#anyway yeah the trousers i was gonna size up - the fabric looks kinda shit anyway with so many threads pulled out by cats etc
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anyways is 35 too early for a midlife crisis? asking for a friend
#i'm just having this overwhelming sense of#this isn't what i expected my life to be#this isn't what it was supposed to be#in so many ways big and small#and the terrifying suspicion that if i want to find a glimpse of happiness then i must accept that instead of dreaming of what could have be#*been#to let go of the 'I just need to get through this week'#and to accept that life is sometimes just this endless slog of work and dishes and laundry and the fucking litter box#day after day after fucking day#like#if i want to make clothes that look nice on me#then i need to work with my actual measurements and not off of somethign 2 sizes smaller#even if that sometimes feels like so much lipstick on a pig#yeah idk im really down on the whole body thing right now#covid left me with no appetite for two weeks or so and then it came back with a vengeance and ughhhhhh i guess yes set point theory is right#though i will also admit that i'm using food to fill some other empty spaces in my life right now#anyway yeah the trousers i was gonna size up - the fabric looks kinda shit anyway with so many threads pulled out by cats etc#everything is a fucking symbol these days huh
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