#anyway actual art of my oc???? who wouldve thought

[maxs-hot-takes]

When you and your reincarnation have completely different love interests

[crystallizsch]

Hello! I really like your art and comics with Jamil and your OC. It looks very cute!

I just want your thoughts on this as a Jamil lover. I really like Jamil but Idk why??? I like him so much that I cry whenever I don't get his card or daily greetings at login. He's not usually my type like Izuku or Tanjiro. Just want to know your thoughts since you like Jamil hehe. It's ok if you don't respond!

AAH THANK YOU SO MUCH it means a lot to hear you like them i really appreciate it!! 💖💕💖💕💖

ANYWAYS as a jamil enthusiast i ask myself that question too 🤠;;

dont know what kinda hypnotizing magic he did on me but it worked bc i was incredibly neutral about jamil when i first saw him and now he lives in my head rent-free

okay in all seriousness i ended up rambling about jamil and why i like him personally and it ended up longer than intended so uh proceed with caution under the cut 🧍

(i had to look up the characters you mentioned,,, i know both of the anime but BARELY know the characters so idk how to compare other than they seem to be the benevolent hero/protagonist type???) (so on that note theyre actual opposites??? of jamil 😭)

okay so for me i personally just find jamil’s character really fascinating (and relatable???)

like his character arc drew me in i think, i legit do not recall 100% how i started liking him bc he was NOT my usual type either

i saw him before book 4 and went “okay” 🤷 and moved on 😭

my usual type is kalim actually (the sunshine type with a depressing reason for being all sunshine-y lmao) but. i did not vibe at first with how kalim looks so i didnt really get attached to him either 🤧 (im absolutely fine with him now tho 😭 ive learned to appreciate him more thanks to other kalim enjoyers)

(and tbf a lot of twst characters i didnt think i would like but here we are)

back to jamil. alright maybe it’s his looks. maybe bc he’s a pretty guy idk. but if that’s the case i wouldve been all over vil bc he’s the definition of beautiful gorgeous guy who doesnt fw with gender norms but im NOT. instead it’s JAMIL.

i think it doesn’t help that aladdin is one of my favorite disney movies too 😭 jafar has that two-faced, manipulative disposition with a side of dramatic, and insane and that’s. actually just jamil.

so maybe i guess what drew me in with jamil is that sense of theatrics, the dramatics ;;; that dichotomy of having that level-headed, intelligent front he puts up but then also having this unhinged, unfiltered side that he shows when he is free to be more himself

i’m a sucker for seemingly calm and collected characters on the outside and then their true self being WAY more different and expressive

(i think this would make more sense if you’ve seen aladdin and if you remember how jafar is like in the movie) (i am also choosing to ignore that ONE scene with jafar and jasmine towards the end iykyk) (and the twst characters shouldnt be considered one-to-one with their disney counterparts anyway but i digress)

also scalding sands event my beloved it might be what actually sold me on him bc things like his little sister reveal and his childhood stories wrecked me

(also also i’m obsessed with his canon dynamic with kalim but that’s another thing altogether)

or maybe it’s not that deep and that i just grew attached for no particular reason 🧍 (and that reasoning in of itself should be completely fine as well if that’s your case! just. like who you like, there really doesnt have to be a reason as long as you enjoy them)

uhhhh in conclusion,,, jamil’s a really complex character tbh i could say so much more about his relatability but i feel like im already exposing myself a lot LMAO and i dont think i can properly articulate with words anyway how deeper his character is beyond my surface level thoughts

[firebuug]

13, 14 and 31 for the uncommon oc questions? for whatever ocs come to mind first

(also A and B for the creator questions for whoever comes to mind too :> )

before i look at the questions UHHH ill choose eva and centi because theyre bouncing in my head (eva bc brainrot centi bc hes my icon).

13. What color do they think they look best in? Do they actually look best in that color?

eva was raised as a little nestie boy and in my mind very fancy rich colors are always light and pastel like marble and stuff and my brain always sees him dressed in white. i think he thinks he looks most dapper in white. maybe even gray. monochromes mostly because its hard to coordinate an outfit when your hair is fuckin Blue and you don't want to look like a stupid clown.

i however am in the impression that eva would look nice in red. and golds. and pale greens. and black. i just like eva

centi does NOT CARE in fact he HATES UNNECESSARY HUMAN CONSTRUCTS. what do you MEAN i cant go out to the supermarket in the human's PAJAMAS eva you are an IDIOT a FOOL a DOG to abiding to such STUPID human standards i am CONSERVING MY ENERGY . he doesn't care....but i guess he'd like colors that help him stealth or that he's had on him as a centipede bug

14. What animal do they fear most?

i . have never thought of this. UH. man i feel like animals are weird in PMworld. do they have zoos. obviously they have animals bc a lot of abnos are animal based but like. are they frequent. do people go to the zoos and see lions anymore. man. anyways i think if Eva met a chimp he would be scared. i feel like if he saw a hippo he'd be kinda scared. i dont think he'd be scared of horses he'd think theyre beautiful. i think, to a city dweller, animals arent as scary as the Daily Horrors you face, but at the same time, eva is a nestie what animals is he seeing? birds?? white eye crust dogs??????? lizards????? i think he'd be scared of snakes. oh my god he'd be scared of snakes. OH MY GOD HIS BOYFRIEND DISTORTS INTO A GIANT SNAKE BUG i think he'd be scared of snakes. i don't think he'd like bugs but he is fine with taking bugs out in a cup or throwing a newspaper at them but i think his parents kept his childhood house as bug-free as possible

centi is scared of anything that is scarier than him because it usually means it is a stronger devil than him. he is a predator bug outside of his fiend form and eats other bugs that are weaker and is very scary but he'd know his fucking place in front of Spider Devil or some shit. also he would probably not like dogs and cats. anything that poses a threat to a little centipede. however. as a human somehting like a bird? he laughs at now. dogs and cats? those can still fuck him up and put him in his place (owww scratches)

31. Who are they the most glad to have met? 

theres very obvious answers here. but genuinely even if they annoy him sometimes or make his work harder eva does appreciate meeting his friends and his future bf at lobcorp because, if he had worked here for this long without making friends with ANYONE. no matter what he tells himself he would have been so much more miserable. having friends isnt what he came here for but its what happened and hes grateful that his friends somehow didnt get tired of him and put up with his rocky beginnings because he doesn't know if he wouldve ever found joy in this work without them

he is also, as expected, very glad to have met julian because otherwise after the wing fell he probably would have no other reason to be on this earth other than "maybe make weird art until you run out of money and starve". jules kind of rocked his mindset too and helped him realize the people around him at the corp Arent just dumb npcs who are expendable, they are Human and Mortal and Will Die. they experience emotion just like him. and even if they ar einsufferable they are human and you will ifnd yourself crying when they die even if you only knew them as the guy from info team who made your life worse. he cant fester in hatred and hope someone innocent eats shit because one day theyll die and he'll be stuck with those emotions, and not everyone comes back like jules did

centi.... well. this is mostly just inner oc stuff with my friend and i's ocs hehe. but he is happy to meet another bug devil like him. because well...i like to think theres SOme sort of solidarity in being a scary bug. maybe hes a bit jealous. but then theyre just..homies. he doesnt have to face the isolation of feeling like an eldrich monstrosity living in some dudes apartment and getting yelled at for being an eldritch monstrosity and being Different and being Caged in a Stupid Inferior Human Body God FUcking Damn It alone. he has another bug guy going thru the same. we must imagine the bug fiends happy

also despite how much he despises eva at first he eventually realizes this weird as fuck THing is actually. not killing him. this is a devil hunter yet he's making me a grilled cheese. whats wrong with hinm. i can throw his stuff around and he can get upset but he will still let me sleep in his house and stand up for me. whats wrong with him. eventually he will slowly warm up to him...but he'll still bother him. thats what fiends do

A) Why are you excited about this character?

for eva? I DONT KNOW . I DONT KNOW!!!!!!!! HES JUST SOME DUDE!!!! BUT I GAVE HIM MY LOVE FOR MUSIC MY LOVE FOR FISH AND GAVE HIM MULTIPLE NEUROSES AND NOW I LOVE HIM . THE FUCK. i also really love his distortion. just. grips heart. a lot of my ocs and stories have this theme of isolation, i guess it's something i like to explore a lot, and considering eva is a (count with me) autistic transgender mentally ill born-rich kid who was raised kind of sheltered from the full extent of horrors and Forced to go down a pre-determined path from birth . and not only that but he becomes even more of a fish out of water post-lobcorp and literally experiences the isolation of not even having a true god reach him through the metal walls of the corporation. idk. i think he's pretty isolationcore and neurosispilled and his distortion is fun because YES WE CAN FINALLY GO APESHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! CATHARSIS!!! BUT PAIN AND GRIEF MANIFESTED INTO A PHYSICAL BLIND RAMPAGED BEING!!!!!

centi because he is a fucking BUG!!!!!! AND HES EVIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND HES SILLY!!!!!!!!!!! CARTOONISHLY EVIL FREAK WHO USED TO BE A LEGIT THREAT!!!!!! I LOVE THOSE FUCKERS!!!!!! and not only that HE SHARES A BODY WITH THE POLAR OPPOSITE AND IS A HORRIBLE MONSTER BEING FORCED TO LIVE AMONG HUMA---god damn it its another isolation and not fitting in story. BUG DYSPHORIA

B) What inspired you to create them?

nothing crazy here- eva was randomly generated employee number 2 in my lobcorp facility, i grew attached to him thru keeping him alive and also i liked his grumpy little face. survived to the very end of my playthrough, and juleva started as a crackship but i did like their dynamic a lot..................... things just escalated from there

centi because ummm i made a csm au of my ocs and i wanted julian to be the Centipede Fiend to reference his distortion but i created a whole new personality for the Centipede Devil inside of him and went oh my god i love them, i need them to be a new person, i love them, oh my god

thanks so much for the opportunity to ramble! if you made it this far im marrying you.

[plaguedoctormemes]

@electricbluewolf (cant tag you lol) > Extremely Amused by the wording you chose here. Anyways cringe culture is dead hello 2021, 2013 called and here is my pony plaguesona

Ive been peer pressured by my friends into making a pony sona

[jinkies-binx]

Highlights of my Long Lost Unfinished Rose Weasley / Scorpius Malfoy Fanfic from Middle School

(not triple-shit-tier middle school fanfic but i like to laugh at myself)

Posted AT LEAST 3-5 chapters on deviantart, so that’s a good starting point for this adventure

had intended to write ALL SEVEN YEARS OF HOGWARTS for these two!!!! i had basically no plan EXCEPT a loose idea for a VEry IMPORTANT CHAPTER in their 5th or 6th year, like wtf lil me dreamed BIG

among the big cast of original characters including cho chang’s daughter eventually dating james, i had planned 2 canadian sibling transfer students for that sweet sweet representation (one of them may or may notve been a self-insert oc i dont remember but YEA)

ive never had a concept of time in my life and i can tell you that for certain bc i distinctly remember reading the first chapter after posting it and finding that their first train ride to hogwarts lasted ONE SHORT CONVERSATION

at the same time i realized. i had written almost the exact same sentence in at least 2-3 instances each from different sources that the trio’s kids “attended muggle school growing up to learn more about them!”

if youve noticed i havent even talked abt the main pairing its bc im just realizing now that i had such a little grasp on how these two would act together in the first place that i ended up focusing more on the antics of harry and the gang EXCEPT,

back in these days, another thing that lil me had No Concept of, was One-Shots. Every fanfic that i had encountered here on Deviant Art Dot Com was multi-chaptered. if li’l me had Known that one could easily write a single sweet contained moment to develop their relationship, i gladly wouldve probably would still have make myself do the whole thing BUT

so since something had to be happening at hogwarts, and even back then i knew that Rowling Did Wrong By Harry What Were You Thinking Girl, harry came in as a ~~surprise extra special guest DATDA teacher~~ because i thought hey. these kids could use all the security and learning they need when bELLATRIX LESTRANGE’s HUBBY BREAKS OUTTA HOGWARTS WHAAAAAT

not only that but literally what i remember happening. was that hermione heard a noise outside. she heard a noise outside and went to investigate and the next fucking thing we know is that shes shes got a bigass bump on her head, ALL memories of hogwarts GONE. and SOMEHOW we know it was lestrange. I DIDNT EVEN MAKE HIM USE MAGIC TO GIVE HER AMNESIA SHE STRAIGHT UP JUST BONKED HER HEAD REAL HARD

yall thats not even the FUNNIEST THING ABT IT, giving hermione amnesia was inspired. by a despicable me fic where margo forgets that gru adopted them.

ANYWAY AT THIs point i was getting impatient and excited for this one point i could SO CLEARLY see in my head and on the same document i started writing the IMPORTANT 6th YEAR CHAPTER at the same time as all this first year bullshit bc it was going to be perfect and i didnt wanna forget it

SO. v little progress on the next actual chapter was being made bc i had to be ready several fanfic years in advance for that one moment. many silly comics of ron and draco arguing that i would “eventually” write down were drawn. a few new oc ideas for the story were born. dont worry tho, folks. the 5 ppl who commented on previous chapters didnt seem to mind the wait.

at this point i was probs around halfway thru the Big Chapter and what i remember:

beautiful. a masterwork. poetic genius. boy, had 12 year old me ever mastered teenage romance. i could feel the longing in rose’s heart on that cold christmas night in the burrow now that she knows the feelings in her heart and the excitement when he sneaks through the window so they can finally admit….

but….

i have a very nosey mother and my clueless child instincts whenever she so much as came close to me while i was writing was to literally CUT OUT THE ENTIRE WORD DOC. DO PRETEND HOMEWORK. WAIT FOR HER TO LEAVE. AND PASTE IT BACK. exept the one time i forgot the last step and hours later i come to the conclusion that my vision was dead because i had to send a friend a youtube link.

TWIST, YOU PROBABLY THOUGHT I LOST INTEREST IN THIS BABY OVER TIME BUT MY DOWNFALL WAS REALLY JUST A WINNING COMBINATION OF QUICK FORGETFULNESS AND FILE RECOVERY-BASED INCOMPITENCE THE WHOLE TIME

and so, to this day, all my english classes are cursed because

any english teacher: “you’re a good writer!”

my brain gremlin every time: “They had attended muggle school growing up in order to learn more about them”

the end, that’s all folks, thank you for listening to my tragic dumbass fanfic tale

does anyone wanna hear about my long lost unfinished rose weasley / scorpius malfoy fanfic from middle school