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#anyway i nevr wanna date a white rich cis woman again theyre the WORST esp when ur poor mixed butch liek
batz · 4 years
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#having ptsd moment im gonna try n remain in a good mood tho!#got triggered by playing the damn qchord so thats. new#i mean i havent played it since leaving that situation so ig i shouldve expected Trauma#m just gonna play sm damn tunes idk idk. gona jam out idc#frank.txt#ppl keep tellin me that being petty n stuff can help but the more petty i am the more bummed out i get on a personal level HDSKDH#like 'oh just trash talk ur abuser youll feel better' and thats TRUE but then i get all upset#bc i let someone That Pathetic hurt me HDKSHKD#i feel like. Ok just kinda idk. weird.#more just fixating on how crappy she was aside from the abuse stuff.#she thought i lived in a dangerous 'ghetto' because. i dont live in a mansion like her#like she was convincing me my area was dirty and bad bc my house isnt big.#she wanted to move me out and away from everyone into a condo or smthn so i could b her stay at home butch SMHHH#it sucks that this is gonna effect my future relationships tbh. sure my boundaries will be higher but like#tbh i dont like being closed off but its safer that way.#legit part of me thinks long distance relationships are safer bc not only can they not physically injure u but like#if theyre shitty and evil toward u u can just block them#anyway i nevr wanna date a white rich cis woman again theyre the WORST esp when ur poor mixed butch liek#i dont like when ppl think they Own me. im not an object im like a human person bro#abuse m#its liek im having an emo ptsd moment every couple days now huh#maybe i should do more vent art that always helps DHSKDHKDDJ
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