#anyway i'm hoping to write reisaru porn. obviously. what else would i write. what else matters.

[paradoxi-kay]

i reaaaaaaaally want to try and write something for the k resurrection fest

so i'm rewatching lost small world stage and having just. so many feelings, all over again.

there's something really fascinating about the contrast between saruhiko's sulky apathetic asshole exterior and the intensity he puts into everything. programming an entire messaging app just because yata wanted his contact info. throwing so much of himself into work that it takes multiple people to replace him. trying to burn the proof of his and yata's bond right off of his skin. can't be traumatized by your dad's bullshit if you just become your dad! and so on.

but if you asked i don't think he'd consider himself to be an intense or passionate person at all.