#anyway i'm not trying to armchair diagnose with pop psychology or anything i'm just. pretty certain at this point that. if labels mattered
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can i be honest this shit's so bad it's got me posting in r/bpd to feel for five seconds like other people GET it and i don't have to explain myself
#new bpd symptom: the only people who understand what the hell i'm talking about are the people on that damn subreddit!#sorry i know i've been talking about this a lot lately but it really has been weighing on me VERYYYY heavily#because. on the one hand desire to have a label so that i don't feel like I'M the one who fucked up anymore. so i can know ok i couldn't#have changed this it's not my fault. but on the one hand terrible terrible terrible fear that this is something inherently fucked up in my#brain that simply won't have an easy fix. and that i will have to continue living with for much longer than i hoped.#anyway i'm not trying to armchair diagnose with pop psychology or anything i'm just. pretty certain at this point that. if labels mattered#at all. which they sometimes do to ME! then like. that label would be bpd.#& i have only become more certain while spending time in a community where everyone seems to get it like no one ever has#i don't know it's futile bcs i don't have a therapist and ive been ghosted by like 10 of them now so whatever. i have to do this mental#inquiry by MYSELF#whateverrrr. no more need to talk about this. u all saw the poem :/#hello world
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