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blasphamoustraitors · 3 years ago
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#august living#so hey um. if any of yall saw my last vent post#i had a seizure the next day#so. thats a new funky fresh worry that i have#its been a week and im still recovering like on all levels#i. bit my tongue so hard i might have nerve damage like its not bruised anymore but it still feels weird where it was#my chronic pain has a new like snappy feel to sudden jolts of pain#and well everything was super sore for a few days and im still trying to stretch back out#i dont know if it affected my speech worse than any other type of disturbance does but im not making sentances real good rn#obvs also it was physically harder to speak for a few days#but i get tongue tied so fucking easily all the time anyway so its not a unique symptom#god my back hurts in a vry unique way rn tho#lol tho since this was the first one ive had my brother called an ambulance for me and i spent like 6 hours in the er#i have a follow up neurologist appointment next month to go over the test results of the ekg and ct scan and whatever else they did i think#its literally a phone appointment so well see how useful it is#anyway if i have a seizure disorder now im going to be so mad#i cant drive rn and probably wont be allowed to at all if it turns into a recurrence#and just like. if it does turn into a thing that would be such a fucking all around problem#but if it was literally just a one off thing bc im that stressed abt losing my job i rlly gotta get a new one that doesnt stressmeoutasmuch#anyway its way too late i gotta sleeb
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my-creative-hell · 5 years ago
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Sick (Actor au)
It wasn’t often that Grave and the rest of the large group would find enough time to do small things, let alone have full days to themselves to relax and not have to worry about work. But finally, all the filming was done, the new season written and being planned, and they had time to breath and do as they pleased for a while, like a well-earned holiday.
For Grave, this means spending full days inside her lab working on whatever was taking her fancy at that particular time. Normally she would be interrupted by any number of things, Hannah checking in to make sure she’d eaten, Jake curious about what she was doing or Jerry running in to ask where something was. But today, nothing seemed to interrupt her as she worked, leaving her in peace as she finishes her latest creation, stepping outside the lab to go and see the others, the clock reading around two in the afternoon as she wanders the halls.
Stepping into the kitchen, it seemed as if Hannah, Leena, Iden and Jake were on a different floor, or had maybe gone out to complete odd bits of work for the show. But for some reason, they had all decided to live together, along with the stunt double actors, meaning there was never no one in the house. To prove that point, Shaun sits at the counter in the kitchen, playing absentmindedly on his phone as Amelia attempts to make herself cereal without making a mess, Jerry cooking an actual meal for them in the kitchen, keeping an eye on them both simultaneously.
“Hi!” Grave keeps her voice quiet as she speaks, her hands covered in small pieces of dried paint and small scars from working in the lab as she waves at them happily.
“Hiya Grave!” Amelia grins brightly as she spills some milk on the counter, Shaun waving as he stares at his phone. Jerry turns from his cooking momentarily to flash Grave a smile before waving at Amelia to remind her to put the milk away, making her look sheepish as she cleans the spillage up.
“Where is the Rose gorl?” Grave enquires, wiggling her fingers happily as she watches Amelia scrunch her face in thought, nose wrinkling.
“I haven’t seen her at all today
 maybe she’s still in her room?” Shaun offers his small amount of knowledge, looking up from his phone, rolling his eyes at the mess Amelia has made.
“Oh!” A small sliver of concern works its way through Grave at that knowledge, prompting her to leave the kitchen to find Rose. “Bye bye, hecc bois.” Grave smiles as she leaves the kitchen, Shaun getting up to help Amelia clean up her mess.
“Bye Grave!” Amelia waves as Shaun begins to assist her as Grave leaves, walking down the hallway to Rose’s room. As she reaches the outside of her room, there’s no noise coming from it, silence hanging in the air loosely around the door as Grave stands in front of it momentarily, listening.
Grave gently knocks on the door as quiet as possible, waiting patently for Rose to answer. It takes a moment before her voice can be heard by Grave through the door.
“
Hello?” Her voice sounds quiet even behind the door as she answers, clearly not speaking very loudly, the sound barely carrying over to Grave.
“Hi, Rose. It me.” Grave smiles as she keeps her own voice quiet, wanting to see her girlfriend after spending a whole day alone in the lab, where she would normally be interrupted by Rose wanting attention.
“Hi Grave, you can come in, it’s not locked
” Rose explains, her voice quiet as she allows Grave inside.
“Yay!” Grave feels happiness building inside her as she gently opens the door to the room. “I here!” She exclaims happily as she enters, Rose currently buried underneath a pile of sheets, though a hand emerges to wave at Grave.
“Hey! You’re here!” Rose’s slightly muffled voice comes from the sheets, sounding slightly happier now Grave was in the room. Grave approaches the pile of sheets, holding the expose hand in her own.
“Gay!” Grave jokes, making Rose laugh from underneath all the layers on top of her.
“I would hope so, otherwise you are dating the wrong person.” Rose returns the joke cheerily; staying hidden in her bed as Grave carefully lays her head down on Rose.
“Mmmm. You’re warm.” Grave comments as she leans on Rose, heat seeping into her from the bundle of sheets.
“I would hope so, I have like four blankets on
” Rose laughs as she pokes her face out from the pile, looking at Grave.
“I see you!” Grave plants a small kiss on Rose’s face, making her giggle as she comes out of the covers more, though she remains lying down.
“I have been spotted.” She smiles as she rubs at her face, closing her eyes for a moment as she does.
“Yes, and I’m gonna attack you!” Grave smiles as she plasters Rose’s face with kisses, Rose laughing as she squirms.
“Aaaa nooooo!” She giggles, smiling at Grave as she stops. “What have you been up to, anyway?” She changes the subject, looking interested.
“I was makin shit in my lab! What about you?” Grave watches as Rose scrunches her face in thought.
“Mmmm, what’s the time?” Rose looks up at Grave inquisitively as she tries to answer the question.
“Its 2PM exactly!” Grave smiles happily as Rose looks at her, sinking down into her covers more.
“I haven’t done anything
 I’ve been in bed all day
” Rose admits, keeping her explanation vague and to the point.
“
You haven’t eaten anything, have you?” Grave questions softly, a slight bit of concern creeping in as she speaks.
“
No?” Rose smiles sheepishly. “I haven’t felt hungry or
 right, I guess? So I’ve just stayed here, and I didn’t realise it was so late.” She explains as best she can, trying not to worry Grave.
“Mmmm you still need to eat tho. I can get you something?” Grave offers calmly, a smile resting on her face.
“I guess I can probably stomach something light
” Rose concedes, smiling warmly. “Think its just some annoying twenty four hour thing, I’ll probably be fine tomorrow.” She laughs gently as she watches Grave from the bed.
“I hope so!” Grave wiggles happily, though some concern lingers over her, making her hope Rose would be right.
“I’m sure it’ll be fine.” She reassures Grave, smiling. “But I am not getting out of this bed, so if you want attention, you gotta join me!” She giggles quietly.
“Warm time, babey!” Grave jumps into the bed, pulling herself in next to Rose, the covers now over both of them.
“Yay warm time!” Rose snuggles closer to Grave to sap her heat. “I’m still super tired
” She admits as she focuses on the warm presence beside her.
“Aaaa you wanna sleeb first and then have smol food or sleeb after food?” Grave questions as she turns to look at Rose.
“If I sleep I am not getting up again
” Rose explains, laughing gently as she looks at Grave with calm eyes.
“True. What would you like?” Grave asks in a soft voice, watching Rose as she thinks it over.
“Ummmm, I really don’t mind what I eat
” Rose confesses, trying to keep herself focused on Grave and her words.
“Mmmm
 soup! What soup boi do you want?” Grave asks, wiggling gently in the bed as Rose considers it.
“I like chicken soup
” She smiles gently as she looks at Grave, feeling relaxed and calm.
“Liquid chicken it is!” Grave wiggles out of the covers, walking out of Rose’s room to head to the kitchen, Rose watching her leave as she snuggles back under the covers, trying her best to stay awake till she comes back.
“Liquid chicken!” Grave comes back into the room with a hot bowl of soup in her hand, Rose half awake as she lies in her bed.
“Thank you
” She fights against the comfortable warmth, smiling at Grave in appreciation.
“You’re welcome!” Grave carefully sets the soup on the nightstand, smiling as Rose sits up in her bed, daintily beginning to eat her soup as she motions for Grave to join her in the bed again, missing her warm presence beside her.
“Best gooorl.” Grave sits down next to her, her voice quiet and soft as Rose finishes her soup quickly, leaning against Grave when she’s done.
“You’re so cheesy
” Rose smiles gently as she envelops herself in the warmth provided by Grave.
“Mmm true, but I gotsa be!!! Its cute.” Grave giggles as Rose smiles back at her, eyes closing slightly.
“It is very cute
” Rose admits happily, her warm smile never leaving her face as she leans into Grave.
“I think you’re cuter tho.” Grave blushes slightly as she looks down at Rose, her voice quiet as Rose giggles.
“Nooo
 don’t call me cute when I’m too tired to retaliate, that’s cheating
” Despite her attempts to sound stern, Rose’s smiling face give her true emotions away.
“But its true! You are very cute and I love you.” Grave explains, a smile on her face as she looks down at Rose.
“I love you too
” Rose returns the sentiment as she struggles to stay awake, feeling sleepy as Grave’s warmth seeps into her.
“You sleeby?” Grave places a gentle kiss on Rose’s face as she speaks, able to feel the slight flush in her skin.
“Mhmmmm
” Rose smiles at the kiss as she nods gently, trying and failing to keep her eyes open.
“Go sleeb!!!” Grave gently pushes Rose down into the bed so she lies down. “Sleeby time.” Rose whines gently as she’s pushed down, reaching out for Grave to join her.
“Okay, okay!” Grave giggles slightly at the image as she lies down, allowing Rose to snuggle into her for warmth, her eyes closing properly as she relaxes.
“My sleeby gorl.” Grave affectionately litters Rose’s face with kisses as she hugs her, Rose almost asleep as she enveloped in warmth and happiness.
As they sit together, Rose eventually slips into sleep, Grave following behind her, falling into a peaceful and calm sleep, wrapped in a warm embrace.
 Light shines into Rose’s room the next morning, stirring Grave from her sleep. As she looks around silently, she is able to see Rose still quietly sleeping beside her, curled up slightly in the covers. The clock reads nine, a time they would normally be up by so they could get as much done as possible
“Wake up!” Grave gently wiggles Rose to stir her, keeping her voice soft as she takes a moment before opening her eyes.
“Mmmm, what?” Rose looks at Grave with slightly tired eyes as she starts to wake up more.
“We gotta wake up, I think.” Grave explains as Rose starts to shift in the bed, bringing her hands up to rub gently at her eyes.
“Whats the time?” She questions as she brings her hands back down, yawning quietly.
“Its nine.” Grave clarifies, though she keeps her voice quiet as Rose huffs gently in response.
“Mmmmmm fine
” Rose attempts to make her voice sound annoyed, but the blooming smile on her face shows Grave otherwise. Slowly, Grave rolls off of the bed, landing on the floor.
“Am floor boi.” Grave smiles as Rose laughs quietly, looking down at her with a happy expression.
“Well, does floor boi wanna help me up?” She questions, cocking an eyebrow at Grave.
“Of course!” Grave pulls herself off of the floor, linking hands with Rose to pull her up gently. As Rose stands up, something changes, her head suddenly feeling as if she is underwater as ringing enters her ears loudly, drowning out all other noise. Her legs feel weak and tired and her chest feels tight, making it hard to breath as her vision goes in and out of focus, her skin feeling as if it was on fire as she tries to ground herself and understand what’s happening.
“You okay, Rose?” Grave looks at her in slight concern as Rose looks away from her, unable to make out what was being said, as her mind turns fuzzy, her legs following suit and giving out, making Rose fall down towards the floor.
Grave reacts quickly, managing to catch Rose before she hits the floor, concern flooding through her as she fails to come up with anything to say. Rose gently clings onto Grave as she struggles to comprehend what is going on, her skin flushed and hot.
Attempting to keep herself clam despite the rising panic inside of her, Grave gently places her healing kisses onto Rose, though for some reason the usually perfect treatment is having no effect. Rose’s mind begins to come back into itself as Grave tries to help her, allowing her to look at Grave with tired eyes as she slowly understands the situation.
Grave panics at the lack of effect, leading her to plant more soft kisses on Rose, which continue to have no effect as Rose looks more and more confused, her face flushed and tired as she watches Grave.
Her brain screaming at her in panic, Grave gently places Rose back onto the bed as she starts to look worried for Grave, ignoring her own state as she can sense the panic coming off of her.
“I-I-I’m okay
” Rose lies, trying to calm Grave down as she starts to feel worse, every muscle starting to ache and burn as she lies down, keeping her eyes focused on Grave.
“I’d love to believe that
” Grave cracks a small smile despite her worry as she looks down at Rose.
“I-I don’t know what happened
” Rose admits, frowning as everything in her body starts to feel worse. “My body just
 gave up.” She looks at Grave, trying to stay calm as she struggles to think properly.
“Oh no
” Grave’s panic only rises as she looks at Rose, who reaches out, holding her hands gently.
“Hey, it’ll be okay
” Rose tries to reassure her softly, a small smile on her face, though it doesn’t touch it the same way as normal “It’ll get better eventually
” Rose continues, wanting Grave to calm down.
“
 I hope so.” Grave mimics the smile, though the worry remains as Rose shivers gently, skin suddenly feeling cold despite its flush.
“Ugh, cold and tired
 love it
” Rose tries to joke, laughing quietly, though her flushed and tired face shows how she truly feels. Grave gently climbs back in the bed to provide more warmth as Rose pulls the covers back over her.
“Is this any better?” Grave’s voice is gentle and quiet as she speaks, Rose smiling softly as her eyes close momentarily.
“Feels warmer at least
” She opens her eyes to look at Grave as she leans forward, pressing a soft kiss onto Rose’s lips.
“That’s good.” Grave speaks as quietly as she can, Rose smiling gently again as her eyes close out of tiredness.
“Mmmm
” Rose relaxes slightly as Grave wiggles carefully, still concerned, though some happiness bleeds through it as Rose falls asleep quickly beside her, whatever illness she currently had making her tired. The room is silent for a while as she sleeps, Grave lying beside her as a small noise sounds out from outside the house.
Grave frowns slightly, carefully getting out of bed , making sure Rose doesn’t wake up as she heads to the window of the room. A hooded figure resides outside, their face hidden from Grave as they silently raise a hand, beckoning for her to join them outside the house.
Grave groans quietly, wanting to stay with Rose and make sure she’s okay, though she needs to know what’s going on. She opens the window in front of her silently, climbing outside and dropping down flawlessly to talk to the hooded figure. But they seem to have other ideas, walking away from the house into the woods behind it for Grave to follow them, walking far enough into the woods that the house is no longer visible to either of them.
“So um
 why did you bring me out here at 9 AM and looking like you’re about to kill somebody and feed it to a cryptid?” Grave questions, leaning against a tree as she watches the hooded figure in confusion. A sigh escapes the figure as the hoodie is pulled off of them and tied around their waste, revealing Siryn to Grave, one of the group’s biggest enemies. Her and her small group of bastards were a constant annoyance in the group’s life, constantly trying to ruin everything and hurt them. Grave’s small amount of surprise doesn’t register on her face as she looks at her, taking it in.
“Cool. Did you come here to fight me about something stupid or fight me about something that makes sense for once?” Grave questions, her voice emotionless as Siryn sighs quietly, rolling her eyes.
“I didn’t actually come here to fight at all
” Siryn explains, her voice equally dull. For once it looked like she might be telling the truth, instead of her usual get up, she is in casual clothing, jeans and a shirt with her hoodie tied at the waste, long brown hair tied up in a messy bun. Grave sighs happily at this news.
“Oh thank god. What did you come here for anyways?” She questions, Siryn crossing her arms gently as she leans against her own tree nonchalantly.
“I know what’s going on with Rose. She isn’t well, right? And your healing abilities aren’t working.” She explains, looking Grave in the eyes as she speaks, face neutral and unmoving.
“Oh really? Never noticed.” Grave’s sarcasm rolls off of her tongue, Siryn frowning as she struggles to not get annoyed by her as Grave fiddles with her hands.
“My point is, I know what’s going on.” Siryn attempts to clarify, trying to keep herself levelheaded and remain as polite as possible, despite it being so against her nature.
“Please tell me.” A small amount of excitement enters Grave at the prospect of getting this fixed, Siryn sighing gently.
“Well, it seems my ‘team mates’ found a way to cancel out your abilities, and slip sickness inducing drugs into one of your girlfriends drinks
” Siryn explains, looking away from Grave as she speaks.
“H m m m.” Grave’s blood involuntarily boils in anger, not believing all of what Siryn says, though she doesn’t show it on her face as she debates beating her right here and now, Siryn groaning slightly.
“Look, I know you probably don’t believe me, and frankly, I’m struggling to care right now. I just thought I’d mention it.” Siryn begins to get frustrated, her quick temper working against her as she talks, making her words harsh.
“I didn’t need to know that, but what I d o need to know is how to get my powers back so I can heal my girlfriend.” Grave explains, her only goal to get this fixed, Siryn looking away from her.
“You’re gonna have to find the team, they did it, its probably in the base somewhere
” She explains, a frown playing at her face.
“Cool, rad. Dunno why you said it like I know where the base is.” Grave groans loudly.
“I’m afraid that’s where the shitting part comes in. To get in there, you’re gonna have to trust me and let me take you there
” Siryn explains, looking at Grave with cold eyes, not looking forward to anything that was coming. Grave remains silent for a few seconds as she thinks it over.
“Alright. Sounds kinda sketchy but I’ll take it.” She agrees, Siryn watching her.
“Good, cause you’re kind of out of options if you want Rose to be okay.” Siryn shrugs, indifferent as she speaks to Grave.
“Okay, so are you gonna take me there oooorrr
?” Grave questions, losing her patience as she talks to Siryn, who spins on the heel of her foot, walking further into the woods as she gestures for Grave to follow.
“My car is this way
” She explains, her voice deadpan as she walks away, not checking to see if Grave follows.
“Oh, we’re doin cars. I loved that movie.” Grave jokes as she follows Siryn, walking fast to catch up with her as she nods silently, trying to remain calm as she walks to her car.
Grave walks with her silently, not bothering to open the car door when they get to it, opting instead to clip through the car into her seat, Siryn rolling her eyes as she opens the door, unphased as she gets inside. The car hums quietly to life as she turns the key, buckling herself in.
Grave waits patiently, wiggling slightly as Siryn gets ready, trying to not be annoyed by her, though every action was annoying to her. She huffs as she starts driving away form the woods, heading in the direction of the base.
Grave spaces out as she drives, not wanting to think about anything as Siryn tensely drives the car, hands gripping the wheel firmly as a million thoughts race through her mind, trying to figure it all out before they get to the base.
Grave leans down, putting her head on the front board of the car as her brain screams at her, Siryn looking over at her for a moment.
“Whats goin on?” She attempts to be nice, unused to it, unsure of what to say or do, especially since it was unlikely she was being believed, Grave shrugging.
“Just a little bit sleepy. What’s goin on with you?” Grave smiles, though Siryn doesn’t look convinced.
“You don’t gotta pretend to give a shit how I’m doin.” Siryn shrugs as she drives, keeping her eyes straight. “I’m aware the second this is fixed you’ll go back to beating the shit out of me, I’ve accepted it.” She speaks bluntly, Grave giggling.
“Nah, I actually care. I’m not gonna beat the shit outta you without a good reason either so
 maybe I wont rearrange your guts if you don’t give me a reason to
” Grave explains, Siryn laughing, though its empty and without humour.
“You say that like I’ve not given plenty of reasons
” She trails off, never looking at Grave as she drives.
“I can like
 give you a chance to not do that.” Grave offers, her voice hushed as she proposes her kind offer, the slightest hint of a smile on Siryn’s face.
“You don’t think it’s too late for me? Aren’t I a bit of a lost cause by now?” Siryn questions, her voice neutral despite the raging war of feelings inside of her.
“Nope, its not too late at all. Just because you’re an asshole doesn’t mean I’m not willing to give you a chance.” Grave explains, smiling sweetly. Siryn hides her own smile by turning her head away.
“You know, I guess I unknowingly used today as my chance to get away from this shit
 guess that might have been a good idea, huh?” Siryn’s voice sounds slightly lighter as she speaks.
“Very good!” Grave wiggles happily in her seat as Siryn becomes more alert, looking ahead.
“Okay, we should be there in a minute or so. Just, be careful, keep your heads down and let me deal with this, okay? Last thing I want is a huge confrontation.” Siryn explains, looking at Grave briefly.
“Sounds good.” Grave keeps her voice quiet as her excitement builds, Siryn pulling the car over to park it at the side of the road.
“The base is down there, but we’re gonna go in on foot, don’t need the noise.” Siryn explains as she gets out of the car.
Grave clips through her own door, her feet making no noise as she follows Siryn, who enters an abandoned building at the end of the road, making her way down a flight of stairs, footsteps quiet and alert.
Grave follows her, no more wiggling or smiling, her serious face on as Siryn reaches a door at the bottom of the stairs, pressing her ear to it to check for noises, opening it silently once she decides its safe. Grave is quickly ushered through, Siryn leading her effortlessly through all the abandoned passages no one used within the base, only stopping once they reach a door.
“If I’m right, it should be through that door
” She explains, her voice slightly lower than a whisper.
“Thanks.” Grave whispers back, clipping through the door as Siryn rolls her eyes, opening the door to let herself in, silently scanning the room with her eyes.
“From what little they told me, it sounded like it was a small machine that was interrupting your abilities
” Siryn explains, looking around for such a machine.
“Ah, machines! I love those.” Grave smiles as she looks around, Siryn moving around the room quietly, keeping an eye out for the others.
“I know, shouldn’t be hard to find it
” She comments as she searches, keeping her voice low.
“This is f u n.” Grave fiddles with her fingers as the sarcastic comment comes out, making Siryn snort as she searches.
“I know, right
 oh, I think that might be it
” She stops, pointing to a small but strange looking box sitting on one of the shelves.
“Hopefully.” Grave begins to go over to the box, though she stops. “This kinda feels like a trap
” She speaks quietly, the door to the room bursting open as the other two team members enter.
“Hiya Grave
” Inferno snarls, mouth pulled into an agitating grin as she waves to Grave.
“Hi! How are ya, Shitburn?” Grave waves at Inferno, a large smile plastered on her face.
“I’m great!” She smiles happily at Grave. “Did you really think Siryn was gonna help you fix your stupid little girlfriend?” She leans forward slightly as she speaks.
“I don friggin know!” Grave shrugs as Siryn walks over to her teammates, not speaking as she does.
“Well that turned out to be a mistake didn’t it?” Riptide smiles as Siryn joins them. “Cause now you’re a little fucked.” She explains, a grin present on her face.
“I am?” Grave pretends to be shocked, her sarcasm thick. “Oh wow!” She exclaims, Riptide rolling her eyes in response.
“Cute, real cute. But the reality is that maybe you’ll be fine, but Rose
 not so much.” She grins as she speaks, watching Grave.
“Mhm, yes. How long is this talk gonna go for?” Grave questions, feeling tired and over this situation as she speaks.
“Well this talk can end if you just allow us to restrain you.” Inferno smiles. “Can’t have you running around after all.” She explains, trying not to get annoyed as Siryn stands silently beside them.
“Uh
 sure, I guess.” Grave holds her hands out as Inferno comes closer to her, applying chains to both of her hands as well as her neck, limiting the amount of movement she is capable off. The chains seem to be applying a chemical, only increasing Grave’s tiredness as she stands there.
“So uh
 you gonna play with my insides and kill me or do some other shit?” She questions as Inferno starts walking with her, leading her somewhere as the others follow behind them.
“Killing is too boring. Well, killing you at least. That’s what Rose is for.” She explains, a horrible smile etched into her skin. “Human bodies can only take poison for so long.”
“Cool, so you’re gonna kill my girlfriend for some
” Grave looks around her as she walks, thinking. “Dumb reason. Torture, right?” She enquires, looking at Inferno, Riptide shrugging behind them.
“Testing more so. Wanna see how well it works.” She smiles as she walks faster, catching up to them. “She seemed like a good candidate. Sides, needed some way to get you out of that house.” She continues, Grave no longer paying attention to them as she walks, spacing out.
She is walked into a room, being sat down by Inferno as the dosage on her chains is increased to pacify her, Inferno leading Riptide and Siryn outside to talk to them.
Grave ignores them, giving in and going to sleep for a while, wanting to be rid of the world around her. she doesn’t wake up for a while, only being stirred by some faint noises coming from outside the room as Grave closes her eyes again, not wanting to be here, only wanting to sleep and forget the world.
Some more noises sound out, though they are far away sounding as Grave squeezes her eyes closed, managing to slip back into sleep as she listens to them.
The next time she opens her eyes, she notices that she is no longer in the chair, instead lying down on the floor of the woods, alone currently. She doesn’t move, not wanting to put up with this, feeling tired of existing as she lies still.
The sound of a twig snapping as someone walks over it comes from behind Grave as someone approaches her.
“Can you please go away?” Grave questions politely, despite feeling tired and frustrated.
“Fraid not. Not right now at least.” Siryn explains as she sits in front of Grave, her hoodie back on and covering her face from view.
“Yeah no, seriously dude. Fuck off, I’m tired of your shit.” Grave keeps her tone level despite the exhaustion she feels inside of her.
“Nice way to talk to the person that got you out of that shithole
 and took your chains off.” Siryn scoffs as she turns away from Grave, watching the woods.
“Ah, funny.” Grave doesn’t believe a single word coming from her mouth as she wishes for sleep to engulf her.
“Yup, cause I’ve always been one for jokes.” Siryn sighs, rubbing her hands over her face. “How’s the anaesthesia wearing off?” She questions, Grave shrugging.
“It’s leaving, I guess.” She answers, Siryn huffing as she listens to her, resisting the urge to get frustrated.
“Grave, the last thing I need right now is for you to get an attitude with me, please.” She explains as she sits quietly in front of her.
“Dude, can I be a little bit of a bitch every once in a while? Just a little bit?” Grave resists her urge to curl into a ball as she speaks.
“But why with me? I helped, didn’t I?” Siryn doesn’t look at Grave as she speaks, keeping her voice low and quiet.
“You did a bunch of other terrible shit, too. Also I’m very tired. Mentally, physically and emotionally, so I might be a bit of an asshole.” Grave sighs gently. “Sorry.” She apologises.
“Its fine
 didn’t really expect you to trust me anyway.” Siryn laughs quietly. “Kinda fucked that small bit of trust up anyway.”
“Anyway, what are you gonna do now?” Grave questions, sounding annoyed, though a small amount of fear creeps into her.
“Well, considering how things went at the base
” Siryn sighs. “What do you think I’m gonna do?” She questions, not turning to look at Grave.
“Honestly dude, I don’t fuckin know anymore. You could be a decent fucking person and help me or trick me again, kill my girlfriend in front of me and film me breaking down.” Grave’s voice is calm as she speaks, Siryn snorting in response.
“Part of me wishes I wanted to be a shitty person. and the rest
 well
” Siryn stands up. “Is telling me we should get out of here.” She explains.
“Alright, magic boi, what tricks have you got for me today?” Grave questions as she groans, holding her hand out, Siryn pulling her up.
“None unfortunately, just a whole lotta stubbornness.” She explains, looking away from Grave.
“Yaaaay.” Grave leans against a tree, sighing. “I’m so fuckin tired, man.” She huffs, Siryn pausing.
“I can always carry you, I have been for the past hour anyway, so
” She shrugs as she explains. ”No.” Grave pushes herself off of the tree and starts walking, limping slightly due to her tiredness as she does.
“Fair enough
” Siryn sighs as she continues walking, stuffing her hands into the pockets of her hoodie, hunching over. “I’m sorry by the way
” she apologises quietly.
“Uh
 its fine.” Grave hardly listens to her, sounding unsure as she responds to her.
“You don’t sound convinced.” Siryn points out, groaning. “This is all so fucked
” She mumbles, Grave flopping onto the ground, beginning to crawl normally on her hands and knees.
“Okay, do you wanna stop for a while? Clearly you have no interest in walking.” Siryn points out as she stops walking, looking down at Grave, who just keeps crawling.
“You know we don’t have a car now right?” Siryn starts walking again. “Crawling will only slow us down.” She explains as she adjusts her hoodie, pausing for a moment as Grave clicks her bones in her arms and legs, adjusting her body into an inhuman position as she crawls faster, her bones sounding terrible. Siryn looks down at her, feeling done with this situation as she sits down on the forest floor.
“Fuck
” She mutters quietly, her head in her hands, Grave turning around mid crawl.
“What is it? Am I going the wrong way?” Grave asks as she looks at Siryn, who doesn’t bother looking up.
“Probably not, don’t really know. Had to get out of the base pretty fast once they found out I destroyed the machine
” Siryn explains, covering her face with her hands.
“Oh
” Grave stops her abnormal crawling, laying down next to Siryn as she sits.
“Yeah, had to just grab you and get out as fast as I could
 kinda worked, I mean, you’re okay, right?” Siryn doesn’t look at Grave as she questions her.
“Uh
 yeah. You can say that. What about you?” Grave’s voice is quiet and soft as she deflects the question to Siryn, who doesn’t answer straight away.
“Well, when you mess with someone that can throw fire at your face
” She pulls her hands away from her face, revealing a burn covering half of her skin. “You tend to get fire thrown at your face.” She smiles slightly as she speaks.
“Oh no
” Slight concern enters Grave as she looks at the burn, Siryn seemingly unphased.
“Its fine
 kinda deserved that for makin you think I was gonna let Rose die
” Siryn frowns gently. “Which we still need to get back to prevent
” She mutters as Grave sits up, frowning as she gently plants a kiss on Siryn’s face, watching as the burn fades away, healing perfectly.
“Thanks
 come on, we should go and see if we can find the house
 already messed up enough shit for one day
” Siryn sighs as Grave grabs her hand gently, recognising the way as she begins to walk, pulling her along, Siryn allowing herself to be pulled.
“You know you can leave me behind, right? I’ll figure something out.” She offers, watching Grave.
“Hmm
” Grave pretends to think for a moment. “No.” She keeps going, a firm grip on Siryn’s hand as she pulls her along.
“
Why?” Siryn’s voice is quiet as she asks the question, Grave shrugging in response.
“I dunno, I feel like I should give you one more chance
” She explains, Siryn snorting.
“Ha
” She remains quiet. “Cause that worked so well last time
” She reminds Grave, voice sounding sad.
Grave sighs, turning on her heel as she encases Siryn in a soft hug. She freezes for a moment, unsure of the contact, shaky as she accepts the hug, uneven on her feet as Grave squeezes her gently. Siryn calms down quickly, leaning out of the hug and giving Grave a smile.
“Lets go fix this shit.” Siryn looks more confident and determined as she smiles, Grave returning the smile.
“Fuck yeah.” Grave leaves the hug, grabbing Siryn’s hand again as she walks, Siryn happier now as she walks, the house coming into view after a little while, making Grave excited.
“Yaaaaay.” A small amount of happiness flows through Grave as she see’s the house, walking faster, Siryn letting go when they get to the outside of the house.
“You go deal with Rose, I’m gonna wait out here
 avoid the panic of anyone seeing me.” She explains, smiling.
“Okay.” Grave returns the smile. “Bye bye!” Grave exclaims, Siryn waving as she sits down, Grave clipping through the window into the room.
Rose is still asleep in her bed as Grave enters the room, looking paler and more sick, making Grave worried. She carefully checks her pulse, fearing the worst, though a pulse thrums against her fingers, Rose’s chest rising and falling as she takes shallow breaths.
Grave feels better as she see’s this, leaning down to press a soft kiss to Rose’s face, watching as the colour comes back into face quickly, her eyes opening slightly.
“Hi
” Grave contains her excitement, remaining quiet and calm, her voice hushed as Rose opens her eyes more.
“
Hey.” Rose smiles as she looks at Grave, her eyes warm as she looks well again, watching her intently.
“You feelin better?” Grave questions, a small squeak escaping her lips as she looks down at Rose, who sits up, rubbing at her eyes lightly.
“I think so
 I don’t feel like death anymore.” She explains, smiling sweetly at Grave as she sits.
“That’s good!” Grave exclaims happily, giving Rose a kiss which is happily returned.
“Its very good
” Rose sounds happy as she speaks. “Where did you go by the way?” She questions softly.
“Lab room! I had to find out how to make you better.” Grave lies, deciding Rose wouldn’t like the entire truth.
“Well I’m just glad you figured it out
” Rose smiles gently, deciding not to press the matter as she gives Grave a soft kiss.
“So am I
” Grave blushes slightly as she smiles, Rose touching her cheeks lightly.
“Are you okay? You look tired
” Rose notices as she gently holds Grave’s face in her hands, frowning slightly.
“I’m fine, I just slept a little short is all.” Grave blushes more as she explains, feeling happy.
“You sure?” Rose runs her fingers over Grave’s cheeks lightly, stroking them softly.
“Y-Yeah
” Grave smiles, stuttering slightly as she blushes at Rose’s soft contact, Rose smiling.
“As long as you’re okay.” She speaks softly as she looks at Grave with warm eyes, Grave sighing happily.
“God, you’re so cheesy.” She giggles, Rose laughing quietly as she looks at Grave.
“I have earned my right!” She exclaims, trying to sound indignant as she laughs.
“My cheesy gooorl.” Grave sounds happy as she speaks, melting slightly under Rose’s touch.
“Yes, all yours.” Rose agrees, gently touching their heads together as she speaks, smiling.
“Aaaa I love you so much.” Grave blushes more and more as she looks at Rose, who has a soft blush scattered over her freckled face.
“I love you too.” Rose speaks softly, her face soft as she watches Grave, taking everything in.
“Gaaaay.” Grave gently boops her nose with her fingers, smiling as Rose laughs again.
“You said it first.” Rose clarifies as she giggles, both of them content as they sit with one another, not worrying about the rest of the world as they keep each other company, both recovering from the events that had happened together.
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