#anyway... woke up w a fever at 5am which took a few hours to break. which i was expecting bc i got vaccinated yesterday | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

phagodyke · 3 months ago

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every time I open the blinds of my bedroom window these last few days I've had this really weird feeling that something is wrong with the view and I've just realised now that the scaffolding which was up outside since we moved in (15 months ago) has FINALLY been taken down. put it backk the buildings naked 😭

#its so surreal to me why isnt it there #they had it on one side for 6 months and then random changed it to the other side for another 9 and now its just GONE. wild #anyway... woke up w a fever at 5am which took a few hours to break. which i was expecting bc i got vaccinated yesterday #but still disrupted my sleep a lot so im a bit shattered this morning but thats ok im taking it easy <3 #gonna polish my boots n write my shopping list n sort a card/package for my friend and then ill post it omw to food shop #and if i can do a round of laundry this afternoon once my roomies is done then thats basically all my essential chores done. and vacuum #oh and pick up my meds thjs morning too. and then im gonna paint my nails and play animal well and maybe watch another movey #me n a friend watched alien factor last night n need to work thru all the don dohlers now. 70s sci fi schlock my beloved MWAH #andddd im still sitting on my blue velvet review for letterboxd i just need to cut it down and make it coherent i have SO much to say #ive been feeling really okay lately. like at times id go so far as to say im happy. many things im content with in life rn #that might sound like a silly thing to say but i was chronically depressed for a solid decade. so this is kind of new for me still #i have bad moments and bad days ofc but they pass so much faster and easier. and there will always be things i want to work on #but i have a corner of peace now and thats so so important to me. trying my best to centre around it lets keep this flowing!#ok sap aside im gonna watch more true detective while i do my boots... even when im not suffering ill always love a grimdark drama hehe #.diaries

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