#anyway. im trans/transmasc but thats as far as that goes for me. maybe demigender but thats not something you can explain to

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another year, another pride where i feel left out/like i cant participate because i dont know my gender or my sexuality and with the current situation in my country its hard to show pride in any way when even the circles that should accept you would rather shun you but i get the reason - if you show youre queer/lgbt outside youre not safe and are putting others around you at risk too... i used to wear a trans symbol pin in college but chickened out and took it off because i just didnt feel safe. and now its even worse. i also use he/him irl but even though i use it with my parents its only iver chat, i cant bring myself to do it in speech and its so awkward when i speak 😔