#anyways I'mma end it here I want a flashy enough look that it takes off the weight of the face reveal for me | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

bibiana112 · 1 year ago

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@hecksupremechips that was ABSOLUTELY part of the idea tormenting me you understand my vision

Also I was thinking again about the idea of making video essays but I sorta realized I could actually really enjoy being onscreen but only if I was in like. Full drag

#I'm definitely not Good at it but my immediate circle of friends mostly is #a lot of the work here would be actually putting effort into those skills I neglected right #I'd do closet cosplays because the actual costume was whatever to me the part I always really liked is playing the character #so like crafts and makeup were things I gave up on really early especially cause I'm just bad at manual things #I joke that the only reason I can do art is because digital has ctrl z that kind of thing #like I said it could easily be too sensorially overwhelming to me to wear heavy artistic makeup #but it's the only way I can imagine myself comfortable in front of a camera #I'm honestly just not good at being physically perceived in general I'm so bad at noticing details on people's faces #I simply don't Get make-up and stuff because I never cared about it for me and for others I tend to pay doubled attention to other things #but ahhh this still sounds so fun but also so so much like something I'll leave in the realm of ideas instead of acting on ;w;#and also ''just don't do makeup'' I am insisting on this point cause it is important if I am not covered in glitter what's the point #anyways the niche topic I had a really throughout idea for a video on is silly little rpg maker horror games my favorite #and I already have a Ellen (witch from the witch's house) cosplay from when I was like I dunno 14 #so I imagined being my oc for most of it but also Ellen cosplay for a skit or the part of the video that is about the witch's house #but I can't wear it the same way I did back then I want to add like a bunch of extra details and accessories and flair and scawy makeup #anyways I'mma end it here I want a flashy enough look that it takes off the weight of the face reveal for me #and because it's fun and if I don't do it that way what's even the point #to be fair if I rang up my big sis who's actually done drag and told her I want her to do my makeup I think she would leap with joy lol

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