#anyway i enjoy this au i enjoy dark themes and i enjoy exploring the aftermath and i want to do it more | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

kurthorton-moving · 1 year ago

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this isnt an au ive talked ab on the dash much its mostly been written on discord but i am thinking heavily about the au where kurt spends his entire teenage years kidnapped and finally escapes a little while after he turned eighteen and the way he has to adjust to the shift in his life from being hostage and conditioned into the lifestyle he lived vs freedom and rediscovering the world and more importantly rediscovering himself

#its a. i like the au. its very fun to really look into the ways trauma affects him at different stages of his life #because i can say confidently that if it had happened when he was older he wouldnt. he would be #when he escapes at 18 he still has this. innocence to him despite all that was done to him. this. whimsy and hope and optimism #but that is all drained out of him long before he was taken if hes taken when hes older and his survival is something he views #less as a miracle and more of a price he has to pay for some unspoken sin #the whole au is. very trigger heavy its not a lighthearted one but i do enjoy delving into the depths of kurt and his responses to horrors #his reaction to finding out he wasnt kidnapped so much as his parents sold him off and then lied to the media #is a very. its a long process to understand that and to process it #it takes him a long time to understand their abuse towards him because he views it as nicer than his captivity #and so he assumes it is good and how things should be which is. not the case at all #going insane over an au only lynn knows about skdjfsdf #anyway i enjoy this au i enjoy dark themes and i enjoy exploring the aftermath and i want to do it more #so pls feel free to yell w me ab this au. or make our own fucked up events au #i just love when things r bad and u have to endure

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