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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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Idk how to label this. Wifehunter John?
The idea of possessive/obsessive John manipulating a situation and stealing a wife for himself struck me, so just coughing the idea up while I sneak away for a coffee before I actually have to start work in 20 mins 💖 entirely unedited, abrupt ending
Masterlist l Part Two
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For someone married to his job, he has put quite a bit of thought into what he is looking for in a wife. Namely, that she's already married.
His reasoning is threefold. He can admit to himself, firstly, that it satisfies his need for control. Competency. He's a busy man with a demanding job. Not quite retired yet, no time to build his own from scratch. With this, he gets a wife boxed up and ready-trained. Broken in.
Secondly, the need for control bleeds into his saviour complex. She'll need a shoulder to cry on, someone strong and capable to get her back on her feet. She'll be feeling a little fragile. Needy. Perfect.
And thirdly, it does something wild to his jealous, possessive streak. The idea of taking something precious, of breaking her bond to another man and tying it to him? Delicious. The idea that she used to be someone else's, that he has to imprint himself onto her knowing that in doing so he is erasing the imprint of another man? It has his teeth aching, grinding even as heat rises in his belly. Stirs at him.
The idea swirls lazily in the back of his mind, never quite finding the right time or right partner. He bats at it a few times, lazy cat playing with the notion, seeing how far it can stretch before it snaps. Eyes up pretty things everywhere he goes, glancing down at their left hands just to check, but nothing quite tugs on that string. Until one day it does when he's outfitting the security system at your house.
It's side work. Cash in hand, word of mouth. Something to keep him busy when on mandated leave. Something to keep in mind as his retirement from active duty creeps closer. And your husband is a real piece of work, all blustering braggadocio energy. Young buck, not knowing his place in the herd. Not knowing that he'd be better scratching his antlers off on a tree than going head-to-head with a gristled thing like John.
It's like John's energy, his presence in the house, sends alarm bells ringing in your husband's mind (Be the man. Don't back down. Puff up your chest and strut). And it plays so perfectly into John's hands because your young buck doesn't realise that what he's really doing is fawning. To John. (Look at me, be impressed by me!) He makes his biggest mistake in putting you down in front of him, trying to sidle up to John and create some kind of desperate camaraderie. Ordering you to bring tea to the men at work. Rolling his eyes at your attempts to talk, to ask questions about the work being done. Waving you off so he can stand and watch the proceedings. Like he could supervise. Like he has any clue what he's doing.
Only the promise of the long game keeps John from levelling him with a hard look, from calling him outblike he'd love to.
He hears you both in the in the other room, having swatted the young buck off like a particularly virulent pest. Noisy and bothersome. Not needed - or wanted- in this home. And entirely too stupid to realise that John wasn't being jocular in his dismissal.
You've been scribbling away for the past few days, something occupying your time, keeping you happy and hidden away in the kitchen.
"You're not serious, are you?"
"Well, yes," he hears the slight quaver in your voice before you find your footing. You've got at least a bit of spine. Good. "You said that I should find an occupation. Not just 'laze around the house playing housewife'. This is what I-"
"Oh come on, I didn't mean- You don't think that this is viable, do you?"
"Well... I love gardening. And I'm good at it. And there's no reason that it can't be more accessible for people, especially with the current economic-"
He cuts you off with a scoff. "Dear, just- I don't want you to be disappointed. I think you don't quite understand the time and effort this will take. And you know nothing of marketing, publishing. Why don't you put that away and start on dinner?"
And oh, isn't that delicious. He can taste it now, that idea that has been swirling. It's thick, almost tangible on his tongue. The tension in the house, the bitter lacryma of stifled tears. The slight acidity of words you left unsaid. It has his mouth watering, pupils dilating.
And when he's packing up that evening, tools and materials tucked in to the heavy workman's case, he swings by the kitchen on his way out. Catches the way something is jutting out slightly from the bin, lid slightly askew. When he pulls it out he realises it's some kind of notebook, carefully (lovingly) bound. Pictures pasted, mindmaps and notes and plans scribbled in the margins. Your gardening tips. Kitchen scraps, window boxes, rooftop plots. Urban gardening. It's deeply thoughtful, well researched.
A labour of love, lying in the rubbish.
Sweet, clever little thing. That just won't do.
He leaves your house with a little piece of you tucked away in his toolkit and a nice plan forming. He'll be back, of course, not quite finished with his work. He'd planted a few little links into the system he'd almost installed, projecting not just to the monitor in your home but also in his. Got to keep his eyes on you, keep you safe and cared for in ways that your useless husband can't.
Finding that book was a boon. He'd say it was divinely ordained if he believed in all that. It weighs heavy in his toolbox as he whistles out the door.
Now, how to get you alone and return it to you..
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This idea may have been done before? I'm not sure, sorry! I've seen a lot of possessive John floating around. Tagging @stellewriites because I said I would last time, and you've been so encouraging of my nonsense.
Anyway I've got like 4 long-form WIPs that I'm working on, so I may never actually write this one but thought I'd share since that image set I just reblogged made me feral 💖
#im so tired and its cold dont judge me this friday morning#yeah like i p much only focus on fics and long form but maybe i should post more drabbly things#bc i have so many ideas and so little time#like ideally everything would be at least 10k and beautifully written#but ive only managed 2 long fics and 2 2-3k word snapshots since i joined the fandom in autumn#so yeah anyway here is my man being a possessive unhinged creep#captain john price#john price/reader#john price x reader#john price#cod imagine#cod mw2#cod x reader#cod mwii#báirseach writes
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I usually don't post things from my journal but then again those usually aren't those two cutie pies ;P
#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine#wolverine#logan howlett#deadpool#wade wilson#wade's ears and tail are actually in shimmery watercolor#pity it doesn't show on photo :<#but anyway#hello wolvie#congrats on joining the petvengers crew ;P#petvengers#and also I've noticed that the queue of archival posts has run out >.<#i'm sorry i'll try to add more things there in few days
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unnervingly domestic
the first time simon invites you to watch one of his rugby matches.
cw: there is use of a tracking app (think Find My Friends or Life360) which I intend as being used consensually, but it's ambiguous enough that it might read as unconsensual tracking.
platonic!simon 'ghost' riley + reader
(this idea was inspired the wonderful ghoap (+konig, in a really interesting way) fic "Empty Hands and Empty Rooms" (link to ao3) and this lovely price/nik fic by on-a-lucky-tide (link to tumblr, i don't want to @ people at random) (me, personally, i know nothing about rugby)
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When Simon isn’t on deployment, two evenings of his week are dedicated to rugby practice. You look after Luna while he's out, and, nowadays, you also make sure he has something warm and filling to eat when he gets home. On match days–often a Saturday–he's up and gone before you wake up, the only evidence of him a portion of breakfast left at your spot on the kitchen table.
Going to watch him had never really crossed your mind–nothing against rugby, you just often preferred to sleep in a little longer than dawn on the weekend–not until Simon brings it up.
One Friday evening, you’re lying flat on the rug in the living room, staring at the ceiling. Simon’s history podcast is a low drone as it plays in the background.
“Match day tomorrow,” he says.
“‘sposed to be good weather for it.”
“Mmh,” Simon hums. “You comin’?”
You crane your neck up to look at him. It’s not the first time he’s semi-invited you somewhere, but it’s the first time you’ve heard any uncertainty in it–and you realise he’s worried. He's holding his hand out, and he's unsure if you'll take this invitation further into his life. You have a split-second to grab it before he takes it back.
You let your head hit the rug again, smile spread wide. “Wouldn’t miss it.”
A misty drizzle is setting in as you and Luna make it onto the common–cold and damp enough to make you glad that you’d grabbed coats for the both of you before you left. The dark of morning is still hanging on, but thanks to the beam of a floodlight, you spot John and Kyle huddled together at the edge of the pitch. You’re not quite sure whether or not to join them until, thankfully, Kyle spots you and calls over.
“Hey, good to see you,” he says, pulling you into a quick hug before crouching down to greet your companion. “And my Looney Tune! Missed you, little Lulu.”
John rolls his eyes affectionately, pulling you into a quick one armed hug before he’s offering you tea from the thermos he’s holding in the other hand. “‘s got that milk you like,” he promises. You take it thankfully, and savour it as much for the warmth it gives your fingers as the warmth it gives your stomach.
The three of you chat for a while, John and Kyle even introduce some of the other onlookers to you. Before you know it, the players start filtering onto the pitch—but someone's missing.
“Could Johnny not make it?” you ask.
“Oh, just you wait,” Kyle says, chuckling to himself.
Simon is easy enough to spot when he wanders onto the pitch, though for once it’s his shock of blonde hair rather than his stature that sets him apart. He’s wearing the red uniform that constantly deposits mud into your washing machine, and from the state of the pitch, it's destined to do it again.
It takes a moment for the dots to connect when the other team come jogging on, but when it does, you can't help but laugh. Johnny and his beaming smile are proudly clad in a contrasting—or complimentary—green. He waves excitedly when he sees you.
“They’re on opposing teams?!”
John chuckles. “Ever since they took it up.”
“Wh–but–so who do you guys cheer for?”
“It’s my turn to be Simon’s cheerleader,” Kyle says, and he gives a loud whoop when the action begins on the field. “I’ve got a good feeling, too, his team’re normally better in the rain.”
John shakes his head. “Johnny’s gonna win this time. He’s been benched from fieldwork for a while–he’s just begging to let out all ‘o that energy.”
“That’s why Si’s gonna win,” Kyle argues, “Johnny’s head isn’t in it, strategy-wise—”
The pair bicker good-naturedly beside you for a while, every now and then punctuated by a whoop or a flinch. You’re just trying to make sense of the scuffle you’re watching.
It’s easy enough to see what their strengths are, at least. Johnny runs like a wild thing, nimble as he is strong, shrugging off most attempts at blocking like a duck shaking off water. Simon seems to be the only one who can break his stride, unafraid to take the full force of him in blocks and tackles. But Johnny’s like an eel today, squirming out of his hold time after time, back on his feet before you can blink.
In the end, Johnny's team wins. (Kyle grumbles. John smiles smugly.) Johnny’s celebration takes the form of a running leap into Simon’s arms—you whoop and whistle along with the rest of the onlookers. Johnny peppers Simon’s face with kisses, and Simon dutifully holds him up by the thighs until he decides it's time to run a celebration lap around the field.
Their teams look on fondly, before shaking hands and slapping each other on the back.
When they’re freshly changed—and, you hope, showered—Simon and Johnny head straight over to your little group.
“Glad you made it,” Simon says.
“Wasn’t much on the telly,” you tease, laughing when he gives you a light punch on the shoulder.
Johnny pulls you into a bear hug so tight you nearly drop Luna’s leash. “‘d you enjoy it, wee yin?”
“It was great! I’ve not a fucking clue what you were doing, but it looked fun. Luna wanted to join in a couple of times.”
“Poor Lulu,” Johnny whines, kneeling down to fuss her. “We were taunting ye with a great big game o’ catch that ye couldnae join, weren’t we? Pure evil o’ us, really…”
Simon nudges you. “You comin’ to the pub? First rounds on me, fer my sins.”
“Don’t think I will today, sorry. This was about my limit for the day.”
“Don’ apologise,” Simon says instinctively. “You’ll come when yer ready, yeah?”
“Yeah.” You smile at him. “You want me to take Luna home with me?”
Johnny makes a pitiful noise from the ground. When you and Simon look at him, he’s putting on his best puppy-dog eyes, ruffling Luna’s collar as he does.
“Suppose that answers my question.”
In front of Simon sits a cider, weeping condensation onto a beermat, and his phone, open to the app he uses to track you. He’s been watching your dot move steadily closer to home since you’d parted ways.
He doesn’t take a sip until your dot is safely at home.
#platonic ghost x reader#platonic simon riley x reader#platonic 141 x reader#unnervingly domestic#right yapping time. supporting simon at his therapy mandated rugby matches!!!! in my head his therapist p much ordered him to join a sport#uhh when is this based. sort of mid friendship blooming i guess?#yeah i would say it's very much a part of simons healing. i just realised theres a lot of this universe that is just in my head#like it wont ever make it into a fic probably its just. headcanons? anyway!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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What did Perry look like as a kid?

smol 🥺
#human perry the platypus#human!perry#pnf fanart#phineas and ferb#lawrence fletcher#artists on tumblr#didi-art#so I’ve been brainstorming his childhood#and while it is absolutely not set in stone for me I like him growing up with lawrence#technically being his nephew but raised together as brothers#in the uk then? I think??#he then leaves for college/military/work at 18#that’s either a cover for owca or he joins that later#anyway! as kids he uses bsl I think#we love a multilingual king#I’m still p new at drawing kids. but it was fun!#ty for the request!#didi-answers
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When you…when we….when I uh….uh…it’s the day :)
#publicly broadcasting my age to various strangers online? my my that’s a first!#(shhh the various sketchbook tours don’t count that was done subtly)#there was a reason I didn’t have it in my bio for a long while—because I was a minor back in 2022 when I first joined :P#or maybe it was 2021 I can’t recall no more#anyways I don’t think anyone is entitled to know your age especially when your young#it’s best to not attract unwanted attention and you need to be careful with what you put out in the world#or maybe it was just how my anxiety brain operated lol idk always so overly cautious with everything#but I’ve noticed majority of people do list age nowadays (probably for inverse safety reasons)#so hey why not proclaim mine I’ve got nothing to loose#anyways wow my birth! The first day of living life! 19 times traveling around the sun!#COMMENSE FEARFUL SCREAMING#hplonesome art
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR JASH !!!
No clue if this is any good lol - I started this evening and it’s midnight now, so it was admittedly a tad rushed, but I really wanted to get something out there for this :]
I know you’ll almost certainly never see this, and it’s highly unlikely I’ll ever bring myself to post it on the evil bird site in which you reside [/vsilly], but thank you Mr. Jash for all you’ve done for me and the rest of the community. Your music means so much to me and so many other people, and I know it’s helped me at least work through my own issues ^^ plus, massive inspiration and motivation for me to get back into art [and learn to draw people, which I’ve only done and started enjoying because of your music] !!
A little more yapping + original image/context under the cut!
Had a lot of fun with the colors and textures on this one. Again no idea if it turned out well [and I am fairly certain the anatomy is a little fucked lol] but it was super fun to work on :D
The text in the background is simplified Mandarin Chinese [Hanzi]. Literally all it says is “happy birthday to you!” Over and over lol. No big meaning or anything, just a fun visual feature :]
This drawing is actually based on the image below (hence Jouse, which I was very happy to finally have the chance to draw, as well as the weird cake lol). I tried so damn hard to find the original image and I couldn’t, so I’m using a meme-ified version @rinrin-5409 sent me this morning. Thanks Rin! :3
#aurghhh honestly I do feel a teeny bit bad about over posting my Under My Skin art since I do somewhat care about that piece#but birthday takes top priority :] and I’ll live lol#oh also ! I’m not sure if I’ll be joining you all to kick off chaos week as it;s rather late for me and I’m a bit sick to be sacrificing#sleep lol. I’ll probably stick around anyways since it’s so close but in case I don’t#best of luck and have fun! I’ll at the very least get to see the carnage in the morning :p#happy birthday chonny jash!!#chonny jash#cj whole#<- kinda???#cj jouse#cj wwph#appalling mustelid tornado#tomcat disposables
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Wish upon a butterfly
#lies of p#pinocchio#fanart#for the art contest thing going on#at first i was indecisive abt joining but yknow what why not#anyway i'm pretty excited for this game
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i got thsc birthday art cooking i have just been very late this year :p but i was going insane with friends on aggie last night so here's a bit of that :3 and here's the full canvas if u wanna see others' arts too
#i feel really bad tumblr thsc community doesn't get to participate in twt events much so i'll try me best to update everything upcoming next#time here for you all as well if you'd be able to join#like that puff interview a few weeks back#also will ask anyone hosting art stuff on twt next time if i can share the link on tumblr too so u guys can join too !!!!!!!#the stickmin direct was a surprise yesterday but i should've posted about it quicker#happy 3rd birthday anyway guys love u guys /p#ALSO SHOUTOUT TO NEB FOR CATBOY REG AND CY FOR THAT CUCKOO HENRY @ COPPERRIGHT HELPP#and puff needs to stop accidentally liking and rt'ing copperright art that man is on thin ice /FUNNY#he did it twice only if he does it a 3rd time im considering copperright canon /J#thsc#the henry stickmin collection#copperright#right hand man reborn#reginald copperbottom#henry stickmin#scriboozles
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sorry my post is just to complain but guys i literally hate adobe after effects. i can not explain to you the mental torture and how LOW it has brought my mental health because I *need* to use it for my post production class because it's "industry standard". ADOBE After Effects has made me write off the entire film and video production industry as a turn off and I never want to do it ever again.
The amount of times this has crashed on me where I lost everything? 5+ hours of work? 8+ hours of work? It's my fault for not saving sometimes but I also have auto-save on. it didn't save anything so im just left with nothing.
You want a trip to burn out town really quick? Use adobe after effects in an academic setting where you have no choice but to use this program.
I have never in my life TOUCHED a program SO TERRIBLE that it made me never want to do anything about that form of art/media EVER AGAIN
#I'm ALSO going in and out of the hospital these past few weeks so im just bawling and crying and crying over losing this project just now#because it was due 3 days ago#and i cant finish it becvause i loste verything#im sorry to everyone reading this i just feel like an insane person#like if i tried to explain this to someone theyd just tell me to stop crying and to get over it#anyway cannot recommend adobe after effects any fucking less#never join advertising/film industry i guess?#im so miserable right now. AE is a constant crasher#i also got a new computer with 18RAM instead of 8RAM and it still did this#does anyone understand why i cant stop talking about this#it makes no logical sense that our industry relies on adobe THIS fucking much that a program that is KNOWN to crash often#is an industry standard i hate it here#its been 3 months of this#im in so much fucking physical pain thats why im going to the hospital and then i come home to this constantly#guys im so tired i hate Adobe with a passion i hate it so much#mod stuff#from kris p#may delete later but i have bad memory so ill forget and just never do that#when i say its fun im lying to you for masking/show. im lying
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i could talk all day about mori's treatment of dazai and the way he abused his power over him but i'd rather talk about the ways in which he is still doing it, despite dazai having left the mafia. as we know, dazai left the mafia under oda's instruction, a promise he made to his dying friend in which he said he would become a good person, and be on the side that saves people. oda said, the sides make no difference to you, so he knows for a fact that dazai has no reason to do these things, when good and evil are mere concepts for him and not something he feels drawn to either way. a take i've seen often and one that i quite like is not only did mori have oda killed for the mafia's own personal gain (the deal struck so that they could operate under legal means), but it falls back on mori grooming dazai to one day take his seat. up until this point, dazai has never had anything worth protecting, has never lost anything, has never grieved anything and never experienced the emotional call to despair.
odasaku's death and thus dazai's push into the light, which ends up being with the ada, is the final piece that mori needed to solidify that dazai would one day be able to take his place. they talk about it, dazai says you were afraid of me, weren't you? and in more ways than one, the statement is true. mori had always known that he would and always wanted for dazai to surpass him, but the husk that dazai had become by never wanting anything, never protecting anything scared him if dazai was to dispose of him and assume his seat, because although dazai is a genius, he was callous and didn't value anything. he wouldn't value the mafia like mori does, he wouldn't protect yokohama like mori does. during the guild arc, mori says if dazai was still my right-hand man, the guild would stand no chance. dazai inside of the mafia and outside of it exists as a powerful adversary to whomever he stands against, and i think this is one of many reasons why the ada and the port mafia exist somewhat in tandem. the port mafia and the ada overstep their boundaries from time to time with each other, but the truth lies in mori knowing that dazai could ruin them if he intended to.
in something of a tldr mori aims to push dazai out of the mafia just as much as he intends to keep him within it. he needs dazai to experience loss, needs him to experience what it feels like to protect something, what it feels like to want to protect something. the fact that after dazai left, mori has not replaced his seat as an executive. has not replaced dazai as his right-hand with someone else, continuously offers him his position back means he fully intends to have him back under his wing again, someday. means he fully expects, once dazai has experienced what he needs him to, that he will take over his position, and he will drive dazai back to him. yosano and dazai serve as two prizes that mori currently does not have on his mantle, and in the deal struck with the president of the agency, those are the two he is most likely to pluck out of their ranks to put right back into his own.
#abuse /#like we don't need to talk about how yes - dazai explains he exposed HIMSELF to violence and death and gore in order to feel#but who was the first person to expose him to these things? who was the person that implicated him in a murder labelled a death by illness?#“you will be my witness” - that night mori signed dazai's name on a contract dazai had no clue he had even drawn#mori made a fifteen year old boy the head of the port mafia's guerrilla squad ...#dazai was a child that needed guidance and he got the WRONG kind .. and im actually tired of people calling mori and dazai father/son#in a serious sense ... or in a GOOD sense. in a lot of ways you can pin that kind of DYNAMIC and not RELATIONSHIP on them#in the way a father raises his children to one day take over his own legacy. in the way a father moulds his children in his own image#in the way a father takes away the things his child loves most to punish him. to teach him a lesson.#mori wanted dazai to experience loss and grief and wanted to push him out of the mafia so that he would come back stronger#there are so many instances in which mori could have had dazai killed after he left and joined the ada and he didnt#dazai is an OPPONENT ... he is IN THE WAY if he isn't with the port mafia and so it serves that mori has and#HAS ALWAYS HAD more planned for him than this.#also like haha WEEIIRRRDDD that mori is allowed to take one member of the ada and he sends chuuya to mersault to .. some would say#to collect dazai. take it as a favour owed. your boss said i could have you AND the port mafia just saved your life.#and if not you - WHO? (if people survive this post arc) like WHO ELSE? is fit for the mafia?#dazai is self sacrificing. and it serves the GOOD side of him to go back. so that someone else doesn't have to suffer it.#anyway ramble over sorry everyone :p
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just a reminder that though we may explore darker and heavier topics, the kink rpc isn't a lawless land where anything goes. please show the same courtesy to kink writers as you would to any other writer. make sure to carefully read rules, respect any and all limits, and extend patience and care when requesting / discussing triggering topics ♡
#it's okay to reblog this.#indie kink rp#indie smut rp#thought i would share this because a lot of my mutuals have had jarring experiences lately and it's worrisome#for the most part it seems to be one or two bad eggs joining the community#but i thought it was worth putting out there anyway as a nice reminder just in case#psa.#made by p.
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i need brownies so fucking bad rn
#unrelated croomf has pissed me off to immeasurable amounts. reduced back to oomf#overthat#anyway#DY piece tn i need it to go#and also this song is soooo minhui i threw up everywhere#decided for better or for worse that kit will be implemented here instead of in the group w kyun.. kyun works best on his own for me idk#he’s not gnna have a massive part (for now) and i dont plan on him leaving 127 to join BB or anything so he’ll def stay on the side#buttttt i did start up a little gogo piece through his eyes#i rly like the idea of never writing in gg’s pov does that jst make me sound rly lazy#BECAUSE!!!!! IM NOT!!! well i am but not w this hear me out#he puts on so many faces with everyone and even if with some he’s more ‘him’ than with others he’s never really actually#gone the whole way bared his soul the whole shebang to everyone bar like one person. so he’s kinda lonely AS EFF!!!#and idk i js like the idea of him being (when u get down 2it) a stranger. he doesnt even wanna show himself to the narrative IJBOLLL#sooooo yeah. it does kinda sound like a cop-out 4 if he acts like a different person in every piece but i think ive been p consistent so#that one person was in dream btw.. he left partly because he was bored and felt like he’d end up going nowhere and#partly because he was HUMILIATED by doing all that he needed to pack his bags and get the fuck out its kinda funny#mention ** to him and he’ll look like that pic of that one 2000 yard stare soldier its serious#worse than saying ‘hyeonmin and jaehee are in the same room rn haha’ to yijun.. but barely anyone will ever find that out#ANYWAY! i like to think kit + cherryade are the closest to seeing minhui as he is right after redacted explosions gunshots#‘im on fire and i’ve got to break out’ + ‘i've had enough of this got to break it through’ LIKE ITS HIMMM!#and dont even mention the ‘got to leave all trouble living life on the double’ I HATE THIS OSNGGGG#They made it for him. IDGAF if it came out in 2001.#ok sorry for yapping i might go make toast#laters
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Yep okay I am once again pivoting directly back into Reborn mode (again)
Crumbs this game means so much to me
#heart of the void#of a city reborn (pokémon reborn)#I actually associate it a lot with selfshipping because I began playing it at about the same time as I found out about selfshipping online#though I had learned of the game itself about six months beforehand from someone I used to watch on youtube starting a playthrough#I actually started playing myself because he (I think) ended up on reshiram route and at the time I thought zekrom was better/nicer#so I wanted to see what that one was like by playing myself#however that was back when episode 18 was the last one available - now that 19/the full game is out I do prefer reshiram#(or at least I prefer anna’s route over lin’s route - where reshiram route is one of the requirements for reaching anna’s route)#I haven’t actually played the game much for far too long of a time.. but!#I am the recorder of the gameplay footage that will accompany the reborn fandub (which we’re currently casting for if anyone wants to join)#so that will allow me to re-experience the game~ which I’m looking forward to! ^-^#(..can you tell that I am hyped about it =P)#anyway. to tie all this back to here: I’d like to talk more about the game from a selfshipping context as well as the game by itself#so maybe I’ll have the motivation to do so here more!!#..on top of everything else I have to get done this month. like my research project report >~<#all that means I may not actually achieve this much.. but the desire is nevertheless there#and responsibilities are not my concern at twenty past midnight anyway. I should go to bed now
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i’m actually cookie run’s favourite guys :3
#i was already hyped over wind archer#and then forgot about him immediately because SHADOW MILK#anyways funnily enough like five mins before i was raging over shadow milk users in the arena#‘if you use shadow milk cookie we are now enemies’ welp if you can’t beat em then join em :P
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looking at chizuren supporters like

#truly ✨blessed✨ to see upwards of 3 chizuren supporters (esp since renren is p much just a manga char with not even have an mv of his own)#but it’s funny to see them say ‘i want renren to have a mv and become chizuchan’s suitor’ while criticising nghy in the same post#bc yes while renren is goated and nghy’s developments are way too rushed…#these two couples. like. have been introduced in the same way (through supplementary media out of the og hw trio’s control)#like they both p much originated in stories written by other people (the [redacted] anime staff who i have no respect for…)#(and shima.kage-sensei who is truly amazing for being able to make treasure (chizuchan manga) out of trash ([redacted] anime))#*a n d* they were both kinda. sorta. ‘implied’ to be ‘romantically’ affiliated with each of the lips*#*if you choose to read way too much into the koiiro and dotan.kyohi end sequences#**which. now that i think about it. both scenes canonically took place on the same day at around the same time… so. lol.#my condolences to chizuchan and hiyori for being shipped with a lip bc of. like. the last 30 or soseconds of a video#but anyways. ig chizuchan has the advantage of not receiving outrage bc hardly anyone shipped her with aizo in the first place?#so slidin’ in a bf hopeful for her was probably as easy as π#anyways. it’s. just funny to think about. renren’s side profile appeared for a few seconds in 1 chizuchan mv#and he’s already secured himself as the top contender for chizuchan’s bf#meanwhile nagisa’s first mv had hiyori appearances with kthn parallels,2 songs and mvs about his love for hiyori#and even *became* hiyori’s actual bf in the herohero single… and yet he still gets hated on while his gf is *still* shipped with yujiro lxl#gen retcon sure is a mess huh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i still love it though~~~~#(even though mona’s story doesn’t fit nicely into lxl’s timeline in any sense of the word~~~~~ giggity)#anyways live laugh love chizuren and nghy!!!!!!!#b u t man~~~~~~ i wish y’all could read the last 3 pages of ch 8 and join me onboard ss chizuren~~~~~~~#they’re so cute for each other i just!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa—#(anyways see y’all tomorrow for the lxl sportswear collab(???) im sure it’ll be absolutely horrible lmaoooooo)
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