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aijousenshi Ā· 4 months ago
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so i really wanna talk about some of my favorite aspects of sailor v. i feel there is this misconception about certain qualities she attains maybe because she looks like usagi or how makoto and mina both have this love for romance and tend to get caught up in it , etc etc. she has similarities to her fellow sailor scouts but every sailor has things that make them really who they are. they each individually stand out. I REALLY JUST AM COMPILING SOME OF MY FAVORITE THINGS.
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ā™” MINAKO'S DESIRE TO BE MORE
one of my favorite things ( and absolutely one of my favorite moments ) within codename: sailor v. is the fact that mina tends to be hard on herself in her early days of discovering who she is. it's easy to see her within the main canon and see someone who goes to modeling jobs and has been successful with getting people's attention ( as in my canon she has also become an idol already ) but:
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representing venus + love and beauty is a lot of pressure. that's a lot to live up to. even mina can be hard on herself. we see that here. to think that she would walk into every room thinking she's just this fabulous , charming individual that will dazzle everyone is just a lie. all of the senshi can be hard on themselves but moments like these feel very human. humanizing a young girl who desires to be so much but doesn't quite know how to find that .. so she'll take time looking in the mirror at herself wishing she had things that she doesn't.
ā™” THE RED BOW + BECOMING SAILOR V.
a very important thing to my portrayal is that minako never builds herself around a man. even when it comes down to her LIKING men very much and going to great extremes to get their attention , she built her name on her own. the red bow in her hair does not represent the boy she liked giving her a gift. the red bow in her hair represents her. she trademarked sailor v , she forged her own path. it might be easy to say " oh sailor v wears a bow bc a long time ago she got it from a boy and this is her reminder of him " but keep in mind the very first boy she ever liked (after her awakening) was very toxic. minako making the decision to break things off from him once he showed his true colors and ultimately rejecting his advances because she has SEEN how kind true love can actually be is important. the red bow in her hair represents her determination , strength , and desire to fight for love and beauty.
ā™” USAGI & MINAKO
usagi and minako are similar in a lot of ways but some important things they do not share in common are :
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usagi is known to be the cry baby. minako does not cry. she finds other alternatives. yes i think every individual ONCE IN A WHILE will cry about things but it isn't excessive with minako. she strives to find other alternatives.
usagi and minako both are slackers but minako can be far more determined than usagi. she excels at things she is passionate about and will work hard to perform well even if it gets hard.
minako is athletically gifted. usagi is known to be quite klutzy.
usagi focuses more on seeing luna as a mentor and a motherly figure while minako treats artemis like he is her partner in crime.
family habits can be quite different for usagi and minako. usagi after her rebirth is very close to her family while minako isn't actually very close to her family at all. she has a ton of trouble with her mother specifically.
ā™” SAILOR VENUS AWAKENING
sailor venus ( and this will go for my threads with people ) tends to act like a veteran soldier. she is the first person within the sailor senshi to reawaken to her powers. she is active before the events of sailor moon as we know during codename: sailor v. i like to take the specific canon of it taking a while for her to be recruited because minako believed in herself for so long , it's hard to open up to a group of girls to fight crime with when she GENUINELY wants to solve the world's problems by herself.
by the time of the sailor moon main canon events , the only real partner minako knew was artemis. there has to come a time where she knows she isn't powerful enough to face everything by herself. and it is through these other sailor scouts that she finds that resolve.
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elegyofthemoon Ā· 11 months ago
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tbh there's a good chance if i go with the winning choice and i dont settle, i'll wind up changing the blog again BUT at least this will help me decide on sOMETHING
for mutuals who dont know these characters:
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enavant Ā· 2 years ago
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now i wanna do cute poses with people
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citrusici Ā· 2 years ago
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Been having lots of fun with LoZ again since TOTK came out and I keep thinking abt good guy ganon AU, and I ended up thinking so hard about it that I accidentally formed a. questionable crack theory about the divide between Ganon and Demise
so naturally I'm about to make it everyone's problem. lets go
Ok, so Ganondorf has been fully human in more than one of the games. Evil, yes, and possessing dark magic plenty of times, but undoubtedly still a man. Meanwhile, the fully fledged Demon King/Calamity is clearly Demise. The difference between these two is very stark. Ā 
What if they're actually not the same person? What if Ganondorf and Demise didn't originally share the same spirit?
Demise is not mortal. His exact words were that "his hatred would follow them forever". If we took that a bit more literally, we could interpret that as the lingering Malice and dark magic Ganondorf utilizes in the series instead of Demise himself reincarnating alongside Link and Zelda.
If Demise and Ganondorf arenā€™t the same person, then where the hell did Ganon come from? Why does he reincarnate? Ā 
Idea: Demise didnā€™t just curse the hero and the goddess, he cursed everyone there who had a hand in his downfall.
Now this is just an idea, but let me elaborate.
There are 4 major reoccurring characters in the Legend of Zelda series. Yes, 4, you read that right. Those characters are Link, Zelda, Ganondorf, and Impa. Impa appears less than the other three, but she holds enough weight in the story and has appeared often enough (around 7 times?) that I will be counting her, especially for the sake of this argument.
Anyway
Back to the curse thing
Excluding Demise and Ghirahim, there were 4 people present at the final battle with Demise in Skyward Sword: Link, Zelda, Impa, and Groose. Ā 
The first three are reoccurring characters, but how does Groose factor in?
Well, if we assume Demise is dead with only his Malice left behind, and that Ganondorf's spirit didn't come from Demiseā€¦ Ā 
You see where I'm going with this.
(Yes I will admit this is a stretch because ganon is a serious character and groose isā€¦ groose. But LOZ still takes itself 100% seriously despite how ridiculous some parts of it is, and I'm having fun with this crack theory so consider: I do what I want) Ā 
ā€œBut ganon is evil! And theyā€™re so different!ā€ yes. Iā€™m getting to that
What are Groose's most prominent character traits? Tall, muscly, red hair, very mean-spirited and selfish (at least before he pulls himself together and helps Link, who he originally hated due to his crush on Zelda). He isnā€™t very smart, and he isnā€™t all that brave compared to Link, heā€™s mostly driven by his personal desires (for better and for worse), and usually resorts to brute force to achieve his goals. Ā 
If you've noticed a pattern, you would be correct: these character traits all align closely to the holder of the triforce of power.
(insert thonk emoji)
There's also that one crack theory already floating around that the Gerudo are distantly related to Groose because of his dumbass red hair and that Demise keeps reincarnating as a Gerudo because of the fact that Groose catapulted bombs at his face, so y'know. There's also that
Anyway that's my spicy crack theory for the day
The spirit of Ganondorf actually came from Groose, and the Demon King/Calamity came from Demise
Obviously I donā€™t ACTUALLY believe this theory but yknow. what if lmao
(im aware of all the less than fun implications that comes with this crack take, but that's for another day)
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abyssmalice Ā· 3 months ago
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(last minute thonkies before bed but i am once again chewing on tonitoni suffering hour aka my favorite hobby of imagining dumping her into canon and reaping her sheer discomfort about it
anyway im thonking of the hypothetical scenario she ever ends up staying with her family for a while in the canon timeline and like, she's definitely going to be focusing on going home and all - she has her own family after all!! - but she still needs a decent home base of sorts in the meantime. so, hypothetically, her own house. with her family. in morepesok.
except it's not really her house or home or family or anything, so she's kinda just feeling like an awkward outsider standing just outside of rooms or in the background to everything. this is made ten times worse by people calling her name except they're calling for the "other" tonia or she otherwise just gets confused over who they're trying to call for and lowkey resorts to just Not responding to her own name at this point except that still feels a little weird and waaaaah tonitoni feeling like an alienated stranger in a place that should be home but is Not home and she quietly worries if this is just a premonition of how things will be like whenever she goes back to her real home, will she also feel like she doesn't belong?
also extra suffering thonks for me if she (unwittingly) gets into a fight with whoever in morepesok and her family there is just having vivid flashbacks to when their good boy ajax came home after three days and started acting like a maniac)
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1tsjusty0u Ā· 9 months ago
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hm. random things wreath likes perhaps
BWAH ALRIGHT!!
pre cal. not much!! he likes fiction books and sweet foods but other than that he cant think of anything. he probably does like more things though its just a deep-seated issue for him. for specifics: they always like pumpkin pie its his favorite, and. yeah. finnish desserts they also make due to hateno and heā€™d also like those a lot! piparkakku and pannukakku (gingerbread and pancakes) he likes as well. uhm. i should note i am not finnish so any finlanders out there if i butcher anything. im sorryā€¦. anyways! fiction books arent just legends of past games for clarification heā€™d like ones that really dont have anything to do with tloz. if chicory a colorful tale was an ip/book in this universe theyā€™d like it a bit!! also horse fact magazines and cookbooks. he loves those and never reads them after he gets them <3
post cal ..!! you know if this was like. my interpretation of normal botw iā€™d say the issue from the above paragraph would get better! but uh!! here it actually gets worse. they still love pumpkin pie and food and horse facts however. its getting harder and harder for him to remember what he does genuinely like, + things he Would like start to get stale or dont feel fun anymore like. for example horse facts again. heā€™ll always like food but other than that heā€™d have trouble naming most other things. it all just Exists to him. unfortunately going outside does Not fix him no matter how beautiful and wondrous it is
however i shant leave it at thatā€¦.. while he might not be able to list it he still does like things sort of. he doesnt get excited about these but theyre just Nice to him and nothing more (also realistically he wouldnt care too much about these however pretend this is a parallel universe where this issue doesnt exist and he Would like these!! he still would in this one he just has problems anyways); seeing foxes!! he likes to greet them by spooking them. hes a fan of cooking ingredients and as much as totk sucks i Do like koyins quest (ignoring the romantic implications and the butchering of her character) i think heā€™d really Really like trading in nuts for milk and collecting them for the cow guy. heā€™d probably do it even with no milk incentive but thats just the cherry on top. also koyin and him could be slight friends a lot later into the story!! also he likes acorns and seeds and tries to break into them. also i made a whole list of sounds: clippity clops, footsteps on brick pavement, wood chopping board noises, WHEELS ON BRICK PAVEMENT, knife getting stuck in wood or swords etc, clinks of figurines (not hollow and probably like. made up of a gem rather than stone. Heavy clinks), pencil on thin paper on desk. more likes the feel rather than sound. and gear sounds/clicking like guardians. ALSO KEYBOARD NOISES. like the chunky ones i can get a video. zelda also likes these just more mechanical ones rather than soft thonks. also cooking pot noises we cannot forget about those. cutting paper super smoothly by just dragging scissors or a knife feels good and also knife tearing through fabric or specifically a bed mattress also feels good! the sound varies however. alsoalso this made me make a list for zelda because i think sheā€™d more actively like sensory things
if they had a preference for weapons heā€™d love lynel weapons due to the sheer damage he just would never use them as to not break them. same with robbies ancient sword and other weapons that look cool or have ties to the champions. otherwise he just likes standard one handed sword weapons. pre cal him would honestly like lynel swords More and be really miffed about the master sword only doing 30 damage despite it being a holy sword and people regarding it as this great thing. like it has trouble defeating monsters ganon is going to kill him. i need to play sksw honestly i think he would like fi i just know next to nothing about her besides her being the sword. also he cant hear her Anyways!!
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azlovesem Ā· 1 month ago
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Til the next chapter begins anyway. Itvebdsxehen u ssy it foes snd you know by mitnong youll be thonking about me again. Its easier if we met and had a bad experience. But we never did. So i ein we ll meet when i say we meet ehoever youre fuckn eith os finished on yhat day do us whoever im with. Done like i stantky. Thsts called a soul mate. Therws no getring put of it. Ill be seeing you sokner than you think.
No more you. No more waiting. I'll end our chapter here. Thank you.
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pr1ncessasuke Ā· 9 months ago
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hi, sorry, if this is the wrong place to ask, but i think somewhere Kishimoto or that it was stated in canon, that sasuke never attempted to contact sakura/sarada while he was away from the village but still kept in contact with naruto. idk where, all i remember is that i saw that information on tumblr, and i can't remember if its actually canon or not? like i need to find some solid sources for that but again sorry if ur not the right blog to ask that, but any sources would be fine šŸ˜­
hey! no worries, happy to do some think thonk abt this
hmm so ive seen conflicting things abt this and I think its bc theres conflicting novels out there. so apparently naruto gaiden says that sasuke only sent letters to naruto, but then sasuke retsuden says that sasuke did send letters to sakura. I cant find the source from naruto gaiden atm, but I found this quote from sasuke retsuden:
Sasuke turned his head to face Gigi as his face and tone became washed with seriousness. ā€œItā€™s not like Iā€™m leaving her. Sakura is needed locally, and Iā€™m needed outside the country, itā€™s our jobs. We exchange letters, though.ā€
I havent bought any of the novels though, so this is just from digging from other ppl's quotes on the novels, so keep that in mind. if the novels are conflicting, I dont think theres really a reliable narrative here
although, i personally dont rly count the novels as canon anyway, and I dont think the boruto manga really mentions anything abt the letters (anyone feel free to correct me if im wrong tho)
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ahatintimepieces Ā· 3 years ago
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And with that, our story has reached its end. Lukas faces his dragon with his family by his side and after it all, they live... well... you can probably guess what comes next~
Thank you all for reading and your support! It means the world! Special shout-out to @smieska who enabled me from the beginning when initially planning the story, encouraging me through the whole way, and helping with all the chapter titles! I couldnā€™t have done it without you <3333
Iā€™ll take a break from regular updates for awhile, but you might catch a few things here and there. Until then, take care!
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sea-and-storm Ā· 6 years ago
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OOC;
Eyes:Ā  Examined.
Everyday Glasses:Ā  Ordered at the optometristā€™s office.
Computer Glasses:Ā  Ordered online.
Wallet:Ā  Crying hysterically.
todayā€™s adulting was a success.
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azlovesem Ā· 2 months ago
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Thats if ibeent mad in live for uou Emma!!! Havha ya dumby. Hey you got my attention bow ur a charactwr inndrftwood. Youll be immortalized again. Ahh yhat glyn wizard dhit youre a lik older but still it was cool. I really thought it could have just ended with a battle at the end of yhe first movie with the kids. I only thought first one was a great all around movie but it wasnt like i was ten when the books came out. Ah im a beyter writer than that batbwhats she done lately??? Ha ha ha.. i am iun love with you. I dont go e a fuck abput any election. I thonk its all fishy because im smart. The planet.doomed anyway. Lets get together before the end. It foesnt have to be bext week byt i miss you. Its been forever slready. Im better than he or she is. By far. Gwt lostvEmmas MINE!!!!!
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catboythanatos Ā· 6 years ago
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randomwriteronline Ā· 2 years ago
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His wrist beeped. When he looked down, a few messages saluted him from the thin bright screen.
5:45. Bad news: caught the plague. quaranteening, wont come to work
5:45. Good news: no fever, just clogged nostril n throat kinda sore
5:46. Bad news: entire body fucken hurty
Ah. That's where she was.
5:47. agony?
5:47. Good news: dull ache
5:47. Bad news: annoying as hell
5:48. good. rest up.
5:49. Im gonna watch all of raikou man in one sitting
5:50. seems excessive.
5:50. I cantbpunch
5:51. Raikou man punch for me
5:51. Fucken grab those bastatds
5:51. Did yoy know theres a guy called mr no in raikou man
5:52. no.
5:53. DO NOT LOOK IT UP HES LOOKS LIKE A DIVK
5:53. Did you know. Its based. On a paldean gifaragaig
5:53. Giafarigarf
5:53. Falafal
5:54. girafarig?
5:54. No
5:54. Other bastard
5:55. Long ruckwn neck
5:55. tropius?
5:56. How tf dis you understand tropius from my attempts
5:57. long neck.
5:58. Whatever not important
5:59. After that. Lady oscar time baby
5:59. all of it?
6:00. Yeags
6:00. please sleep.
6:01. Oh im fucjeb gonna my head is heavy
6:02. Anyways. Is the ramen packets good for tonight bc i dont thonk i can do anything other tahn cjop veggies
6:03. you cant come.
6:03. ??? Yes???? I can??? You will eat bic
6:03. Bicth
6:03. Birg
6:03. Shat
6:04. take your time.
6:04. Im bitng your spleen
6:04. Oh wait no the goddamned. Plague. I agce it. Fuck
6:05. yup.
6:06. Eat
6:06. will do.
6:07. You better you fpeixe of fuck
6:08. My stomach is shifting to the side its veey annoying n uncormfortable
6:09. gross and concerning.
6:10. Yea
6:11. But anyways
6:11. Good day on the traisn
6:11. Kick ass
6:12. Ill ve here stretching my back and napoing probably
6:13. have a good nap!
6:13. Gnap
A couple hours later, his wrist buzzed again.
8:45. Mawile
8:46. B sent
8:47. Emolga with letter cover wnvelope envelope to your home
8:48. Falvour flavour packet inside
8:49. Flavour shrimp
8:50. When see envelope under door worry no
8:51. Remember eat when home
Emmet smiled a little.
8:52. thank you. is briosa asleep?
8:52. Yes
8:52. good.
8:53. Fememberd remember dinner
8:53. a bit early for that. but i will. thank you.
8:54. Remember!
8:54. will do! thank you mawile. take care of briosa.
After five minutes he got a thumbs up. Good to see they had found the tab with the emoticons.
At around midnight, while Emmet failed to force himself to wash the dishes, his Xtransceiver rang; he positioned it on the dinner table, at a good enough distance from himself so that his hands could come into view clearly.
ā€œHello,ā€ Briosa croaked at the other end as he waved. ā€œDid you get the flavor packet Guts sent you?ā€
Emmet nodded.
ā€œMade yourself dinner with it?ā€
ā€œHad a nice bowl of broth.ā€
At that she brought her own bowl into view as if it to toast with it: ā€œThatā€™s the life!ā€ she laughed. ā€œI had some... Fucking, spinach, in it, whatcha put in yours?ā€
ā€œCut some maccheroni and put them in.ā€
ā€œOurgh, fuck yes. Pastina. Did I ever bring you the turtlĆ©n?ā€
He shook his head.
ā€œGotta make ā€˜em. Gonna make some while Iā€™m stuck here and bring ā€˜em over. You know, uh... Wanton soup? Theyā€™re kinda like that, but not fried. And itā€™s, I mean youā€™re not... Supposed, to add stuff. To, uh, when you make soup with... TurtlĆ©n - I mean you can also eat them dry with sauce, but broth is... So good.ā€
ā€œSo good.ā€
ā€œSo good.ā€
ā€œSooo good.ā€
ā€œIā€™m gonna make stock broth and turtlĆ©n since Iā€™ve got all this time. Iā€™m gonna put that fucking delight in a bottle and drink it nice and lukewarm on shifts.ā€
ā€œNot really hydrating, is it?ā€
ā€œYeah... Gonna put the broth in a bottle and boil the turtlĆ©n in it for you. When Mustrudi comes Iā€™m gonna make you a lilā€™ bag of ā€˜em.ā€
ā€œWhy on Mustrudi?ā€
ā€œAh, tradition! You eat turtlĆ©n on Mustrudi eve. All the rest is usually stuff you can make cold, but not turtlĆ©n. TurtlĆ©n in broth on Mustrudi, with the snow out...ā€ and she leaned her head back and gave a gurgle that sounded disgustingly funny: ā€œAbsolute delight. Peace and love on planet Earth.ā€
Behind her, Seismitoad made a long croak echoing the sentiment.
Emmet laughed softly.
ā€œIā€™ll make ā€˜em,ā€ Briosa promised, words slurring a bit. ā€œGonna steam clean ā€˜em and lock ā€˜em in the fridge for quaranteen and once Iā€™m out itā€™s over for you.ā€
ā€œAlright.ā€
ā€œOver I say!ā€
ā€œGo to sleep. How are you? Still hurts?ā€
ā€œNah, not much. Dull aches, but overall good. You?ā€
ā€œAm alright.ā€
ā€œNice. Ok! Wash the dishes and get the hell to bed. You got work tomorrow. Iā€™m gonna go sleep too. In solidarity. And also because Iā€™m, kinda tired.ā€
ā€œGood, good.ā€
They waved each other goodbye; Emmet finally managed to get himself to the sink, soap and sponge in hand, and slowly but surely cleaned his bowl and the little pot that had seemed like such a gargantuan task moments before.
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oofuri2003 Ā· 2 years ago
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tajima finally hitting a HR off tosei of all teams would be chefs kiss. also while we're on tosei topics..... im sad that we might potentially be getting another tosei match, but this time it wont be animated.. meaning we would be missing out on mamomiya's riou dsfsdfsd (oofuri anime comeback when orz)
OOWAAAA if tajima's first HR was off of junta that would be fucking insaneeee FULL CIRCLE MOMENT. i think that would literally be epic. and if it was off of the forkball....well....it's cinematic parallels baby!
actually just got hives thinking about a sayama bijou rematch. that's actually so cursed. if i see roka again it's literally on sight. but also imagine if nishihiro got to play and actually hit a pitch this time </3 and also imagine if they played a full game without a traumatic incident
I'm SOOO depressed about all the shit that's never getting animated I literally need to see akimaru thonking abe on the back of the head with the ball during that game animated. NOW! and of course. the iconic. but you're the one who cares about me the most. AND HANAI'S FUCKINGGG HOME RUN. and abe n mihashi making breakfast together. okay im getting ahead of myself here anyway we need it.
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ddlockk Ā· 1 year ago
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ALRIGHT HI!! i think im late? but iā€™ve got brainchildren alrightā€”
I think-thonk long and hard about Charonā€™s relationship with my Lone Wanderer. I am considering writing fic but until then! This is kinda the basis for it.
I want him to love and be loved in a way he deserves SO bad.
Iā€™m on the side of Charon not knowing what to do with freedom from his contract, and I donā€™t just mean confusion about where heā€™s meant to go or whatever ā€” I mean he struggles to even conceptualize what freedom means to him.
Imagine he gets into an argument with the Lone Wanderer (with them trying to give him his own contract so he can live as a free man) that ends with them ripping it up so he has no choice but to be free.
He would start making excuses to himself ā€” that the contract was more of a mental thing than a physical bind, that since Lone was the last to hold it now they would hold it for the rest of their life. But itā€™s not like Lone was treating him the way he was used to anyway. They gave him options, considered his input. Never commanded, never even so much as a reprimand came out of them when he felt he fucked up in some regard.
All these thoughts of the potential freedom, of security, heā€™s attained would permeate into deeper parts of him heā€™d been programmed to ignore and repress for the sake of obeying whoever his master was at the time. No amount of kindness undoes two centuries of trauma, but the comfort and peace he feels with Lone shakes him up and makes him feel like something is wrong. He doesnā€™t know what heā€™s feeling is affection, or attachment. He canā€™t really grapple with the idea of being just Charon ā€” not under contract and being able to make his own decisions.
He canā€™t bring himself to leave. Doesnā€™t know if itā€™s because of the contract, or because he wants to stay with Lone. It would take years before he finally puts the words to what heā€™s been feeling. I imagine he would open up slowly, reminiscing on his abuse in little fragments here and there that make Lone realize Charon is like shattered glass. It takes a lot of patience for him to allow them access to these deeper parts of his soul, for him to allow them to help put the pieces back together so he can look at himself again and learn just who he is on his own.
It would take only a few more months after that, after his gruff grumbling and ā€œAs you wishā€s become gentle smiles and suggestions for activities he wanted to take part in, would he realize how fucking WHIPPED he is. Wouldnā€™t be able to look at Lone without his heart climbing into his throat, and when he can put the word ā€œaffectionā€ to those feelings finally, he realizes just how screwed he is.
Lone, who sat so patiently with him for years.
Lone, who accepted him for all his flaws before even considering the rest.
Lone, who supported and helped him feel like a person after so long.
I imagine his happy ending is realizing who he is, what he likes, and what he wants ā€” and realizing he wants the Lone Wanderer in a way thatā€™s scarily new to him. But by this point, he realizes everything is new to him, and he takes the chance to open up to it, one step at a time.
Babes would you please reblog/comment with your Charon theories/lore you invented/headcanons/happy kind epilogues for him/anything? I feel like weā€™ve all come up with something and it varies a lot but I desperately want to hear it!
Charonā€™s writer said he likes to create space for others to write stories - so all of it is canon!i guess
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milkaneiko Ā· 5 years ago
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#hsjjfjdfjmskckskd i literally vented my whole entire sadness on a post thaf dodnt even save bc of my stupid data im so upset now i cant look#at it later and just tell myself how stupid i am#anyways ill keep venting#like homeslty idk a part of me wants to be with her still but my cousins really made me think abohr it like what if she was already thinking#about cjeating on me while on our relarionship...like thonking that fuckinf sucks but its teue she basicallt admitted shed cheag on me if we#dated again lolololl bahahaha :) but honestly idc id atillcwant to be wirh her bc ar the end of the day id rather break up with someone i#hate trhan someone i love so mich#am i stupid? yes but whatever idc anout anyrhing anymore my life is loteral shit rn lol#i hate my job/boss treats me and my brother like shit theyre so fucking annoying i might be homeless soon i have no goals for the future#idek what i want to do i have no ambitions and my only froend and only person i care abojr broke ip with me lol so not a very good month for#me :)#someone find me a new gf/bf so these feelings can go away already im not emotionally inept to handle this rn haha#gsfjskfjskfjsj i fucking hate myself im so desperate for love i wokd literall do anythig i would come out to my parents and become homeless#kf that means i get to see her more and hang out with her more ahfjsjckskkxa#wtf is wrong with me why cant i makeanyone happy#so yea long story short i feel like my like sucks rn and i want to get ran over by a car and make sure i have my body mutilated so as to#make sure theres no chance of me survivng tthat impact teehee (ą¹‘ā•¹Ļ‰ā•¹ą¹‘ )#also theres no chance shell ever read this since she doesnt know my account a*******a if youre reading this just text me saying how#much you dont like me and tell me so mang horrible thigs to make me hate you so i can never ever love you again bc youre handling this way#better than i am and im sorry for being so dramatic but i just love you so much i want to be with uou and i hate that i cant but i#ynderatand why you dont want to be with me#im sorry for the way i am im sorry for thinking like trhis and im sorry i cant give you what you want#and just know that im so overwhelmed with other stuff in my life so me wanting to not exist is not entroewly bc of oir realtionship ending
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