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so i really wanna talk about some of my favorite aspects of sailor v. i feel there is this misconception about certain qualities she attains maybe because she looks like usagi or how makoto and mina both have this love for romance and tend to get caught up in it , etc etc. she has similarities to her fellow sailor scouts but every sailor has things that make them really who they are. they each individually stand out. I REALLY JUST AM COMPILING SOME OF MY FAVORITE THINGS.
♡ MINAKO'S DESIRE TO BE MORE
one of my favorite things ( and absolutely one of my favorite moments ) within codename: sailor v. is the fact that mina tends to be hard on herself in her early days of discovering who she is. it's easy to see her within the main canon and see someone who goes to modeling jobs and has been successful with getting people's attention ( as in my canon she has also become an idol already ) but:
representing venus + love and beauty is a lot of pressure. that's a lot to live up to. even mina can be hard on herself. we see that here. to think that she would walk into every room thinking she's just this fabulous , charming individual that will dazzle everyone is just a lie. all of the senshi can be hard on themselves but moments like these feel very human. humanizing a young girl who desires to be so much but doesn't quite know how to find that .. so she'll take time looking in the mirror at herself wishing she had things that she doesn't.
♡ THE RED BOW + BECOMING SAILOR V.
a very important thing to my portrayal is that minako never builds herself around a man. even when it comes down to her LIKING men very much and going to great extremes to get their attention , she built her name on her own. the red bow in her hair does not represent the boy she liked giving her a gift. the red bow in her hair represents her. she trademarked sailor v , she forged her own path. it might be easy to say " oh sailor v wears a bow bc a long time ago she got it from a boy and this is her reminder of him " but keep in mind the very first boy she ever liked (after her awakening) was very toxic. minako making the decision to break things off from him once he showed his true colors and ultimately rejecting his advances because she has SEEN how kind true love can actually be is important. the red bow in her hair represents her determination , strength , and desire to fight for love and beauty.
♡ USAGI & MINAKO
usagi and minako are similar in a lot of ways but some important things they do not share in common are :
usagi is known to be the cry baby. minako does not cry. she finds other alternatives. yes i think every individual ONCE IN A WHILE will cry about things but it isn't excessive with minako. she strives to find other alternatives.
usagi and minako both are slackers but minako can be far more determined than usagi. she excels at things she is passionate about and will work hard to perform well even if it gets hard.
minako is athletically gifted. usagi is known to be quite klutzy.
usagi focuses more on seeing luna as a mentor and a motherly figure while minako treats artemis like he is her partner in crime.
family habits can be quite different for usagi and minako. usagi after her rebirth is very close to her family while minako isn't actually very close to her family at all. she has a ton of trouble with her mother specifically.
♡ SAILOR VENUS AWAKENING
sailor venus ( and this will go for my threads with people ) tends to act like a veteran soldier. she is the first person within the sailor senshi to reawaken to her powers. she is active before the events of sailor moon as we know during codename: sailor v. i like to take the specific canon of it taking a while for her to be recruited because minako believed in herself for so long , it's hard to open up to a group of girls to fight crime with when she GENUINELY wants to solve the world's problems by herself.
by the time of the sailor moon main canon events , the only real partner minako knew was artemis. there has to come a time where she knows she isn't powerful enough to face everything by herself. and it is through these other sailor scouts that she finds that resolve.
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tbh there's a good chance if i go with the winning choice and i dont settle, i'll wind up changing the blog again BUT at least this will help me decide on sOMETHING
for mutuals who dont know these characters:
#ok like. heres my reasoning for each#sampo robin and firefly? prepping for penacony time :)#the other three? 'oh i just relate to them so its just fitting for ME'#ngl i was tempted to put welt on there too but i was like NO IM UNWORTHY OF HAVING WELT AS MY BLOG THEME.....#welt is...the world.#hes too cool basically id just be tarnishing his appearance (you mean the guy who has arahato themed EVERYTHING?)#(you mean the guy who wears glasses just bc its cool and not because he actually needs them?)#(you mean the guy who may or may not have dyed his hair according to something said in argentis character quest ?)#thonk.#uh.#no actually id rather not stil ALKSJDFHALKJH#IT DOESNT SEEM RIGHT FOR ME...... LIKE OK YES I DO LIKE MY MARTYR ESQUE CHARACTERS BUT... WELTS BETTER THAN THAT NOW....HES OK....HES SAFE.#anyways me writing the description is funny askldjfahl#snowpolls#yes no dan heng in this >:( otherwise ill be super confused with myself LKASJDHFALKSJH#besides im scared he'd win again askdjhfalskjh#maybe some other time.... he can be my mains theme...#admittedly though#like my opinions might change on firefly and robin once we get to the story but theyre the ones im most looking forward to#so theres a chance i might change the theme if my opinion/interest change in them#the other four though less likely to change just bc i already like them#but yeah anyways! :)
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now i wanna do cute poses with people
#[ all ive been doing is gpose commissions im tired of it i wanna do cute poses with others ndjaksmd ]#[ i should compile all my mods together for aphrodite n jisu again since i have some new pieces to them hmmm then again idk that anyone#wants that anyway :thonk: energy for no reason vs just doing it anyway rip ]#━━ ❥ out of character »
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Been having lots of fun with LoZ again since TOTK came out and I keep thinking abt good guy ganon AU, and I ended up thinking so hard about it that I accidentally formed a. questionable crack theory about the divide between Ganon and Demise
so naturally I'm about to make it everyone's problem. lets go
Ok, so Ganondorf has been fully human in more than one of the games. Evil, yes, and possessing dark magic plenty of times, but undoubtedly still a man. Meanwhile, the fully fledged Demon King/Calamity is clearly Demise. The difference between these two is very stark.
What if they're actually not the same person? What if Ganondorf and Demise didn't originally share the same spirit?
Demise is not mortal. His exact words were that "his hatred would follow them forever". If we took that a bit more literally, we could interpret that as the lingering Malice and dark magic Ganondorf utilizes in the series instead of Demise himself reincarnating alongside Link and Zelda.
If Demise and Ganondorf aren’t the same person, then where the hell did Ganon come from? Why does he reincarnate?
Idea: Demise didn’t just curse the hero and the goddess, he cursed everyone there who had a hand in his downfall.
Now this is just an idea, but let me elaborate.
There are 4 major reoccurring characters in the Legend of Zelda series. Yes, 4, you read that right. Those characters are Link, Zelda, Ganondorf, and Impa. Impa appears less than the other three, but she holds enough weight in the story and has appeared often enough (around 7 times?) that I will be counting her, especially for the sake of this argument.
Anyway
Back to the curse thing
Excluding Demise and Ghirahim, there were 4 people present at the final battle with Demise in Skyward Sword: Link, Zelda, Impa, and Groose.
The first three are reoccurring characters, but how does Groose factor in?
Well, if we assume Demise is dead with only his Malice left behind, and that Ganondorf's spirit didn't come from Demise…
You see where I'm going with this.
(Yes I will admit this is a stretch because ganon is a serious character and groose is… groose. But LOZ still takes itself 100% seriously despite how ridiculous some parts of it is, and I'm having fun with this crack theory so consider: I do what I want)
“But ganon is evil! And they’re so different!” yes. I’m getting to that
What are Groose's most prominent character traits? Tall, muscly, red hair, very mean-spirited and selfish (at least before he pulls himself together and helps Link, who he originally hated due to his crush on Zelda). He isn’t very smart, and he isn’t all that brave compared to Link, he’s mostly driven by his personal desires (for better and for worse), and usually resorts to brute force to achieve his goals.
If you've noticed a pattern, you would be correct: these character traits all align closely to the holder of the triforce of power.
(insert thonk emoji)
There's also that one crack theory already floating around that the Gerudo are distantly related to Groose because of his dumbass red hair and that Demise keeps reincarnating as a Gerudo because of the fact that Groose catapulted bombs at his face, so y'know. There's also that
Anyway that's my spicy crack theory for the day
The spirit of Ganondorf actually came from Groose, and the Demon King/Calamity came from Demise
Obviously I don’t ACTUALLY believe this theory but yknow. what if lmao
(im aware of all the less than fun implications that comes with this crack take, but that's for another day)
#loz#legend of zelda#ganondorf#groose#skyward sword#this is absolutely ridiculous but I am full of stupid and I simply must share it with the world#anyway im gonna doodle. have a good friday
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(last minute thonkies before bed but i am once again chewing on tonitoni suffering hour aka my favorite hobby of imagining dumping her into canon and reaping her sheer discomfort about it
anyway im thonking of the hypothetical scenario she ever ends up staying with her family for a while in the canon timeline and like, she's definitely going to be focusing on going home and all - she has her own family after all!! - but she still needs a decent home base of sorts in the meantime. so, hypothetically, her own house. with her family. in morepesok.
except it's not really her house or home or family or anything, so she's kinda just feeling like an awkward outsider standing just outside of rooms or in the background to everything. this is made ten times worse by people calling her name except they're calling for the "other" tonia or she otherwise just gets confused over who they're trying to call for and lowkey resorts to just Not responding to her own name at this point except that still feels a little weird and waaaaah tonitoni feeling like an alienated stranger in a place that should be home but is Not home and she quietly worries if this is just a premonition of how things will be like whenever she goes back to her real home, will she also feel like she doesn't belong?
also extra suffering thonks for me if she (unwittingly) gets into a fight with whoever in morepesok and her family there is just having vivid flashbacks to when their good boy ajax came home after three days and started acting like a maniac)
#ooc | (written and loved and forgotten);#(brain said be fixated on crossover shenanigans for a week i guess)#(but anyway sweepies for me.....)
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nishiki thonkin tonight
spoilers for kiwami. some rggo stories. but maybe not accurate spoilers cause i feel my brain meltin. also warning for complete nonsense... and blood? anyways.
thinkin about how nishiki was like. so competent at what he did?? mans knew everythin about how the yakuza worked back in the 80s... U COULD TELL HE WAS WELL INFORMED OF EVERYTHING. he knew about the ugly parts. he knew about majima. and he was the one explaining to kiryu everything asgdhj like lets say. the consequences in their line of work.
fUNNY how it was cause of kiryu that he got into the yakuza in the first place. he totally just followed kiryu into it and said "ok well sOMEONE needs to know what we are doing" cause yea kiryu was just followin kazama like a lil puppy (and nishiki followin kiryu, tho he's more like a cat i think. maybe. nishikitty..........)
bUT ANYWAYS what i was getting at is. he's very competent. so. him snapping and getting to be one of the BIG patriarchs (GET TO THE TOP!) isn't really a surprise. OF COURSE that brings me to the other point...
HERES THE THING. in kiwami we don't really see much of this competence do we? (ignorin the writing of the first game for a second ok, wORKIN WITH WHAT WE HAVE OK)
first it's like hes barely there, then you have his subordinates just. making HUGE mistakes, not actually achievin -doin- anything or even just. NOT listening to him at all. like when they killed yumis "sister" or the whole. reina and shinji.
OK SO. everyones got their onions 🧅 on rggo stories. FOR THIS THONK IM ASSUMIN MOST OF THEM DID HAPPEN. so in rggo we have that one story about what happened with reina and nishki when she tried to shoot him. and its like. nishiki didnt actually order for either of their deaths??? basically we had reina pulling a 'y0 nishikigun' on nishiki. and then well....
god i really gotta talk about reina and nishiki sometime cause i been thinkin about em a lot too. like reina liked him a LOT and i think nishki liked her too as a... sort of distant friend? does that make sense? idk what its called exactly. but yea i cant recall if they have ever interacted outside serena. (except from when they first met, another rggo story.. but that was like. a few minutes and then they were in serena lmao) it feels like a. 'i only interact with u when i come to this place' kinda deal. of course, goin there used to be constant until... not. nishiki totally distanced himself even more after the whole ordeal happened. and trust issues. (@ others? @ himself? yea)
crap. what was i talkin about. sEE THIS IS WHY I DONT AHSDJKL. what i was sayin is that, in that rggo story with reina, it just looks like nishiki's subordinates do NOT listen to him. at all. shooting at her when he keeps sayin "DON TSHOOT HER" "DONT KILL HER" "BRING HER BACK ALIVE"
SO BETWEEN THIS AND THE YUMI SISTER THING. WHY DOES NO ONE LISTEN TO HIM??? AND WELL. ok listen if im statinn the obvious im sorry, again. just writin down what im thinkin cause im tired.
but yea i think the most logical thing is that, the way he's been managing things for the last 10 years has been very different to what we see in kiwami. why else would his men resort to shoot first questions later. it's almos like that was the norm before... as if that's how things worked in the nishikiyama family all this time.
so anyways. nishikis been tryina be cool about it. so so cool about it. but the moment kiryu got out of jail messed him up SO BAD man. i always say this but, mans was just 100% avoiding kiryu as soon as he stepped out, and i bet ya he started acting different to what his fam is used to, too.
like imagine u work for this boss at idk. mcdonals. you are familiar with the routine and what they expect of u. ur boss specifically wants you to always make fries a certain way, at a certain time, he himself showed u how. this is routine. one day as you are makin the fries, its suddenly WRONG and boss is upset and kills u and u dont know wtf is going on. (u r dead) because thats what we usually do?? why is it wrong all of a sudden?
tHATS THE KINDA VIBE I GET FROM HE IN KIWAMI
aight imma be honest i cant recall if he already had this whole plan before kiryu got out. like, did he take kiryu into consideration or not. cause he either. 1. did not take into account kiryu would be here 2. did not think kiryu being here would mess up his plans THIS bad (and when i say this i mean mess HIM up so bad he cant go thru his original plan) 3. everything was actually supposedly part of his plan (HA, I DOUBT THIS. MAYBE HED SAY THAT BUT WE KNOW IT AINT TRU NISHIKI OK) im leanin to 2
you know that part when nishki's like "i was shaking when i shot kazama". like, that was only cause he knew kiryu would hate him if he actually killed him, right?? right???? LISTEN I KNOW ITS LIKE A THING OR JOKE THAT HES BAD WITH GUNS OR SOMEHTING BUT i actually like to think he got good with those? i prob read it in a fic but i really like that headcanon asgdhj, i feel like itd make sense too. and him missin the shot cause of shakin hands, is because of KIRYU and kIRYU ALONE. where his hands even shakin actually?? didnt he just say that?? nishikis just got that unreliable narrator vibe. NAH HES THE WHOLE UNRELIABILITY. AND WHATSMORE. HE HAD TO COME CLEAN TO KIRYU THAT IT WAS HIM THAT SHOT KAZAMA. HUH? WAS IT EATING YOU UP BOI??? did you need confirmation that indeed, kiryu would hate you for it??? "hES NOT DEAD YET" yea??????? yeaaaa?????????????
LIKE LOOK. the few rggo stories we have of the era between 1996 n 2005 show that he IS indeed very competent! and he has very good control of his fam! and we have the proof of it in kiwami as well, even if its more tell than show? kind of? BUT THE MOEMNT KIRYU IS OUT THIS ALL GOES OUT THE DRAIN. WE KNOW HOW EMOTIONAL NISHIKI IS. WE KNOW IT LEADS HIM TO TAKE NOT SO RATIONAL DECISIONS. (Y0 FOREST NISHIKIGUN FLASHBACK) and god he tried so hard didnt he.
like ok ill admit u got good at repressin ur emotions boi. or turnin them into anger. or keepin a poker face. closing urself off or really just, started seein everyhing as hopeless in a 'whats the point anymore' kind of way. a combo of everything?
in a way nishiki did end up killin himself along with matsushige, but i dont think he did completely. but that's what he convinced himself of. yea? does that make sense? DAMMIT U ARE SO COMPLEX I LOVE IT
thonks. U KNOW its not like anything went right back when he was more... emotional in a way?. i mean, he always did kinda hide his emotions huh? just in a different way.... i mean, when we are first introduced to him in y0, i dont think anyone expected anything like the forest scene from him. i remember being speechless. like oh my god. and i have to say i am BAD at understandin stuff. like i usually understand plots/etc when im watchin reactors play the game asfdghj. BUT MAN did that scene leave me stunned asgdhjk.
but yea with how gOOD everyone around him was at displayin emotions, it makes sense how he ended up :) ... that was sarcasm, im sayin eveyrone around him freakin sUCKS at emotin asgdh, and in fact he was like, looked down at for it. MAN HE DIDNT EVEN CRY THAT MUCH. I MEAN, HE WAS GOIN THRU THE WORST CRAP EVER ??? WHAT DID THEY WANT HIM TO BE A ROCK ASDJKL TO BE KIRYU i guess the two most role figures he had were always very :/ but man this is why i keep sayin he needed an ichiban in his life. it would have been so good for him... an emotionally mature guy, who isnt afraid to cry and show his love for others.
GOD NISHIKI LOVED SO MUCH. IT HURTS ME SO BAD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
the way nish is just like. tryina become what he knows yakuza are supposed to be like.... what they are like..... his big man suit.... agh
idk where this thonk went. it started as a yes nishiki is very competent and he only had L after L in kiwami because kiryu being back threw him off so bad. so so bad it ended up the way it did :( if they had just talked, like really talked..................
man idk if anyones readin this, asdhgjasd kinda embarassin. hello hi. u are cool. uhh here have this drawin i did months ago that i havent posted anywhere (IT WAS BEFORE THE NEW YEAR RGGO CARD. not like it isnt just a combo of his two hairstyles but i was still like GASP)
hohooo with my attempt at a post kiwami nish :) did u know i also have a vampire au from months ago. would anyone like to read about that. its incredibly self indulgent. yea sayin this at the end of this nonsense cause im a coward agsfdyhgiog
#anyways there's not really a point to this im just. thinkin about nishiki to stop myself from explodin from stress saghdjsakd#help#no but seriously its like each paragrpah is a different thought#fhdjsfkogfhgh
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hm. random things wreath likes perhaps
BWAH ALRIGHT!!
pre cal. not much!! he likes fiction books and sweet foods but other than that he cant think of anything. he probably does like more things though its just a deep-seated issue for him. for specifics: they always like pumpkin pie its his favorite, and. yeah. finnish desserts they also make due to hateno and he’d also like those a lot! piparkakku and pannukakku (gingerbread and pancakes) he likes as well. uhm. i should note i am not finnish so any finlanders out there if i butcher anything. im sorry…. anyways! fiction books arent just legends of past games for clarification he’d like ones that really dont have anything to do with tloz. if chicory a colorful tale was an ip/book in this universe they’d like it a bit!! also horse fact magazines and cookbooks. he loves those and never reads them after he gets them <3
post cal ..!! you know if this was like. my interpretation of normal botw i’d say the issue from the above paragraph would get better! but uh!! here it actually gets worse. they still love pumpkin pie and food and horse facts however. its getting harder and harder for him to remember what he does genuinely like, + things he Would like start to get stale or dont feel fun anymore like. for example horse facts again. he’ll always like food but other than that he’d have trouble naming most other things. it all just Exists to him. unfortunately going outside does Not fix him no matter how beautiful and wondrous it is
however i shant leave it at that….. while he might not be able to list it he still does like things sort of. he doesnt get excited about these but theyre just Nice to him and nothing more (also realistically he wouldnt care too much about these however pretend this is a parallel universe where this issue doesnt exist and he Would like these!! he still would in this one he just has problems anyways); seeing foxes!! he likes to greet them by spooking them. hes a fan of cooking ingredients and as much as totk sucks i Do like koyins quest (ignoring the romantic implications and the butchering of her character) i think he’d really Really like trading in nuts for milk and collecting them for the cow guy. he’d probably do it even with no milk incentive but thats just the cherry on top. also koyin and him could be slight friends a lot later into the story!! also he likes acorns and seeds and tries to break into them. also i made a whole list of sounds: clippity clops, footsteps on brick pavement, wood chopping board noises, WHEELS ON BRICK PAVEMENT, knife getting stuck in wood or swords etc, clinks of figurines (not hollow and probably like. made up of a gem rather than stone. Heavy clinks), pencil on thin paper on desk. more likes the feel rather than sound. and gear sounds/clicking like guardians. ALSO KEYBOARD NOISES. like the chunky ones i can get a video. zelda also likes these just more mechanical ones rather than soft thonks. also cooking pot noises we cannot forget about those. cutting paper super smoothly by just dragging scissors or a knife feels good and also knife tearing through fabric or specifically a bed mattress also feels good! the sound varies however. alsoalso this made me make a list for zelda because i think she’d more actively like sensory things
if they had a preference for weapons he’d love lynel weapons due to the sheer damage he just would never use them as to not break them. same with robbies ancient sword and other weapons that look cool or have ties to the champions. otherwise he just likes standard one handed sword weapons. pre cal him would honestly like lynel swords More and be really miffed about the master sword only doing 30 damage despite it being a holy sword and people regarding it as this great thing. like it has trouble defeating monsters ganon is going to kill him. i need to play sksw honestly i think he would like fi i just know next to nothing about her besides her being the sword. also he cant hear her Anyways!!
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Til the next chapter begins anyway. Itvebdsxehen u ssy it foes snd you know by mitnong youll be thonking about me again. Its easier if we met and had a bad experience. But we never did. So i ein we ll meet when i say we meet ehoever youre fuckn eith os finished on yhat day do us whoever im with. Done like i stantky. Thsts called a soul mate. Therws no getring put of it. Ill be seeing you sokner than you think.
No more you. No more waiting. I'll end our chapter here. Thank you.
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hi, sorry, if this is the wrong place to ask, but i think somewhere Kishimoto or that it was stated in canon, that sasuke never attempted to contact sakura/sarada while he was away from the village but still kept in contact with naruto. idk where, all i remember is that i saw that information on tumblr, and i can't remember if its actually canon or not? like i need to find some solid sources for that but again sorry if ur not the right blog to ask that, but any sources would be fine 😭
hey! no worries, happy to do some think thonk abt this
hmm so ive seen conflicting things abt this and I think its bc theres conflicting novels out there. so apparently naruto gaiden says that sasuke only sent letters to naruto, but then sasuke retsuden says that sasuke did send letters to sakura. I cant find the source from naruto gaiden atm, but I found this quote from sasuke retsuden:
Sasuke turned his head to face Gigi as his face and tone became washed with seriousness. “It’s not like I’m leaving her. Sakura is needed locally, and I’m needed outside the country, it’s our jobs. We exchange letters, though.”
I havent bought any of the novels though, so this is just from digging from other ppl's quotes on the novels, so keep that in mind. if the novels are conflicting, I dont think theres really a reliable narrative here
although, i personally dont rly count the novels as canon anyway, and I dont think the boruto manga really mentions anything abt the letters (anyone feel free to correct me if im wrong tho)
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And with that, our story has reached its end. Lukas faces his dragon with his family by his side and after it all, they live... well... you can probably guess what comes next~
Thank you all for reading and your support! It means the world! Special shout-out to @smieska who enabled me from the beginning when initially planning the story, encouraging me through the whole way, and helping with all the chapter titles! I couldn’t have done it without you <3333
I’ll take a break from regular updates for awhile, but you might catch a few things here and there. Until then, take care!
#a hat in time#ahit prince#ahit vanessa#ahit hat kid#ahit moonjumper#ahit bow kid#ahit florist#my writing#enchanted adjacent au#HOLY STEADFAST TIN SOLDIER IM WIPED#also keep ur eyes peeled for a little bonus later#just here on tumbles#i just have some thonks about post story stuff that i LOVE but i refuse to flesh out into more story words im tired#anyway thanks again for reading ;o; <333333#im always touched when my silly little words can spark joy#hope you're having a great weekend and until next time#i hope you share many happy stories with the people you love and cherish
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Thats if ibeent mad in live for uou Emma!!! Havha ya dumby. Hey you got my attention bow ur a charactwr inndrftwood. Youll be immortalized again. Ahh yhat glyn wizard dhit youre a lik older but still it was cool. I really thought it could have just ended with a battle at the end of yhe first movie with the kids. I only thought first one was a great all around movie but it wasnt like i was ten when the books came out. Ah im a beyter writer than that batbwhats she done lately??? Ha ha ha.. i am iun love with you. I dont go e a fuck abput any election. I thonk its all fishy because im smart. The planet.doomed anyway. Lets get together before the end. It foesnt have to be bext week byt i miss you. Its been forever slready. Im better than he or she is. By far. Gwt lostvEmmas MINE!!!!!
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OOC;
Eyes: Examined.
Everyday Glasses: Ordered at the optometrist’s office.
Computer Glasses: Ordered online.
Wallet: Crying hysterically.
today’s adulting was a success.
#ooc#don't mind me#just#dropping a lil' under $300 on my eyeballs today#hrfff#then again#i havent had an exam or new glasses in 5 years#so i guess i can't complain too much#still tho#i think next time im just gonna order my everyday glasses online too#(so long as the computer glasses i got this time are okay)#because holy shit#zenni optical is so much cheaper even with all the bells and whistles#and i could maybe get my insurance to reimburse me anyway#:thonk:
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#i thought i would get caught back on w cecilos week by not doing todays and instead finishing yesterdays and writing tomorrows#but b i t ch#my life#holy fucking shit#my gay ass cant#so i wrote something for yesterdays (interloper) a while ago and then#i kinda didnt like it#so if been working on tryna fix it#but.....#then some fucking bullshit!!!! happened involving crushes and gay mess#anyway this fucking c u t e girl had a crush on me and i kinda went out with her#and now weve been hanging out and just#ugh#heart emojies#i cant#i wanna try and write a proposal scene thoooo maybe ill find time#but its looking like im going to hang w her again tomorrow night and on saturday might be a cast party#so :thonk:#idk#anyway im happy and a mess just wanted to let u know im not dying or anything#i am a bit sad abt not putting out that good cecilos content#but yall understand... we on that gay shit and im dead#chels' ramblings
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The way I went ferral seeing some Nishiki and Majima content that duo is so underrated (yeah they only met once but damnit they'd make a fun duo !)
OH GOD YEA. ABSOLUTELY ANON.
i feel like there's so many possibilities with these guys. imagine all the shenanigans... like, THEY BOTH HAVE SO MUCH RANGE
they could either hate each other or somehow become really good frens... or both. they keep goin between those. maybe just annoy each other at first aaa. it really depends on which year and in which circumstances they interact again 🤔
i sincerely always wanted them to be friends... i think they could bond over quite a lot of stuff, from stuff like fashion to their love for their kyodais... to all that crap life threw at them haha. (and isnt it interestin how they both deal with it. they both changed themselves but ya got one pretendin to be someone and the other tryna become someone else.... lies lies <- absolutely no idea of what im sayin im extremely sleepy) anyways the fact that their first interaction was fightin each other is just perfect to me. (even if it was kinda onesided ahsgdhasjd)
BUT. YEA.
LISTEN. KIRYU WAS GONE FOR 10 YEARS. THESE TWO HAD TO INTERACT RIGHT??? <- fool who wants a game both between y0 and kiwami and the 10 years kiryu was gone with nishiki and majima as protagonists
but seriously they have a lot of stuff in common i just asghdjaksd (right? RIGHT?? maybe im just makin crap up. i do love the idea of characters that rarely or never see each other in canon, interactin in some way. i havent even started on the nish trinity lmao. ehem but this is about majim n nishki) sorry i just love em man.... p sure i have had some more thonks on majima n nishki frenship somewhere in this blog with tumblr user evagora™ asfdgh
#pointless info but u know what my first majima fanart ever was? him with nishiki 🥺#you know what was my second ever majimba fanart was? him with nishiki too...#and you know what my third majimka fanart was? it was goromi but yea asdgh#my favourite one might still be nishki doin gormis makeup...#for context these tags are talkin about 2018 when i hadnt had my nishiki epiphany yet lmao#all the signs were there tho😔#now no one believes me when i say miajima is also my blorbo smh#ASDGHASGDHAS SORRY ANON I JUST. LOVE THEM ASHDJASD AND NOW IM TALKIN ABOUT WHATEVER THE HELL#YOU ARE CORRECT THO I NEED MORE OF THEM#koianswers
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ALRIGHT HI!! i think im late? but i’ve got brainchildren alright—
I think-thonk long and hard about Charon’s relationship with my Lone Wanderer. I am considering writing fic but until then! This is kinda the basis for it.
I want him to love and be loved in a way he deserves SO bad.
I’m on the side of Charon not knowing what to do with freedom from his contract, and I don’t just mean confusion about where he’s meant to go or whatever — I mean he struggles to even conceptualize what freedom means to him.
Imagine he gets into an argument with the Lone Wanderer (with them trying to give him his own contract so he can live as a free man) that ends with them ripping it up so he has no choice but to be free.
He would start making excuses to himself — that the contract was more of a mental thing than a physical bind, that since Lone was the last to hold it now they would hold it for the rest of their life. But it’s not like Lone was treating him the way he was used to anyway. They gave him options, considered his input. Never commanded, never even so much as a reprimand came out of them when he felt he fucked up in some regard.
All these thoughts of the potential freedom, of security, he’s attained would permeate into deeper parts of him he’d been programmed to ignore and repress for the sake of obeying whoever his master was at the time. No amount of kindness undoes two centuries of trauma, but the comfort and peace he feels with Lone shakes him up and makes him feel like something is wrong. He doesn’t know what he’s feeling is affection, or attachment. He can’t really grapple with the idea of being just Charon — not under contract and being able to make his own decisions.
He can’t bring himself to leave. Doesn’t know if it’s because of the contract, or because he wants to stay with Lone. It would take years before he finally puts the words to what he’s been feeling. I imagine he would open up slowly, reminiscing on his abuse in little fragments here and there that make Lone realize Charon is like shattered glass. It takes a lot of patience for him to allow them access to these deeper parts of his soul, for him to allow them to help put the pieces back together so he can look at himself again and learn just who he is on his own.
It would take only a few more months after that, after his gruff grumbling and “As you wish”s become gentle smiles and suggestions for activities he wanted to take part in, would he realize how fucking WHIPPED he is. Wouldn’t be able to look at Lone without his heart climbing into his throat, and when he can put the word “affection” to those feelings finally, he realizes just how screwed he is.
Lone, who sat so patiently with him for years.
Lone, who accepted him for all his flaws before even considering the rest.
Lone, who supported and helped him feel like a person after so long.
I imagine his happy ending is realizing who he is, what he likes, and what he wants — and realizing he wants the Lone Wanderer in a way that’s scarily new to him. But by this point, he realizes everything is new to him, and he takes the chance to open up to it, one step at a time.
Babes would you please reblog/comment with your Charon theories/lore you invented/headcanons/happy kind epilogues for him/anything? I feel like we’ve all come up with something and it varies a lot but I desperately want to hear it!
Charon’s writer said he likes to create space for others to write stories - so all of it is canon!i guess
#echo’s ramblings#I LOVE slow pining#but im also a survivor of abuse like Charon#so im a firm believer in him standing on his own two feet before he even feels ready to open himself up to someone romantically#fallout#charon
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His wrist beeped. When he looked down, a few messages saluted him from the thin bright screen.
5:45. Bad news: caught the plague. quaranteening, wont come to work
5:45. Good news: no fever, just clogged nostril n throat kinda sore
5:46. Bad news: entire body fucken hurty
Ah. That's where she was.
5:47. agony?
5:47. Good news: dull ache
5:47. Bad news: annoying as hell
5:48. good. rest up.
5:49. Im gonna watch all of raikou man in one sitting
5:50. seems excessive.
5:50. I cantbpunch
5:51. Raikou man punch for me
5:51. Fucken grab those bastatds
5:51. Did yoy know theres a guy called mr no in raikou man
5:52. no.
5:53. DO NOT LOOK IT UP HES LOOKS LIKE A DIVK
5:53. Did you know. Its based. On a paldean gifaragaig
5:53. Giafarigarf
5:53. Falafal
5:54. girafarig?
5:54. No
5:54. Other bastard
5:55. Long ruckwn neck
5:55. tropius?
5:56. How tf dis you understand tropius from my attempts
5:57. long neck.
5:58. Whatever not important
5:59. After that. Lady oscar time baby
5:59. all of it?
6:00. Yeags
6:00. please sleep.
6:01. Oh im fucjeb gonna my head is heavy
6:02. Anyways. Is the ramen packets good for tonight bc i dont thonk i can do anything other tahn cjop veggies
6:03. you cant come.
6:03. ??? Yes???? I can??? You will eat bic
6:03. Bicth
6:03. Birg
6:03. Shat
6:04. take your time.
6:04. Im bitng your spleen
6:04. Oh wait no the goddamned. Plague. I agce it. Fuck
6:05. yup.
6:06. Eat
6:06. will do.
6:07. You better you fpeixe of fuck
6:08. My stomach is shifting to the side its veey annoying n uncormfortable
6:09. gross and concerning.
6:10. Yea
6:11. But anyways
6:11. Good day on the traisn
6:11. Kick ass
6:12. Ill ve here stretching my back and napoing probably
6:13. have a good nap!
6:13. Gnap
A couple hours later, his wrist buzzed again.
8:45. Mawile
8:46. B sent
8:47. Emolga with letter cover wnvelope envelope to your home
8:48. Falvour flavour packet inside
8:49. Flavour shrimp
8:50. When see envelope under door worry no
8:51. Remember eat when home
Emmet smiled a little.
8:52. thank you. is briosa asleep?
8:52. Yes
8:52. good.
8:53. Fememberd remember dinner
8:53. a bit early for that. but i will. thank you.
8:54. Remember!
8:54. will do! thank you mawile. take care of briosa.
After five minutes he got a thumbs up. Good to see they had found the tab with the emoticons.
At around midnight, while Emmet failed to force himself to wash the dishes, his Xtransceiver rang; he positioned it on the dinner table, at a good enough distance from himself so that his hands could come into view clearly.
“Hello,” Briosa croaked at the other end as he waved. “Did you get the flavor packet Guts sent you?”
Emmet nodded.
“Made yourself dinner with it?”
“Had a nice bowl of broth.”
At that she brought her own bowl into view as if it to toast with it: “That’s the life!” she laughed. “I had some... Fucking, spinach, in it, whatcha put in yours?”
“Cut some maccheroni and put them in.”
“Ourgh, fuck yes. Pastina. Did I ever bring you the turtlén?”
He shook his head.
“Gotta make ‘em. Gonna make some while I’m stuck here and bring ‘em over. You know, uh... Wanton soup? They’re kinda like that, but not fried. And it’s, I mean you’re not... Supposed, to add stuff. To, uh, when you make soup with... Turtlén - I mean you can also eat them dry with sauce, but broth is... So good.”
“So good.”
“So good.”
“Sooo good.”
“I’m gonna make stock broth and turtlén since I’ve got all this time. I’m gonna put that fucking delight in a bottle and drink it nice and lukewarm on shifts.”
“Not really hydrating, is it?”
“Yeah... Gonna put the broth in a bottle and boil the turtlén in it for you. When Mustrudi comes I’m gonna make you a lil’ bag of ‘em.”
“Why on Mustrudi?”
“Ah, tradition! You eat turtlén on Mustrudi eve. All the rest is usually stuff you can make cold, but not turtlén. Turtlén in broth on Mustrudi, with the snow out...” and she leaned her head back and gave a gurgle that sounded disgustingly funny: “Absolute delight. Peace and love on planet Earth.”
Behind her, Seismitoad made a long croak echoing the sentiment.
Emmet laughed softly.
“I’ll make ‘em,” Briosa promised, words slurring a bit. “Gonna steam clean ‘em and lock ‘em in the fridge for quaranteen and once I’m out it’s over for you.”
“Alright.”
“Over I say!”
“Go to sleep. How are you? Still hurts?”
“Nah, not much. Dull aches, but overall good. You?”
“Am alright.”
“Nice. Ok! Wash the dishes and get the hell to bed. You got work tomorrow. I’m gonna go sleep too. In solidarity. And also because I’m, kinda tired.”
“Good, good.”
They waved each other goodbye; Emmet finally managed to get himself to the sink, soap and sponge in hand, and slowly but surely cleaned his bowl and the little pot that had seemed like such a gargantuan task moments before.
#pokémon#submas emmet#briosa pokemon#random writing#im quaranteened rn and my back hurts and also i wanted emmet n briosa to be friendos and mention briosas vague love for 80s anime#its not that shes a super fan its just that i have a cd of all the italian openings and tigerman's is burned into my soul#lady oscar is the italian name for the rose of versailles which tbh. i like more than the original title#the rose of versailles = oh romance in france#lady oscar = intrigue of Gender#it also helps that lady oscar was a fucking BAMF despite her father being a dick and fersen friendzoning her in the cruelest way ever#also yall should listen to tigerman's italian opening (L'Uomo Tigre - sigla) its Great#finally! turtlén is just tortellini but with a milanese accent. my grandma makes em for christmas every year i help her close em#every time i introduce something abt briosa casually its like NEEDS MORE ITALIAN#so anyways yea thats why briosa is plagued#mawile doesnt have hands made for typing poor gal shes Doing Her Best
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