#anyway ive been fascinated by the fear street trilogy since it came out and i caved and watched the first movie two weeks ago

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Girl help there was a massive spider in my living room and I killed it (don't come for me, I have insane agoraphobia if I didn't kill it i would have to burn down my apartment block) and I was shaking so bad for at least 40 min. so I had to distract myself. As the super intelligent, incredibly, so fucking easily scared person I am, I of course decided to combat my spider fear with EVEN MORE FEAR by watching 30 minutes of Fear Street which had me paranoid and scared for five consecutive nights after I watched the first movie to the extent where I was scared, super paranoid and saw the dead killers in the dark when I turned off the lights (fuck you, too, imagination)

What is wrong with my logic. Why would I think "hey I'm still shaking and fucking crying and I can't stop seeing spiders everywhere so why don't I watch a horror/slasher movie that had me scared shitless for a full week so I can see dead killers and be scared of those instead??" Like what the fuck is wrong with me (aside from killing innocent spiders and being scared of stupid pointless shit)