#anyway feel free to ask me about it sjsjsksk my memory is very blurry but i do remember some stuff

[linabirb]

i've been thinking of using some of my older ocs (and by that i mean ocs back from middle school) for some future projects bc tbh i've been making ocs since like. fifth grade like bro my brain is getting tired of coming up with new character designs shsjsks

(rambling ahead)

however what y'all should know is that when i was like 14-15 y/o i had a whole like. saga?? series?? universe?? LINAVERSE?? of stories that were all connected and all of them had lore that is more complicated than i will ever come up with but it's also. so funny bc like the way all characters were connected and how deep their relationships were? 10/10 current lina could never.

but it also had some gems like the story where the main theme was rivalry between. uhh a random criminal organization?? mafia?? just literally some random gang?? idk younger lina never thought that deep about it and. A CULT?? and they were rivals FOR LITERALLY NO REASON OR AT LEAST I DON'T REMEMBER THE REASON BEING MENTIONED. THEY DIDN'T EVEN HATE EACH OTHER SJSJJSKSMS

just so you understand how the characters were written. one of the characters was a 15 y/o boy whose whole thing was that he was always angry and very violent and he was secretly a cannibal and when he was younger his parents had a habit to lock him up in the basement every time he got angry. this is just a more fucked up asahi

also the leaders of both organizations were siblings. very cool..

and i love how younger lina actually had no idea what to do when it came to writing stuff about the criminal organization bc i remember that every time i had to describe their worst sins i was like ".. idk they shoot people" 😭😭 when it came to the cult it was way more detailed though.. i feel like i know why but.. i'll stay quiet.. it's the religious trauma and proud to say i still have no idea how to write criminal organizations 👍 its just that now i go "they don't just shoot people.. THEY MAKE IT VERY PAINFUL" /hj

also. it was written by a 14 y/o girl so.. i feel like the reason why i never went that deep into their rivalry was bc i was too focused on the yaoi. but it also was written by a 14 y/o lesbian so i was also too focused on making the best female characters ever. yea