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It feels extra little shitty if Kiriona hates needles and simultaneously has 12 ear piercing and half a dozen other ones across her face and body
You know, I'm still on my "despite how rad the aesthetic is, there's no way Gideon has a bunch of cool piercings" soapbox BUT this ask actually got me thinking...
Kiriona specifically might have some very interesting and complex feelings about piercings and/or any other version of body mod type stuff. Given how just about everything that's happened to her body since the end of GtN has been entirely out of her control... might be interesting to explore the ways she can control what happens to her body.
#you know that john mulaney bit where the realtor's like '...Could be a nursery đ'?#anyway that's me right now but it's '...Could be a fic idea đ'#so if anyone wants to take that and run with it. be my guest.#(also sorry for not getting to this earlier when we had that whole discussion going ack)#tlt#nona the ninth spoilers#ask#anonymous
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I have been trying to write fic (well, smut) set in a world where certain things are slightly different to serve the fic's plot.
However, each time I try I have run into a problem: my head insists I need to justify the changes - I need to know comprehensive details about how the world works so I can ensure everything is consistent and not too f'd up.
So I get bogged down, and don't write a word. What do?
In your position, Iâd sit down and write myself a bible.
This is how I did my prep for Barbie: Fairytopia.* And how Iâve done it for various works of fic presently on AO3⌠and how Iâm doing it right now for the new Sherlock Holmes and the Giant Rats of Sumatra III project. I was taught this art by my animation story editors at Hanna-Barbera, and itâs stood me in good stead. (Peter and I pulled down our first miniseries assignment from a company that told us âwe gave great bible.â And that was true.) đ
When I say âbibleâ I donât necessarily mean something that thick! (Though some of mine have been pretty hefty, with one TV projectâs bible running more than a hundred pages⌠because I knew I had skeptical and underinformed TV execs to convince about something historical.) For the kind of purpose weâre describing here, your prep bible could be quite short: maybe looking like a bullet-pointed âshopping listâ, five or ten pages long. It can be just as long or short as it needs to be to cover all your salient points.
The idea is simply to put down, in concrete form, a list of the main âdifferent thingsâ you need to know and remember about your alternate universe when youâre working in it. This is where you do your justification work, in as much or as little detail as you need to convince yourself youâve got the necessary bases covered. The virtual âstage managerâ who sits at the back of the theater of the Writing Department in your mind, judging when things are right, will be your guide here, and will advise you as to when youâve got enough and itâs time to stop. And once this stuff is down on the page, youâll be a position to judge critically whether everything makes enough sense to work with, and slots together correctly.
This is also a bit like (for the prose part of a project) outlining, in that itâs incredibly freeing. Once youâve got this background nailed down, you know you can safely turn your attention away from it and get down to the serious business: drama, and the character interactions that express it. (And inevitably as youâre doing the bible writing, you start getting ideas for how the substrate youâre laying down is going to affect the conflicts between and among the characters. The bible stage can be incredibly fruitful this way.)
It would be facile to describe the bibling process as âgetting the easy part over with firstâ. Because sometimes itâs not easy! But itâs worth doing first, because having done this first relieves you of the ongoing anxiety caused by knowing you may have to keep inventing or rationalizing stuff on the fly. (Which can produce the kind of micro-blocks that a writer can generally really do without.) âŚNot that youâre not going to be inventing things on the fly anyway: thatâs a normal part of the writing process. But the biggest and most obvious issues will have been handled already, and youâll know they have; which is always a weight off oneâs mind. And the fewer of those weights you have loading you down, when youâre in the midst of the labor of composition, the better.
Anyway, give it a shot and see how it works for you. And then you can, like the rest of us smut writers, get on to the really pressing business: making sure you havenât lost track of where all the charactersâ arms and legs (and things) are when youâre writing those hot steamy sex scenes. đ
Hope this helps!
*ETA: My remit on this job did include creating a bible for them. But I write a rough-draft one for myself first, including various meta that I needed but they didn't.
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Pairing: Law x reader Summary: When you're rushing to submit your university application on the last possible day, an unexpected encounter with a tall, tattooed surgeon at a hotel makes everything a bit less/more complicated. CW: Anxiety, procrastination, swearing, college mentioned Word count: 3k+ words Tags: Modern AU, romance, enemies to lovers lowkey, slow burn, humor, surgeon/medical A/N: YOU FREAKS IM BACKâźďż˝ďż˝âźď¸ This fic literally happened to me in real life like it's inspired from personal experience âwell, unfortunately without the Law partâbut it felt like something straight out of a movie/fanfic and it NEEDED to exist out there. Anyway so if any of you want a continuation perhaps....it could turn into a series????đ I had so much fun writing the dialogue between law and reader. Hope u enjoyyy. Let me know what u think :)
Returning from a short vacation at your parentsâ house should have been easy. But today, it felt unbearable. The heat was suffocating, the city streets felt endless, and none of it compared to the real problem at handâthe fact that today was the deadline for your university application.
You had plenty of time. You knew this was coming. And yet, you spent the past week lounging on your parentsâ couch, ignoring the looming deadline in favor of doing absolutely nothing. Now, in a desperate attempt to salvage your future, you were running through the city, searching for any open internet cafĂŠ.
Most were closed. They had small hordes of nerdy teenage boys loitering around, waiting for them to open and idly waste the afternoon on video games. When you asked, they shrugged, saying the cafĂŠs wouldnât open for at least another hour.
You didnât have an hour.
Panic clawed at your throat as you checked the time. If you didnât register for your third year, youâd be disqualifiedâor, at the very least, your life would become infinitely more complicated. Your stomach twisted at the thought. Every step you took through the crowded streets felt heavier, more hopeless. You werenât going to make it.
Then, you saw it. A hotel. It wasnât fancyâprobably a budget-friendly place for travelers passing through. It was your last hope.
You pushed through the glass doors without thinking, zeroing in on the man behind the reception desk. He had been talking to someone when you entered, but their conversation stopped the moment you rushed forward. You didnât even spare the other man a glance. You didnât have time for that.
The receptionist listened to your rushed, panicked explanation and, to your surprise, nodded in understanding.
âActually, the hotel has a computer room available. You can use it,â he said.
Relief flooded you. âThank youâseriously, thank you.â
He led you to the room, and the moment you stepped inside, your heart sank. It was small, cluttered, barely more than a glorified storage closet. And the computerâGod, the computer looked ancient, a relic from the 90s covered in dust.
But you didnât care.
You sat down, powered it on, logged in, and started filling out your information. Everything was going fine. Until the screen suddenly froze.
Your breath caught in your throat.
âNo, no, no. Fuck- You have to be kidding me.â This cannot be happening right now. Someone mustâve cursed you. How could you be so unlucky?
Frantically, you clicked the mouse. Nothing. You pressed a few keys. Still nothing. The whole system had locked up.
Swearing under your breath, you stormed back to the reception. âThe computer froze. Can you help?â
The man frowned, following you back into the room. He sat at the desk, clicking a few things, but it was clear he had no idea what he was doing. The more he fumbled, the worse you felt.
Then, sighing in defeat, he stood. âIâll ask someone.â
You barely paid attention as he left the room and called out into the lobby. âLaw?Do you know anything about computers? Come help.â
Heavy footsteps approached. A second later, another man entered the room. It was the man the receptionist had been talking to when you came.
And just like that, your stomach flipped for an entirely different reason.
He was tall. His presence filled the room instantly, suffocating in an entirely new way. He barely glanced at you as he moved toward the desk, but in that fleeting moment, you took in everything. Dark eyes. Tattoos, sprawling up his arms and chest, creeping beneath the open collar of his shirt. And his handsâhis fingers were long, marked with the word DEATH, and it was ridiculous, truly ridiculous, how your mind wandered for a second too long about what those hands would feel like around your throat. Something about his presence made it hard to look away.
Your body felt too warm. You blamed the heat.
He sat in front of the computer, working quietly. He moved with precision, like he already knew the problem before even touching the keyboard. The other man had to return to the reception desk, leaving you two alone in the small room.
Then, without looking up, he asked, âWhatâs your name?â
His voice was deep. Slow. You hated that it sent a small shiver down your spine.
You told him.
He finally glanced at you, shaking your hand. His grip was firm, warm fingers enveloped your hand.
âTrafalgar Law,â he said simply.
You raised a brow. âThatâs a mouthful.â
âYou can just call me Law.â
Your fingers slipped from his, but he didnât move away, still focused on the computer.
âSo,â he said, âwhat exactly were you trying to do here, young lady?â
Young lady? You bristled.
âTrying to submit my college application,â you muttered, arms crossing.
A smirk tugged at his lips. âLeft it for the last minute, didnât you?â
You scoffed. âThanks for the reminder, Mr. Perfect.â Your irritation flared. He didnât know you. He didnât know anything about you.
He chuckled under his breath, shaking his head before his eyes flicked back to you. âWhat are you even doing here, anyway? You donât look like a tourist.â
You shifted, hesitating for a moment before answering. âI was visiting my parents. But Iâm leaving in a couple of hours.â
His smirk falteredâjust for a second, so quick you almost missed it.
âI could say the same about you,â you added, tilting your head.
His smirk widened just slightly. âIâm here for a medical convention.â
That caught your attention. You blinked. âWaitâyouâre a doctor?â
His gaze met yours, unreadable. âSurgeon.â
You didnât know why that information made your stomach flip. Maybe it was the way he said it. Or the way he was still looking at you, like he was waiting for something.
The computerâs screen was dark now. The manâLawâtried to turn it back on, but nothing happened. Neither of you spoke.
He held your gaze for a second too long, as if deciding something. Then, without a word, he turned on his heel and walked out. You were left with only the hum of the old computer.
You exhaled sharply.
What the hell was that?
Before you could make sense of the moment, he returnedâthis time carrying a sleek, modern laptop. He set it down on the desk in front of you, flipping it open with one hand.
âUse this,â he said simply.
You blinked. âWait, what?â
âThe hotelâs computer is ancient. Youâre wasting your time.â He leaned against the desk, arms crossed over his chest. âUse mine.â
You hesitated. âAre you sure?â
âIf I wasnât, I wouldnât have offered.â
His tone was dismissive, like you were wasting his time by questioning him. Rolling your eyes, you sat down and pulled the laptop closer. It was fast, responsiveâso much better than the dinosaur of a computer you had been struggling with.
You started typing, fully aware of his presence hovering nearby.
After a minute, you glanced at him. âAre you just gonna stand there?â
âIn case you need help.â
You scoffed. âOh, so now youâre an expert on university applications too?â
A smirk tugged at his lips. âNo, but considering you waited until the last second to do this, Iâd say you could use some supervision.â
You shot him a glare. âI donât need supervision.â
âDebatable.â
Your fingers tightened around the mouse, and you forced yourself to focus on filling out the application instead of arguing with him. But it wasnât easy, not when you could feel his gaze lingering, watching your every move.
After a minute, you glanced up, noticing the tattoos creeping out from under his sleeves.
âSeriously?â you said, cocking an eyebrow. âTrying to look mysterious with all that ink? You think that makes you intimidating?â
His eyes flickered to his tattoos before returning to yours. There was something a little smug about the way he smirked. âMaybe I like it,â he said, a glint of challenge in his voice. âNot that itâs any of your business.â
You laughed, leaning back slightly in the chair, eyeing him. âOh, Iâm sure you think it makes you look all tough. But whatâs the deal with all of it? Some kind of âbad boyâ aesthetic youâre going for?â
He raised an eyebrow at you, unamused. âItâs not about looking tough. Itâs about expression. You wouldnât understand.â
âExpression, huh?â You smirked, your fingers moving faster over the keyboard, trying to focus. âLooks more like a cry for attention to me.â
His lips curled into a darker smile, the playful tone shifting into something more intense. âMaybe I want people to notice. Maybe I donât care if you understand.â
âYeah, I bet. Probably trying to distract everyone from your actual personality,â you shot back, your voice dripping with sarcasm. âWhatâs next? Youâre gonna tell me youâve got some deep, brooding backstory to go along with all this art?â
He gave you a flat look, but the smirk never fully left his lips. âIf I did, I wouldnât be sharing it with someone who canât even bother to apply to university on time.â
Your head snapped up, eyes flashing. âOh, youâre gonna bring that up again?â
He shrugged, uncaring. âWhat can I say? Iâm just pointing out the obvious. You seem like the type to talk a big game but canât back it up when it matters.â
âYouâre full of yourself, huh?â You leaned forward, looking directly at him. âMaybe youâre just mad because youâre too busy getting tattoos to actually have any real emotions. Trying to hide behind your ink?â
His eyes narrowed, an edge to his voice now. âYou donât know shit about me.â
You couldnât help the challenge that rose within you. âYeah, well, you donât exactly seem like the type to open up to anyone.â
The tension between you grew, charged and thick, but neither of you looked away. The air was filled with a sharp sort of energy, the kind that made everything feel slightly out of control.
He broke the silence first, his tone still steady but carrying an edge. âWhat makes you think I want to open up to you?â
You shrugged, lips curling into a taunting smile. âMaybe because you're not as tough as you act. Youâre just scared of someone seeing through your bullshit.â
He looked at you for a long moment, his gaze flicking over your face like he was sizing you up. Then, without a word, he turned his attention back to the laptop and leaned against the desk again, his posture rigid, as if youâd pushed him too far.
For a few beats, neither of you said anything.
Silence stretched between you, heavy with something unspoken.
Then, he spoke. âYou said youâre leaving in a few hours?â
You nodded. âYeah. My bus is later today.â
He hummed in acknowledgment, but he didnât move. If anything, he seemed to settle in, as if this was exactly where he intended to be.
Curiosity got the better of you. âSo, what exactly do you do?â
He glanced at you, then exhaled through his nose, almost like he wasnât planning to answer. But after a beat, he did. âIâm a surgeon. I told you, didnât I?â
Your hands paused over the keyboard. ââŚWait, seriously?â
âNo, Iâm lying for fun.â
You rolled your eyes, but there was no mistaking the flicker of surprise that crossed your face. So he wasnât lying? He didnât seem much older than youâmid-to-late twenties, maybeâand yet, a surgeon? That explained the quiet confidence, the sharp, assessing way he looked at things.
âHuh.â You returned to typing, still processing the thought. âI guess that makes sense.â
âWhat does?â
You hesitated, then smirked slightly. âThat you act like you know everything.â
He chuckled lowly, shaking his head. âI donât act like I know everything.â
âYou kinda do.â
âAnd yet, I was right about you needing help.â
âWait,â you said, still reeling from the revelation. âHow old are you, anyway?â
He paused, clearly considering whether he should answer. âTwenty-six,â he finally said.
You frowned. âAnd youâre already a surgeon? Thatâs⌠impressive.â
He didnât seem to care much about the praise. âItâs just a job. Youâre the one whoâs in university, right? What are you studying?â
You stopped typing for a moment, taken off guard by the question. âPsychology,â you said, not quite sure why you were suddenly sharing so much with him. âIâm thinking about specializing in clinical psychology or maybe counselling. Something to help people.â
He nodded thoughtfully, his expression serious now. âThatâs noble. But itâs not an easy path.â
You smirked. âWell, if itâs worth doing, it was never meant to be easy, right?â
He looked at you, his gaze softening for a second before he turned his attention back to the laptop. âTrue. But it can be frustrating. Surgery is like that tooâpeople think itâs all glory, but itâs hard. It takes more than just knowledge. There are lives on the line every day.â
Your fingers hovered over the keyboard, the weight of his words sinking in. You hadnât really thought about it like that, especially not from someone who was actually living it. âSounds intense.â
âIt is. But you learn to manage it. You have to.â His voice was quieter now, almost like he was lost in thought. âThatâs why Iâm here, actually. A medical convention. I mentioned it earlier.â
You blinked, still processing what he had said. âA medical convention? Here?â
He nodded. âYeah. Itâs in the city for a couple of days. Most of it is boring, but itâs part of the job.â
You couldn't help but laugh a little. âIt sounds like the kind of thing youâd be more interested in than, I donât know, enjoying the city.â
He gave a rare, genuine smile. âMaybe. But Iâm not really here to sightsee.â He looked at you again, his expression softening for just a second. âI donât usually get time to myself, honestly. The jobâs demanding.â
There was an unexpected vulnerability in his words, and for a moment, you saw a side of him you hadnât expected.
Before you could respond, your screen flashedâconfirmation. Your application had been successfully submitted.
Relief crashed over you. âOh my God. I did it.â
You leaned back in your chair, exhaling a breath you hadnât realized you were holding. It was done. You wouldnât have to suffer the consequences of your own procrastination after all.
Law glanced at the screen, then back at you. He seemed disappointed. Time passed too quickly. âGuess you got lucky.â
You groaned. âCanât you just let me have this win?â
âIf you wanted a win, you shouldnât have cut it this close.â
You gave him an unimpressed look, but before you could fire back, he pulled out his phone and handed it to you.
You blinked at it. ââŚWhat?â
âYour number.â
Your breath caught for a second.
He wasnât asking. He wasnât even looking at you, as if this was just an afterthought to him. But the way his fingers gripped the phoneâjust tight enough to betray the fact that maybe it wasnât as casual as he made it seemâtold you otherwise.
You raised an eyebrow. âWhat makes you think Iâll give it to you?â
He finally met your gaze again, a small smirk playing at the corner of his lips. âCall it a gut feeling.â
Damn him.
With a small huff, you took the phone from his hand and started typing.
Law watched as you typed in your number, his arms crossed, expression unreadable. When you handed the phone back, you couldnât help the smirk tugging at your lips.
âYouâre planning to call me? See me again?â
He scoffed, slipping the phone into his pocket. âDonât get ahead of yourself.â
âOh? Then whyâd you ask?â
His jaw tightened for half a secondâso quick you almost missed it. Then, with a slow shrug, he muttered, âMaybe I like to keep an eye on people who make dumb decisions.â
You let out a breathy laugh. âRight. Because procrastinating an application is a crime now?â
Law tilted his head slightly, studying you. âItâs reckless. But I guess you enjoy living on the edge.â
You rolled your eyes but didnât argue. Instead, you glanced at the time and felt the reality of your departure settle in. Your bus would be leaving soon.
Pushing your chair back, you stood up, adjusting your bag. âWell, guess I should get going.â
He cleared his throat, as if dismissing the moment, and straightened up. âAnyway, I guess itâs good youâve got this sorted. Youâve got your bus to catch and all.â
You stared at him, unsure of why you suddenly didnât want to leave. Something about the conversationâabout himâwas making you rethink everything.
You hesitated, before speaking. âYeah. Iâve got to go. But⌠thanks for the laptop. I honestly donât know what I wouldâve done without it.â
He shrugged nonchalantly, though his eyes followed you closely. âNo problem. Just donât make a habit of waiting until the last minute next time.â
You shot him a look, but he was already watching you with that unreadable expression again, dark eyes glinting with amusement.
He didnât say anything at first. Didnât move, either.
For a man who had spent the last 45 minutes teasing and judging you, he looked⌠hesitant.
His fingers tapped against his phone in an irregular rhythm, like his body was betraying the indifference he was trying to project.
You tilted your head. âWhat? No sarcastic comment? No parting words of wisdom?â
He exhaled through his nose. ââŚNothing.â
But it wasnât nothing.
There was a pause, a hesitation so thick you could almost touch it. Then, just as you turned toward the door, you caught the slightest movementâhis fingers twitching, like he was about to reach out. But he didnât.
You bit your lip.
Something about the way he held himself, rigid and unreadable, sent a strange, conflicting feeling through you.
You took a step forward, then stopped. Looking back at him, you said goodbye.
You turned back toward the exit, feeling his gaze still burning into you as you walked away.
You left, but that feeling didnât. Something about the way heâd been so close, his gaze lingering, made you hesitate for just a second.
And somewhere in the back of your mind, you wondered if youâd ever see him again.
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Hi can you write a Melissa x reader with enemies to lovers, a true slow burn, and the reader only calls her âSchemmentiâ until the turning point where the reader finally calls her âMelâ? Thank you!
Hola! Here ya go! I have to say that it was fun, and I did not do an evil laugh at some point while writing this⌠đ. Anyway, like I said previously, hope youâll enjoy my period driven fics for the next week cause this one gots the smut too. (I regret nothing⌠I might in a week *shrugs*). Anyway, not edited in the slightest and I hope you like it!
On another note: I made a masterlist and Iâm quite proud of it *does self five*. But then 5 minutes later the wifi craps out so Iâll be adding this one to it when it decides to work again as I need my laptop to do it. And if you want to be added to my taglist then let me know peeps!
Fine Line
Warnings: smut, I think thereâs swearing but Iâm too lazy to check
Words: 4.3k
You come storming in the break room and slam the door open, then proceed to stomp to the fridge. Melissa trails your movements and sees that youâre in a pissy mood this morning.
âSomeone woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.â Melissa teases you.
You throw your lunch in the fridge and slam the door shut then go to the coffee machine.
âI donât have the patience for you right now Schemmenti.â You snap at her. You pour the coffee in your mug.
âAre you alright dear?â Barb asks you and you sigh.
âJust a rough morning.â You tell her gently.
Melissa has always seen how both of you treat each other differently. You both have a short fuse and didnât like each other from the start. You accidentally pissed her off one too many times during the week and you got mad and started arguing back at her. Now itâs a year later and it hasnât changed.
Melissa eyes you and you catch it and glare at her before walking out of the break room and Melissa smiles. If Melissa was being completely honest, she doesnât mind the little rivalry. She has fun with you and enjoys how hot you look when youâre mad at her.
You on the other hand want Melissa to just avoid you, you have no idea why she enjoys torturing you and you want her to leave you alone instead.
Melissa stops by your classroom on her way to the break room at lunch. âHave you simmered down at all?â She jokes to you and you roll your eyes.
âI have and then I see you and it goes right back up.â You retort back and Melissa smirks. âWhat are you doing here Schemmenti?â
âI work here.â She tells you and you huff in annoyance and glare at her.
âYou know what I meant.â You snap a bit at her.
âI came to see you.â She tells you and you sigh. She likes to come see you before she goes on lunch everyday and quite frankly, today, you donât have the patience for her. So you stand up and walk towards the door. Melissa sees you walking over and she unconsciously licks her lips.
âI already told you that I donât have the patience today for you Schemmenti.â You tell her, then slam the door in her face and lock it. Melissa huffs then defeated, she walks to the break room. Melissa likes talking to you, she just doesnât know how to without making you annoyed at her. She already admitted to herself that she has a crush on you and she wants you to see her as more than a rival and more than a friend too.
âHow do I talk to y/n without her getting mad at me?â Melissa asks Barb in the break room and Barb is stunned by the question. She thought that you and Melissa were gonna wanna keep this rivalry forever.
âWhy?â Barb asks.
âBecause I want to try and be friends with her instead of enemies.â Melissa says and leans back and crosses her arms.
âWell you could start with not insulting and teasing her.â Barb starts.
âEverytime I try it seems like I just annoy her. Like she thinks Iâm joking or playing with her mind.â Melissa says.
âWell you did get mad at her everyday for her first 2 weeks.â Barb reminds her. âMaybe start with an apology.â Melissa sighs, itâs worth a try and she stands up, grabs her lunchbox and yours from the fridge, then walks to your classroom.
When she gets to your door, she stands in front of it for a moment then knocks. You answer it a few seconds later, when you see Melissa there you go to close it again but she stops it with her foot. âI brought your lunch for you.â She tells you and holds up your lunchbox. You open the door and stare at her confused.
âWhy?â You ask.
âBecause itâs lunchtime and you should eat.â She simply tells you.
âDid you do something to it?â You ask and Melissa huffs.
âNo, because Iâm not 12.â She tells you and hands you your lunchbox. You take it and just stare at her confused. Melissa then walks to her classroom and continues to eat her lunch while grading some tests.
Thereâs a knock at her door and she gives a âcome inâ. She finishes grading the question and finally looks up and sees you standing there, looking at her curiously. âYes?â She asks and you sigh.
âWhy were you being nice to me?â You ask her and she drops her pen on her desk and lifts her glasses up to the top of her head.
âI just brought you your lunch, thatâs all.â She tells you.
âBut why?â
âBecause youâre having a rough morning and youâd have an even worse day if you didnât eat.â She tells you.
âAnd thatâs all?â You ask her.
âYa.â She says and you turn to leave but glance back at her.
âThank you.â You tell her and she looks at you.
âYouâre welcome hon.â She tells you and you close her door and leave to your classroom.
Melissa smiles after you leave. Thatâs the first normal conversation sheâs had with you and you even thanked her. She thinks maybe now you wonât take everything she says the wrong way. When she thinks back on that thought, she thinks that itâs nice to have dreams.
You walk into the break room the next day in a better mood than yesterday and Melissa looks up and smiles at you.
âMorning.â She tells you and you look at her confused.
âWhat do you want Schemmenti?â You ask her and she sighs.
âNothing, just saying morning to you.â She tells you and you eye her suspiciously but then continue with what you were doing.
After you leave the break room, Melissa sighs. âEverytime.â Melissa mutters.
âWow, she really does take everything you say the wrong way.â Barb says beside her and she turns and glares at Barb.
âReally? I didnât notice.â Melissa says sarcastically but Barb just smiles.
âJust because you brought her lunch one time doesnât mean that reverses a year of rivalry.â Barb tells her and Melissa sighs then gets an idea and smiles. âWhat did you just think of?â Barb asks cautiously.
âThat maybe I could bring her lunch more often, as in something that I made. No one says no to anything I make.â She says proudly and Barb looks at her sceptically. Barb then prays that this doesnât end badly.
The next day, Melissa brings an extra lunch for you. You stay in your classroom during lunch again. You end up staying in your classroom during lunch quite often, mostly to avoid Melissa. You start to think you should pack food that doesnât need to be refrigerated and keep your lunchbox with you in your classroom. Youâre grading one of your students' homework when thereâs a knock on your door. âCome in.â You say and finish what youâre writing then look up. Melissa is there with a smile on her face.
âHi.â She says
âI was starting to think you forgot about me, bummer.â You tell her and her smile doesnât falter. âWhat are you doing her Schemmenti?â You ask and she walks up to you.
âI brought you lunch.â She says and you look and donât see your lunchbox.
âThen why isnât my lunchbox with you?â You ask her.
âBecause I didnât bring your lunch to you. I brought something I made for you.â She tells you and you look at her surprised.
âWhat?â You deadpan.
âI made food last night, and brought some leftovers for you.â She says.
âWhy?â
âBecause I did.â She says and sets the food on your desk.
âI donât want it.â You tell her.
âNo one ever says no to anything I make.â She tells you.
âWell Iâm saying no to you now.â You tell her.
âThatâs because you havenât tried it yet.â She tells you and crosses her arms.
âIf I try it and still say I donât want it then will you go away?â You ask and she nods. Reluctantly you sigh and take a bite. You go tell her to now leave then it hits your tastebuds and you freeze. It was good, like really good, the best food youâve tasted. And now you reluctantly tell her no to the food and tell her to leave. âThere, I tasted it and Iâm still telling you to leave.â You say and she looks at you unconvinced.
âI saw you hesitate, you love it.â She tells you and you know youâll have to admit you do like it but donât want it here.
âOk it was probably the best thing I ever tasted but I donât want it or you here.â You tell her and she looks offended.
âWhy?â She asks.
âBecause in case it escaped you, I donât like you and you donât like me. Weâve been enemies since I got here since I was an easy target for you. So now, please leave.â You tell her and she looks defeated but takes her food and leaves.
You think sheâd give up but she doesnât, sheâs very stubborn, but so are you. She brings you lunch for a week before you finally blow up at her.
âBrought you lunch again hon. Maybe youâll actually have it today.â She tells you and you sigh and rub a hand on your temple. She walks in and your anger thatâs been building all week finally lets go.
âMELISSA WILL YOU PLEASE STOP!â You say and she freezes. âI donât want anything you make! What I do want is for you to leave me alone. Forever!â You say and she actually looks upset which catches you off guard but still stick to what you want. âI donât want you to talk to me or to bring me food ever again. Weâre co workers, nothing more.â You tell her and she lets out a huff then snatches her food.
âFine.â She snips and starts walking out of your classroom. âTry to be nice and this is what I get.â She mutters. You hear it and youâre confused. She was trying to be nice? Wtf?
A month goes by and to your surprise, Melissa does leave you alone. She doesnât even look your way anymore. She pretends you donât exist and for the first week you actually like it. Then the second week hits and it turns out you miss the rivalry you had with the redhead. You keep glancing at her throughout the week and she keeps feeling like sheâs being watched and looks up and you look away quickly. If Melissa ever catches you staring at her then she doesnât comment on it.
After a month, you go to talk to her. You both have a prep second period so you go and knock on her door. âCome in.â You hear and you enter.
She glances up to see who it is and she does a double take. âWhat do you want?â She says with a bit of anger and sadness lacing it.
You close the door then turn around and face her. You donât seem annoyed, she thinks, more frustrated about something.
âDid you mean what you said a month ago?â You ask and she quirks an eyebrow.
âYouâll have to be more specific. I said a lot of things a month ago.â She says and you walk over and sit on one of the students desks.
âThat you were trying to be nice.â You say and she looks stunned.
âYou werenât supposed to hear that.â She says.
âSo it was true? You were trying to be nice?â You ask and she rubs her temple and nods.
âBut why? You have been nothing but mean to me since I got here.â You state.
âI know.â She says. âAt first it seemed like you just did everything wrong to make me mad but then I realised you didnât know what you were doing and I was gonna stop but I found it a bit amusing to see your annoyed reactions. Then I wanted to stop fully 6 months later but you keep taking everything I say wrong. And I canât say I blame you.â She says and you look at her stunned.
âWhat exactly are you saying Schemmenti?â You say and she quirks an eyebrow.
âYou know last time you spoke to me, you called me Melissa.â She says and you look at her confused.
âI did?â
âYou were telling me to get the fuck out and leave you alone but ya, you called me Melissa.â She says and you roll your eyes.
âObviously an accident.â You tell her and she rolls her eyes at you.
âWell I donât know about you but I want to put the whole rivalry to an end and maybe actually get to know each other.â She tells you and you look at her stunned.
âYou do?â You ask and she nods. âYou mean you donât want to annoy each other again?â You ask and she quirks an eyebrow again at you.
âObviously we still will but more friendly this time. Thatâs if you want to possibly become friends.â She says cautiously and you smile.
âI think that could happen.â You tell her and you get off the desk. âWell I gotta get back and finish some grading or my students might revolt as Iâm apparently taking too long to grade the tests, like I got nothing else to do.â You say dramatically and she giggles.
âHey y/n.â She says and you look at her. âIâm sorry for how I treated you when you got here.â She tells you genuinely and you smile.
âI forgive you. And Iâm sorry for how I treated you too.â You tell her.
âItâs alright, I would have reacted the same if I had someone being mad at me everyday.â She jokes and you laugh. You go to leave then glance back at her when you reach the doorway.
âSee you around Melissa.â You tell her and she freezes and looks at you stunned. You smile at her and she smiles back at you.
âSee ya around y/n.â She tells you. You nod, tap the doorway once and then leave. And for the first time in a month, Melissa feels hope with you.
A week goes by and you and Melissa stay true to your word. Everytime you enter the break room, she says good morning to you and you say it back to her. Barb looked at you guys suspiciously for a second, thinking she heard you both wrong. But after glancing at the trio, she realised she heard you both correctly, if the trioâs shocked expressions are anything to go by.
You come in at lunch everyday and you mostly go to the table and couch and do some work there while you eat. On Monday of the third week of you two getting along, she brought you a coffee while you did your work during lunch. You look up and smile and thank her.
âWhatcha working on hon?â She asks you and glances at your paper.
âDescriptions of their hero.â You tell her and you hand her the one you were grading.
âThis is cute.â She says and hands it back to you.
âYa, most of them chose their parents or a celebrity. But I got concerned when I read this one.â You tell her and hand her one of them. She reads it then laughs after a minute.
âI think this little one is on the right path to be a little Wednesday Addams.â She tells you and you laugh.
âMaybe thatâs their goal.â You joke with her. And neither of you notice but everyone is looking at you two shocked.
When it comes to a month of you two actually being nice to each other, you realise you have feelings for her and you get annoyed at yourself. You just became friendly with her and now feelings had to get involved. The thing you have to realise is, is that there is a fine line between love and hate.
You start to ignore her a little bit, in the hopes of your feelings going away. They donât though. And to make it worse, Melissa notices the change in how you treat her. She comes in your classroom during both your prep, without knocking , after a week of you ignoring her a bit.
âWhatâs going on with you?â She questions right away.
âWell hello to you too.â You joke.
âHi.â She says and then sighs. âNow what is going on with you?â She repeats.
âWhat do you mean?â You ask.
âWhat do I mean.â She says with a chuckle and huffs. âI mean, why do you sometimes ignore me?â She asks and you sigh.
âIâm not.â You say and honestly, you donât even believe yourself. Melissa crosses her arms and that unintentionally lifts her chest up a bit and you stare at her chest. She catches on to you staring and looks down to what youâre looking at. She looks back up, confused, until she puts the pieces together and she smirks.
âWhy are you staring at my chest?â She asks and you snap out of your trance.
âWhat?â You ask and she walks towards you until sheâs right in front of you.
âI said, why are you staring at my chest?â She repeats and you gulp.
âI- I wasnât.â You say and she leans down and puts her hands on the arms of your chair, effectively giving you a view of right down her shirt. And you try to not stare at it, but the view of it is just too good not to stare.
âDo you like me y/n?â She asks you and you look up at her eyes. You see the curiosity and hope in them.
âI do ya.â You tell her and look down at your lap. She puts a finger under your chin and forces you to look back up.
âI like ya too hon.â She tells you and your jaw drops. She smiles warmly at you then closes your mouth with the finger still under your chin. Then she leans in and kisses you and your brain shuts down. She pulls back after a second and sees your reaction and laughs. âDid I make you short circuit?â She teases you and you stare. âIâll take that as a yes.â She tells you and you snap of your very deep trance.
âWhat?â You ask and she giggles.
âI made you short circuit didnât I?â She repeats and you nod embarrassed. âNo need to be embarrassed, it actually makes me happy I have that kind of effect on someone.â She tells you.
âMel, youâre stunning, of course you have that kind of effect.â You tell her dramatically.
âOh Iâm stunning am I?â She asks you and you nod. âAnd you called me Mel.â She says and your eyes widen.
âSorry Melissa.â You tell her.
âNo, go back to Mel. I like it.â She tells you and you blush. You still have the view of down her shirt and you rub your thighs together. She notices and she smirks. She then casually sits on your lap with her legs on the sides of the chair and kisses you. You kiss her back this time and she smiles in the kiss. She makes out with you for about 5 minutes then you buck your hips and she pulls back and stands up and you whine. âPatience you. How about you come back to my place after?â She says and you nod with a smile. âPerfect now, hand me your phone.â She says and holds her hand out. You give her a confused look and she smiles. âSo I can give you my number.â She tells you and you scramble to get your phone out and then give it to her. She giggles as she takes it then puts her number in and texts herself. âGreat, now we have each otherâs numbers. See ya tonight.â She tells you with a wink then hands you your phone back then turns and leaves.
She gets a text from you not 5 minutes later.
You: was your plan for me to not be able to concentrate the rest of the day?
Mel: Possibly
Mel: Did it work?
You: Possibly
Mel: see you tonight right after school.
Mel: *sends address*
You: canât wait
Mel: donât touch yourself! I know I left ya hot and bothered
You: Ffs
Melissa smiles at that then you both continue out the day. Of course she canât resist teasing you. Like sending you winks whenever she sees you, touching your thigh when she comes to join you on the couch during lunch, pressing you up against the wall during⌠oh wait, that last one was in your daydream.
When you get to her place though, that daydream comes true. As soon as you walk in through the door, she closes it, slams you against it and kisses you roughly. She then trails down to your neck and immediately sucks it. You think sheâs trying to be quick about this with the pace and intensity sheâs doing it at.
âYou have no idea how long Iâve dreamed of doing this with you.â She says between kisses on your neck.
âHow long?â You ask curiously and out of breath.
âAbout 6 months.â She says and you gasp, from shock of her answer and pleasure of her sucking your neck again. She then pulls your top off and inclips your bra then taking that off of you. She stares at you with a smile then cups your breasts and leans in to you. â6 months Iâve held off wanting to kiss you.â She says and starts moving her hands in a circle, causing your breasts to move a bit and your nipples get played with at the same time. âNow that I have you, Iâm not holding back. Especially since you were ignoring me for a week.â She tells you and you groan.
âItâs because I realised my feelings for you, and we just started to be friends and I thought if I ignored you, my feelings would go away. But they didnât.â You tell her and she smirks.
âI donât care for the reason Bella. Just know that youâll get properly punished.â She tells you with a low pitched voice and you shiver. While you were distracted, she pulls down your pants and underwear at the same time, you step out of them and she spreads your legs. You finally clue in to what sheâs about to do. âMel, shouldnât we go to your be-.â And what you were about to say was cut off with a gasp from you as she goes and sucks your clit hard, right away. You get close to an orgasm and you hold on to her head and lean against the wall so you donât fall down. but once you come, you collapse. Luckily she catches you as she knew youâd fall. She then picks you up and carries you to her bedroom and places you on the bed with a pillow under your head. Youâre still blissed from your orgasm that you donât realise that sheâs out of view until she comes back. You look and your brain shuts down again. She comes back completely naked and wearing a strap.
She crawls on the bed and kisses your lips, you taste yourself on her and you moan. While kissing you, she grabs the strap and gently slides it in through your entrance and you squeak into the kiss. She gives you a second to adjust then she goes and moves in and out of you quickly and hard. You start gasping and moaning and she does check in with you. âIs this ok?â She asks and you nod.
âYes, ple-please d-donât stop!â You tell her and she smiles. She puts one of your nipples in her mouth and you come again 20 seconds later. She doesnât stop though and youâre over sensitive as you already came twice.
âI still have to come baby.â She tells you and you whine. You end up coming again and then she comes right after. She stops immediately and leans her head on your shoulder and catches her breath. Then she pulls out of you gently and flops over beside you on her back. She takes the strap off and grabs the Kleenex on her nightstand. She cleans both of you then spoons you. You shift so that youâre on your side so you can spoon properly. She leans up a bit and kisses your forehead then lays back down and pulls you in closer to her.
âI really enjoyed that.â You tell her and she giggles.
âGood, Iâm glad.â She says and tucks a strand of hair behind your ear.
âDidnât know youâd be so intense.â You tell her and she laughs.
âWell I guess a week of being ignored would do that.â She says and you laugh. You turn around in her arms so that youâre face to face and she smiles at you. âHi beautiful.â She tells you.
You smile back at her. âHi Mel.â You say. âThis wasnât a one time thing right?â You ask cautiously.
âOf course not. I want to do it again. For as long as youâll have me.â She tells you and you smile.
âWell I guess unfortunately for you, youâre stuck with me.â You tell her teasingly.
âOh, Iâm so unlucky that I have to wake up to this beautiful face every morning.â She says and boops your nose and you giggle. You then nuzzle into her neck and fall asleep. She wraps an arm protectively around you and falls asleep as well.
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I'm slowly working away at the new fic. đ It's just coming to me in little bursts of inspiration that I quickly am trying to translate into some kind of story while the ideas are fresh. My very long workdays are currently taking up most of my time, but I think I've made decent progress. It's at around 1,600 words so far but I have barely cracked into all the stuff I want to write so I'm predicting that this will probably end up being a long one. Hope you don't mind that. đ
Oh, and fair warning that it's going to be a little more violent than my fics with Wade if you're bothered by that kind of thing. But this is Victor Creed so it kind of comes with the territory and I do my best to try to keep these guys more true to their characters. As best as I can in a fic that involves tickling anyways. đ¤Ł
Sneak peek below the cut? Yes. Yes, there is. đ Hope you like it so far!
"Sounds like someone needs to be taught a lesson. I've got you pretty helpless right now, runt. There's a lot of things I could do to make you suffer. For instance, I could go ahead and just rip your arm right out of its socket....," he yanked a little hard on Jimmy's trapped left arm as proof of his superior position, eliciting an uncomfortable grunt from below.
He grinned as his hand that was holding James by the face against the ground slid down to grasp the back of the neck.
"Hmmm, could always break your neck if I want to make it quick for ya. It all could be over in just a few seconds. How's that sound?"
"If you're going to do somethin' then do it already. I'm not your fucking cat toy," James snarled, always annoyed by these games that Victor liked to play as he would much rather have him just get it all over with, but the other simply chuckled.
"You're right, that would be too easy. And where'd be the fun in that?"
He released his hold on James' head, moving his hand to its next position.
"We should probably take it slow. Prolong your agony. Was just thinking of how easy it would be for me to snap all of your ribs....one...by....one..."Â
In a less lethal way of demonstration, he tweaked a few ribs going down James' exposed side, feeling the muscles strangely began to spasm beneath.Â
"Ahh! Hey watch it! Get your lousy paws offa me!" James barked in demand as his body flinched from each soft pinch that he received while Victor stared down at him curiously.
He took a moment to pause the torment as he went over in his mind the reaction that his brother had just had. There was no way that he had hurt him doing what he had done. He had barely touched him and yet he seemed quite bothered by it, more so than he would have if Victor had caused him actual pain.
Seeing his brother twitch beneath him like that sent Victor's mind into a state of deja vu and soon some memories from long ago started to resurface. It was at this point that he finally realized what the issue was, unable to contain the devilish grin blooming across his face.
"Hey Jimmy boy..."
#This has been fun so far#Am I doing this right?#Hope you all stick around for the ride#ticklish!wolverine#ticklish!logan#ler!sabretooth#ler!victor#wolverine tickle#tickle fic#tickle fic in progress#wip
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Who wants to read my ramblings about a University AU idea that has started to consume my every waking thought? (It's primarily a Lawlu fic idea~)
My brain has really gotta stop doing this I've got two half written Lawlu fics just chillin in my notebook but then two days ago I had a fleeting thought that triggered my brain to start cooking up a University AU out of nowhere (I don't even normally write AUs so idk what is even happening)
So I started writing down some planning and ideas that, as per usually, devolved into some full fledged scenes and dialogue and it straight up feels like I'm being possessed by this stupid fucking AU and I'm going insane It's literally writing itself....I have no control any more (send help)
My planning doc is already over 3,500 words and I've only been typing shit up during my odd free moments at work It's literally like I'm witnessing a movie in my head and struggling to write it all down
So yeah that's a thing.......I still have at least one Zosan fic I really want to write for the Zosan Community Collab (ya know the one I'm hosting lol) but my brother in christ this au has a fucking choke hold on me
In case anyone cares to know: The basics of the AU right now is that Law is currently in his first year of residency and goes to the campus library often to study and that's where he sees Luffy, whose a bio major with a field research internship studying beetles. Law sees Luffy there all the time and sort of developed a crush on him, but he never actually talks to him. At some point shenanigans issue on campus that force the two of them to interact and they both take to each other very quickly (perhaps because Luffy also had a low-key crush on the attractive mysterious doctor whose always at the library đ)
I could go on about all the Straw Hats and their areas of study, everyone's living arrangements, everyone's relationship dynamics, I also have info about Bepo, Shachi, and Pengrain uin's studies (Tho if anyone actually reads this and has any input on what majors they think Shachi and Penguin would have settled on, pls let me know because I have a note that they have no clue what they want to do and have switched majors at least three times, but I haven't decided what they'd settle on lol) I literally even have a floor plan for the dorm that Luffy, Zoro, Sanji, and Usopp share as well as Law's place (which is on campus despite it being usual for medical residents to stay on campus, he just prefers being close to the library because he's a fucking nerd)
Gods...someone save me from this fucking au....I'm going crazy..........anyways...I'm going to go back to more planning now (help >.<)
#Lawlu#Lulaw#I just be rambling#If anyone actually reads this: thank you for indulging my little rat brain I'll be here all week#(and am currently very open to questions or chats about my dumb au)#>.>#Sophia talks too much#don't mind me just yapping to the void~#anyways...........#I'm gonna crawl into a hole and hide now#I just had to get that out
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I am literally binge reading all of your DD works and I just have to thank you for your absolutely incredible writing! đđ
There are very few fics of Lonny out there, so is there anyway we could see how heâd react to seeing the person heâs had a crush on (reader) having witnessed what he did to Bud? Like I just want to hug him and tell him itâs okay and that it was an accident. Little baby didnât mean to! đĽş
Forced Limitations - Lonny Crane/Reader
Warnings: No use of Y/N, gender-neutral reader, canon rewrite (the first half hour for now), lots of panic, canon violence, character death (Buddy đĽş), co-workers to friends to ride or dies, angst, hurt/comfort, mutual crushes, this one is heavy but if you've seen the movie you'll expect it.
Wordcount: 9486
Summary: Today was supposed to be such a normal day. You were even going to maybe talk to your crush this time if he didn't say anything first. So why were you now hiding in the basement of your work while you crush stared you down with a bloodied wrench in his shaking hand and fear in his eyes?
Notes: My first Lonny! Thank you so much for reading first of all đđđ it's because of you guys and your wonderful support for my writing that I'm enjoying these as much as I am! As requested this is an au of the movie down to the dialogue (forever grateful to mediarips with subs included hehe), get that lady outta here I hate her, but because I left this open-ended I might just have to write a part 2 if I can figure out a way for them to both escape đ For now I hope you like this, he really didn't mean to and this has been weighing on me since I saw the movie /)o(\
Today was just supposed to be another normal, boring day at work.Â
You didn't have much going on, nothing penciled into your calendar on your apartment wall, no reminders in your phone, in fact it was probably the most normal your day could get. You left on time, grabbed yourself a coffee and a box of donuts to share with everyone you worked next to, and of course didn't forget the separate Boston Creme just for the cute handyman who smiled at you whenever you caught him staring. You blushed already thinking about him, neither of you had really talked, but you knew he was a sweet guy just based on your minimal interactions with him outside of your donut drop off.Â
He wasn't very social, he stuck to his partner's side like glue for the most part, and Bud was also a good guy, extremely knowledgeable and able to solve any problem you guys brought to him before any of you could even figure out what was actually wrong, but sometimes you wished you could just have a conversation with Alonso by himself, get to know him a little better. You'd been trying for days now that you knew he preferred the Boston Creme, a popular donut in your group that tended to get snatched up fast from the random assortment you were always gifted.Â
Youâd been getting the baker's dozen with his as the 13th was your attempted way to start something, but so far he'd just noticed that his donut was there and unsnatched, sent Bud over to grab it before anyone else did, and then wandered off to eat it somewhere he wouldn't make a mess for anyone to step on, like the cafeteria on the ground floor.Â
You wouldn't let that happen today you decided as you pulled into the line to get into work, security giving everyone a random check today for some reason to make sure they all worked there. That was odd, but you'd heard whispers that they were thinking of upping security around here anyway, something about attempted break-ins, so you just got your ID ready, popped the trunk when they asked, and kept on driving until you found a place to park. You gave a wave to Bud when you saw him head for the door, Alonso not with him as usual; he always came early before the rush, you could only guess the swarm of people made him uncomfortable, and you had to admit he had the right idea as everyone shuffled towards the door.
âWeird about those men, isnât it?â you asked him as you flashed your IDs again to get inside, one card after the other to allow you entrance. âI mean, I get the extra security, but they looked like they were searching for something.â
âPoor Lonny mustâve had a hard time with them, heâs always here as soon as the lights come on,â Bud figured, the two of you walking through the lobby until he started to veer away towards the elevators. His place was in the basement, their own special break room down there while they monitored everything whenever something didnât need to be looked at, and you pursed your lips with a glance down at the box in your arms before chasing after him.
âHey! Hey, uh, I was wondering if maybe you could⌠escourt me down to the break room today, maybe leave this for Alonso if heâs running late?â you suggested nervously, no one other than those two usually going down there, but the other man just looked you over a moment but chuckling to himself like heâd just realized something.
âHa, imagine that; câmon, gotta get you to your desk before Bossman notices youâre down there,â he told you before leading the way, and as payment for his tour he grabbed his own donut first on the way down. âNever come down here without either of us, this place is a real maze with a ton of hazards, and also be sure to watch your head, you never know whatâs gunna hit you until itâs too late,â he warned as the elevator came to a stop, and you closed the lid of your coffee a little tighter before following him out.Â
âYou know Iâve never been down here before, not even when I started,â you told him as you walked, your eyes taking in everything and nearly allowing you to bump your head just as he knew you would, his hand coming out to protect your forehead before you knocked it off a low-hanging series of pipes.
âDonât think many of the people upstairs have, itâs mostly just me and Lonny and the occasional fill-in whenever we call out, thatâs not often though, Lonnyâs a very hard worker, yâknow.â You were too busy ducking to notice the glance he gave you when he was done speaking, the place indeed a maze as he led you right to the middle where their solitary room to themselves was hidden; inside was a small kitchen against the left wall, a table with two chairs against the right wall, the others folded up nearby since they were unneeded, and four lockers tucked against the far right corner.Â
Only two of them had names, the company had only needed them once it became clear that they made a great team and rendered more help unnecessary, and Alonso was indeed in as he sat at the table and ate a bowl of cereal. He looked up when he heard Bud arrive, and he was in the middle of a hello and a wave when you walked into his view; instantly his eyes went wide and his cheeks flushed, and you watched as he turned away from you and tried to swallow the mouthful of cereal he was now choking on a little. Youâd surprised him, that much was obvious, but it was blush that had you freezing as your own heated your face right up despite the chill of the room.
âWell, now that Iâm clocked in Iâd better check out that problem from yesterday, yâknow the one, way up on the 6th floor, you can handle things down here for a bit, right?â Bud told Alonso as he quickly grabbed his orange uniform and started pulling it on, the other man fumbling his words and dropping his spoon when he received an encouraging rub to the back of his head that messed up his long hair.Â
âBud!â he yelped as his desperate cry to not be left alone, and then it was just the two of you, very much alone while his cereal turned to mush. âUh⌠hi,â he said after a while, his hands hurriedly straightening his hair back down so he wouldnât look a mess, and you could only murmur the same before you realized the burning in your palm was actually because of your coffee.
âShit, ow, can I set this down?â you asked him quickly as you rushed for the table, and he nodded as he cleared a space for you, the rest of the table covered in old newspapers and magazines to read so they could pass the time on slow days. âThanks, I uh, I wanted to make sure you got this, you know how the others are,â you stuttered nervously, his chosen donut thankfully avoiding being crushed by your worried hands only because it was set safely on top of the large box.
âOh, thank you,â he stuttered right back, this was the most heâd ever said to you since youâd started working there, Bud usually doing all the talking for him while he just listened. His eyes lit up when he saw that youâd gotten his favourite and it made your smile grow wide, your hands shaking a little less as he carefully peeled back the paper from the bag in order to save the chocolate on top. âI love these ones, growing up it was always the first picked by my siblings, so⌠Iâm glad you keep bringing them to work, I always get here before that place opens,â he shared with you before taking a bite, and you felt your heart skip a beat at the simple joy of tasting something delicious spread across his face.
âI didnât know you had siblings,â you said as you took the remaining seat, your coffee reopened and your own donut chosen while you took a sip, and he looked at the door before sitting with you, your chairs so close together that your knees touched before he moved away. This was now the closest youâd ever been as well, and you realized youâd much rather risk being late in order to hear more than head upstairs and start working.
âFour of them, Iâm the youngest,â he told you between bites, his cereal forgotten as he licked cream and chocolate off of his fingers a moment before going to the sink and washing his hands with a bit of embarrassment. âYou- youâd think growing up in a family that big Iâd be able to talk to people better, right?â
You took a bite of your own donut before shaking your head, and he seemed surprised by your answer as he sat back down again. âFamily is different, sometimes itâs easier to talk to strangers than your own flesh and blood,â you thought aloud, and he listened intently in genuine interest. âBut, you donât have to be afraid of talking to me, I donât biteâŚâ Your face lit up and you distracted yourself with more coffee at your choice of words, but he didnât have the same problem as you as he tucked his hair behind his ear and really thought it over.
âI- Iâve been trying to, actually,â he muttered almost to himself, and you set your cup down to listen this time, âbut every time I see you youâre always surrounded by people.â
You thought to yourself a moment before opening the box again and offering him a second donut, and Alonso looked between them and you before picking another and starting on it. âWell, guess Iâll have to stop by here every morning then, so we can talk,â you offered, and he seemed genuinely happy about it as he flashed you a nervous but hopeful smile. You were smiling back when your phone went off, one of your cubiclemates was asking about her donuts, and you swore to yourself when you saw the time. âIâm late, I gotta run back up, but it was really nice talking to you, Alonso.â
âLonny,â he said as he stood, and he towered over you as he handed you the box, âyou can call me Lonny, everyone else does.â
âAlright, then it was nice to officially meet you, Lonny.â His smile was so infectious and wide that it made you wonder why itâd taken you so long to do this, and by the time you reached your floor you were practically twitterpated to no oneâs surprise.
âFinally talked to Tall, Cute, and Silent?â your friend asked with a knowing smirk, and you made a face back at her as you presented everyone with the treats that were left. They devoured them like animals until only the crumbs were left as usual, and as you tossed out the box you found yourself already planning on maybe inviting him out for lunch today if he was interested. As such, you didnât pay much attention to your work, just tapping out slowly over the keys while you took in no information, and when the speakers you didnât even know were above you suddenly crackled to life it actually made you jump you were so distracted.
âAll employees, no matter what youâre doing, please stop and lend me your full attention,â the announcement began, everyone around you having the same reaction of, âWhatâs going on?â âThere are currently 80 of you in the building. In eight hours, most of you will be dead.â
Your blood ran cold, this had to be some kind of joke, but when you looked around you saw that no one was laughing.
âYour chance of survival increases by following my orders, and excelling at the tasks I place before you,â the speaker continued, his voice surprisingly calm and almost a bit excited at what he was saying, and you started to feel sick at the thought that this was real, he was completely serious, and that was why security had been so tight when youâd arrived. âYour first task is simply this: Murder any two of your fellow employees within the next half hour.â
You spilled your coffee, the dark liquid spreading over your desk and onto the floor, but no one cared between those who were listening and those whoâd already decided that this really had to be a joke.
âHow they are killed, or how they are chosen to be killed, is of no consequence. But if there are not two dead bodies in the building within 30 minutes, you will face repercussions.â
âThis isnât real, right?â you asked your friend, her face calm but you could see it in her eyes, that doubt that was taking hold of you. âI mean, they arenât really asking us to kill each other, are they?â
âItâs all bullshit, probably some test to weed out the bad employees, you know thereâs a few on the 5th floor who could stand a good kick in the pants,â she said dismissively, but when she waved her hand you didnât miss the way it shook.
âStill, I donât like this, Iâm gunna- Iâm just gunna take a walk, see what the others are saying.â You stood when the voice never returned, stepping through your coffee and leaving tracks of it after you as you headed for the elevator, the basement button staring at you as the urge to press it and see what Bud had to say about all this hit you like a truck; he was a smart guy, and Al- Lonny would be there too, if he wasn't afraid and didnât believe it then that would be enough for you. You hit the lobby button instead and tried to breathe when the entire building shook, a series of rumbles making the cables shake just enough to scare you. Your hands splayed over the walls to brace yourself until it was over, and when you reached your destination you found not only a gathering already there, but also the cause of the quake.
The front doors as well as the windows were now covered up with what looked like a blast shield, something that was supposed to be for protection now trapping you all inside. Your panic rose even higher, the familiar faces of your co-workers now warped into confusion and worry, a few of them even attempting to break the walls down to get free but to no avail. You started to shake when the elevator beside you dinged, and the relief that washed over you when you saw Bud and then Lonny exit was so strong that it nearly knocked out your legs from under you.
You followed after them as they spoke with someone from one of the floors higher than yours, Mike; he was a nice guy, there was nothing bad you could say about him, but he was serious now as everyone gathered around to whisper, your hand hovering just over Lonnyâs back as he concentrated and didnât even notice you. âWhat dâyou think, Mikey? Whatâs this all about?â Bud asked him while they stared what was supposed to be the front doors down.
âI donât know. You think you got a way to get through it?â Mike wondered, tensions rising as your superiors tried to take charge and calm everything down in the distance.
âBlowtorch could do the job, but I donât know how thick it is,â Bud offered up, already calculating what needed to be done based on all his years on the job. âIt could take a while.â
âWhat if we try cutting through one of the walls first?â Mike suggested, his eyes moving to the normal concrete instead. âWouldnât it be easier to try and get through cement than get through whatever that is?â
Bud shook his head, repeating just the word no to himself with such certainty that it made you finally latch on, and Lonny jumped and turned to see you behind him. You looked up at him, unable to force a comforting smile when you saw his eyes, so he made one for you, his hand over your shoulders and rubbing your arm before he turned back to Bud, heâd have a plan. âThis metal surrounds the entire building,â he told them, the other man with you speaking up next.
âSo the whole buildingâs covered?â he asked only for Bud to unfortunately confirm it, there was no knocking down a wall and escaping without getting through that metal first.
âItâs worth a shot, though, right? The blowtorch?â Mike confirmed before they could lose hope, Lonny glancing down at you and holding you a little tighter.
âItâs worth a try,â he agreed with a nod, and you werenât sure if he was talking to Mike or to you when he said it. Bud then also noticed you were there when he went to pat Lonny on the back and smacked you instead, and he apologized before the two were walking away, your shoulders already hunching up without him there; youâd only just spoke that morning, which felt so long ago now, but you felt safe around him, if this was really happening then you could protect each other, and you went to follow when Bud noticed and held you back.
âEasy now, just stay with the group, weâll be back in a minute,â he told you reassuringly, and you glanced over to Lonny before nodding and going to find your friends. Everyone had run to the lobby with the raising of the shield, and there was now no doubt between you all as you gathered in the corner and watched the others talk amongst themselves.
âTheyâre gunna try and burn a hole through the door, see if we can get out that way,â you whispered, not wanting to spread the plan in case it didnât work, âthey just went down to get the blowtorch, theyâll be right back.â
âYou gunna stick to your boytoy when he does?â your friend joked so suddenly that you felt the need to reprimand her to for saying that first of all, but the second you looked at her you saw that she was just making jokes to hide the fact that she was fucking terrified. So you let it slide, your hand rubbing her shoulder just as Lonny had done to you.
âI dunno, do you guys have any ideas?â you asked them, each one shaking their heads.
âI heard a few people went to the roof, we could try that,â another suggested, but you didnât like heights all that much to begin with, mixing that with the current situation might actually make you faint.
âYou can go, Iâm gunna stay here, see how the door goes,â you decided, and your small group split up just as your boss walked into the room along with the two men just below him; one of them was a real asshole, you didnât bother with him, your focus on Mr. Norris as he spoke.
âHey, listen up, everybody, okay?â he called out over the room, his voice echoing even louder thanks to the shield. âIâm Barry Norris, the COO here, for people who donât know. Listen, Iâm very aware that this is a very⌠hell, to say the least, a very strange situation here. But I donât believe thereâs any cause for panic, all right? Weâre still trying to figure out exactly what the situation is, but Iâm certain thereâs a rational explanation. This is a government building. We think maybe somebody put precautions in place in case of a military event. Obviously these walls. Now, someone has clearly discovered this feature, and theyâre having a little fun at our expense, okay? Whoever���s doing this, the object is to get all of you upset. So letâs not play into that, okay? Letâs just remain calm, chill out, and take a few minutes to figure out exactly whatâs happening, okay? So, thank you. Iâm gunna go work on that. And I'll circle back to you as soon as I can. Thanks, everybody.â
It made sense, it was a long speech but it did make sense, but there was a part of you that couldnât forget the checkpoint this morning, how everyone had been searched so carefully⌠no, this felt planned, and when the elevator pinged you grabbed your friend and hurried right on over. There was no time to stop and chat, the men before you were on a mission, and you gave them space to work as they put on their protective gear and fired up the blowtorch.
Youâd never seen one in real life, why would you ever need to before this? And the blue flame drew you in as Bud held it against the metal until an entire minute had passed. The two of you leaned in at the same time when they sat back and lifted their goggles to see what the damage was, Lonny using a cloth to wipe away the dark burns. You couldnât hear what they were saying from there, but you knew it wasn't good when Lonny then touched it with his bare hand despite the heat of the flame. You held your friend a little tighter as Bud then did the same, this wasn't good, if not even a blowtorch could break through this stuff then what hope did you have of getting out even if this was just a cruel joke?
You let go of each other when you realized you were sweating, your comfy work shirt turning into something stifling at your closeness, and when you looked around and saw that everyone else was in a similar state you knew that this wasn't just nerves. âItâs too hot, theyâre gunna suffocate us in here,â your friend mumbled as she wiped off her forehead, the sweat starting to bead again the moment her hand moved away. âThis is bullshit, why hasnât anyone come for us yet? Screw this, Iâm heading to the roof for some air, you coming?â
âNo, no you know I canât go up that high,â you said quickly before starting to head for Lonny, you needed to know what was happening before your anxiety started to take over again. She stopped you in your tracks, tried to pull you right back while they kept trying, her grip on you way too tight in this heat.
âI think you need to get over that shit before you pass out down here, look around, look at everyone right now; itâs sweltering in here, I just saw Willy burn through three bottles of water by himself, so why donât we grab a few, take the elevator, and get some fresh a-â
She never got to finish her sentence, the back of her neck exploding out and making her fall limp into your arms, the too tight grip she had on you now nonexistent as you stared down and screamed. Everyone turned towards you before it happened again, another person falling before someone shouted, âSomebodyâs shooting!â Everyone took cover from your attacker, your body frozen in fear until you felt more hands on you; Lonny grabbed you and pulled you over to the chairs where Bud was already ducking down, your friend falling from your arms and to the floor as you were forced to let go.
Pandemonium erupted all around you as you hit the floor hard, your back pressed to his chest and both him and Bud protecting you when you were still too numb to protect yourself. There were so many screams, no one knowing when theyâd be shot next, but even when more people went down all you could do was stare at the lifeless eyes of the person youâd been working next to for the past 3 years. You felt cold despite the heat, Lonnyâs panicked breathing right in your ear while you didnât hold him back, and only when Mr. Norris, or Barry, now, there was no more chain of command after this, walked over to one of the bodies did everyone stop panicking long enough to feel confusion over his bravery at still standing.
âWhat the hell?â you heard Bud whisper above you when Mike ran over to join him, Barryâs voice loud enough for everyone to hear over the ringing silence.
âThatâs not a bullet wound.â
More of them gathered but the three of you stayed where you were, waiting to hear what was going on, but their voices were lower now, they couldnât believe what they were seeing. Bud leaned away from you a little to listen, but the moment he did Lonny started to panic, and you felt a bit of life come back to you as you weakly held his arm to let him know you were still there. Instantly he looked down and held you tighter, you were his lifeline now that the bullets had stopped flying, and when you looked back up at him you saw the way everyone was touching the backs of their necks out of the corner of your eye.
All at once you felt your hand raise to your own, your knuckles brushing against his shirt as you felt the scar under your fingertips, and the fear replaced everything numb inside you until it was all you knew.
Mike realized something and ran, Bud watching him go before getting up and silently asking the two of you to follow; you did, your fear only spreading to Lonny as you held each other, but Bud remained calm as he opened up his toolbox and reached inside. He pulled out a hammer and large wrench, and the former was heavy when he handed it to you and tried to get Lonny to look at him. He said his name and made him only hold you harder, it was starting to hurt, but youâd rather feel that than the cold wood and steel under your palms.
âHey, stop. Donât cry, okay?â Bud told the man behind you, and you looked up to see that he was so afraid he was actually crying, his hands trembling as they bunched up your shirt. âTake this, and say goodbye, alright?â He pressed the wrench into Lonnyâs hand the moment he was able to get him to let go of you, and it looked even heavier than your hammer as he held it before you. âLet them go, and follow me, weâre gunna fix this and I need you to watch my back.â
âButâŚâ He didnât want to leave you, and you honestly didnât want to leave either of them after losing your friend, and Bud leaned in closer and lowered his voice even more as he met your eyes.
âFind a place to hide, weâll find you within the hour, donât come out before then, you hear me?â he told you sternly yet carefully, theyâd be sitting ducks in the basement if people started actually killing each other as commanded despite the maze, and your safety needed to come first while they worked without worry. So you nodded, Lonny nuzzling into the side of your head with a whimper that any other day wouldâve made your heart flutter, but now it could only break as Bud helped him let go. You stepped aside and watched as Bud wrapped his hands behind Lonnyâs neck, kept eye contact until he was calming again, and when he asked for something called a duke Lonny just nodded before pressing his forehead to his friendâs.
Thatâs what made them such a good team, you knew Lonny to be a good worker but it was thanks to Bud being there to keep him level that he was able to shine here, and you hated Belko for ever hiring the both of them along with yourself now now that you knew what they were doing to them. Not everyone who worked there was great, even you werenât a saint, but Lonny was pure, and you regretted every single morning where youâd only looked but never approached when he met your eye and turned away.
Bud went to lead the way back to the elevator, and you knew as soon as the doors closed that you couldnât stay up here, not alone with this uncertainty. You watched your co-workers, all of them strangers to you now, run after Mike when shouts came down the hall, but you didnât follow after them; you needed to hide, just like Bud said, and even if they might be sitting ducks that didnât mean you had to be in that maze. You hit the button and took the elevator down, making sure to take the long way around to the break room and go from there. You knew something like hiding under the table or cramming yourself into one of the empty lockers wasn't really feasible, but there were a ton of other hiding places nearby it, maybe if you even hid well enough youâd be able to hear them from a safe distance away and get their attention if anything happened.
You kept your head on a swivel as you walked, made sure you wouldnât bump into them and make them send you elsewhere where anyone could find you, and you were just about to loop around when you noticed a door that brought you even further in. You opened it, a long hallway ahead of you, and you decided on it as you jogged down and found a closed off spot to duck between. It was tight, but you were successfully hidden from view, and it gave you a good vantage point of anyone who might come across you as you curled up and held your hammer close to your chest.Â
Youâd gotten all of two seconds to strap in for the long haul when you heard the door open again, and you held your breath until you heard Lonnyâs voice echo down the hallway: âTheyâre trying to freak us out by shutting down the air-co, man,â he was telling Bud, and your moment of relief only slipped back into worry when it hit you that if anyone was bound to find you in here itâd be them if they stopped to look. âThatâs their plan, right, Bud?â A pause, Bud was silent as they walked, and that was only making him nervous again, you could hear it in his voice when he asked him for confirmation again. âDo you think it is, Bud? Do you think thatâs their plan?â
âI donât know, Lonny,â Bud said exasperatedly, he was letting his own panic show when he couldnât give him a solid answer, and a pit landed hard in your stomach when they turned and stopped not 10 feet away from you. They started checking out the machine against the wall, which you soon realized was the air conditioning aka the thing that was currently not working and making everyone overheat in their own skins, of course youâd stop at the one place they needed to be, but it was fine. They were so distracted by it that you could continue hiding and then they wouldnât have to worry about sending you out there again, so you remained silent and just listened while they tried to figure it out.Â
Bud turned on a light and confirmed that it wasn't working right at the source, every breath you took sounding like thunder in your ears when you realized that if he turned then heâd be able to see you, your focus too much on the barrels to your side to protect yourself from that angle. âHow can you tell?â Lonny asked as he stood by, Bud crouching down to take a closer look.
âI can hear it, man,â he said with a grunt of effort as he sat. âThe pilotâs off. Everything.â
Lonny looked around to make sure no one else was down there with you, like theyâd only just done it and were waiting to make sure they couldnât turn it back on again. âDid they do it?â he nearly stuttered as he turned back to him, Bud still focused entirely on the large machine in front of him.
âI donât know if they did it or not,â he admitted as he started to flip switches and peek inside with his flashlight, nothing happening as a result, âbut, weâre gunna fix it.âÂ
âTheyâre trying to break us down so that we start killing each other, Bud.â Lonnyâs voice was low but you still heard his words, he had the same train of thought as you, and you nearly stood up so you could at least stay with them a while until Bud spoke again.
âYou just need to relax, all right?â he told him comfortingly, he wouldnât let him worry about that just as much as you wouldnât have if youâd stood up right now and went to him, and you decided youâd do just that when the speakers whined to life again.
âI hope by now weâve demonstrated that we arenât blindly bluffing,â the man on the other end told everyone, and you felt your legs lock up to the point of it being painful just at the sound of his voice. âThis gameâs a real one. Each of you are deep inside it. You can choose to follow our directives, or not. Either way, youâll be giving us the results weâre looking for.â You shut your eyes and shook your head, your hammer not nearly as comforting to you as Lonnyâs arms had been earlier, you needed to stand, you needed to go to him-Â âYou are mostly free to do as you please. However, you must not dismantle any more cameras. And you must not remove the tag from your body. Next time we will not provide a countdown as we did Mr. Milch.â
You started to pant at the thought of Mike being dead somewhere upstairs because heâd caught on to what was hiding beneath your scars, that mustâve been the cause of the yelling, you needed to get up-
âIf you break either of these rules, your life will abruptly end.â You felt like stone as you helplessly watched Lonny start to cry, the threat of himself being next strong enough to make Bud stand and try to calm him again, but there was little he could do at this point. âThere are currently 76 of you left in the building. The time is now 12:47PM. By 2:47PM, in two hours, we want 30 of you dead, through whatever means necessary.â He started to panic harder, you could help, if you could just open your mouth and tell them you were there you could help- âIf 30 of you are not dead, we will end 60 of your lives through our own methods. Begin.â
He was inconsolable, his hand on his head as he started to pace over the strangerâs words, and the only reason you werenât currently doing the same was because as long as you knew the two before you were safe then you couldnât give a fuck about the people upstairs killing each other anymore. You tried to move but your legs refused to listen, this was your moment to show him how you felt for him and help keep him safe, but every single part of you was buzzing, your head spinning as you repeated those words to yourself over and over instead; you couldnât get out, you were all trapped inside while tensions rose, and if 30 people didnât die in two hours then double that would be murdered instead, which made your chances of survival even slimmer.Â
If you didnât help him and then find a way to keep him safe, while also finding it in yourself to kill to protect him, then you would both die, that was a certainty. He was a nobody compared to everyone upstairs, and even then their lives were all weighed the same, what chance did he have going up against someone who fought tooth and nail to get to where they were when he couldnât even approach you for a donut?
âL-LonnyâŚâ you gasped out, your voice lost under his sobs while Bud tried to console him again.
âHey, hey, Lonny, itâs gunna be okayâŚâ he was saying, but the moment he tried to hold him again he lashed out, the wrench given to him to cover Bud now wielded as a weapon to keep himself safe.
âGet back off me!â he screamed in his panic, Bud giving him his space as the desperation in his voice made your foot start to tingle as the numbness faded away. âDonât look at me like that, man,â he pleaded, Bud silent all the while, he wasn't about to upset him while he was panicking this hard. You wiggled your toes until you could move your ankle, your whole foot rolling and kickstarting the rest of you back into action, just a little longer now-Â
You let out a shriek when the fire alarm then went off, the sound startling you so hard that the numbness completely faded away from the pure shock to your system. This was good, you were moving again, but the sound was too much for Lonny, your smile of relief falling when you saw the way he was holding his ears. His panic attacks were so much more severe than yours, his anxiety loud and jumpy and raw while yours made you quiet and frozen, but you wouldnât be still this time when he yelled out loud enough to block out the ringing.
âWhat is that?â he demanded as his pacing worsened, your legs slowly shifted underneath you while you started to rise.
âLonny, calm down, man! Itâs just a fire alarm!â Bud tried to tell him but it was of no use, his yelling over the noise was only aiding his own frustration, and your knees shook as you pushed yourself onto them, you were almost standing.
âNo, itâs not! Theyâre trying to make us kill each other,â he sobbed desperately, the wrench waved around when he motioned towards Bud and himself.
âEasy, cowboy,â Bud kept trying, his eyes following Lonny as his pacing got even worse, and you moved yourself onto your feet at long last. âChill out, man! Hey, come here-â
âGet back!â
He swung on instinct, a defensive maneuver in his uncontrollable panic, and you felt yourself go numb again right as you got ready to stand; the sound of the impact was louder than the alarm, a sickening crack that made your stomach churn, and Bud crashed into the fence separating them from you as he reached for his head. He groaned as he tried to stand up straight, Lonny staring at him in a deathly calm fear as he silently mouthed his friendâs name.
âWait a second,â Bud mumbled, his shoulder slumped and your mouth going dry when you couldnât confirm where he was hit with his back to you like this. âWhat just happened? Hold on, uh⌠wait, wait. Something is happening.â His voice started to grow soft as he slid down the fence, and when he fell you figured out you were crying when you blinked and felt a cascade of tears roll down your cheeks.
How did this happen? This morning everything was so normal, it was almost boring to you in its simplicity; youâd bought your crush a donut and actually spoke to him, you were planning on inviting him out to lunch even because youâd finally hit it off, how did that turn into this so fast? You couldnât understand it at all, your attempts to console Lonny now too late as he fell to his knees and weakly crawled over to his friend to apologize. It fell on deaf ears though, even you could tell from behind when Bud stopped moving, the kind man whoâd given you your hammer and helped make sure you were safe now gone as Lonny sobbed over him.
The alarm finally quieted as you both kneeled there, neither knowing what to do until he finally looked at Budâs face, his eyes so sorrowful until you saw the way they looked to the right; he was staring directly at you, your hiding really hadnât been good enough, and his sorrow turned back into terror when he saw the look on your face. Instantly he was on his feet and that forced you to move as well, he was panicking again because he knew you, you were his friend and youâd seen what heâd done, and now it was your words that went unheard as you held your hammer a little tighter and hurried out of your hiding place.
âStop!â he ordered you, your shoulders hunching and more tears falling at the tone of his voice, so unlike the way heâd spoken to you about his family with smudges of chocolate decorating the corners of his mouth. âBud, he fell down and he hit his head,â he explained miserably, but youâd seen it all, you couldnât pretend you didnât.
âIt wasn't your fault, Lonny,â you tried to say but he ignored you, moving like a caged animal on the other side of the fence as he stared you down, he needed you to believe him, you were his friend and he needed you to believe all of it.
âHe tried to grab me,â he moaned next, the two of you inching closer and closer to the opening until he was reaching for you, assuming you were only there to run. You held up your arms and stayed where you were, his own hand pulling back the moment he touched you like heâd been burned but he didnât retreat, the wrench still in his other hand as he waited for you to do something.Â
âLonny, Lonny, itâs okay, look, I know,â you said quickly as you purposely let go of the hammer, his eyes watching it before you kicked it as hard as you could towards him as a sign of understanding. He glanced back at you before scrambling to pick it up, he had two weapons now, a hit from either one would be enough to make you reach the same fate as Bud, and when you finally got a glimpse of him you let out a gasp of misery. His head had been caved in, thatâs what had happened, and Lonny waited for you to run again now that youâd seen what heâd done. You didnât though, you wouldnât, not when he needed you.
You made a show of getting back on your knees to tell him you wouldnât run, your hands planted firmly on the cold cement to tell him you wouldnât grab him, and he looked down at the hammer in his other hand before tossing it behind the machine to his left so it was completely out of reach. You nodded, agreeing with his decision, and he looked at his wrench next, his only weapon but still the thing heâd used to kill his friend, and he looked like he didnât know what to do next.
âIt was an accident, itâs not your fault, Iâm not afraid of you,â you whispered to him, and he sniffed loudly before tossing the wrench to the ground. He fell to his knees and covered his face as he sobbed heavily, his cries echoing throughout the room along with his apologies to Bud for what heâd done. You waited until you couldnât any longer, your numbness gone as you crawled over to him, and this time he didnât bat you away when he peeked through his fingers and saw you coming. âIâve been trying to talk to you for months,â you told him, more tears spilling over the gaps and down his hands, âthatâs why I keep bringing donuts to work, Iâve been waiting for you to come over so I could say hi to you; I wanted to do it sooner, but Iâm a coward, thatâs why I couldnât be there for you earlier, I didnât mean to watch Iâm just a coward-â
He lowered his hands and wiped his nose with his sleeve, the tears still falling as he inched his way towards you. You were the one loudly crying now, if youâd just called out to him then this wouldnât have happened, maybe you couldâve helped him, maybe if youâd just invited him to breakfast and skipped work entirely then youâd both be out there right now, and you didnât realize you were saying it all out loud until he wrapped his arms around you. âHe just grabbed me, I thought he was gunna hurt me,â he whispered into your hair, and you finally held him back and sparked his desperation; he pulled you nearly onto his lap with a shuddering gasp, his hands clinging to you as you clung right back, the body of another dead friend staring up at you as all you could do was hold each other. âIt was an accident, Iâm not a bad person Iâm not Iâm not-â
âI know, I know youâre not,â you told him over and over until he was burying his face into your shoulder. You knew it must be hell up there but you couldnât be bothered to care, all that mattered now was that you both got out of there together, you werenât going to just sit by like a statue the next time his panic overtook him. âCâmere, letâs get out of here.â You stood and took his hand so heâd do the same, and you cautiously headed back down the hallway with the wrench in hand again, neither of you stopping until he led you back to the break room and locked the door.
You were now technically locked into a room with a murderer, but you couldnât see him like that, not him, not Lonny as he walked over to the sink and turned on the tap. He let it pool into his cupped hands before splashing it onto his face, he was covered with tears and sweat just like you were, and when he turned back to you all of the water ran down his chest and darkened his uniform. His bangs were soaked and dripping down his face, his eyes just barely showing through them, and you walked over to him and silently asked for permission to touch him.
He flinched at first, but eventually shut his eyes and let you while the wrench lay just within reach, and you were careful as you reached up and brushed his bangs to the side. You tucked them behind his ears and grabbed one of the towels for their dishes before wiping his face off next, just barely brushing the fabric against him so you wouldnât upset him. It seemed to calm him even more, his shoulders relaxing and his body untensing just a little more with each gentle touch. When you were done you took his hand and got him to sit, it was still too warm in there, and you noticed the old fan tucked into the corner for those extra hot summer days. You made sure it still worked before turning it on, and he let out a sigh as the coolness hit him and allowed him a bit of a reprieve.
âHere, your shirtâs all wet, itâll help,â you began as you reached for his uniformâs zipper, but his hand on your wrist got you to stop fast. âItâs okay, look, Iâll do the same, see?â One-handed you undid your own buttons, your face flushing as you stripped off your very sweaty shirt and laid it over the back of your chair, your body instantly accepting the cold air and making you shiver in such a simple delight that it couldâve made you cry again. He looked you over quickly before doing the same, his blue shirt underneath hanging over his own chair while his coveralls bunched around his hips, his undershirt stained and damp from all the layers and the lack of AC. âWe can rest here a moment, I donât think any of them will come down here, so we can talk about what to do in the meantime.â
âYou think theyâll come for me?â he asked nervously, already panicking over getting caught, but you shushed him softly and kept your hand hovering over his arm resting on the table between you just in case.
âI donât doubt everyone is in a similar state upstairs, no one will blame you for that, yours was an accident,â you said truthfully, but he still looked nervously at the door all the same. âI need to find out whatâs happening, we only have two hours, less now, and I donât care if I⌠if I have to kill someone to do it, but Iâll make sure we get out of this, okay? And we canât do that if we stay down here in the dark, leaving it up to them and chance might just seal our fate.â
âIf you go out there youâll risk getting killed yourself, you know that, right?â he said seriously as he leaned in, and his hand closed over yours and pushed it down onto his arm. âWe can hide down here, I know all the tunnels, every twist and turn, I even know how to get into the vents; going back up there means that someone elseâll get hurt, thatâs what they want.â
âI know, thatâs exactly what they want, and I doubt theyâll stop at 30,â you muttered right on the edge of hopelessness, but his hand on yours made you suck in a deep breath and sit up straight. âBut I didnât spend the past 7 months of my life wanting to ask you out to get killed now, no fucking way.â
âYou⌠you wanted to ask me out?â he questioned softly, his voice just barely above a whisper, almost like he was unsure heâd heard you correctly, and you nodded for just a second before he was leaning over the corner of the table and kissing you. Your eyes went wide as his hand held yours in place, the kiss chaste and a bit desperate but enough to make your heart pound all the same, and when he backed away his hair fell free and into his eyes again when his head dipped down to stare at you. âIâve been⌠trying to get Bud to tell you for me since I first saw you, but he never would, he just kept saying I should do it myself.â He looked away then, something sad after being so soft. âAnd now he can neverâŚâ
âBut you just did,â you reminded him, your free hand reaching up to push aside his hair again, âand I can never forgive them for doing this to us.â
He nodded, his head was a bit clearer now even though he was still upset, the fan and the silence were certainly helping along with your words. âIâm still afraid, thoughâŚâ he whispered, and you shifted your chair closer to him so that you could pull him back into a hug. His skin was still warm as your chests pressed together, your hug instantly becoming something more intimate when you remembered that you were attempting to cool, but it only bonded you more when you felt his hand leave yours in order to place itself over your back.
âI am, too, but if they want us to play a game together then Iâll fucking play until I can pay them back for our friends.â You placed your forehead against his, your hand on his neck and feeling for his scar, and you shut your eyes tight when you felt the line stretching across his scalp, just as your own did. âI donât know how yet, but weâre going to get out of here, and if this ends and I lose youâŚâ
âThen youâll keep going, yeah? You said it yourself, we only just officially met this morning, I k- I hurt Bud, you shouldnât have to give up just because of me,â he whimpered lowly, another tremble making you open your eyes again, and you hushed him once more before wiping away the first tear that fell.
âThatâs why we need to both get out of here, so I can invite you to lunch and you can tell me everything we never talked about, donât we?â you insisted, and he nodded against you and placed his own hand on the back of your neck, the covered spaces starting to heat up again without the fan. âWe can do this, youâre strong, and smart, and Iâm a coward but Iâll help you in any way that I can, we donât even need to join any of them, we just need to let them tear each other apart and up the count for us while we figure a way to get out, and⌠and if need be we can protect each other, I wonât let them get to you like that again.â
âBut what if they do? What if I get so upset that I hurt you this time?â He didnât want to even think about it, his breathing starting to quicken as he pictured you in Budâs place, and you kissed him soft and slow until you were all he could feel.
âThen Iâll know itâll just be an accident, because youâre not a bad person, and, if Iâm being honest, I think you might actually be better than most of the guys in this place,â you said with a small laugh, and he thought about it a moment before laughing along with you, a small shred of relieved happiness in these hours of pain. âCome on, we need to see what theyâre doing, do you think you could get us up to the security room so we could check the cameras?â
âI think so, thereâs a maintenance elevator that only Bud and I can use, itâs away from the others so they might think to use it last, they need a key to get it to run,â he told you, said key stuck to the ring and line attached to his belt, and you nodded and kissed him again real quick.
âThatâs perfect, we can leave in a minute, you stay here and check for anything we can use to protect ourselves, Iâm going to get my hammer back,â you told him as you stood, but he didnât let you leave at the thought of you seeing Bud again, or never coming back at all. âItâs okay, I wonât let anyone take you away from me,â you promised him, and then he was letting you go and watching you hurry out. You didnât get lost on the way back, the halls silent and telling you that no one else was around as you ended up at your destination without trouble.Â
There was Bud, still slumped where heâd fallen, and you closed your eyes for a moment of silence before kneeling down and closing his for him. You were just about to stand when you saw his own set of keys, and you unclipped them and attached them to your own belt loop before you heard a sound. You stilled, your eyes looking every which way for a sign of movement, but you saw nothing stand out in the maze. You narrowed your eyes and went back to getting your hammer, heâd really thrown it far to the point where you had to lay down and reach under the machine for it, and when you pulled back your hand it was covered in years worth of dust and webs.
You shivered and brushed it all off without a fuss, there were worse things to be afraid of down here now, and you hurried all the way back to Lonny with your own weapon in hand and a fire in your heart; you were going to get out of here, if you had to fight your way through this entire building to make sure no one hurt him again, then by god were you going to rain down hell on all who stood in your way, and when you returned to him and saw him standing there with his coveralls tied around his waist and his wrench in his hand you knew that he was ready to do the same for you.
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đśGood morning, good morning to you!đś
Fun fact, I spent at least ten minutes looking for a greeting-related lyric from a band I saw in concert yesterday and could not find one that wasnât extremely sad. Gives you an idea of my music tastes. So you get this one!
Anyways, hi! Itâs đ! Your favorite anon (jk). I absolutely loved the Disney story! Iâm a Disney freak myself so I was sure I would know all the fun facts, but your story actually taught me one (never say fanfiction never teaches you anything). Also, your Daughter series has my soul in a death grip. Iâm addicted to it.
So, I have a request. I absolutely loved the vampire story you did and the dynamic between vampire Josh, Tyler, and the reader. And Iâm a sucker for a good angst. SooooooâŚI was wondering if you could maybe do a fallow up where the readerâs hunger just cannot be solved (sheâs just always hungry. I canât think of a better way to describe it). So, out of necessity (and part curiosity), she one day follows Tyler on his hunt for a live blood source. But, one way or another, Josh finds out and he gets really mad (maybe just because he didnât want her to kill or maybe heâs also a bit jealous tooâŚyour choice đ).
I wanted to get this request in prior to the end of October which is why I made it now, but if you donât see the vision of donât want to do it that is totally fine. đ
Real Thing Part 2 - Vampire!Tyler Joseph + Josh Dun X Reader
Warnings: Vampire stuff, blood, possessive tyler and caretaker josh (i love this dynamic so much hehe)
Word Count: 2066
A/N: Another vampire fic! God I love this AU so much hehe - enjoy :)
Part 1
The hunger had been gnawing at me for days. No matter how many blood packs I drank, no matter how much Josh reassured me that it would get easier, the ache never faded. It sat there, constant, coiled in the pit of my stomach like a snake ready to strike. And Tylerâs words echoed in my mind, his voice a low, teasing whisper that lingered long after heâd walked away.
Youâll realize youâre still hungry.
It was true. No matter how much I wanted to believe Joshâthat this life didnât have to be about killing, that we could survive without giving in to the darker urgesâI couldnât escape the truth.
I was starving.
I tried to distract myself. Josh and I went through our routine, checking the bags, rationing what we had left. He sat with me every night, his calm presence a comfort, his touch grounding me. But it wasnât enough anymore. They felt thin, weakâbarely a drop of relief for the storm brewing inside me. And every time Tylerâs words crept back in, the hunger sharpened, cutting deeper, âitâs a full-on rush.â
I couldnât help but wonder if he was right. Maybe there was something more I needed, something only a living pulse could give me.
The thought terrified me. But it also thrilled me.
So, one night, when Josh had gone out to scout for more supplies, I found myself slipping away from our hideout, my heart pounding with a mix of fear and anticipation. I knew where Tyler would be. He didnât exactly hide his hunting groundsâalways close to the edge of the city, where the streets grew quieter, darker, and more dangerous.
My footsteps echoed faintly in the alley as I followed the trail of his scent. It was familiar, comforting in a way that only made me feel more conflicted. I told myself I was just watching, just curious, but deep down, I knew better. The hunger had driven me here. It was gnawing at me, clawing at the edges of my control, and no matter how much I tried to suppress it, it was winning.
I found Tyler in a shadowed alley, leaning casually against the brick wall, his gaze fixed on a couple walking down the narrow street. He hadnât noticed me yet, his focus entirely on his prey, his body tense with anticipation. The way he watched them, his eyes gleaming in the dim light, sent a shiver through me.
I shouldâve turned back. I shouldâve left right then.
But I didnât.
Instead, I stepped closer, my breath shallow, heart racing. Tylerâs head snapped toward me, and for a moment, his eyes widened in surprise. Then, that familiar smirk crept across his face.
âLook who finally showed up.â His voice was a low, teasing purr. âCouldnât resist, huh?â
I swallowed hard, the hunger twisting inside me, making it difficult to think. âIâm just⌠watching.â
Tyler raised an eyebrow, pushing off the wall and stepping closer to me. His presence was intoxicating, overwhelming, like a magnet pulling me toward him. âJust watching?â he echoed, his voice dripping with amusement. âThatâs not what it looks like.â
I opened my mouth to argue, but I couldnât find the words. The truth was, I wasnât sure why I was here. Part of me was curiousâwondering if feeding from a living source would really be different, if it would finally quench the unrelenting thirst. But another part of me felt guilty, like I was betraying Josh and everything heâd been trying to teach me.
Tylerâs eyes flicked down to my throat, his grin widening as he stepped even closer, his breath brushing against my skin. âYouâre hungry,â he murmured, his voice low and dangerous. âI can see it. Youâre starving.â
My heart raced, my breath coming in shallow bursts as Tylerâs hand ghosted over my arm, his fingers trailing lightly along my skin. The hunger roared to life inside me, fierce and demanding, and for the first time, I didnât push it down. I let it rise, let it take over, my body trembling with the intensity of it.
And Tyler could feel it. He leaned in closer, his lips brushing against my ear as he whispered, âCome with me.âÂ
The world around us seemed to fade as Tyler's words lingered in the air, beckoning me toward something I had fought against for so long. My pulse quickened, my breath shaky. I wanted to say no, to turn and run back to the safety Josh had built for me. But the hunger was too loud now, a living thing clawing at me from the inside, and Tylerâs presence only made it worseâmade it unbearable.
Without thinking, I nodded.
Tylerâs smile widened, his grip on my arm tightening just slightly as he led me deeper into the alley, farther from the soft glow of streetlights and closer to the shadows. My heart pounded in my chest, not out of fear, but anticipation. My body ached with need, my senses sharpening as the scent of fresh blood reached me, faint but enough to send another wave of hunger crashing through me.
We stopped at the mouth of a smaller alley, where a lone figure stood, unaware of the danger lurking nearby. It was a young man, distracted, scrolling on his phone, completely oblivious to the two predators watching him from the shadows.
Tyler's eyes glinted in the darkness as he glanced back at me, his voice low and smooth. âThis is for you,â he said, his tone dripping with temptation. âIâll show you how itâs done. You donât have to be afraid.â
But I was. Not of the act itself, but of how much I wanted it. The thought of sinking my teeth into warm flesh, of feeling that rush of blood as it flowed into me, was exhilarating in a way I hadnât expected. The part of me that still clung to Joshâs teachings screamed at me to stop, to turn back before I crossed a line I could never uncross.
But the hunger drowned out that voice. It took over completely, twisting my moral compass into something unrecognizable.
Tylerâs movements were swift and fluid as he approached the man, too fast for him to react. In a blur of motion, Tyler grabbed him, pulling him into the shadows, his fangs flashing before sinking into the manâs neck. The sound of blood rushing filled the air, thick and intoxicating, and I found myself stepping closer, mesmerized by the sight of Tyler feeding.
My mouth watered, my fangs aching as I watched. Tylerâs eyes flicked to me, dark with hunger, and he pulled back just enough to let the man slump against the wall, still alive but dazed, his pulse weak.
âCome closer,â he spoke, blood dripping down from each side of his mouth. As I stepped forward, the man's pulse was a hypnotic rhythm beneath his skin, drawing me closer. Tyler watched me, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction, daring me to give in. My hand hovered near the manâs shoulder, fingers trembling, but it wasnât the cold that made me hesitateâit was the weight of what I was about to do.
Before I could make the final move, Tylerâs hand shot out, gripping my wrist with surprising gentleness. His gaze never left mine as he pulled me toward him, his lips still wet with blood, the metallic scent wrapping around me.
âWait,â he whispered, his voice low and seductive. Before I could respond, he leaned in, catching my mouth with his in a fierce, sudden kiss.
My first instinct was to pull away, but then the taste of blood filled my mouth. Warm, fresh, intoxicating. He had parted his lips just enough to let it pass from him to me, shotgunning the crimson liquid into my mouth. My body reacted instantly, the hunger flaring to life as I swallowed, feeling the rush of warmth spread through me. The sensation was overwhelmingâelectric, raw, and primal in a way I hadnât felt before.
Tylerâs hands tightened around my waist, pulling me closer as his lips moved against mine. He kissed me deeper, his body pressed firmly to mine, and I could feel the heat of the fresh blood coursing through both of us. It was dizzying. I tasted the rush of the manâs pulse, felt the strength of it as if it were my own, and for a moment, the hunger quieted.
When Tyler finally pulled back, his smirk returned, smug and knowing. His thumb grazed my lip, wiping away the stray drop of blood before licking it off his own finger. âThere,â he purred. âHow does that feel?â
I stared at him, still breathless, my mind swirling with the aftermath of what had just happened. My hunger was still there, lingering, but the taste of fresh bloodâit had been different. Not like the bags. It was immediate, potent, like nothing else Iâd experienced since the night I turned.
Tyler tilted his head, his fangs visible under the dim streetlight. âNow you see why itâs so hard to resist. Why bagged blood isnât what you should be feeding on.â
I swallowed hard, trying to steady myself. The pull of his words was undeniable, and for a moment, I understood the craving Tyler spoke of, that thrill of taking blood straight from the source. It wasnât just the hungerâit was power, freedom. But as the heat faded from my lips, the guilt began to creep in, thick and heavy.
âI⌠I donât know if I can do this,â I muttered, my voice shaky.
Tylerâs grin only widened, his eyes dark and full of mischief. âYou already have,â he said, his voice teasing. âAnd it felt good, didnât it?â
Before I could respond, a sharp voice cut through the tension like a knife.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â
I spun around, my heart freezing in my chest. Josh stood at the mouth of the alley, his face twisted in anger, eyes locked on Tylerâand then on me. His gaze flicked between us, catching on the blood smeared across my lips. For a moment, his expression faltered, and something darker flashed behind his eyes. Betrayal. Hurt. But then it was gone, replaced by fury.
âJosh, Iââ I started, but he cut me off, stepping forward with deliberate, forceful steps.
âYouâre feeding off people now?â His voice was low, dangerously calm, but I could feel the storm raging underneath. âWith him?â
Tyler shrugged, unbothered by Joshâs presence, the smirk still firmly in place. âRelax, man. She didnât even bite him. I was just giving her a little taste.â
âThatâs not the point!â Josh snapped, his eyes narrowing, his fists clenching at his sides. âYou know what happens if we go down this path. You know what it means.â
He wasnât just mad. He was furious. Not just because Iâd broken the rulesâbecause Iâd done it with Tyler, of all people. His jealousy simmered beneath the surface, mingling with his fear of losing me to this darker side.
âJosh, it was just⌠the hunger, it was too much.â I took a step toward him, but he backed away, his jaw clenched tight.
âI told you Iâd help you,â he said, his voice trembling with barely restrained emotion. âYou didnât need to go to him for that.â His gaze flicked to Tyler, who was now lounging against the wall, watching the confrontation unfold with a mixture of amusement and indifference.
âCalm down, Josh,â Tyler drawled. âSheâs just learning how to handle what she is. You canât shelter her forever.â
âIâm not trying to shelter her!â Josh shot back, his voice rising. âIâm trying to stop her from becoming like you.â
The words hung in the air, sharp and final. Tylerâs smirk faltered for a second, but then he laughed, the sound low and dangerous. âLike me? You say that like itâs a bad thing.â
Josh took another step forward, his eyes blazing. âWatch it.â
The tension between them was electric, two forces clashing in the dark alley, both trying to pull me in opposite directions. And in the middle of it all, I stood frozen, the taste of blood still fresh on my lips, torn between the two of them. Tylerâs temptation, raw and wild, or Joshâs control, steady and safe.
But the hunger⌠the hunger wasnât going away.
And I didnât know how much longer I could fight it.
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âWhere you go, I go, remember?â
you did the thing!! you did the thing!!!! such a nice contrast between the moment when it was an attempt to threaten charles into submission in the very beginning and this one when it became a sweet reassurance of his love for charles. i love them so sooo much i need a gun to protect them myself
and they talked!! oh god they talked! no miscommunication this time!! they talked and they both know what happened and how the other feels about it!! they grow up so fast i might actually tear up
Heâd not even realised he was calling him alpha. He hates this. He hates what Fred has done to him, what being an omega has done to him.
oh charles :( i already said it last time but again every reminder of how deeply heâs traumatized hits hard. and now when his relationship with max is good and i donât have to worry about that, i can finally spiral over it. he had to go from being someone to being barely a person (i mean to the public), and everything he had â his talent, his money, his self worth, his dreams and plans for the future, his whole life basically, â everything he was, became absolutely meaningless overnight. one day he had free will and the next⌠well we all know what happened. and you canât just rewire your brain into accepting the new reality, itâs bound to fucking explode. so i guess it will when he (we) hits the lowest low? but!!!! it has to be so fucking over for us to be so fucking back!! so, canât wait!! (said through tears)
anyway, back to business! i find it so funny how both max and charles at some point go âand fuck those useless betasâ lmao đ when charles trew landoâs inability to take maxâs knot right in his face, and now with max saying he absolutely can kill fred bc heâs just a beta. and they are so right, i wholeheartedly support their every unhinged thought and action đ
i know with the way things are going there was no space for pierre in these chapters but i do wonder what is he up to⌠somehow his absence made me less suspicious of him. will we see him soon?
fred .... has probably slightly less complicated motivations than that.
so heâs not even a properly evil creepy grandpa, heâs just stupid grandpa... thatâs even worse!! i could maybe respect (not respect respect obviously, but like give credit where it's due) him for being smart and evil but heâs just delusional đ oh god max just kill the guy no one will even notice
the recurring "where you go I go" motif is honestly one of my strokes of brilliance for this fic. I remember when I was trying to come up with the title for this fic, I got that idea (to title it wygig and use the motif), and I was like ........ do I be so bold. the answer was yes, and its honestly one of my favourite elements of the story. I can't WAIT for the final title drops that I have planned, ya'll are gonna be gagged.
no miscommunication! this is what we call *character growth* đ of course .... we do still have some tender spots where maybe trust hasn't entirely been restored .............. but we'll see how that plays out later.
also re Charles' trauma .... I know we're all scared about ch 32, but honestly it's one of my favourite things to happen in the fic ENTIRELY BC it catapults Charles into an ACTUAL journey of healing. not just suppressing everything, but finding himself again and dealing with his trauma properly. our poor boy has been through so much, and he really needs to have his breakdown. he deserves it.
AND them saying fuck the betas ......... one of the biggest themes is how us vs them gender dynamics are. like Charles is basically abandoned by the betas in the beginning when it comes out that he's an omega. even jean-luc said "fuck alphas" when it came to Jos. and then Charles has slowly taken this position of "ugh betas." like the divide is not the focus, but it's so clearly there!
and finally fred - we'll finally get to see a resolution with him soon too, though we do have a slight wait ...
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Yeah no that definitely makes sense and agreed - I think at that stage in her life and career, she'd only have a child out of circumstance rather than on purpose.
P would be trying real hard not to let her favouritism show while she's coaching, but everyone knows anyway that she's extra soft for Stephie. Imagine a game where Stephie gets a little hurt and P's ready to fight another 6-yr old kid lmao.
I keep imagining how soft and cute P would be with a mini Azzi đĽš
Ooo yep, I definitely vibe with staying as close to irl UConn lore as possible, plus I'm never gonna say no to another cruise scene haha.
Oh imagine when P comes around to Storrs during Azzi's final year to visit the menaces or even just when she's facetiming any of them and that inevitable awkwardness of broaching the Azzi topic, or Azzi accidentally walking in while the others are on the phone with her.
I realise I've just kinda assumed that they break up after P's final year đ
Would that mean that the public never knew about their relationship? At least, not officially?
If that's the case, do the media or public ever question their "friendship" and why they don't seem to be close anymore?? Like when P gets traded, and there's talk about the two "former best friends" being reunited?
Also, do they still kinda fall into each other at times after breaking up? Maybe especially that first year or so after the break up, like during Azzi's final college year and then slowly fade into no communication? Or do they immediately cut off all connection and only interact at public events and games? Or just barely interact at all?
Oh and I know I've been advocating for Tim to still always be checking in on P, even if it's just at games but I am super curious in general about the dynamics between Azzi and P's family and P and Azzi's family after they break up. Especially Azzi and Drew, cause you know I'm a sucker for a Drew cameo and Azzi + Drew interactions!
A Steph appearance! Just don't make Stephie into a Warriors fan đŤđ
Ooo a possible divorce situation with P??? Ugh I'm so curious about other relationships they had after breaking up! Although idk about P getting married to someone else (only cause I'm selfish and just can't see her marrying anyone other than Azzi lol) - what if she got engaged and came close but in the end, she just couldn't go through with it?? Or we can go with divorce, that's cool too, it has been 9 years after all haha.
I mean⌠I may or may not have a playlist where I drag songs into if they give me the exes to lovers fic vibe đ. I need a title for it though!
Ngl, I actually was thinking "oh I wonder what Taylor song Nivi's gonna go with for this one?" đ Last Kiss seems like a pretty perfect choice. But now that just makes me think that we're about to go through even more pain than we did with the UCLA fic before we get a happy ending. We are gonna get a happy ending, right?
Speaking of Taylor songs - why do I feel like loml could potentially be one of the songs used for a chapter - "what we thought was for all time was momentary" or "you shit-talked me under the table, talking rings and talking cradles. I wish I could un-recall how we almost had it all."
Oh btw Nivi, you totally don't have to address all or any of my questions!! I literally just chuck in whatever comes to mind but please feel free to tell me to just wait for the fic to find out the answers đ
And pleaseee, your "NO NO NO NOPE NO" in response to that ask about you having kids had me dead đ
ALSO, Tatum and Ella Mai expecting a baby?! Talk about private but not a secret, they did a fine ass job keeping the pregnancy quiet as long as they did though!
-đââď¸
EVERYONE HAS ME SO CONFLICTED I have no idea what to do lmao maybe I'll just leave it open-ended and we don't have to go into how this child came to be lol
LMAO all the other parents whining about playing time and their child not getting a starting role meanwhile Azzi's out here giving Paige a talking to about how they're literally 5 year old's, this is not that serious and Stephie doesn't needa start every single game
I actually haven't decided the exact time for when they break up but it's definitely before Azzi gets to the W I think but I haven't really thought about the media reaction yet, other than that it's obviously a big deal when they end up on the same team again in the sense that it's a huge deal that two mvp's are teaming up
So....mayhaps a little spoiler but there might potentially be just a little bit of Drew and Azzi angst at some point because let's just remember she was in his life from very young and then she wasn't.
Well if I go with the Valkyries, it only make sense babes. Trust it's gonna be as hard to write for me as it is for you to read but Stephie is very likely gonna be a Warriors fans (that hurt to write oh lord)
LMAO give me a title?
Happy ending? Hmmmm what's that?
YES LOML WOULD HIT SO GOOD. Maybe I'll use that in chapter but I gotta add it to my playlist asap for sure.
I literally got that ask and was like, y'all I am literally in college, no I do not have a child thanks!
I SAW THAT. I'M SO EXICTED FOR THEM!! They really did such a good job and aww Deuce is gonna get a little sibling.
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Omg hi!!
This may come off as a bit late, but I just wanted to tell you that after reading chapters 1-2-3 of your Wakfu fanfic Collision in English, I FELL IN LOVE WITH IT đâ¤ď¸â¤ď¸
Seriously, this might just be one of the best Wakfu fanfics Iâve ever read on Wattpad (AO3 is a whole other breed đšđ) of all places and Iâm so grateful I even came across it thanks to you on tumblr!!
I just finished reading chapters 4 and 5 right now AND I NEED MORE â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
I donât know how you did it, but you perfectly did everything right! You managed to properly convey some of the sadidasâ opinions about the eliatropes, you even showed an elite eliatropeâs perspective on their history (from their days back in the Genesis era to today), you portrayed each character so accurately, and you managed to fill up what we were missing before the season 4 finale.
Honestly, I think youâre extremely good at what you do and I love the way you had the idea to start the fic right before season 4âs final episode.
You make my day everytime you upload and itâs always worth it đđđ
Thank you so much for even finding the time and energy to translate the chapters!! đđđ
Mmm, ok, let me take a moment to...
Cof cof, ok, I'm fineâď¸đŚ
Thank you SO MUCH for giving it a try to Collision, and for your quick review, it means A LOT đ¤§đđ. I've been following your neat blogs and reviews for a while now, and let's just say that I've been taking notes đâď¸đŚ So I can say that most of the development is thanks to your analysis influence đđđđ
I've been a little concerned about how the English version is being received, cause I still don't have much feedback there, and I've been posting the translation feeling that is not 100% accurate, but doing it anyway for that part of the fandom's sake, cause I wanted them to read it too, even though I know my English is not perfect đ¤§đđđ


The Spanish version, on the other hand, is receiving more feedback (depending on how juicy is the chapter) and it has already 32 chapters that I've been writing and posting on the go, and it keeps going. So, don't worry, you'll have more juicy content eventually đâď¸â¨ď¸
Or maybe in a few minutes... đđŚ

I decided to post the translation this way so I could take time to manage both versions, keep posting on AO3, keep making art, and post to my social media, while I deal with my real life and keep translating...
I'm fine, reallyđđđŚ
So your feedback and support mean to me MUCH MORE THAN YOU THINK, and refill me with motivation to keep up the hard work đ¤§đ¤đđ
Thanks again for passing by and giving it a chance đĽšđđ Please do not hesitate to give me your opinion, or suggestions, that also help me to improve and defeat the creative block that I get sometimes đ
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i'm OBSESSED with ur lucemond fic i loveeee it! please please PLEASE tell me cregan and dalton will be in the list of prospects that will be courting luke. ur jealous aemond is my favorite and can imagine it so well :)
AHHH đĽ°đĽ° Thank you so so much for reading my fic and for the lovely ask, I'm happy you're enjoying the story <3 getting Aemond right feels like the best compliment ever AND a relief at the same time.
Jealous Aemond is sooooo fun to write, since he's obviosly half in denial about his attraction for Luke, thinks he's better than everyone else, terrible at sharing in general and too competitive to see the betrothing season as anything but a challenge he must out-smart to get what he's "owed". Perfect mix to have the guy chewing glass at the idea of Lucerys marrying some fucker.
I actually got asked the same thing on ao3, particullarly about Dalton, so I'll give you a bit of a spoiler (I guess you could call it that.)
Dalton appears and he 100% has plans to be added to the poll of suitors. His situation is particular, since they practice polygamy in the Iron Islands and marrying Lucerys would not affect his line of succession, he has saltwives for that. And there's something in particular he gains out of tying himself to Lucerys, much to Aemond's annoyance, since he has dealt with Dalton's ass before as Master of Law (since, you know...Dalton, raids, kidnapping women...the two of them have had issues before) and he knows Dalton is different from other highborns, he doesn't play by the rules, harder to deal with (impossible to get rid of, etc.)
Luke sure has a talent to be a magnet for blood-thirsty psychos. Good for him, since he's obviosly lowkey into it.
Cregan appears in the story but he cannot be one of Lucery's suitors. He's the head of House Stark at this point in time, he needs to produce heirs and so on. In this AU him and Jace have the same arrangement they initially strike in the book, where one of Cregan's eventual kids will marry one of Jace and Baela's. Lucerys has been to the North before a couple of times since Cregan and Jacaerys are such good friends, etc. So, does Cregan appear in later chapters anyway? YES lmao. Mostly to piss Aemond off, even if he has no intention to pursuit Luke, since his pressence annoys Aemond regardless (as most men who appear will annoy him). He knows well Cregan cannot marry Lucerys, but it irks him deeply that Luke behaves almost like a puppy with Cregan (old habits die hard, he always wanted to tag along with Jacaerys when he went to Winterfell when they were younger, bit of a hero complex there.)
Now if I might give you a hint, since Cregan cannot be...perhaps Martell? Dorne is quite accepting of same sex relationships after all đđ
#lucemond#jealous aemond the joy of my life *pats beefy chest in black armor* this psycho right here can hold so much possessiveness for his nephew#luke also gets jealous in his own way as you saw in the last chapter lol but he's so much better at hiding it#thak you for the asskkkkk one thousand hugs for you i love getting asks about the fic! đđđđ#fic is: âyou may bury my bodyâ if anyone is interested#obligatory hotd and asoiaf tags for those who blacklist etc
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I LOVE SMOTHER! I'm so sad the end is nigh, but I really appreciate you sharing this story with us. Others have said it but the characters are so well-developed which I think is frankly incredible for a story as complex as this one, where you're writing on taboo topics and balancing creating a compelling, interesting narrative that is also hot and makes us all wanna scream :) This is what I'm talking about when I'm like... fan fic is literature. I've been reading a second time and gotta say you write the internal turmoil Joel and Blossom grapple with sooooo so so well, like especially as they navigate their dynamic in the first part of the series so far. You build it up so well that this second bit of the series has unfolded so effortlessly, although I know you put a lot of work into this and it is very much appreciated! In the beginning bits where Blossom is going back and forth in her mind about her desire and sense of comfort versus fear and hatred and anger (especially in the times where Joel loses it on her, especially in penitence). And Joel just clearly feeling like a piece of shit about a lot of stuff but also wanting so badly to protect and nourish what is possible for them. I could go on forever! It is all just so well done and now with the plot ramped up I am so excited for whatever happens next. I almost want him to be willing to let her go (very begrudgingly of course) but I'm also like... would he really ever let that happen? In my mind, they are HEA and he teaches her archery and even though she becomes more experienced in the ways of the world as time passes, she is still always his little innocent little princess đĽşP.S. I also truly do not mean this is an annoying disrespectful GIVE US MORE CONTENT way because I know it is terrible when people do that to authors and you truly have given us so much, but wanted to echo that what the one anon suggested about a one shot where Joel takes care of Blossom while she is sick fucked up my whole brain because we all know you writing Joel taking care of his girl makes our hearts stop in general, so him doing it when she is sick... like Joel gently cooling her down with a towel if she has a fever (but inevitably heating her up again đ) , making sure she has the comfiest pair of PJs, playing with her hair or rubbing her back and not caring if he gets sick too... I CANNOT. I'm just glad someone put it in my head because it will be in my day dreams lmaođą Thank you again for everything!
oh my god HI
literally how the heck am i supposed to respond when i'm literally still speechless at you taking the time to send me this! honestly, just thank you so much for loving joel and blossom and their story that i'm telling đ i think upon reflection you saying how the beginning was so tumultuous and kind of unsure that them finally finding their stride together really came at the right time. like you said, in a way it came about naturally and effortlessly to me as the storyteller cause it just made sense for things to progress like that in my mind!
and i do love the idea of joel being willing to let her go, it's kind of so tragically sad it eats at me in that angsty writer way haha. he may grapple with that some in the wake of what's happening right now, but like you said in the end that man would not be down to do that like AT ALL.
the one shot idea honestly is so cute. i've rolled it around in my mind, and if enough ever sticks so that i'm like yeah i could write a whole one shot around enough ideas for it to be fun to read for you all, i'll do it! i do plan to write one shots for them in the future as i'm inspired to so it's definitely not out of the realm of possibility! đ¤
anyways!!! thank you again so much. i'm always down to yap about smother anytime.
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Been thinking about my Royal Depths au lately. the one with the kid Ganon. I will draw the au again probably within the next two months lamo.
Anyways, since Iâve been thinking about that au, I also remembered that one ask I sent you, where I asked what art style you would like to see a loz game have. Combining these two idea, Iâve got another question for you:
What would you like a new LoZ game/story to be about? Like, in RD I made the main character Ravio and had a itty bitty Ganon as one of his party members. What would your LoZ game be about? Would it be a sequel of sorts to another game, or just have some calls backs to another game(like maybe hw who knows đ)? Would Link be the main character, or would it be a different character like Zelda(like with eow), or maybe a new character that would have an interesting perspective on the LoZ world(like idk a zora or fairy)?
Anyways uh. Youâre creative and I like seeing your ideas. You could picture the game to look like the game art style you said earlier(I think it was an Alice in Wonderland type game? Idk it also kinda reminded me of Donât Starve, art style wise if that rings any bells), if that makes things easier. Idk, with EoW around the corner Iâve been pondering about new LoZ stories like a mad man.
Hope all of this made sense, and have a great rest of your day!
I took a sec to answer this because I have SERIOUS thoughts about it and wanted to make sure iâd have the time to write it all out alskdkddk
i mentioned this about a month ago, and i would absolutely love to write this in fic form one day, and i plan to, it will just take me a LONG time but this is the storyline I would give a Zelda game if I had the power to make one:
I think of âZeldaâ as a middle name of sorts, I think each princess has her own first name, but the first daughter of the royal family has that as a middle time and will end up going by that. The protagonist of this game? The eldest daughter of the royal family, and she cannot for the life of her figure out how to get those powers Hylia shouldâve gifted her. Ganondorf is becoming more and more of a threat every day, and thereâs nothing she can do about it except make sure he canât get his hands on the triforce, which sheâs just barely accomplishing. She thinks it her duty to be out there on the front lines getting shit done because if she canât do the one thing sheâs supposed to (unlock her powers) you best believe sheâs out there with a sword kicking ass. Sheâs also trying to find Link because if the world is ending then there HAS to be a hero, but she literally find him and is getting really frustrated
I would give Ganon a much more compelling story. Heâs not born evil, heâs born with as much capacity for good as anyone else, but due to the events of his childhood he becomes something terrible. No matter what he did everyone looked at him like he was going to be awful. They treated him poorly, nothing he could do was right in the eyes of ANYONE. He WANTED to break the cycle, but he couldnât so to get everyone to just stop and leave him alone heâs seeking total control over everything because in his mind heâll feel like he can breathe if he does
Now where the fuck is Link you may be asking? Well I firmly believe Hylia is a bit of a gatekeeper (/j) and will only give her magic to the eldest DAUGHTER in her bloodline. No man gets her powers, no thank you. So when the protagonistâs little sister, out of pure panic and desperation, makes an attempt to stop Ganon from destroying Hyrule Castle and her powers roar to life, the three main characters all stop and stare at each other for a minute because what the hell how did the younger sibling do that??
It is at this point the oldest âdaughterâ realizes officially even Hylia knew he was trans before he did (heâd had his suspicions but this whole thing just confirmed it for him), and he hauls ass to get the Master Sword because with his little sisterâs goddess given powers revealed he realizes HIS place in this whole hot mess, heâs Hyliaâs HERO not her DAUGHTER, and he and the new Zelda use the power of supportive gay siblings to bonk Ganon over the head hard enough he just factory resets
And then they have group therapy /hj
So yeah, the REAL quest to find Link was the gender journey we had along the way
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Hello again haha
As you can tell by now I LOVE your work. And I saw you wanted some ideas.
ANYWAY!
I've got a Peter Criss fan fic (đśđĽ of course) idea for ya!
I've heard from Paul and Gene that Peter threw his drumsticks on them (live on stage) when he got upset.
So... What if that drumstic hits you (reader). After the show and he walks towards "you" after the show to ask if you're alright, and yeah... You'll do the restđ
Heyy I really enjoy that idea. Hope u like it and thx a lot âĄ
Peter criss imagine
Pov: Peter accidentally hurts u with his drumstick.

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It's 1979 and u finally could go on a Kiss concert. U were very excited to see the boys but deep down in ur heart u were more excited about seeing ur favorite catman with his cute cat make up. Peter criss.
U decided to be the most beautiful girl on the concert and even made sure to get in the very first row, right next to the stage. Ur heart was beating like crazy knowing u will see soon ur favorite boys..Or should I say boy? ;) (sorry).
After waiting for way too long finally, the lights changed and u heard loud screams and cheering all around u..The boys finally came on stage. Ur eyes immediately turned themselves to see Peter with his cute face paint, smiling at the fans that were freaking out. U couldn't stop smiling seeing him all happy and cute..He made u blush like crazy.
They started playing and u couldn't help but just cry out. U waited for way too long and now finally u could see them life..It felt like a dream.
As u were singing along all dreamed up and not aware of anything as if u left earth, u got woken up by a bang to ur head and slight pain that followed right after.
"What the heck? What was that?" It shocked u. "Felt like I got hit by something."
U looked around if someone hit u by accident but that wasn't the case. Everyone was concentrated on the guys playing. U looked down on the floor and saw a drumstick.
"Wait?..Is that...Is that Peters drumstick?" U had a lot of feelings go through u at that moment when u realized that u got hit by his drumstick.
In fact, peter was known to throw his sticks around and people did see it but when they couldn't catch it they just kinda left it there thinking someone else did catch it also Peter was known for getting upset and not throwing it directly at the fans but rather at Paul and Gene. Well this time it hit u.
U couldn't really process what was happening. Is it real life or am I actually dreaming? I got to see peter live and now even found his drumstick? Wtf is going on?
U could stop smiling, everything was perfect. The last great thing that could happen would be him calling u backstage but that's impossible so u quickly got it out of ur mind.
After the show was done all the fans started going out or backstage when they had a vip ticket. U sadly didn't so with the pain in ur heart and Peters drumstick close to ur heart u started making ur way out. Surprisingly u heard a voice behind u saying "hey" so u turned around curious who would it be. "Now I'm really getting nuts." U thought.
U couldn't believe ur eyes. It was peter..Fucking Peter criss standing in front of u with a soft almost nervous smile. U started shaking, ur heart beating higher and ur face getting pale.
"Im sorry for hurting u with my drumstick..I should be more careful and maybe not throw too hard objects..."
U just stared at him with a shocked face not quite ready to process what was going on.
"Hope ur ok?..." He added.
"Y-Yeah sure..Don't worry about it..Didn't even hurt that bad.." U smiled nervously.
He smiled back and nodded softly.
"So...Can I do something for u?.." He asked.
"F-For me? U stuttered. "N-No..I mean I'm okay and it's already a blessing getting hit by ur drumstick and then having u talk to me..What more could I wish for?" U said happily what made him laugh a little shyly as he looked down.
"Well are u sure? How about I take u backstage..We could talk more and better..It's quite chaotic here."
U thought u will pass out..Usually these things only happen in ur imagination but this time it's fucking real. U of course nodded and went with him. U guys went into his room and u just had to look around..It was stunning to see his room that he had while being on tour.
*Time skip*
After talking for some time u got more comfortable with him and he with u. U saw noticed his looks on ur body, literally striping u down with his eyes. U did look sexy that evening and got some guys to look at u but tonight it seems like ur only his..And by his I mean Peter.
"Yk it was nice meeting a chill girl like u..and again sorry for hurting u..I didn't mean to throw it that far."
U again told him that it was alright. He suddenly moved closer to u and ur heart again started beating faster.
"I know how I can make this up.." He whispered softly what made u blush like crazy.
"R-Really? How?" Ur face got read and the look in ur face was just shocked and nervous.
Peter smirked and as u were trying to realize what was happening, u were laying there, legs spread wide apart and Peters head between them.
Ur hand were grabbing onto the bed sheets as Peters tongue entered ur opening. U had ur head thrown back feeling his tongue penetrating u.
U let out not too loud but high moans while feeling all dizzy from the pleasure. U never had ur pussy licked before and for the very first time of yours it felt like heaven.
U didn't know what to do with ur head and the bed sheets weren't enough to grab so u just went for his hair and pulled him even closer, making his face almost disappear in ur private parts. His hands were stroking ur thighs and grabbing onto them. Ur eyes rolled back as u felt close to cumming.
U started cursing and his fingers thrusted in u as he felt u getting closer. His tongue was eating ur clit, hitting ur g spot.
Ur moans got louder and ur legs started closing but he forcefully kept them open. Ur back arched and ur body lifted itself while u were cumming all over his face and fingers. U literally squirted his fingers out of ur opening. That's how well he made u cum. He had a lot of experience and good for u..Ur first time having Oral was like an complete dream..People wouldn't believe if u would tell them.
He left u hardly breathing on the bed. U closed ur eyes cuz u needed a second while he was watching u and smirking. U told him that it was ur first time and he got excited about it and also got a little ego booster hearing how good he was.
Now u didn't have any condoms like him but u still wanted to repay him so without saying anything u sat up and made him lay down. U never sucked dick before but u didn't care about that, u just wanted to satisfy ur king so u just started stroking it and slowly licking and kissing his tip. Peter let out a little groan and closed his eyes, having one arm behind his head.
When u noticed that u were doing the right thing u decided to take him deeper inside but got stopped by ur gag reflex. U sucked on it for a bit to get ur throat used to that feeling so it allowed u to take him deeper and let him feel the heaven u felt a few mins ago. His groans got louder and ur sucking deeper and faster.
With ur free hand u squeezed his big balls for extra pleasure and with the other one u were stroking his cock while sucking.
He groaned and was keep telling u how good ur doing and how much he enjoys it.
This made u even weaker for him and letting him fuck ur throat was like a reward.
While he was closer to his climax, he grabbed the back of your head and pushed u deeper in. Ur gag reflex returned but u didn't care less. Ur only goal was to satisfy him and nothing more. He was thrusting faster and faster making ur eyes clench till he finally released in ur mouth.
His warm load was dripping down ur throat and his cock twitching on ur tongue. After he took it out of ur mouth u swallowed what was left of his load in ur mouth mixed with ur saliva.
He fell back on the bed all exhausted and heavily breathing while u laid ur head on his chest.
"That was amazing y/n" He mumbled.
"It was" U had ur eyes closed and breathed out deeply.
"I won't let u go..U will have to stay here till morning..U were so amazing and so beautiful..I need u right now to calm down and spend time with someone who's not like those groupie whores."
His words made u feel so special and u just still kinda couldn't believe that it's true..Usually at that point u would wake up and hate that u did but this time it was completely real. U were laying in ur favorite Rockstars arms and u were more than happy, hoping this never ends...
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Excuse any typos. It's currently 1am I'm tired goodnight.
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my dearest darlingest marina i need you to know you have broken me quite thoroughly and i might never ever forgive you for it as long as we both shall live ! âŁď¸
to clarify- ive been saving "let's fall out of love" to read later ever since you posted it cuz i didn't feel ready- didn't think i was emotionally stable enough to read it then. well, tonight ive been clearing out my list of unread fics from last year aND GODDAMN WAS I EVER RIGHT ABOUT THAT.!!!
started getting all weepy and shaky before that first courthouse bathroom conversation and i didn't ever stop đ sobbed so hard and for so long at the unfairness of it all (for both of them !) i gave myself an asthma attack and had to stop reading.. what really broke me was e's bittersweet and somewhat detached realization on the courthouse steps that all their kids had flocked to laney during the divorce. couldn't stop thinking abt how badly i would've wanted to tell jesse off for being sharp to his daddy, and the knowledge that elaine COULDN'T, that it wasn't quite over yet and she still had to save face for a bit longer despite how much it killed them both, despite being the only person who could truly understand just how deep elvis was hurting right then and having been the one who'd made a whole life out of loving him hard.......... the idea of him resigning himself to having lost that forever (false) and her having to go against everything in her nature to let him ache a while longer,, oh it just shattered my spirit to bits right then and there. oh god im gonna start crying again just thinking about how lonely they both made each other đđđ
im literally inconsolable, even with the reasoning behind it/ knowing how it ends beforehand, and having those future timeline fics to fall back on did nOT SAVE ME like . dear GOD woman how is that even possible?!?? if i had any shred of humanity left in my body id wax poetic for three more paragraphs abt how that speaks to your truly absolutely outstanding talent as an author and worldbuilder, but alas i think i cried out everything that was keeping me sane sometime in the last half hour and now i have to go lie facedown on the floor in my hallway and die abt it all instead đ fantastic work as always i love all your work so much forever etc etc đđđđđđđ
ps: it took me the better part of an hour to type all this out since ive lost the water content of approxinately a small ocean w my tears and am doing physically poorly in response đŤ đŤ so thanks for ur patience in this trying time đđ
I spun around in circles upon reading this like my poor coon dog when she had a stroke -jovially of course. Like this is the stuff every writer dreams of getting for feedback but holy smokes, your talent for screaming? Beyond my wildest dreams. Iâve always told you how much I appreciate your time and enthusiasm to tell your thoughts Mary Hope, and now is no exception. My babe and co-author @elvisabutler deserves the pleasure of reading what weâve wrought, as well. Iâll be halving all your medical and psychiatric expenses with her. đ
Tbh, despite knowing both imminent and longterm reconciliation was to happen after this segment, we were just as cut up about tearing them apart as you were to read it. In fact, it was worse than all the lead up fics where the passive aggressive accumulation of grievances came across as hurts but ultimately only aggravations. This is justâŚPAIN. Funny how what was untenable before a tragedy suddenly appears to have been idyllic after it. Anyways.
Thank you for reading, hereâs some Kleenex, albuterol and do know the sequel to this divorce is in drafts, so not finished AT ALL but it is in the works.
Not that itâll hurt much less than this one. đ
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