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Selfship ramble under the cut, there is probably a lot of typo tbh

Last night I was thinking about Mucho (as usual i want to say snsjk) and how we met/cute things that happened before we got officially together.

Here's the situation: I rarely put makeup on, I think the last time I did was literally one year ago for my birthday, and it was my friends who did my make up 😭🤚

So what if, one day, I decide to put some makeup on (not heavy, really light makeup but it's still noticeable like you can see that something changed) as I have nothing to do but hangout with my bestie n Toman (i will talk about that another day). And ofc, me being me, I dont put makeup on just to put makeup on, I was kinda desperate to get some attention from my crush (aka Mucho). I'm not even subtil about the fact I have a big fat crush on him, and half on Toman probably already figured out but nobody really talked about it because well- If it's related to Mucho they dont want to take any risk.

The captains know tho, and they have so much fun with it 😔✌ They are not so secretly rooting for us because they think we would be a good match: the tall shy girl and the big beefy calm man.

So when I arrive where Toman usually reunite and that I spot all of them, I'm secretly hoping that he will say something about it, wasn't even excepting anything, maybe just a "you put on makeup?" would have been enough, but no, nothing and the others tried to push it like "omg you put makeup" "it looks good!" "Yes I agree, it surprisingly enough suits you" (<- draken or how to talk to woman). And he was just out there, staring at me blankly, with what I thought was disapproval in his eyes. (It's only later that i learned he was jealous about his friends comments about me)

Since I'm also very naive I thought that he just wouldn't like to voice it while others were around and just hoped that he would make comment later. Well, it never happened 💀

End of the day, I'm just sitting sadly on the stone stair, removing my makeup bc what was the point anyway, and I just look like an abandoned puppy and I can feel their looks on my back wondering what they should do because today mission is obviously a big fail. So they send Mucho over pretexting he is the one being good at reading others' emotions. And he has no other choice to do so because all of them are literally threatening him to comfort me.

The only thing he found to say was "Why are you removing your makeup? I thought you liked it"

"Well, not really. I'm not a huge fan of makeup anyway"

"Then why put it on in the first place?"

"To look pretty?"

Silence.

"What do you mean "look pretty"?"

"Well, I thought that if I put makeup, the guy I like would find me pretty, or at least say something about it"

Silence again.

"Well, if the guy you like needs you to put makeup to find you pretty, he isnt the right one"

( -> at this time, Mucho thought I had a crush on Draken, that's why he wasn,'t making any move, and even if I didnt get it, the way he said it was to make me understand HE was the right one 💀)

"And I don't know why you got this idea stuck in your head that you need makeup to look pretty. You already are."

And with that he left, because well, he didnt have anything more to say. He made his report to the guys that I was sad bc "my crush didnt made any comment about my makeup" and they collectively rolled eyes because he was probably the only one not knowing HE was the said crush.

Meanwhile, I'm dying in the background, squealing bc he said I was pretty and that means i can still hope for us to becone something <3