#anyway guys I'm so relieved 😌😌😌

[running-in-the-dark]

ooooh. we got an apartment!!!

the house isn't completely finished yet so we can't move in until April. we'll have to figure that out. but that's fine. it's in the town where my husband works! which is amazing.

[realcube]

YOU GOT: KŌTARŌ BOKUTO (time-skip)

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ matchup for @averiesworldsblog

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ if you would like a matchup, read this!

'Love language: giving - words of affirmation and acts of service

Receiving - words of affirmation and quality time'

𓆩♡𓆪 bokuto would be one of the best at giving words of affirmation because he's so unfiltered

𓆩♡𓆪 plus his brain is going at like 100mph 24/7 so within that avalanche of thoughts must be a few compliments

𓆩♡𓆪 i'm pretty sure it's canon that he isn't the brightest (dk how he passed college 😔)

𓆩♡𓆪 meanwhile you are literally studying to be a teacher

𓆩♡𓆪 so he is going to be sooo impressed by that and literally remind you all the time that you are smarter than him by a tenfold

𓆩♡𓆪 and he's not that insecure about himself so he's won't be one of those guys that gets a complex about being ina relationship with someone smarter than him, because he knows you're more educated and intelligent than him ( at least in the academic sense) and he is not shy about telling you

𓆩♡𓆪 if anything, he's so proud of how educated you are and never misses an oppertunity to brag to his friends about how he scored beauty and brains

𓆩♡𓆪 and you mentioned you work out too so he will be sure to casually drop that into conversation too 😌

𓆩♡𓆪as for quality time, he does need to spend a lot of time away from home training and travelling to different countries for tournaments , but even when he is away, he is texting you every spare second he has

𓆩♡𓆪 and facetiming you every night

𓆩♡𓆪 quality time is just one thing that comes naturally to him because you're like his soulmate and bestfriend so why would be NOT want to spend lots of time with you ???

𓆩♡𓆪 in his head that is the whole point of asking you out and being partners is to go on dates and spends lots of time together

𓆩♡𓆪 and he doesn't understand when/if his teammates or other volleyball players he meets while aborad say/make jokes about enjoying being away from their s/o because it's 'freeing' or 'a nice break' or whatever

𓆩♡𓆪 bc in his head he's like ,, if you really love them, why do you need a break ?? or why are you relieved to be away from them? for him , everytime he thinks about you and you're not around is an agonising experience so he doesn't get how other people enjoy it

𓆩♡𓆪 anyway i also hc that he asked you to move in with him concerningly early in the relationship, like maybe four months into dating

𓆩♡𓆪 for two reason, one because he is a pro vb player an he has this big ass house and no one to live with

𓆩♡𓆪 and two, you already sleepover frequently so why not.... permanantly sleep over???

𓆩♡𓆪 and having s/o who gives him words of affirmation is defo something bokuto didn't know he needed

𓆩♡𓆪 like he is so delighted whenever you pay him any sort of compliment

𓆩♡𓆪 especially when he doesn't have to prod you for it , he will MELT

𓆩♡𓆪 it gets to a point where he is so addicted to your praise, whenever he does something good he will pester you about it

𓆩♡𓆪 (iirc there was a scene where bokuto was like to akaashi 'did you see that ?? did you ?? the amazing spike i just did??' yeah , like that )

𓆩♡𓆪 he'll make you a tasty dinner and leave it on the table for when you come home for work and will be standing next to it like this 🧍‍♂️☺🥰 waiting for his compliment and kiss on the cheek

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'I want to be that couple that gets candids and he’s looking at me like I hung the moon. I want my soulmate yknow? My best friend and my life partner all in one would be beyond amazing. Someone who can communicate when they have a problem.'

𓆩♡𓆪 okay that is literally bokuto to a T

𓆩♡𓆪 i can'ttt

𓆩♡𓆪 literally any photo you get together in which he is facing you , he genuinely does gaze at you as though you are his world, bc you are

𓆩♡𓆪 but it's not just in photos

𓆩♡𓆪 he looks at you like that all the time

𓆩♡𓆪 just at random moments he'll remember how beautiful you are just stand motionless and stare at you with a big ol' grin plastered on his face

𓆩♡𓆪 literally anytime; from when you are dressed up elegantly for a luxury dinner date, or wearing sweats and a stained top in the kitchen helping him make breakfast.

𓆩♡𓆪 you'll catch him staring at you occasionally and with the foolish look on his face , you can't help but laugh, which makes him laugh too

𓆩♡𓆪 it happens so frequently you've had to give the phenomenon a name; you call it an 'averie moment'

𓆩♡𓆪 (in case you're curious, you both also coined the term 'bokuto moment', which refers to when you eat too much food and can't go on, specifically after complaining about how starving you are)

𓆩♡𓆪 sometimes you'll just be talking to him about you day or anything at all, and he'll not hear a thing you say because he's too mesmerised by how insanely sweet you are

𓆩♡𓆪 thankfully though , there are certain tells for the onset of an averie moment; his eyes appear to unfocus, his brows furrow a little and his breathing slows.

𓆩♡𓆪 if you didn't know him so well by now, you'd think he was having a medical emergency

𓆩♡𓆪 so because you can tell when he is about to start a averie moment, you can snap him out of it whenever you decide you need him to pay serious attention lol

𓆩♡𓆪 but most of the time you just let him zone-out because it's super cute haha

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'I’m extremely patient (I work with 5 year olds and younger at a daycare), I tend to keep a cool head even if I am starting to get angry.'

𓆩♡𓆪 okay the next few comments are gonna be rapid fire but

𓆩♡𓆪 he sooo needs a s/o with this much patience lol

𓆩♡𓆪 like he can be unserious and childish at the best of times so the fact you would be able to 'tame' him is just perfect

𓆩♡𓆪 for example during dates if he sees an ice-cream stall, he's the type to run over at the speed of light to buy you both some

𓆩♡𓆪 even if that means you have to chase after him so he doesn't get lost </3

𓆩♡𓆪 or like if you're on a picnic date near the lake and you need to leave momentarily to use the bathroom or grab something from the car

𓆩♡𓆪 by the time you come back , bokuto WILL be covered in bruises and bite marks because he got into beef with a goose that tried to steal your food :(

𓆩♡𓆪 foie gras for dinner at least??

𓆩♡𓆪 but yeah , patience is key with bokuto 🤞

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'I have also been told I speak in brainrot??'

𓆩♡𓆪 LMAO its okay so does bokuto 😛

𓆩♡𓆪 he will genuinely be able to understand everything you say even if it references the deepest darkest corners of the internet

𓆩♡ bc he is often training or cooking or just busy in general. neither of y'all have much time to chill and browse social media

𓆩♡𓆪 and even when he does have time to chill, he watches tiktoks over your shoulder bc everything is better as a couple activity

𓆩♡𓆪 so he's watching videos from your feed so therefore he's able to keep up with the newgen slang :P

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'I think a movie and like a walk or stargazing after would be so fun! The movie gives you something to talk about, and the stargazing gives you time to talk!'

𓆩♡𓆪 tbh i initially thought against bokuto for this one bc he might prefer more active/competitive dates like bowling / laser tag BUT

𓆩♡𓆪 hear me out

𓆩♡𓆪 i think what i just said would be true for pre-timeskip bokuto , but post-timeskip bokuto would defo be up for more chill dates

𓆩♡𓆪 listeennn

𓆩♡𓆪 like he's already spending so much of his energy on training for vb so he probably doesn't have the drive to come home and do even more stuff that strenous

𓆩♡𓆪 so a stargazing or movie date would be great

𓆩♡𓆪 or just sitting on the couch and playing video games together

𓆩♡𓆪 (he defo wants a tour of your island but pls be ready for tasteless , unsolicited opinions 🥱 LMAO)

𓆩♡𓆪 tbh he'd probably be into superhero movies or just mainstream film in general

𓆩♡𓆪 sorry but mans is NOT smart enough to disect and having analytical critique on deep and meaningful films that are meant to be like.. think pieces

𓆩♡𓆪 but you can watch the barbie movie together and he'll enjoy it ! :D

𓆩♡𓆪 and he'll definitely love to talk about it with you but he might say something that make you question where his head is at lol

𓆩♡𓆪 but just loves hearing your opinion on movies and what you think about them, he could listen to you talk forever

𓆩♡𓆪 especially because he thinks of you as like.. the epitome of intelligence

𓆩♡𓆪 so when talking about the barbie movie and you use the word 'patriarchy' he's got stars in his eyes and he's like 'omg 🤩🥺 you're so insightful babe'

𓆩♡𓆪 meanwhile you could've shared the most surface level commentary but it's still blown his mind

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for @averiesworldsblog: i was originally thinking suga but i felt that might be obvious choice with you both being teachers n all. plus i think the video game stuff + your interest in concerts suit bokuto more.

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

I JUST FINISHED EPISODE SEVEN AND AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Well technically I finished it like 20 minutes ago (11 pm ish) and was in such shock that I rewatches some scenes several times and then looked at Tumblr for a few minutes lol. There were also a few minutes total of zoning out in shock and just going o.o in there lol. Anyway!

I LITERALLY GUESSED THAT SEB WOULD GO UP AND KISS HIM DURING THE PERFORMANCE OH MY G O S H H H H AAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!! :DDDDD

OKAY OKAY OKAY PHEW AAAAAHHHHHHHH I'M FINE :DDDD I DON'T EVEN HAVE ANYTHING TO BE RELIEVED ABOUT WITH THE PHEW I'M JUST SETTLING DOWN LOL!!!

Okay alright lol. Let's do this ;)

EVERYONE'S HEREEE :'DDDDD!!! THERE WAS EVEN A NINI MENTION 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️😭!!! But still - we miss you, Nini :').

Speaking of people being here though, ANTOINE??? :OOO MY GUY??!?!!? BRO LIKE JUMP SCARED ME WHEN HE SHOWED UP :DDDD

Also at first I was a bit disappointed it was in the gym (for like two seconds lol) but then I realized :'DD it's paralleling season 1 :')) and they're back with another High School Musical musical :'))) 😭😭❤️🥰. Like, Ricky pausing when he saw his mom and his dad but keeping going :'DD? That's the healed version of Getcha Head in The Game 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥰. The whole thing is a great parallel :')). Like, now that I think about to, Kourtney being nervous like Nini was because her life is changing relating to school - AAHHHH :'))). I just love them all so much <3333. And I wonder if we'll get a phone light moment :'D. If we don't though lol, I think we've had enough of those <333 so we'll survive :'). But even though it was kind of a parallel relating to Nini, it's kinda Kourtney as well :'). And hey, then it would be a reference to Nini <333. Ah, anyway :'). I just love that we're ending here we started <333 :')) 😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰.

Okay okay though lol let's get into character sections xD

Big Red confronting Antoine was AMAZING LOL!! It's especially hilarious considering he and Ashlyn aren't even dating anymore, but you know, some guys are just jerks xD. Anyway, I'm super glad he's here :'))) <33. Also phew his hair is better lol 😌! XD.

EJ :DD! His scene with Gina was so 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔❤️❤️. I can't even <333. I am really glad she apologized though :') - I understood where she was coming from, and you have every right to break up with someone for any reason, but I always felt like she was being a little hard on EJ last season. So seeing them have a mutual apology and understanding was really nice :')). And discuss Ricky lol? EJ is the best <3. Also I swear if EJ ends up as Coach Bolton xD. Lowkey, I'd prefer Seb or Big Red since they're still in high school, but EJ alluded to being on the stage again and he fits the role more 👀. Hm, interesting :). Also him talking to Ashlyn 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️. Your honor I love them so much :')). And I love him <333.

Ashlyn!!! AAAHHHHHH SHE'S GONNA TELL HER :'DDD!! I want to know what's in the box o.o 👀. Less shocked and more just EYEING on my part lol. Also her scene with Dewey Wood was so sweet 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️. Ay, that's another person who's back :D!! I love him, he's great :D <33. And hilarious xDD. Anyway, SLFJDHKGS her pretending to date Big Red xD. But also noooooo Maddox 😭😭😭😭❤️. I'm sure they'll work it out y'all but like- I really hope they work it out xdd. Anyway, she's slaying as Kelsi :DD 🥰. I love her so much <333.

Emmyyyy!! She's the only one who knows about Miss Jenn o.o. Of course she is though, lol xD. But anyway, she's slaying too, as Taylor :'DD. And I love how she was kind of being like, the Bailey there :')). I love her and Miss Jenn's relationship, even if we haven't seen much of it <33. And I love her 🥰❤️.

Jet is going through it lol xD. Poor Kourtney just is not picking up what this man is putting down :') xD. Or she is and is ignoring it lol. But, hey, he tried at least xd. I think he's gonna confess, but I don't know if she'll reciprocate or not 😬. Still, I'm proud of him no matter what :')) <33. And he's slaying so hard as Chad :D!! Also, he's being an amazing brother <333 :'D.

Maddox, my girllll 😭😭😭😭😭💔❤️. The balloons for Madison making the board break :'(((. It is sweet of her but like xdd <333. AND NOOOO MADDOX BEING ABOUT TO CONFESS, OR BEING READY TO ANYONE, AND SEEING ASHLYN PRETEND TO DATE BIG RED 😭😭💔💔❤️. Poor honeyyy DD': 😭. Like I said, I think they'll get through it, but in really hope they do still xdd <333. I love her 🥰.

Mr. Mazzara is slaying SO HARD :DDD!!! But seriously who is gonna take over 😬. Also dang he keeps having moments with Miss Jenn and the girl just dips and leaves him hanging 😭 xd. Oof sorry man, lol xDD. Anyway he does SO WELL as Coach Bolton :DDD!! Also, he's adorable, thank you very much <333. Like we especially see it in the beginning:'). I love him so much <333.

Miss Jenn! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH W I C K E D??!?!!? G I R L!!!! :'DDDD HONEYY!!! I would say GOOOOO!!! but also I want her to stay 😭😭. Unless EJ does and all our theories and fantasies about him being director come true 👀. Anyway xD. I love her supporting all of them :')). And AAHHHH helping Gina out :')). And her being the only who knows (before EJ)!!! AAHHHH :'DDD. Also, she's slaying as Ms. Darbus of course :DD 😌. Anyway, whatever she picks, I hope everything works out :')). I love her so much <33.

Ricky you are SLAYING :'DDD!!! AND AAAAHHHHHHHH HIS PARENTS BEING THERE TOGETHER!!!! I don't know if they're actually TOGETHER together but I'm so happy for him that they're both there and getting along :'DD. Also him practicing the speech on them was adorable and funny xDD. Also him hugging Big Red <333. My besties :')). And 😬😬 things are like, okay?? With Gina's mom?? But not great xd. In the beginning, that is - not at the end o.o. Anyway, Ricky is slaying as Troy :DD. But AAAHHHHH MY POOR BABEY AT THE END THERE 😭😭😭😭💔💔❤️. He was gonna tell her he loved her :'((. And then her mom had to sweep in and do that 😭😭😭💔❤️. I'm not okay, thank you <33. I love him ❤️❤️. And I'm mostly sure that this'll all work out, but also- I really hope it does 😭😭❤️.

GINAAAA A MOVIE STAR :DDD!!! I mean beyond the one you already starred in. I'm so happy for and proud of her :')) :'DD <33. But girl you really need to tell Ricky 😭😭💔❤️. Again, I loved her conversation with EJ <33. And AAAHHHHHHH with Miss Jenn too :'DD. I just love them all so much <33.

Okay I was trying to complete this lol but I was in bed and I ended up falling asleep (as i figured I would) SO it's morning now let's do this (I already planned on watching this last episode this morning) XD

Back to Gina, she's playing as Gabriella 🥰🥰❤️. Also why does her mom like only watch her scenes 😭. Chill girl xd. Anyway, I wasn't thinking she's gonna go? Like to do the movie but I honestly don't know 😭❤️❤️ xd. Just because like, she was saying she didn't want change and obviously change can be good but it's okay to stay the same for a while you know? Ahh, I don't know, but I'm stressed 😭😭😭❤️💔. Either way though, I'm proud of her :')).

Kourtney honeyy 😭😭💔❤️. Back to my roots starting this with "Kourtney honeyy" xDD. Anyway, AAAHHHHHHH SHE GOT INTO BOTH SCHOOLS :DD!! But DD: my poor girl has to decide now :'(((. Seeing her anxious backstage was literally killing me 😭😭💔❤️. While we're on that, she does such a good job of portraying anxiety :')). Anyway, Kourtney's mom is the best, we love her <33 😭❤️❤️. And apparently all the other theatre kid do too xD, as they should lol <3. Anyway, even though I wish she gave her the letters after the show for Kourtney's sake, I'm glad she was supporting her and also told her not to worry about it till later xD <33. Oh, and her conversation with Carlos was amazing 😭❤️. But whatever she chooses, I'm happy for her and so proud of her 🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️ <33. And poor Jet xD. Mans is trying lol :'). I do wonder if she already knows though, or if she's just oblivious xD <3. Also, Kourtney is SLAYING as Sharpay :DD!!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥳❤️. I love her :))) 🥰❤️❤️.

Okay separate again and then together because I can do what I want lol xD. Anyway, you know what time it isss lol

(what time is it? seblos time-)

AAAAHHHHHHHH Carlos is slaying SO hard as Ryan :DD!! Also :')) his conversation with Kourtney <33. Lowkey that's a pretty good story :'DD. Especially for the situation. Like candy isn't college obviously but yeah, they are both good choices :'))). Anyway, I love him ❤️❤️❤️❤️😭🥰 <33.

AAAAAHHHHHHH the way Seb kept looking at his dad in the audience 😭😭😭💔❤️. Also can we talk about the growth that is him coming back later to talk about it :'DD ❤️🥰😭❤️. And back to the audience, I love how into they all were :'DDD xD ❤️. Like Seb and Big Red and EJ and stuff were all dancing and I'm like YEAH good for them <33333. XD anyway lol. He slayed accidentally being a part of the show xD. I love him <333. Oh also, since he said "more than just a wrestler", are we assuming Seb's bi/queer xDD? Like queer besides gay lol? Because like totally fine if so obviously I'm just curious lol. Anyway yeah I love him 🥰🥰❤️.

Okay just a bit on their own now let's talk about Seblos together lol xD.

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MY BABEYSSSS :'DDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰!!!!! THEY RETURN TO USSS :'DDD!!!! AND THEY'RE SO ADORABLE 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰!! ALSO LAST EPISODE AS WEL AS THIS EPISODE, WE GOT A "HONEY" AGAIN!!! THE RETURN OF HONEY Y'ALL 😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰!! AS WE D E S E R V E!!! Anyway xd. Y'all I am living my best life lol, this is exactly what I wanted xD. Cute after the angst, lol xDD 🥰❤️❤️. How they managed to fit BOTH a cheating recovery storyline (with several twists) and a coming out storyline I have no idea but XDD. Lovely lol. I needed a bit of fluff and a couple kisses and that's what I got so no complaints here 😌😌 XDD 🥰🥰❤️. My babeys <33. Anyway!!! Like I said I loved how you could really see their growth with this :')). Like Carlos could tell Seb was trying not to lie and actually asked him about it, and Seb came back later to talk :'DD. Though "are we using words now, honey?" BRUTAL man XDD dang Carlos lol. But seriously I'm really proud of them both :')) <33. Also thank goodness there were some really funny moments throughout their storyline 😭❤️. We needed it xD. Listen I'm just glad we get close to normal Seblos for while :'). Because if we didn't get anything significant of them after getting back together I would've needed another season so I could see them be happy LOL. Anyway xD 😭❤️❤️🥰. In all seriousness I did really like their storyline this episode <333 :') ❤️❤️😭🥰. And describing it as an Afterschool Coming Out Special from the 1980s was hilarious XDDD. But let's go back to what I mentioned at the beginning of this post because

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SEB WALKED ON STAGE AND KISSED CARLOS :DDDDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰!!!!!!! FREAKING OUT!!!!!

I LITERALLY MESSAGED MY SIBLING WHEN SEB SAID HIS DAD DIDN'T KNOW LIKE "he's gonna kiss Carlos in front of him/everyone isn't he lol" AND OH MY GOSH I WAS R I G H T!!!! I DON'T KNOW IFI SPECIFIED ON STAGE BUT IT WAS ONE OF MY GUESSES!! I was also like NOO they wouldn't BUT THEY DID :'DDDD!!!! OH MY GOSH I LOVED THAT SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰. Also the way the whole audience was like 👁️👄👁️ WELL ALRIGHT :DDD!! XDDD!! Plus a Rina kiss right after that so the audience must just be going with it xD. Maybe Seb's playing the young version of the nameless Scott Hoying character lol and we just connected it to HSM4 XDD. Oh and "THIS MEANS WE'RE A THING" S T O P P P P HE IS THE MOST ADORABLE EVER 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰. Also how his dad immediately turned to (presumably) his mom to talk to her XDD. But he was smiling next so I think we're good :')). Maybe we'll see a talk next episode or a meeting but who knows <3333. I'm happy either way 🥰🥰.

Also Seb. PLEASE BE COACH BOLTON!!! Listen I know he probably won't but HONEY PLEASE STOP SHAKING YOUR HEAD 😭❤️❤️ xD!! I need it <333. Okay fine I just really really want it xdd <33.

Anyway that was the most adorable thing ever and I love them so so much <33333 😭😭❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰.

And y'all the MUSIC THIS EPISODE!!! ALL THE SONGS WERE SO GOOD :DDDD!!! Y'all know I love Now or Never xD but SERIOUSLY they were all amazing :DDD. And can we talk about the set and blocking/choreography with it as well??? I don't know how they had time for all that but it's a SLAY!!! Though I suppose they did show us with the dancing in episode 2 that they learn quickly lol xD. Anyway 🥰! Night of Nights was amazing (plus Seblos kiss at the end of the song 🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️ perfect timing by the way Seb <333 xD)!! I Want It All was SUCH A SLAY!!! And like I said, I adore Now or Never xD. Mr. Mazzara just WORKED in it too, he was perfect :D!! Anyway, yeah, it was all wonderful 🥰🥰🥰❤️.

Y'all I loved this episode so freaking much :')). I'm scared for the next one, and DEFINITELY not at all read, especially considering it's the finale 😭😭, but I am SO FREAKING EXCITED!!!! I am gonna miss this show though :'). So, so freaking much <333. But yeah - this episode was AMAZING!! I'm glad we're getting a lot of the performance, too - we deserve it :'D. Though hopefully this time Ricky stays in it lol <3. But seriously, every part of this episode was just amazing :')). I really hope everything works out xdd. It better lol XD :'D. I'm sure it will (almost sure) <33. Ahh, I love them all so much :') <333 😭❤️❤️❤️🥰. Such a great, wonderful episode :) <333. And I am SO EXCITED for the next one :'D. The last one :'))).

So, let's do this :'D.

ONTO EPISODE EIGHT!!!!!

[lizzzybooo]

Can I just share that I'm on vacation in Denmark rn and I'm having THE best time??

[jeyramarie]

More like a kook (part 16)- Kiara Carrera x Sister! Reader

summary: it’s time for John B and Sarah to escape and while the pogues are trying to help a few people get in their way. 🙃

wc: 2,306

warning: angst, blood, fights and a couple curse words 👀

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a/n: okay guys! so i was thinking about taking a break from more like a kook until season 2 comes out to get a lot more inspo but if y’all wanna keep reading you can send me ideas and i’ll be happy to continue the fic 😌 also i got a request that’s really good and i’m excited to write that!! i started college like two weeks so if updates get a lot more slower it’s because of that, i hope you guys understand 🥺 but anyway, happy reading everyone 🦋

The next morning Anna bursts into Nani’s room, making her jump up. She wasn't even fully awake when her mom started questioning her.

“Have you seen your sister?” she asked worriedly.

“Um.. no… why?” Nani said with her morning and still trying to get used to the sunlight in her face.

“She didn't sleep here last night, Mike and I have been looking for her all night. She's not answering her phone… her car is gone too and- and i don't know, what if something happened to her?” she ranted while her daughter stood up from her bed and walked towards her mom, pulling her into a hug.

“She’s okay.. I know she is, let's just go and find her.” she whispered into her mother’s shoulder, when she felt Anna nod she pulled away and walked to her bathroom. Nani took a shower and started getting ready to go look for Kie. She couldn't help but think about every bad scenario like ‘what if she's laying on a ditch somewhere?’ or ‘what if Barry and Rafe hurt her?’. These were all thoughts that wandered around her head. She got out of the shower and got ready, then she met her mother downstairs in the kitchen.

“Where do you think she can be?” Anna asked, sipping from tea, trying to calm down.

“Hopefully not in a ditch.” she muttered looking around the kitchen.

“Maybe she's at the Wreck or with her pogue friends.” she said, finally looking at her mom.

“Probably….. I just hope she’s okay.” Anna said with a sigh, she suddenly put down her tea cup and grabbed her car keys.

“Let’s go,come on.” and with that they left. They went to the beach, around the Cut and last but not least, they went to the Wreck. They pulled up at the restaurant and immediately saw Kie walking out with JJ behind her. Anna didn't even think twice, she basically jumped out of the car walking towards Kie with relieved yet angry eyes with Nani trailing behind her.

“Where have you been?” Anna said angrily at Kie while JJ placed a box in the trunk of the car.

“Uh- I’m fine. I slept here.” she stuttered and pointed at the restaurant.

“Well, we were half the night scared to death, looking for you.” Anna said in an angry voice.

“Were you even gonna tell us?” she said while JJ closed the trunk and made eye contact with Nani.

‘Are you okay?’ she mouthed.

‘Yeah.’ he mouthed back and smiled, snapping back into reality.

“Well i'm telling you right now.” Kie said looking at the car and back at her mom.

“What the hell are you two up to?” Anna asked, looking between her daughter and JJ.

“Sorry, Miss Anna, we just gotta go.” JJ said after fixing his baseball cap.

“Sorry.” Kie said softly and her mother cut her off.

“No. I’m sorry. Absolutely not.” she said, trying to keep her daughter from leaving.

“Have you heard what's going on?”

“Mom, I'll explain later.” Kie said opening the car door.

“Have you seen the storm?” she said in a worried voice. JJ was already in the car, looking between Nani and his hat.

“This is not safe!” Anna shouted while her daughter was getting in the car.

“I’m sorry, Mom. I have to go!” the pogue shouted, making Nani walk towards the car.

“These cops are armed Kiara. You’re gonna get yourself shot.”

“I have to go!” Kie shouted while turning on the car.

“I am not letting you do this!” Anna shouted standing in front of the car door not letting Kie close it.

“Mom, John B needs me!” she shouted, making JJ look at them and then at Nani who was speechless by the argument unraveling in front of her.

“You need to stay here.”

“I understand. I’ll be careful.” At this point Kie was basically slowly shoving her mom out of the way to close the door and she finally slammed in shut. Anna immediately put her hands on the window.

“Kiara! Open this door!” she shouted while pulling on the door handle.

“Sorry! I’m sorry.” the pogue shouted back with her voice breaking while moving her gearshift to D (drive).

“Stop it right now!” Anna said slamming on the window while the car started moving.

“Right now, Kiara! This is not safe! Stop!” she screamed, still moving next to the car as it was moving faster.

“Stop! Kiara!” she stepped away from the car and watched as her daughter sped away. Nani was feeling a panic attack coming in, she didn't know what to do. Anna turned around and saw her daughter shaking, looking at the floor and on the verge of crying. She ran to her and pulled her into a hug, the moment Nani felt her mom against her she started crying hysterically. Too many emotions at the same time gave her panic attacks. Like one time when she was little her pet turtle died, that same day her favorite show got cancelled and that night her aunt called saying that her grandfather had passed away. She had a panic attack for most of the night but having her family with her and doing some breathing exercises would help a bit.

“Sweetie, you’re okay. You’re fine…. Honey breath for me, please.” Anna said while grabbing Nani’s face. Her breath went back to normal and she finally looked up at her mom who had teary eyes.

“What are we gonna do?” the kook whispered with her voice breaking a bit.

“I don’t know sweetie.”

“I wanna go home.” she said slowly, still feeling the aftermath of the panic attack.

“I’ll take you but i have to come back to the restaurant while your dad is picking up the food.” Nani nodded and got in the car. When they got home the kook walked straight to her room. She sat down on her hammock when she heard her mom drive away so she stood up and grabbed her phone to call Kie.

‘Hey babe.’

‘JJ?’

‘Yeah it's just Kie’s driving and couldn't answer it.’

‘Put me on speaker please.’ she said softly, once Kie could hear she started talking.

‘What’s up?’

‘Okay one, what the fuck happened at the Wreck? And two, with whatever you’re doing, do you need my help?’

‘One, i have no idea what happened and two, no, we don't need your help. You can get in a lot of trouble and i… we don't wanna drag you into this.’ Nani sighed and rubbed her temple.

‘Can you at least tell me where you're going?’

‘Yeah, we’re going to the docks to get my dad’s boat.’ JJ answered, running his hand through his hair.

‘Why would you need another boat?’ Nani asked with her eyebrows furrowed.

‘Just something… We’ll explain tonight, we actually got to go so i’ll call you later. Bye!’ and with that Kie hung up leaving Nani with even more questions than before. She threw her phone on her bed and then walked towards the balcony. Sitting there for a couple minutes helped her think about her panic attacks, how JJ doesn't know about them. Suddenly she heard the roaring of a bike and she quickly stood up thinking it was her boyfriend but, surprisingly, it was Pope.

“Pope?” she asked squinting her eyes checking if her eyesight was correct. He stopped and took off his helmet looking up at the balcony.

“Hey! Can you come help me with the gasoline and stuff? It’s for Sarah and JB.”

“Um.. yeah, yes of course. I’ll be down in a minute.” she said, walked into her room, put on her shoes and went outside to greet Pope. When he saw her, he grabbed the other helmet and handed it to her.

“Can you tell me what’s going on?” she asked, grabbing the helmet and walking towards the back of the bike.

“I’ll explain on the way.” Nani nodded and got on the back of the bike while putting the helmet on. Once she was ready and secure Pope started driving away to the docks where all the boats were at. He explained everything about John B, how the cops were looking for him and they were gonna help him escape. The kook was stunned, she didn’t know what to say, so all she said was “wow” as the bike pulled up at the docks. Pope turned off the engine while she was taking her helmet off.

“You guys do too many things while i’m at home.” she said, placing the helmet on the bike making Pope chuckle. They made their way towards the warehouse with Luke’s boat finding Rafe choking Kiara and Barry beating the shit out of JJ.

“JJ! Kie!” Nani shouted scared to death which made Barry turn around letting go of JJ. Pope clenched his fist and started walking towards Rafe while Alani was walking towards JJ. When she got close enough Barry took out his gun and pointed at her making her put her hands up next to her head.

“You got some nerve coming in here little girl.” he said gritted but quickly put the gun down when he saw Rafe get beaten up. JJ took this change and punched Barry in the face making him fall to the ground. Nani was shaking and on the verge of a panic attack, JJ grabbed her face and she looked up at him. She only saw his lips moving until Kie started screaming making her come back to reality and turn around.

“Pope. Okay, Pope. Pope!” she cried while the pogue kept punching Rafe.

“Pope, that’s good! Pope!” she screamed as the kook tumbled down on the floor.

“Hey, Pope.” JJ said walking over there.

“He’s had enough dude.” the pogue didn’t feel like stopping, it was like he was in a trans filled with anger and now he was exploding. So angry that he grabbed some kind of wire and wrapped it around Rafe’s neck, starting to choke him.

“Snap out of it, man!” JJ walked closer and started snapping his fingers in front of his best friend’s face.

“Snap out of it, dude!” he shouted trying to break him from the trans.

“Pope! Pope that’s too much!”

“Stop, dude!” they shouted while the kook was gasping for air and Nani stood there not being to move, seeing how everything unfolds.

“Dude, come on! Stop! Stop, dude!” JJ shouted while wrapping his arms around Pope’s shoulder trying to make him release the wire.

“Pope! Get off!”

“Let go! Come on!” the blonde shouted pulling on the wire trying to let the kook free. Pope started yelling in anger, tightening the grip, making Rafe look purple.

“Look at me!” Kie shouted making Pope suddenly let go of the kook hyperventilating while looking at her. Nani walked over to her sister and grabbed her hand trying to make her feel safe.

“Shit. Oh, shit.” JJ cursed seeing how fucked up Rafe was, blood everywhere.

“It’s okay.” Kie whispered while the kook was gasping for her, when Nani looked at him she got worried. She was scared that he would end up choking on his own blood. So she let go of Kie and kneeled next to him pulling on his shoulder to turn him on his side. The pogues were in shock thinking ‘How can she help him?’ ‘Why doesn’t she let him die?’.

“Stay on your side for a bit and spit all the blood you can okay? If you stay on your back you can choke and die.” she said softly at Rafe who nodded, taking that as a good enough ‘yes’ she stood up and walked back to her sister.

“Okay, we gotta go. We gotta go.” Kie said with a shaky breath grabbing her sister’s hand and running towards her car. Pope stood over Rafe again with his nostril flared with anger.

“Stay off the cut.” he said seeing the kook still gasping for air.

“Pope!” the curly haired pogue called out already turning on the car. Everyone got in the car and started making their way to the Chateau but Kie kept driving to her house.

“Weren’t we going to John B’s?” Nani asked, realizing they drove by the house.

“We are, you’re not.”

“What? But- i-i thought you wanted my help, i want to help.”

“You’re not going to.”

“Why the hell not?!” Nani shouted, making Kie turn to her for a second.

“Babe, calm down.” JJ said touching his girlfriend's shoulder from the back seat.

“Calm down? Pope told me you needed my help and that’s what I'm here for.” she shouted at her sister while she pulled up in front of her house.

“Get out of the car.” Kie said in a strong but right when her sister started protesting she cut her off.

“Get out of the fucking car!” she shouted leaving everyone with wide eyes.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?” Nani mutters with watery eyes.

“This involves cops, Nani. You’re not gonna get involved, that’s it. Don’t argue with me.” she said and leaned over her sister opening the door.

“Are you serious right now?” the kook said with her voice breaking, Kie didn’t even flinch. She didn’t look at Nani, she just started forward waiting for her to get out.

“Fuck you, Kiara.” she scoffed getting out of the car and running towards the house. JJ got out to get in the front seat but he waited until the front door of the house was closed, just to make sure that Nani got in okay.

“Are you okay?” Pope asked Kie as JJ closed the car door.

“Yeah, i’m good. Let’s go.” she turned on the engine and drove to the Chateau not feeling 100% ready to help John B escape.

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[somedaytakethetime]

Hellooo, I hope youre doing better..atleast its almost the weekend. 😊 So Nice actually won there last match but surely not because I was watching, I only had time to watch the 1st half but then kept checking the score and was so relieved when it finally said full time and it was still 1-2. 😄 Its funny because I dont even care or know about Nice that much but I just want Kasper to win because I like him and dont want him to have a bad time at his new club and because it makes you happy. 🥰

But I’m definitly not good luck after all, Milan this week was the most depressing match, the only nice thing was Simon playing again. I think he’s still traumatized or something from being injured for so long tho, hes a captain and I’m sure hes always been a caring person but he was always the first by the side of injured players, all concerned and tried to help and make sure there okay. 🥺 All these injuries were so upsetting, Berardi was in tears and looked so devastated like he knew it was something serious. 😢 And also Florenzi is said to be out for weeks, this sucks and I’m gonna miss him so much, I love Spizzi hes so funny and always fighting during matches but also so sweet and constantly hugging everyone and making people laugh, and now the others have to make up for that. 😢

Juventus isn’t too bad really and they probably have the cutest striker in the league, I’ve been watching a lot since my uncle got me a sub to paramount+ for my bd and they have all the Serie A matches. 😍 If Milan mess it up this season I guess there allowed to win the championship as long as its not Inter. And if Milan didnt exist maybe I’d support them instead but that ship has irrevocably sailed and its just their bad luck none of their players threw up on the pitch first. 😆😆

Yes!! I’ll watch as many worldcup matches as possible! I have the whole schedule with kick off times on my wall and already tryin to arrange plans around it because its pre-xmas time and I only associate worldcups with summer and vacation time so its gonna be super strange this time! I’m still so pissed the stupid italians didnt qualify, its the 2nd worldcup they’re missing in a row and thats why I barely knew anyone in their team anymore because I used to only watch the worldcups and european champions sometimes,, so stupid! I’ve been missing out!

Atleast no Italy makes it easy to pick my team to support I guess. Ofcourse I want all the Milan guys to do well with there teams but I really want Denmark to win! I just dont know if theyre good enough because after the group matches you’d have to win 4 in a row against other very strong teams, but I like them so much they seem such a cool and tight knit group. 😍

Ohgod I’m so sorry for this novel I’d better shut up and go to sleep so I wont miss the derby altho I’m kinda worried about it. 😅Have a nice weekend! 💕x

~S.A.

EDIT TO ADD: I'M HOPING YOU'LL SEE THIS BECAUSE IT'S SEMI IMPORTANT - I'm taking a break from football for a while. Things haven't been very happy for me and it's gotten too hard lately and I can't go on being this affected by a silly sport. I'm just struggling in terms of a lot of things but football isn't helping either because I found myself caring way too much hence why I need to step away for a while. I'll probably be here less often too and I wanted to give you a heads up. I still hope you'll have loads of fun watching matches and the upcoming international duty!! 😊💗💗💗

Well thank you anyway, I'm giving those two goals to you because I don't think they would have otherwise and considering they only scored in the first half I think you deserve some credit! 😌 I have given up watching the matches live, I am now superstitious to my core and think I'm the one giving them bad luck. I'm watching every match *post* happening lest I ruin any club I like 😭

I think Simon's problem with injuries might stem deeper than his own injuries. I think none of us will ever recover but especially not Simon, his heart will probably always drop when he sees someone down on the pitch 😔 The players getting injured breaks my heart because you can tell how devastated they feel, it's not just the pain of the injury but their spirits break because these guys truly love playing this silly game (most of them anyway). I hope they can recover quickly, it's sad not seeing all the guys in rotation 😞

Juve is a mess internally currently! Their vice-president is partying with ladies in their bras and tripping drunk all over Turin, Pogba is hexing and cursing his France NT teammate Mbappé and his (Pogba's) brother is exposing him on twitter... it's THE club for dramatic entertainment currently and I'm ALL for it! You're better off with Milan, not to be biased or anything but... superior club you know? 😏😌

YES!! Being around the holidays will be SOOOO weird!! I'm so not used to the idea of a world cup in the Winter 😭 I'm beyond upset the Italians aren't going because well... a little fruity vibe should have been taken to Qatar, every other club is too stiff and doesn't deliver the way they should 😔 I need to see the times because.. my god will that schedule be a mess when converted to different time zones.. this whole planning a world cup in Qatar only created trouble for the masses 😒

You and me both honey, you and me both. 😭 But at this point I'm even afraid to wish for anything because I feel like I'll curse it and ruin it all. I'm just hoping all of my favourite little miau miaus do well at the world cup.. and if my heart can wish.. then I wish for things to go well.. 🍀🍀🍀

[after-nine-at-the-oasis]

Awww lol where are y'all going like out or something? Hiking or something or is it just hot xD

Ah yeah it's just hot lol xD

Oop o.o

I mean yeah like both of you have valid points of view but with hers it's about the current life and that's what Lim chose so you have to respect that

If she changes her mind in the future then she changes her mind but ://

Oop 😬

Shaun you have to just let it go

Yeeeah nahh he's not gonna xdd

True though you have to work with people you don't like sometimes lol

OOP o.o

Yes it is your responsibility xddd but more importantly OOP o.o

Also that she said no to shut up 👀👀👀😳

Dang girl xdd

I mean no need to escalate but also aight go off xdd

Anyway!!! That's it for the promo, and therefore the last thoughts :)). Now time for the. . .

REVIEW

I loved this episode! I thought it was really good :).

OKAY YES I procrastinated on this a bunch so it'll be super short to get it out before tonight xD

LIM

AGGHhh I feel so bad for herrr with that guy, UGH I knew he'd hurt her. Anyway, I'm glad she made the right choice for her :). But if it changes in the future, then it changes.

What's her face who's name I can never remember! I'm happy she talked to Lim, gave her that new perspective.

Perez! Okay, that is an okay reason lol. I'm honestly proud of him and happy for him for knowing what's right for him.

And for Jordan, I'm relieved she was okay with it. I'm also glad they're still friends :D!

Asher, yes I will be taking advantage of that whump 😌 lol. Anyway, I don't remember much about what Asher, Park, and Morgan did this episode, but yeah xdd (I just skipped through a bit for a refresher). Oh! And that scene at the beginning where he was singing with he girl was SOO cute :DDD!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰 I love him so much.

I'm glad Glassman FINALLY talked to Shaun, and supported him in the end. I'm assuming he'll really have to after Lim denying this - I don't think Shaun will take it well. Also, his and Lea's conversation <33.

Also Morgan helping Lim pick an outfit was so sweet :'DD!! That's my girls right there 🥰🥰. Also all the girls in the elevator, lol xD.

And Lea helping out with getting the bio dad!!! That was great, though poor guy for being harassed lol xDD. Nah, seriously, I'm glad they got him to get tested and donate, and it's nice that he didn't tell her right then. And Lea's talk with Shaun at the end was great :').

Park's case with the brothers was so sad :((. I'm glad it ended up working out (the best it could, anyway), and that Shaun agreed to talk to them, but it was still sad :(. It had some super sweet moments though :')

I don't remember seeing Andrews much? Besides when talking with Lim. I'm really happy and proud of him for making sure they left Lim alone about it, telling her she didn't have to stay, etc. Really good of him :).

Shaun! I think he's gonna have a really hard time accepting Lim's decision. The ending nearly made me cry - it's really, really just not freaking fair. It sucks (it sucks so much) but that's how it is. And based on the promo, he's not getting over it that easy.

Overall, I loved the episode! I thought it was really good, there were a lot of decisions made and things done by people that I really liked and am proud of them for :). Also all their costumes were AMAZING. Asher's especially was adorable, and Park's suited him really well. It just seems like the kind of costume he would wear, and I thought the gloves were fun xD. And I liked how they incorporated Halloween, even though they obviously couldn't do TOO much since it's a surgery show lol. But when you air on Halloween you can't pass that opportunity up, you know xD? Anyway, I loved the drama of that punching scene, the cases were great, and the storyline continues, but everyone's anger has dimmed a bit, which I like. Hopefully we're on the road to happy little hospital family again :).

So yeah! Great episode, and not just a good normal episode, but a great Halloween episode. I'm excited to see where the story goes next! This has been my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 6, Episode 5: Growth Opportunities

It was a really good episode. I'm really excited for the next one! The title seems apt, in a literal sense that is. I'll be back next time for my review of. . .

The Good Doctor, Season 6, Episode 6: Hot and Bothered

See you then!