#anyway. sorry. this is my blog and as the aforementioned lack of friends here indicates you get my insecurities.
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i hate missing things i hate being tired and anxious and boring
#.txt#theres that meteor shower tonight and it's supposed to be really cool and not happening for another few years and etc#and the peak starts around midnight#amd i know some folks talking about getting together to watch it and i havent really made Friends this summer and i want to#and it's past my bedtime but it's a special case i can stay up#but it's 11:20. i just got off a twelve hour shift in which i had one half hour meal break.#if i stay up and try to talk to people i will either break down or explode on them#but i want to go!! i have not made enough of an impression on anyone to get invited to parties and when there are events i'm tired or anxiou#and when i really truly want to go chill with my coworkers and look at the stars i'm made incapable of doing that and genuinely having#a pleasant time#i'm glad i got this job but i want to fucking go home and i can't for two more weeks and then i have to go back to school#where things are collapsing in their own way#anyway. sorry. this is my blog and as the aforementioned lack of friends here indicates you get my insecurities.
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