#anyway thanks for reading my rambles if u did. i wuv u

[foxceus]

what if the evokers were odd beasts? what then

[berryunho]

okay i know its already the end of january 1st but allow me to reflect on 2022 for a moment ! so ! if you want my sentimental ramblings feel free to read but LAKSJDFLKSJD

SO BASICALLY. the answer turned one year old in 2022. i started posting in april 2021. and thus she turned one in april. idk exactly what the stats were in april but i know that at the start of the year she was ~70k words and had ~3000 hits and like ~70 kudos. keep that in mind. KAJLFDKSJFJKL im really not like. a numbers person like. its motivating for sure when i know i have an audience but i dont let it get to me if things are down for whatever reason and anyways i thought that those numbers were CRAZYYYYY. like i was already out of my mind insane at the thought of so many people liking my fic and i was just so . thankful . and i still am !

but.... i felt that i was... missing something...... like ao3 is amazing and wonderful and i love it but.... i wanted more Connection! i wanted to be easier to talk to and more of a Real Person to my readers lol so i made my tumblr this year! and i waited a bit to start crossposting just bc i was such a huge chore and... i was really scared... but once i did the response was so immediate and so wonderful that i couldnt believe i didnt do it earlier !!!! like genuinely tumblr has been everything ive ever hoped for it to be and more and its so so so lovely to be here and i just !!!!! like sheesh . i had a blog long ago (like. 2014-2018.) and i just ... dont remember tumblr being like this then lol

and anyways. i feel like ive become a Real Fanfiction Writer now. like it is INSANE to me to think that there are people that look up to me like i used to look up to ff writers like .... YOU MEAN IM THAT PERSON TO SOME PEOPLE?????? I GET ANONS? I GET ASKS? REPLIES? DMS? PEOPLE WANT TO TALK TO ME ON THE MERIT THAT I CREATED SOMETHING THEY LIKE? holy moly baby. i still am so awkward w ff authors that arent my bffies bc i literally forget that i am ff authors. like i am in that crew now. KALJSDL;FKJSDLF so crazy so if you are a fellow writer reading this and we are moots and we've never spoken trust it is bc im just awkward i probably love you and your writing LKJALDSKFJLASDKJF

and like ... speaking of my bffies ... idk if theyll read this but hi if you do i cant say these things directly to you bc i have issues but. the 2 months that we have been friends have been very wonderful and i have very much loved getting to know you guys and i hope you like me bc you are STUCK w me now ! i wuv u or ... something ALKDSJFALKSDJ thank you tumblr for bringing us together KAJSDLFKJSLD

and ANYWAYS FOR REAL NOW the answer now is 144k. claps to me for doubling the length <3 and she has. 280 kudos. and 11,426 hits. and like i said. the numbers dont get me very much. what gets me is the fact that so many people have called the answer their favorite fanfic. people have complimented my writing style. people thank me for my work. people tell me that they hope im well out of the blue. people tell me that ive scared them people tell me ive made them cry people tell me their heart beats faster when they read people tell me they love my characters people tell me they love my writing and my mind and JUST ASKDLFJASDFJKLSLDFJ THAT IS WHAT GETS ME !!!! thats why i love tumblr and thats what im thankful for going into 2023 and i hope that this year i can continue to be a writer that you all love or at least enjoy and if not that ... tolerate ig ALKSDJFAKSDJ

SIGNED YOUR FAVORITE HOTTEOK (agree w me.)/AUTHOR OF THE ANSWER/BERRYUNHO/EGGYLEGGY/ lauren <3

[yuuminni]

hi its me!!! :DDD your post about maki respecting mai's wishes and instead of discarding it decided to center her wish ("to get stronger") around it ("so that mai would have a place") is honestly so true? like i'm the middle child between my two idiot brothers but if theres something they want to do then who am i to stop them? if anything i should support them after all right? and the fact that this was something i thought of when thinking of the two even without realizing it is something i wholeheartedly love , like the episode that featured the two gave me so much feelings and i didnt know why until i realized it was because of the fact i was a sister and the fact that gege has captured that feeling between the twins so well and made that radiate in the audience amazes me so much like props to the man seriously.

(also have you seen the new update? gege sensei says he hates gojo but then why are you having characters looking like him then (the angel and the other choso-looking fella) fr gege-sensei if u miss the man that much then give him back along w nobara then smh)

anyways sorry for the big blob of text again i havent had the time to ramble bc my exams are like in the next next day so--jghdhjsgf pray for me my pea brain cannot w me rn anywho what do you think about satosugu? (like not just the ship but like their roles in the story, and etc.) I also might post a jjk meta about blessings and stuff once my exams are over bc i always thought it was interesting that instead of that humans instead have the ability to use cursed energy instead so uh look forward to that? kdfhsdjkf anyways bye ig kjdh

SO MUCH WUV FOR U thank u for sharing with me!!

jflkasj im not sure, i think its just gege and same face syndrome, he's like "yeah all bastards should look like this :D." he's valid tbh, gojou is a menace

did you see gege's comments on characters' valentine chocolates count like jlfksajf

i love satosugu!! its the thing that pulled me into jjk in fact. overpowered character who makes a fatal, unthinkable mistake that ends up pummeling the entire world into hell bc he's too gay - whats better than that? i end up liking the philosophy and the curses in jjk and how they relate to the common fear and other negative experience of regular people (the fear of the earth, the sea, of nature are obvious, but there is also mahito manifested from the hatred of other people, and kenjaku, presumably from the fear of the intellect, "curiosity kills the cat" etc etc ITS ALL SO INTERESTING) a lot more than satosugu, but i love them all and i can multitask!! (read: crying about more than one thing at once)

and yeah im looking forward to your meta! i think gege might be onto something with never mentioning bless energy 👀 i wonder if it will make a pivotal point in the story??

good luck on ur tests!!