#anyway im fkn terrified pls wear a fkn mask

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one of the ways i stop self doubting is that we never split when i'd reallyyyyyy like Someone Else to hold this shit

for instance

brother dies unexpectedly this summer and i have to handle all the NoK stuff but handle it pretty well and feel pretty stable? certainly we dont need anyone new from that (1 comes back from dormancy and 1 splits)

vs

a SECOND and EVEN MORE DEADLY pandemic (H5N1) that can Also kill my cat has had confirmed cases in my province and our health minister LAUGHED when asked if shed put back in restrictions or mask mandates and no one is masking and we're all gonna fucking die holy shit non stop terror would love someone to help with the immobilizing nonstop terror cuz i cant fkn host.....*crickets*

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