with almond milk and blended into Nokturne:Crystal as our ode to sweet Vanilla Musk celebrations! This is from the All Hallows' Eve section of the PC, one of my favorite sections. My friend Heather actually gave me this sample, and I love it. It smells just like the Horchata drink, and it's very appealing. The sugar and milk almost has a little dark smell, like carmelized a bit? And it's so appealing. It's a little musky, and I love the rice milk. For me this is one of the easiest gourmands I've ever worn. I love it and will definitely be upgrading it when my sample gets low.

Sacred Scarab: Black Fig, Raw Pumpkin and Black Egyptian Sugar. Renewal, eternal youth and resurrection. A sweet earthy scent. This is from the Egypt and Her Wonders section of the PC. This one is a simple scent, the fig is brown and a little spicy, the pumpkin is warm, and the sugar adds a little crusty sweetness. It's easy to wear. I've got a somewhat similar scent from the Pumpkin Library, so I probably won't be getting a full bottle of this for a while, but I really like it!

So that's it, a full four weeks of samples! I hope you've enjoyed this look into my sample box. It almost feels like Mary Poppins' bag, I don't even know every treasure I have in there. It's been a fun challenge. I will probably do my Vaults next month, but because I don't have a full month's worth, I won't be regularly publishing. It will probably be every other week. Thanks for following along with me, y'all.

[soonhoonsol]

Hey chey^^

Don't apologize, i get it i literally didn't even watch the svt comeback yesterday because i wasn't feeling well, so literally do not worry at all^^

Anyways, now for your weekly review haha:

As someone who knows first aid: what are y'all doingggggggg do thry not have any stuff prepared???? Like there was bo equipment whatsoever prepared haha.

Have i mentioned that i love daegwon? Because i love daegwon. Idk i feel like he only wants te best for them but can't because of the ceo, which i hate once again^^ dude maybe uhhhhh care about your artist for like once? Also why was the shax leader scolded for smth he has like no relation to at all?

I love that we slowly get more and more shax content, i really like their dynamic? It's really fun

I absolutely forgot that the sitcom exists but hey maha and shax intercrions are always nice, especially because hyuk and dojin have this nice 'annoying siblings that you still somehow love cuz they are kinda cute' feeling to them yk?

But i do be hating the sparkling leader he feels very off and honestly is kind of an ass lbr haha.

OKAY BUT LIKE ALL O THE HOSPITAL SCENES?????

So i agree with rima let this man sleep.

But man at first the scene with maha was kinda awkward and cringe but THEN THE CONFESSION HAPPENED AND THEN HE CONFESSED TOO AND TEN THEY KISSED AND I DID NOT EXPECT THIS AT ALL OH GOD

they do be kinda cute together tho

Are you an idol? Do you have a romantic partner? Are you sick of having to avoid tons and tons of cameras and fans? Then we have the solution for you! Call now at 1800-IDOLHELP to get one session with hyuk and dojin FOR FREE!

We once again hate the fans :)))

Idk ig at least yujin knows maha won't see him that way? I also kind of liked seeing that protective side idk

I really hope they explore the IhyeonXLia dynamic more, i think that would be really interesting. Also poor Hyunji, it doesn't feel like smth is gonna happen in the direction she wants it to :(

But hey the eunjo storyline is getting bigger and bigger which is great! I really look forward to it.

Uwu they got a real date but oh god of course it got ruined ugh. (CALL HYUK AND DOJIN NOW FOR ONE FR-)

I really like that we're getting more and more backstory. There are so many individual storylines but it doesn't feel too packed? Idk can't remember the right english word but yk what i mean? It's not too much.

So yeah it keeps being interesting which is great^^

ALSO MA'AM I TOLD YOU TO NOT KEEP GETTING ME INTO NEW STUFF AND WHAT HAVE YOU DONE??????????? GET ME INTO DOOM AT YOUR SERVICE????? /j

No seriously i have watched all the episodes out rn this week and man i love it haha. So thank you^^

-Xon^^

hey xon!

how on earth do you type such long asks?? does tumblr not give you the word limit ajshajgdsd luckkyyy

that's completely valid!! but let me know once you listen to the new album :D

as a future film producer: YEAHHHH dude where was the first aid kit?? i get wanting to pull him out of the car asap but also no one?? called an ambulance???

SHAX's leader has that contract thing right? i think he might be contractually obligated to listen to the CEO's demands... and Daegwon :(( he's such a good manager under a crappy CEO i agree

i love SHAX's dynamic they're all so funny ashjad but also :(( we're hardly seeing any Sparkling dynamic besides the tension between that asshole and my boy Yujin </3

the confession was so...unexpected? idk man i think it felt right coming from Maha but the kiss was kinda...forced? idek man romance is weird

they do be cute together tho

OH MY GOSH CAN I PLEASEEEE hyuk and dojin my beloveds <3

Yujin realizing that Maha liked Ryoc at the accident site and then suddenly going into that whole "i used to like her" mood like boy noooo don't give up so fast T~T but then...the history so IDK ARGH ROMANCE SUCKS

Ihyeon is so fcking cute i cannot handle it i will combust AHHH if Ria doesn't want him i'll take him >< but the producer just trying to hold in his laughter...mood

Hyunji deserves better :( i have two theories: 1. either Yujin rejects her and she gets all upset and this might cause a rift between him and the girls or 2. Yujin gets together with Hyunji to make Maha jealous which is just DRAMA

in conclusion: Hyunji deserves better

EUNJOOOOOOO :D (that's it. just me screaming)

I'M SORRY BUT ARE YOU ENJOYING DOOM AT YOUR SERVICE?? I LOVE IT AHHH and you caught up so fast holy shit

[wanna1things]

Undercover Agent!Yoon Jisung

i LOVE jisung SO MUCH and gjhdgfhgsjf he looks so gOOD in his teaser pics lmao gtg byeee

Genre;; uhh undercover agent!au,, fluff,, sorry if the stuff about the police and stuff is wrong lmao am not a cia agent

Warnings;; theres mention of a contract killing & hits and a bar and like,, gang stuff??

Pairing;; Yoon Jisung x reader

Requested;; nope

Summary;; You are undercover for the organised crime unit. Yoon Jisung is your prime suspect for the contract killing of a rival gang member. Little do you know, he’s thinking the exact same thing about you...

Style;; bullet point + stuff

Word Count;; 1801

im SUPER sorry;; if you’ve requested something im super busy w family stuff and work but next week im free so ill get the requests done,, this was just something i’ve had written for a while lol its basically the plot of an episode of a tv show i watched when i was in spain in august idek what it was called but it was super cute and i thought it fit jisung because?? idk i feel like his personality fits this sort of thing lol anyway hope u enjoy

you joined the organised crime unit straight out of police training and tbh you were a prodigy

you were known for solving cases in record speed and you were always effective in undercover work

you knew of someone else on the force who was just as good at solving cases/being undercover as you were

but you had no idea who they were, just that they were in the homicide unit

anyway

your unit had been following a gang for quite a while

and you’d come to know all of their members quite well

when suddenly, the guy you were preparing to arrest was killed by a contract killer

your unit managed to catch the killer and he confessed that he was paid to kill the guy by a guy within the main gang in the city

and so your unit decided,, you should go undercover

you studied up on the members of this second gang and you focused all of your efforts on who appeared to be pulling the strings even though he wasn’t the leader

this guy called yoon jisung

luckily someone else in your unit was already undercover in the gang and so when you joined he introduced you as his half-sister

and straight away you spotted jisung looking at you up and down

you knew he was a bad guy, his files said left the police force a year ago and joined the gang straight away

he was very close to the leader already and was almost like his right hand man

little did you know, jisung was also an undercover agent

THE undercover agent from the homicide unit

he kept his real name in the gang to make his story more believable,, also because he can’t deal with fake names because he’d never adjust to being called something else lol

but boy did he think it was fishy that straight after this guy from another gang was killed that you were introduced

he immediately suspected you were in some way connected to the contract killing,, probably because you had close ties to a contract killer or something

anyway

after the gang meeting where you were introduced he approaches you straight away

and you're just like wow okay that was easy lol already my suspect is talking to me try to find info;;

that's literally exactly what he's trying to do with you as well

ahhh when he starts speaking to you you realise ;; oh my god;; he’s actually super good looking lmao no don't fall in love with a criminal

he holds out his hand for you to shake it and he smiles wide and tilts his head to the side slightly

‘Hello, y/n!! I’m Yoon Jisung!!’

you take his hand hesitantly because how is someone in a gang this bright lmao

he immediately starts asking you where you’re from and stuff which is really cute because he’s listening so intently to everything you say and he seems really interested

he’s interested for a different reason lol

so you recite what your,, fake,, life history is

it’s got bits of truth in there too but your undercover identity is that you do really have “ties” to a contract killer organisation

lmao bad idea jisung is even more suspicious

but

he also thinks you’re really cute and sweet?? Like??

and he's mentally kicking himself like lmao they’re a cold hearted killer don't fall in love

and over the next few weeks you’re always put on jobs together

when you both had to go to a meeting with the head of a supplier chain he claimed that ‘the boss told him that you needed to accompany him’

your coworker later revealed to you that no… jisung requested that you went with him to the meeting

this all was a bit,, suspicious but

you accepted it because it meant you could get close to your suspect even if it was in a weird way

one day, after you attend another meeting together he invites you out to a bar for a drink

and the gang you two are in basically controls that bar lol

so you decide you’ll try to get him drunk and get some information out of him so you can arrest him

but when you get there turns out he had the same idea and you both order virgin drinks lol

anyway

you swallow your pride and ask him about the case and you find that he oddly knows a lot??

like he knows who did it ok suspicious much jisung

and he’s realising that you know who did it too,, which is also really making you look suspicious lol

but you’re also realising that under this soft light god damn is he beautiful?? Oh my god??

lmao he's thinking the same about you like god they’re so?? Evil?? But so?? Good looking??

of course its jisung so he makes lots of terrible jokes along the way when will he stop

out of nowhere he starts to talk to you about the story of his friend in the gang being killed in a hit by the gang the guy who died was from

and he was telling the whole truth, his friend was undercover with him (which he didn't mention obviously lol) and he was killed

and jisung didn't know why he was opening up to you but you just seemed so easy to talk to lol

and you could tell this thing with his friend was really eating at him like he was truly upset wow gangsters have feelings??

in the back of your mind you were thinking ok motive found but you pushed it aside because he was really opening his heart to you and he was genuinely upset and no decent human being is about to ignore someone in distress

so as it seemed like he was about to cry you took hold of his hands and held them

he squeezed your hands back and looked up

and oh my god

he was crying but it was like a hiccupy cry (you know the one)

and it was so cute because he was smiling at you as well as like;; a thank you for being so comforting

and seriously this guy is damn cute for a gangster like wow how??

but really your feelings for each other are just getting deeper and deeper and you know it's so wrong because you’re meant to be arresting each other but you know love you can't help it

soon enough you guys are pretty much partners (in crime, literally)

like you always attend meetings together and stuff,, and y'all are both close to the boss

and you can full on admit you’ve totally fallen for this weird soppy cute gangster and don't tell anyone but he's fallen for you too UH

when suddenly there's an attempt on your colleague's life, the guy who you’re undercover with

and almost immediately there's a retaliation from what seems to be your gang

something clicks inside your brain and you realise

jisung put the hit out for that retaliation

nobody died but he did it because well you’re his partner, and your colleague is supposed to be your brother so it's like the done thing in a gang lol

little do you know, he's thinking the same about you, that you put the hit out yourself because well… it's your brother of course you’re going to get one back

so that night he decides to invite you out for a drink and then he’ll arrest you because well clear motive??

and when he invites you, you also decide that tonight's the night you’ll arrest him because DAMN the evidence is overwhelming

when you both arrive at the same bar as you went to before, you both order virgin cocktails and sit next to each other at the bar

reminiscing about the past few months of knowing each other and stuff, and laughing about how dumb jisung looked when he cried (sorry jisung youre cute i love you really??)

after a while theres a break of silence

and you both reach into your pockets/bags and pick out the handcuffs inside

you breathe in and out slowly and turn to fake jisung right as he turns to face you with his hands in his pockets

‘y/n, you’re under arrest-’

‘jisung, you’re under arrest-’

‘wait, what??’

Jisung stands up straight away and hes completely taken aback like whats going on

And theres a total ruckus going on in the bar now because ok theres two policemen here?? what

Jisung quickly grabs your hand and pulls you out of the bar and down into an alley beside it

as you’re trying to recover from that shock he fires questions at you like;;; quick fire

‘What was that?? You’re police too? What unit? Why didnt you tell me? Were you going to arrest me? What for? Oh my god, my boss is going to kill me…’

somehow you find the humour in all this

like you were just about to arrest each other for the exact same crime at the exact same time but you’re both undercover agents

(pls @ police units improve communication look what you’ve done)

when he hears your soft giggles he stops worrying and just joins in laughing because

admit it

its pretty funny yall were both the best undercover agents and you just tried to arrest each other

then he realises this cute little gang member he has a crush on isn't a gang member at all and there is no reason that he can’t kiss them right now

so he does

right then and there

and of course you’re shooketh because oh yeah;; he’s not a gangster i can totally do this and not feel bad lol

and then you realise your cover is completely and utterly blown and you can’t stay undercover anymore because BASICALLY the whole gang knows you’re policemen… either that or they think you’re into really kinky stuff oo ;)

and you can see the look on jisungs face when he realises it too but

‘Cover is blown but… got to admit it was worth it’

and he leans in to kiss you again uh BLESS

after that mess of a case you join the same unit as jisung and you two become the famous undercover couple

you always go undercover together, always as a couple because a) its easy and b) you don’t even have to act

every time someone new joins the unit you take your roles as the official parents™ of the unit and you train everyone who wants to go undercover as though they’re like your child uhh cute

your picture is up in the hall of fame for agents and sgadjfg the picture is so cute because you LOOK like parents

basically you two are like the cutest and the BIGGEST undercover agent power couple

ahhhh i hope this was enjoyable to read,, i wrote it on the train when i was on holiday so yknow not the best quality of writing but i thought it was cute so!!

[jejemonmon]

What are your headcanons for Zen with an MC who doesn't fall for him within the first 11 days but like 2 months instead? Like she supports him the same and thinks he's handsome but it takes her longer to fall for him while he's sitting there pining for her?

AHHH it’s good to be back with a mini-fic! I’m sorry for being gone for so long, just two more months and my schedule will finally OPEN UP and I can focus on this blog. Anyway, this is just a little thing I came up with. This ask has been in my ask box for MONTHS and I’ve always wanted to write it.

I’m telling y'all now that this is pretty inconclusive, so if you want a Part 2, LIKE, REBLOG, AND/OR REPLY TO THIS and I’ll have it up as fast as I can. I really enjoyed writing this, I hope you guys like it!

YOU FELL FIRST (ZEN X MC) - PART 1 (possibly?)

Zen was confused, and for multiple reasons. He couldn’t understand how he could fall for someone so quickly. Five days was all it took. Maybe it was the genuine kindness that seemed to just radiate off of you, or maybe it was because for the first time in his life, the girl he liked didn’t like him back the same way. Was it just the thrill of the chase? Did he just feel challenged to pursue you more because you were hard to get? He didn’t know.

At first, it did break his heart a little. He wanted to be able to express how much he liked you, but he didn’t want to make you uncomfortable since you didn’t feel the same way. Nonetheless, he never stopped showing care and concern towards you, and you didn’t either. Just like how he envisioned his ideal girlfriend to be, you supported his dreams, you were always there for him, and you didn’t like him just because he was handsome; you saw past his looks and you learnt to appreciate his personality, even down to his tiniest quirks.

The first time he met you, he had a broken ankle and you appeared at his doorstep, a worried look on your face. He observed your features closely. He had worked with many pretty actresses before, but you were beyond beautiful. Even your voice sounded even more melodic in real life. And boy, hearing you laugh made him wish he was a comedian, just so he could hear it over and over again. He had a huge crush on you. In fact, he had hoped that while the both of you sat on the rooftop that night, you couldn’t hear his heart beating so fast in his chest. Several times that night, while you stared at the night sky, he debated reaching over to hold your hand. Would that make you uncomfortable? You didn’t even feel the same way! After that night he prayed. He’d never been the religious type, but he prayed to whatever or whoever was out there that you’d be safe, and that you’d come around and fall for him too.

The both of you weren’t together but he found himself staying committed to you. In the past he would allow himself to flirt with other girls. Now it seemed wrong. Sure, the both of you weren’t exclusive to each other, and he respected if you chose to flirt with other people, even date other people, but he just couldn’t. He would think of you the moment he woke up, and you were his last thought before he would fall asleep at night.

You’d wake up with a good morning text, and you could only fall asleep if you knew he was going to bed too. Friends. That’s what friends did right? It was normal… right?

A month passed.

You got to know him better. The both of you started to hang out more often, to the media’s content. The bolded headline “IS THIS ZEN’S NEW GIRL?” followed by a blurry picture of you and Zen sitting in a café would be on page 2. Three days later, another headline “MYSTERY GIRL CUDDLES UP TO YOUNG BROADWAY STAR” would be right next to a picture of you hugging Zen goodbye after a picnic at the park; front page. You learned to laugh at them, and so did Zen. Whatever relationship you had with him was purely platonic, but why did you feel like he didn’t want it to be? And why did you feel like you didn’t want it to be that way either?

Two months passed.

You were cooking dinner. Zen was coming over after his rehearsal. It had been over two weeks since you had last seen him. Damn his busy schedule, the boy’s director was working him to the bone! You hoped that a nice dinner would help him relax a little. You’d never been the makeup type, but you found yourself putting on some mascara and tinted lip-balm. Why? And why was your heart beating so fast?

You heard a knock on your door and instantly your heart started beating even faster. You were so used to texting him every day but lately he hadn’t been consistent. Again, blame it on his busy schedule. So yes, maybe you did miss him. Yes, that was why your heart was beating so fast right? Right. You took a deep breath and opened the door.

There stood the tall, white-haired guy. He was clearly tired. His hair was slightly dishevelled and there were even slight bags under his eyes. Of course, they didn’t make him look any less handsome. He still looked like a damn model. You pulled him into a hug instinctively. You felt his whole body tense up, but a few seconds later he relaxed and wrapped his arms around you too.

“How are you?” You asked, breaking the silence.

“I missed you.”

Your heart started beating even faster.

You both sat down for dinner. This time you decided to observe him closely. What was it about him that changed that made you suddenly… attracted to him? He looked up from his plate and saw you looking at him inquisitively. He offered a small smile.

“You okay there, MC?”

“No, something changed about you,” you replied back.

“Really? What?”

“I don’t know, but this feels different…”

He laughed. “I don’t feel particularly different. But you look a little different, so maybe it’s you?”

And then it hit you.

There you sat in front of him, in a pretty dress you only ever wore on dates, with your hair tied up neatly, makeup done; from the beginning he had only ever seen you in shorts and a t-shirt, and your hair was always in a mess.

You were trying to impress him.

Because you liked him.

“Hmm.”

You weren’t gonna show how much your realisation affected you. You weren’t gonna talk about it. He had had a busy enough day. He was clearly tired. Did you really wanna pile emotions on top of that too? Nope.

You didn’t realise that you’d been sitting in silence until he cleared his throat.

“I didn’t mean it in a bad way. You look very beautiful as always, MC. You could sit in front of me in a black trash bag and I’d still think you’re gorgeous,” he said. “You know that right?”

He complimented you a lot. You knew he liked you from the start, but how did your reaction to all of this change from “Wow, what a great friend, such kind words.” to “Holy sh*t my heart is gonna beat out of my chest did he really just say that to me!”?

You shifted uncomfortably in your seat, trying to come up with a topic for conversation. Sure, you liked him, but so did around a million other girls. Who wouldn’t like him? It took you some time, but did you really think you could befriend a guy like Zen and not become infatuated with him eventually?

You didn’t know what exactly you were going to do with your feelings, but what you did know was that it wasn’t the right time to confess.

Maybe you’d just let your feelings dissipate. They will eventually, right?

Part 2: https://jejemonmon.tumblr.com/post/168158014108/you-fell-first-zen-x-mc-part-2-link-to-part-1

[deanstits]

1/? FUCKKK IM SO HAPPY YOU REMEMBERED ME!!! To be honest I was stalking your account today looking for humiliation but I couldn't find anything :(( so let me remedy that! -cas and Dean are extremely possessive of each other before and during planned scenes and one day dean is working at the roadhouse and cas comes to visit his boyfriend (gauge his mood for the scene that night) -what cas does NOT expect to find is dean acting sultry and letting his fingers glide a little too long on ~Ann

Ann are you kidding, I love humiliation, you love humiliation, therefore we are humiliation twins. Also I feel like I am an extra filthy pervert, so it’s nice to have other people be extra filthy perverts instead of just mean on my own.

Anyways, here’s wonderwall.

2/? On the patrons' arms (dean can't help it! When he's in a sexy mood he's a bit of a slut) -cas is OF COURSE furious and sits moodily in a corner booth waiting for Dean's shift to end - the moment dean sets the last clean glass down, cas grabs dean by his shirt collar and hauls him into the dingy bathroom - cas shoves dean into the door(which isn't very strong or thick mind you) and slots his leg in between dean, growling, "            

3/? "You've been acting like a horny little bitch all night, maybe you should get off like one." -cas gets straight down to the point and if dean is surprised, he doesn't show it.  -"I have no idea what you're talking about sweetheart," he purrs and cas immediately responds with a dark laugh, pressing his thick thigh in further into the crease of dean's jeans. Dean gasps and somewhat loses his composure as cas whispers into his ear," you know exactly how you were acting. The only way we        

4/? Leave this shithole is if you come on my thigh right now" -Dean isn't that easy, he won't just let cas win, but he humors him for a bit, grinding down and wiggling his hips.  -it's not until cas slips his hands down deans panties and taps his fingers to his hole that dean loses all semblance of his composure. He's been horny all day and one touch to his sensitive rim has him quaking like a slut. "Does daddy's bitch boy want anything?" Cas is laughing at dean now and how he's suddenly

5/? How he's suddenly humping his dick against cas's meaty thigh. He wants to come SO bad but just cas's thigh won't do it.  -cas really can't hold back at this point so he manhandles dean so that he's leaning over the sink, looking at his desperate, flushed expression as cas tears down his pants - cas is too good of a dom to let dean get by without punishment so as he hooks his fingers into deans panties and shimmies them down dean's quaking thighs, he whispers that 

6???/? He's gonna have to take a light beating to his ass.  - dean furiously nods, anything to help get him off is good. Cas of course knows better, and smirks while bending low to rummage through their scening duffle for a certain cane. Dean is practically begging for touch now, whining "Im so sorry daddy my hole belongs to you, fuck I want you in me so bad" -as dean sees cas holding his cane in the reflection, his whining immediately halts and his eyes widen -"fuck"

7/? It only takes a few swats for dean to start whining again and cas is getting increasingly annoyed by how loud he is, by how he can hear his whining even over the music palming in the roadhouse - cas shoves a hand in deans mouth, knowing his little cock slut will suck on anything near his lips -pleased with the quieting of his whimpers, cas sets back to work. Dean twitches and jerks every time the cane hits him and he lets out little whimpers around the thick fingers stuffed in his mouth

8/? Cas starts to think maybe dean is enjoying this too much, so he rips his fingers out of the tight suction of deans mouth and orders him to hold himself open for cas - dean doesnt hesitate and grips his cheeks, tilting his hole up invitingly for cas to take in -"such a slut, I bet you'd offer yourself up to every man or woman here, yeah? You'd send me pictures of your used hole full of another guy's come wouldn't you? Maybe a video of a woman sitting on your face? I bet if I opened the

9/? The door right now, you would crawl out and wait for someone to use your right hole right in the middle of the bar." Cas is grinning wickedly now at how dean is reacting to his words. He's obviously flustered, and the position he's offering himself in isn't really helping.  -Dean does NOT expect it when cas brings the cane down on his asshole. He screams out quickly , but cas just lays a few in quick succession. Dean is already crying but he's vibrating with arousal. Cas leans over

10/? Over , his hand clasping his neck gently. His eyes soften for a second while he asks if Dean's okay with this. Dean nods shakily and whines, "yes,please, Im good don't stop!" -cas takes one look at his tear struck face, puffy red hole, and his dripping cock, and his dark demeanor falls back in place -he lays a few more on Dean's hole before he himself is shaking with how much he wants to bury his cock in dean

11/14 Dean was for the scene. He roughly shoves two dripping fingers in his tight hole and makes a mess of it. Dean is practically howling for it now, so cas shoves Dean's panties in his throat. Once dean is stretched we'll, cas teases his cock against his hole, rubbing and slapping the opening  -dean shoves back but is reprimanded with a slap to his pink cheeks. Finally cas can't handle it and shoves into the hilt. He gives dean maybe a few seconds

12/14 before setting a harsh pace. It doesn't take much for them to climax, seeing as how worked up they'd been -dean comes on cas's cock with a muffled "fuck!daddy!" And cas follows shortly after, groaning into Dean's neck - after catching their breaths, cas reaches down into the duffle for a plug, pushing his come back into dean, murmuring "wanna keep my cockslut full so he knows who his hole belongs to"  -dean is purring by now, stuffed full of come

13/14 and a hot ass from a good beating. Once cas is done cleaning them up as much as possible, he slides to the floor onto his rag, pulling dean down into his lap.  -the scene is over to cas doesn't mind stuffing his face into the crook of dean's muttering how good his boy was for his daddy, and how perfect he is. He peppers kisses everywhere and dean giggles, pushing him away. Twenty minutes of cuddling pass before they

14/14 pounding on the door.  -"are you two done fucking yet? I'd like to lock up without worrying about y'all passing out here" it's joe, and she sounds tired but fairly amused -cas And dean look at each other with wide eyes before bursting out laughing. It's really NOT funny but for some reason it makes the both of them giggle hysterically like teens. -"sure" cas laughs while standing up, arms full of a sated dean. -AHHH! I HOPE YOU LIKED IT!! HAD TO RESUBMIT IT ALL AGAIN!!! -Ann            

My fav is the bit where Cas talks about opening the door!!!

Thank you for this, it’s great. :) Altho I do worry about Dean being that badly behaved in his place of work!! :D