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liesmyth · 2 years ago

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#I do not think harrow groks the extent to which her obsession with Gideon is requited#I also don’t think she’d even CARE as long as Gideon was still doing things that meant Gideon left and Harrow stayed on Pluto #she just doesn’t want Gideon to leave her!!! #she will stomp all over her as hard as she can to stop that from happening #the locked tomb#sooooooo yeah #harrow and John are a lil bit simpatico aren’t they? no wonder they vibe they way they do #I like how many different flavors of unhealthy these people manage to be @cerusee

Oh fuck. John's narrative voice is so disjointed in Nona the Ninth I missed that he told us why he told the lie that defined the Nine Houses, and watched half of his friends kill and eat the other half.

Why would you let someone you love go away from you, Harrow? Well, at least he picked the right person to ask. If anyone could understand love as hurting and breaking and sabatoging someone to make sure they'll never leave you, it's Harrow.

What was it like for her, to look into the face of God and see her own worst failures reflected back?

#!!!!! I have a diff version of this post in the queue somewhere but THESE TAGS!!#A+ NO NOTES #harrow is my babygirl who did nothing wrong except all those times she fucked up. but she is alive she can grow #she has been selfish and lost and mean and lashed out and gideon loves her in spite of all of that and she CAN move past it #and make amends!#otoh. i mean. you know.#john has been selfish and lost and lashed out and HIS loved ones would've forgiven him but he took that choice away from them #in fear of refusal. and john may be immortal but he's also a revenant stuck in the same cycle of hate and loss. he can't grow past it #anyway all of this is making me want one of those AUs where gideon joins the cohort but it's all about harrow #not their reuinion at some point. not gideon finding out she's a space princess. just harrow left alone and being ANGRY #and how she deals with that and learns from it #anyway thanks @ op and @ prev i am IN MY FEELINGS as per fucking usual #i love everyone in this bar etc.#tlt thoughts #tlt #harrow #ejg

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