#anyway i started college 🤙

[detective4blog]

Me: yeah I might wear my binder today for class to feel better lol

My brain: THEY'LL KNOW WHAT YOU ARE.

Me:

Me: k.

[hannie-dul-set]

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALLEX!!!!!!!!!!

HI HELLO!! how have you been since 2025 started?? Do u have any plans or resolutions for this year?

im so happy to see u more active lately SJDASHD AND thank you for the kind words and encouragement that whole thing about the birth of writers being a cycle was so sweet i wanted to cry 🥹!! My writing isn't worth showing off rn BUT ill keep trying so I can one day have something to show wo being embarrassed :))

I was also reading some of ur works and I was reminded of what made me love your writing sm!! The way you set the mood and describe things is so poetic and lovely like u are just so eloquent and then I get whiplash from lines that sound deranged and unhinged LMAOO the duality is crazy

I wanted to go read through ur whole masterlist but i didn’t know where to start (mostly bcs i dont know much abt other groups aside from nct 😭) but i really wanted to read more so if u don’t mind me asking (and if it wouldn’t bother u,,) could u maybe name one or two fics to recommend or just ur favorites so far?

-🍜

HAPPY NEW YEAR RAMEN ANON!!!

unfortunately my new year kicked off with a bunch of thesis sessions 😞💔💔 the woes of being a college senior 💔💔💔 as my for plans this year.....i'm currently postponing the inevitability of graduation + eventual employment because i wanna enjoy being a little bit more carefree atm HUAHAHAHAHAH fuck real life i just wanna be silly 🤙🤙🤙.

ANYWAY, that aside, i look forward to the day of reading ur works at some point!! pls don't hesitate to reach out once you're ready 🫵🫵.

i do feel a little bad bcs i stopped writing for nct at some point 😭😭 (except for jaemin....i will never be freed from this man....) as for my works that i'd recommend...hmm.....a lot of my faves fall under the reverse harem category HUAHAHAHAH but a million characters from groups you don't know would probably make the experience less enjoyable 😭😭😭 so i'll settle with these two!!!

the psychology of strawberries, ft. zerobaseone's ricky shen! one of the quickest things i wrote LMAO solely because it's 80% insane gushing over the man. fun read if u just want something silly and lighthearted!!! there's still quite a handful of characters. i can't see to write things that don't have a bunch of people involved. BUT everyone's from the same group so it won't be as confusing. i think HAHAHAHA.

butttt, if you want something with a bit more emotional depth, i'd recommend mogi, ft. tomorrow x together's choi beomgyu! still a handful of characters i'm so sorry 😭😭 but it's very beomgyu-centric, so i think it'd be fune HUHAHAHAHA. it can be read a standalone, but once you're ready you can read the (very fucking long) sequel, nabi!!! little less silly, still the same amount of disgusting love as the prev reqs BWAHAHAHHA it's my latest release and one of my best works methinks.....all in it's 49k words glory 😭😭. but you can def just ready mogi for now!!! 🫶🫶🫶.

[zephersspace]

🌙 Hey there spooky onessss! 🌙

I've been promising a come back since forever, I know, so...

I'M HERE, I'M QUEER AND I STILL AM A TOTAL CHAOS 😂🤙

I spent the last two months losing my shit over adulting stuff /BUT/ I did change rooms!!! Which is huge for me since I've never had a room of my own, so there's that. On top of it I really tried to be artistic and shit bc it makes me feel really good about myself, so I painted and sketched (rndm pic of my fav sketch so far but also, my boots, I absolutely LOVED how they came out, I'm obsessed)...

... and I kept on writing (btw, should I make a blog here for the shit I write? What do you think?).

Then all that craziness got topped by the fact that I actually went bananas and confident enough to ask for a teacher job... and I actually fucking got it!!! I'm both, excited and panicking about it 😂🥸

And last but not least! My semester starts next Monday! And the class I'm gonna be giving (it's actually insane to say it) starts next Friday so... this adulting thing is rlly... idk, fucking agressive😂

Anyway... aside of all that I thought I was gonna have to quit french but turns out I'm gonna be able to take a phonetics curse which is amazing!

Now I just have to survive all that 🥸🤙😂

That's it, that's the life update!

Stay on for more adulting stuff, college stuff and the never ending, totally unavoidable, increasing stress!

🍄Love y'all!!! Stay safe and love a lot!🍄

⚠️GOOD OMENS & HEARTSTOPPER SPOILERSISH AHEAD (and also self harm related issues)⚠️

(I also forgot to mention I saw Good Omens 2 and it destroyed me. Then Heartstopper 2 came out and I was so happy until my cutting trauma got called out and I cried even harder... BUT ANYWAY IF YOU WANT TO TALK/SCREAM/BE QUEER ABOUT ANY OF THEM I'M HERE FOR IT)

And yeah, now that's it, that's the post 😂✨

Yours truly, ZepherJ🖤

[chrisbangs]

3 9 15 23 !! <333

🥺💗

3. oldest photocard

this isn't one of my oldest pcs per say- but it is one of my oldest skz pcs... iay is the first skz album i bought bc i'd finally gotten some money at the time and i remember that i almost cried when i opened the album and got a hyunchan pc... like... my poor little hyunchan biased brain was a wreck... 🥺 they're truly so dear...

9. photo with a peace sign pose

i feel like this is an unfair question to ask a chan collector bc 🫥 erm well... i could literally put any of his pcs here and all he ever does is a peace sign or 🤙 like he has 2 angles and he works them to death my poor old man its ok ill love u always iofawenfoiwa but anyway- these are two of my recent fav peace sign pcs... his jewel case pc and his oddinary shopee benefit.. these are sooo cute to me... like i cannot believe the dilf librarian is really here .. in pc format.. i kiss ...

15. any polariods?

i think a lot of people know idc for the skz lovestay/skz-x polas... to me its ugly and i just MISS these og polas :-( these are so cute and dear to me... like their lil signs on these ?? so precious! anyway.. i dont have any /real/ polas bc i am a broke ass college student (and maybe one day ill be crazy enough)- but i do have these printed polas from op1, op3, unveil tour, hi-stay, and d9 unlock! AND.... i FINALLY.. have an op2 pola otw to me i dont think ill survive when i get it tbh so... we'll see..........

23. who was is the first idol you started collecting? (bonus - are you still collecting them?)

channie (and by extension all of skz) was the first person i started collecting for!! i never really cared for collecting pcs or never even really thought that much abt pcs before?? like when i got my albums i was like oh! i either got a pc of bias or not but either way i was p happy?? and then one of my friends OIFANWOIF got me into this and my life and bank account are begging for freedom but hehe we;re just having fun 🫥.............. and well................. i definitely am still collecting him (cries)

PC ASK GAME ✨

[leejungchans]

guys this looks so fun i wanna add an idea too 😭😭

can we talk abt a college au with dance major!soonyoung, tho? captain of the dance team and one of the most popular students on campus - loved by everyone because of how sweet and cute he is + how talented he is at what he does. he’s living the life: following his dream, loved by everyone, with an amazing group of friends.

the reader is a notorious heartbreaker - they are a bit of a player, but it’s also because they’re so naturally charming and attractive, but won’t hesitate to ruthlessly reject you if you try to confess. people keep trying, though, because there are the occasional people you flirt with and entertain for a few weeks - they ultimately get dropped and heartbroken as well.

the reader’s friend group consist of bad boy!jeonghan who’s like a protective older brother to the reader, jock!seungcheol who’s the captain of the football team and always tries to stop the reader from being such a heartbreaker, and dance major (with a minor in art)!minghao, who’s your childhood friend. your group of four isn’t exactly well liked by all, but you guys do have quite the fanclub and the whole school population knows you anyways, so y’all still get invitations to all the parties and are pretty popular.

so, the reader and soonyoung cross path often, whether it’s dance showcases that you and your friends go to support minghao, or friday night parties at the frat house, or football games where you meet because mingyu, one of soonyoung’s friends, is also on the team.

it’s not difficult for soonyoung to end up crushing on you. he keeps trying to talk to you and be near you and get to know you more, and for some reason, you let him.

at first, the reader would flirt with soonyoung like they would with any other person they plan to play, but as time goes on, the reader starts to be more genuine in their conversations with him and the tone shifts from lighthearted flirting to real talks. the reader isn’t sure why they’re acting like this, but they’re suddenly careful to be strictly platonic in the way they act towards soonyoung, because although they won’t admit it to themself, the boy has become an important person in her life and they don’t want to hurt him.

meanwhile, soonyoung is disheartened because he feels like he’s backtracking sometimes when the reader flirts less in their day to day convos, especially because he starts to fall in love the more he gets to know them as an actual person. he can’t give up on the reader just yet, because there’s no doubt that his heart still does flips in his chest on those quiet, vulnerable moments when he and the reader are alone and they look at him with a look in their eyes that makes him wonder if- maybe- they’re in love with him, too.

maybe i’ll write a fic abt this, if i muster up the brain and willpower 🤔

- stella 🤙

stella ur brain is so sexc for this oml everything about this is so 😞😞😞 horangdans u have to read this