#anyway tbis was my name rant

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j juwr realised you're the only other bunga fan i know who calls deku that instead of midoriya it's so formal i hate itttt

bunga...

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I call this one "found family but it goes horribly wrong in an irreparable way" :)

I've been doing a lot of cotl comics but I kinda lost my comic making endurance after not working on art since last september, so I made this to help me flex my art muscles. Apologies for the watermarks lmao they kinda kill the mood but I've already had people repost my art when I put it on reddit so...might as well get the credit if my stuff is gonna be reposted regardless. RAMBLE INCOMING!!

Thinking about how shamura was most likely the one to find + raise their adopted siblings and help them survive the mass deicide that happened thousands of years before....OUUGH. I have so many ideas for comics that take place when half the bishops were still lil kids. I have one in progress right now actually. But it just hurts when I remember how it all ends- they loved their family for so long and yet they credit their love as what caused it to fall apart!!! The lore of the bishops only sunk in when I was dealing with my own heavy sibling angst, and I was like wow....shamura supported the sibs so much they accidentally encouraged their brother into being a heretic, and couldn't close pandora's box in time to save him or the rest of the family. They blame themself for the past 1,000 years and seem to be totally okay with dying for what they did?? Like when they get sent to the shadow realm they tell you to "finish the job" instead of leaving them in purgatory. And despite being the bishop of war, they are the only bishop to not have a "desperate" phase where their attacks get more brutal. They're not desperate, they just want to get it over with. All their other siblings are dead by then anyway so it's not like they have anything to stick around for, even if they were healthy enough to win the battle. Plus I mean...narinder is the bishop of death so they probably just want to see him one last time. Owch

Don't get me wrong I love to hate narinder and his only role in my cult is the guy who cleans the outhouse, but I really like his dynamic with shamura vs. the other siblings. I kinda see him as the troubled kid that couldn't assimilate into the family and shamura took it upon themself to try and fix him. It's interesting thinking about how they're the only one he shows remorse for despite feeling the most betrayed by them. I don't think he 100% hates them, he's just been locked in gay baby jail for so long he's had nothing better to think about than "my sibling encouraged me to experiment with my godly duties, and then punished me for it!!". He's not wrong? But also is shamura that wrong either??? Idk it's complicated with no real answer and I like it a lot, I wish the game told us more about what the bishops were like before they got their shit rocked during the schism. I would've loved to see shamura before their brain was turned to mush by their tbi + 1,000 years of suffocating grief and crushing guilt :)

ANYWAY thanks for making it to the bottom of this rant, here is a sketch I did a while ago of shamura + baby leshy from a prequel au thing I don't have a name for yet:

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okay. ahsoka ep 3.

i already know jacen is in this bc i got SPOILED but let me tell you im gonna still be shocked anyway skldjflkd

k here we go

These introductions are pointless. Like we saw the last ep last week. If we forgot we can just look it up.

OH WOW she’s hot

“Not bad but not good” WOW HUYANG. Oh wow this guys comin for Sabines whole LIFE here damn

Um ig Ahsoka forgot that Mandalorians can hold their own against jedi just damn fine? Sabine once beat KANAN

Ahsoka: okay time to pretend to be Kanan

UH OKAY. UM. “I can’t see how am I supposed to fight” WAS A STUPID LINE TO GIVE TO SABINE WREN, THE WOMAN RAISED BY KANAN JARRUS, A NOTABLE BLIND JEDI

God can you imagine being stupid enough to give that line to her? Did filoni or Favreau write that line? Sounds on par with how idiotic those two dipshits are. Like that is so stupid. Who is that STUPID.

That’s like an anti-Kanan reference. That’s fucking Kanan retconning.

God I’m so MAD.

Honest to god I’m kinda glad this is only 30 mins long this time. I’m fucjing mad.

She fights like Sabine though. I love this actress for her. She’s doing Sabine so well. Thank you <3

Nyooooom

is mON MOT—SHE IS

Hooray chancellor mothma

JACEN!!!!!

I mean in name only so far but still. My lil snow pea boy

“Causing trouble with chopper” I’m so glad that droid is giving the galaxy hell with multiple generations of syndullas. Here’s to chopper outliving us all

HEY SHUT UP ABOUT HRR FINDING HER SON

She should be allowed to find her son the war hero at any costs

GET HIS ASS

“People who were like family to me” okay uh so that’s a workaround for saying Kanan? But Kanan wasn’t even killed by

JACEN

“Aunt” WHAT

She’s his SISTER

He looks a little like Kanan would have looked. AND NOTHING LIKE HERA (enter usual rant about PISS POOR CHARACTER DESIGN)

Also like. He wants to be a jedi 😭

LIKE HIS FATHER BEFORE HIM 😭

God that look. She’s thinking of Kanan 😭😭😭

“Everyone could be a jedi” is the STUPIDEST TAKE

God i hate this fucking show

And I fucking hate filoni and Favreau so. Fuckingn. Much.

Huyang does NOT like Sabine

And he’s right about jedi and force wielders

She’s so cute I love u Sabeeen <3

T-6 shuttle shot

I love u T-6 shuttles

Wow those are fuckin… old ass ships. Clone war era.

I mean T-6 is even older but I love it so. I do not care.

Also hang on rewind a sec to the “few mandalorians have ever been jedi” okay how do you KNOW that. The two of you have been at odds so much for so long that I’m sure millions went by unnoticed by the jedi

Downgraded from Spheres In Space to fucking Circle In Space 🙄

I love Huyang he’s a bitch

Oh T-6 shuttle they’re really in it now

Oop floaty in space

Huyang out for the count again xoxo

Shin Hati is such a little shit and I ADORE her

She space-suited up in 3 seconds or some shit. God I hate sci fi.

Get yourself ahsoka you’re the dumbass who chose to stand outside

Shin Hati 👁 👁 fr

Oh

My

God

P U R R G I L

Ezra are u there?! 😭😭😭😭

okay after the initial AAAA umm yeah I’m thoroughly disappointed

The purrgil looked so BEAUTIFUL in design and colour and pattern in Rebels… only to be Giant Grey Things in this show?

God I fucking HATE this show.

Anyway half this episode is literally just space fighting. That’s so stupid.

I do like tbis planet. It’s dull and drab like everything else this show has done BUT at least the aesthetic of this one is meant to be dark and drab and dull

Anyway can they go back and follow the fucking purrgil yet

Mr Inquisitor I kind of hope you’re someone cool we already know. That’s a cool trope that I want to see in canon. If not that’s okay I want a cool inquisitor anyway.

So they’re meant to pick up thrawns ship? Like the way Jedi ships used to—

The way DT says purrgil has shocked me to near silence

That’s so funny it’s great and hard in his voice

So yeah that was stupid and awful and it’s good that was only 30 mins of disappointment rather than fucking 50 or whatever

Still love the vibes of this outtro tho. Wish the rest of the show was this cool.

now we just need -rex - ezra - direct kanan mention (like NAMED)

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Amnesia fic, Part 2/2

Here’s the second bit. Happy ending, for @lindsor84

“What the Hell happened!” Detective Williams shouts when he shoves in the door of the waiting room. It bangs on the wall and loud thumping steps vibrate through the floor, stopping inches from him. He can see leather shoes an inch from his boots.

“Huh? What happened? And how in hell did you think moving someone that badly hurt was a good idea? He could be quadriplegic because of you!” Williams yells above him.

Junior lifts his head up, keeping his fingers laced behind his neck, meeting the angry, no, the livid gaze of the detective head-on, unflinching. 

“We were clearing a cave when the quake hit. One of the cave walls destabilized and collapsed. Commander McGarrett was hit by falling rock and suffered a head trauma, as well as several other impact injuries.”

“And you had the bright idea to move him!”

“The Commander’s condition required it.”

“Oh, his condition required it, huh? Far as I know, you don’t have X-Ray vision! You. Could. Have Paralyzed him!” Williams shouts at him.

“Now Danny,” Grover tries to placate by his side, but Junior lifts his hand, silencing him. He can defend himself. He’s a fucking Navy SEAL. He knew exactly what he was doing when he made the decision to move his CO.

“With all due respect, sir, I cleared the Commander’s C-spine and performed a neurological examination before moving him. He was also initially alert and mobile. Howev--

“You-" Willams cuts in.

“HOWEVER,” he says loudly, over Williams, who’s trying to yell at him again, “his deteriorating state of consciousness, as evidenced by his decreasing Glasgow score prompted me to move him, because he was exhibiting signs of a moderate to severe TBI, for which prompt treatment is an absolute necessity for survival and optimal recovery. So I made the decision to move the Commander, to get him to medical help as quickly as possible, which is what I did,” he finishes firmly, looking deep into Williams’ eyes. As he expected, it’s not anger he sees. It’s fear and worry. “Also, Sir,” he bites out, “you weren’t there. The cave was unstable. We couldn’t stay there. I had to move him and believe me, I’m aware of the risks I took. But those are calculated risks and the only goal I had in my mind was saving Commander McGarrett’s life, Sir.”

He holds Danny’s gaze a little longer and as he expected, Danny deflates and lets his chin drop to his chest.

“I... Look I’m sorry for going off on you. I’m just...”

“Worried, I know. I know how much you care about him, D- anny,” he trips over the word, choosing the detective’s first name at the very last second.

“No, you don’t know. You can’t possibly know. You’ve known him for... what--”

“Fifteen months and sixteen days. With all due respect, again, you’re the one who doesn’t know how much he means to me.” Junior says, and damn it to hell, his voice cracks on the last word, but he pushes on. “When I got out of the sandbox last year, he... He knew. He knew I wasn’t doing all right. He checked up on me. He was my family when I didn’t have anyone to look out for me. He gave me a home. Did he tell you how I ended up staying at his house?” he asks after a bit.

Williams shakes his head. “No. He just told me he’d asked you to move it with him.”

Junior barks out a laugh and shakes his head. “Not exactly. He, ah, he found me in a, a homeless shelter. I had... I had nowhere to go. I couldn’t go to my family and, I’d just transitioned to the reserves and I didn’t...” Junior pauses, swallows and looks back up at Danny, at Steve’s best friend. “He knew what I was going through. He knew what I needed... before I did, he... Understood. He’s more than a mentor to me. He’s the man... I owe my life to him. So if you think I would do anything other than try and pay that debt back...”

Williams deflates, shakes his head and puts a hand on his shoulder and turns to sit by his side.

“Yeah, well, that’s what he does. He... fixes people. He adopts us, and... fixes us. Only problem is, he always manages to get himself hurt doing it.”

The amount of hurt and sorrow that suddenly weighs down on Junior’s shoulders bends his spine and his chin drops to his chest, his elbows coming to rest on his knees. “Yeah, well this time, it wasn’t his fault and it won’t matter anyway.”

“What, why? Why do you say that?”

“Because... Because the last thing he asked me was who he was. He didn’t know me, and he didn’t remember his own name.”

Williams pales and leans forward, putting his elbows on his knees, his head dropping forward. The late afternoon light hits his gold hair and it looks like a halo, beautiful, poetic almost. Junior doesn’t know why he notices. He’s not one to notice beautiful things, especially in times of tragedy.

He’s used to blood and dust, gunpowder and grime, not this... waiting.

“He’ll be all right,” Williams says, after a bit, drawing a deep breath, as if getting ready to go on one of his rants. “He always is. I dunno how he does it, how he manages or... what star he was born under, what... deity's watching out for’im up there but... Somehow? Despite attracting all the shit in the world... he comes out okay on the other end. At least... I gotta believe that.”

“Yeah,” Junior says.  

*+-*+-*+-*

There’s... something.

Close.

Points of lights in the thick folds of velvet dark.

Slivers of sound.

He can’t... grasp any meaning.

The darkness softens, lightens.

He feels... touch.

On his hand. Fingers, tight, on his.

A whisper in his ear. A name.

“Steve...”

The voice, soft, quiet... it spoke... A word. Steve... A spark ignites in his memory. His name!

The soft voice... it’s... there. In his memory too. A face. Blond hair.

“Steve, babe, can you hear me?”

He feels the hand on his squeeze, fingers rub the back of his hand, gentle. Coaxing.

He reaches within, remembers the name of the blond man, his friend.

“D...” His lips barely move, air scarcely moving across his lips.

“Babe. Yeah. That’s it! It’s me!”

“Danno.” It’s whispered, weak, barely there, but it is there.

He hears a soft laugh, and there’s a touch, on his face, gentle.

“Yeah, yeah, Steve. It’s me. Welcome back.”

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