#anyway the tl;dr of below is. sitting and watching something and just enjoying? COULDN'T BE ME | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mlobsters · 6 days ago

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thought you know, i should maybe try to start up the spn rewatch because it's been a hot minute. but i have 1x18 (the shtriga) up next and you know this would lead to a rant about john winchester and i don't know i have the mental or emotional energy for that -_-

#anyway the tl;dr of below is. sitting and watching something and just enjoying? COULDN'T BE ME #spn 1x18 #supernatural #i think ultimately it's like. i have thoughts and feelings about the shows i care about.#and the show i care about the most i have the most thoughts and feelings about #so it's hard to just sit and watch it and keep all that shit in my head #but also in trying to excise it from my head it ends up turning into a book report #which is exhausting. and i liked that aspect when i was watching for the first time #which by virtue of being the first watch i had less to say #but now that i'm starting over with all the knowledge of what's to come and ridiculous emotional attachment-#it's like everything has become meaningful. oh this little cute exchange of bickering and then dean gives a smile #like to indicate that he knows he's being an ass and he's acknowledging it to sam-this needs documentation #it doesn't! ugh. but if i can shove it in other people's faces then it's like having a conversation with someone about it #without having to know someone as ridiculous about this bullshit as i am to simmer with me in this moment and appreciate it #bah

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