#anyway transition is weeeeeird i'm feeling so weird rn
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i don't like my haircut but everyone (and i mean everyone) loves my haircut ??? am i crazy
#i've never gotten so many compliments on a haircut#today our waiter said they were jealous because they were too scared to rock a 'cool punk haircut'#a goth teenager working at taco bell blurted out 'woah you look so cool' as soon as the opened the drive thru window#old lesbians love it#why do i hate it !!#i love the way it feels but i don't like looking at it#anyway transition is weeeeeird i'm feeling so weird rn#i'm so happy abt all the changes but its making me unhappy with my appearance overall because i'm not butch enough or man enough yet#even tho i KNOW that's bullshit#it's a feeling that has been very hard to shake#trying to think what is at the core of the feeling#maybe the ever present fear of rejection#but the result is that i'm rejecting myself#or perhaps it all stems back to my psychosexual obsession with a girl in my pre-school class#(just like every think that is wrong with me!!!)#joking#or am i ?#ok bye <3
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