#anyway I'm normal about fictional characters
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Book Bingo Update! Prompts from @batmanisagatewaydrug
Two more prompts filled, and my first Bingo! (And overall I'm now at 45 books for the year, so even with writing my thesis I'm making more time for fun reading than I did last year).
Now we're getting into the prompts that I'm putting some effort into finding titles for, instead of ones that were on my reading list anyway. (Annoyingly, I am 56% of the way through my 'animal on the cover' prompt--The Buffalo Hunter Hunter--but I got super busy and my library loan was due so now it's on hold again and I'm waiting another month to finish it). Specific reviews under the cut.
The two new books on the list might both be in my top five for the whole year.
The Unmapping, by Denise S. Robbins, for "literary fiction." This book was wonderful. What if one day, early in the morning, every bulding in New York City swapped places with another. How do you manage disaster response, missing persons, the electrical grid? How do you learn to deal with the new normal when this happens again every night? What is happening with those fake Christmas trees and also maybe a cult? Climate anxiety in the form of literary fiction. I really loved how big the cast was, even when some POVs were only a single chapter--it contributed to the sense of The Unmapping being far reaching and overwhelming. I don't always like a story that leaves unanswered questions, but again the choice felt like it fit the themes of the story and actually made it more satisfying rather than less.
Could have also counted for the 'indie publisher' prompt, but I'm planning to do that with a release later this year from the same imprint. Which, sidenote, is a model I'm really curious to keep following and see how the next few years go--Bindery is essentially one indie publisher with multiple subimprints curated and managed by what they're calling "tastemakers;" people in the book review/influencer space. The ones I've followed so far are those whose taste in reviews I've liked, and who put an emphasis on work from underrepresented voices. (And I guess also could've been the debut author fill, but again I have an upcoming release picked out for that).
Just Like Home, by Sarah Gailey, for "horror." Also loved this one. I've read other work from Gailey, and really enjoyed it every time (also--did not realize until this book that River of Teeth and The Echo Wife were from the same author). I love a book where the family trauma may or may not be something supernatural, but is definitely Looming and Dark. (Are these halls haunted, or are they Haunted?) The main character comes home to her dying mother in the home built by her serial killer father, and has to reckon with how similar she is to both of them and what that means about who she is. I love reading horror, I think having to fill in some of the imagery for yourself creates really memorable dread, and this book delivers on that. A gory read, but not in the way I expected.
26 notes
·
View notes
Text
The rumour comes out: Does Larry Johnson Is Trans?
Happy (early!) TDOV, everyone :)
#batty draws#killing him with my teeth#he's so cool and I'm so normal about him#I'm not even like. this isn't a crush I want to eat him to absorb his essence#anyway I'm normal about fictional characters#sally face#sally face larry#tdov#trans larry#larry johnson#sally face fanart#fan art#fanart#larry sally face#trans day of visibility#trans fanart#trans
17 notes
·
View notes
Text
every time someone mischaracterises jay ferin as the therapist friend a fairy loses its wings btw. put some respect on her emotionally-constipated ass.
#there's a whole ongoing bit where she either a. forces chip to do feelings talks for her or b. says the most awkward shit ever#like someone opens up to her she's like “wow that was a lot. anyway.”#jay “well i'm just a girl so” ferin. jay the answer is gun ferin.#i get this is a common issue with fandom treatment of female characters but COME THE FUCK ON. IT'S A CANON CHARACTER TRAIT.#and it adds so much depth to the times she DOES try to help or comfort people like in 81/82 where she goes up to chip about gill like#“i'm kind of shit at this emotional stuff but i'm going to do my best for you damnit”. AND SHE FUCKING TRIES. BECAUSE SHE LOVES THEM.#also her getting tipsy and spewing the most insane shit and going teehee ^_^ was that awkward sorry ^_^ and falling over. so fucking funny.#jay ferin#jrwi#im so normal about these fictional characters <- lie#i talk about this all the time in my dms im finally making a post about it I CANT STAND IT ANYMOREE
261 notes
·
View notes
Text
Genesis 4:1-5, translated by S. R. Driver, from The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Prologue - Maester Cressen

Emanuel Krescenc Liška – Cain (1885)
Claus Westermann, Genesis : a commentary, 1984

Arthur Segal - Kain und Abel (1918)
A Clash of Kings, Prologue - Maester Cressen
Natalie Diaz, A Brother Named Gethsemane, from When My Brother Was an Aztec

Lovis Corinth - Kain (1917)
Genesis 4:6-9, translated by S. R. Driver, from The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 33 - Catelyn IV

Odilion Redon - Cain and Abel (1886)
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 33 - Catelyn IV
Genesis 4:9-14, translated by S. R. Driver, from The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 31 - Catelyn III

St. Omer, Benedictine Abbey of St. Bertin; c. 1190-1200
A Storm of Swords, Chapter 36 - Davos V
S.R. Driver, The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 42 - Davos II

Lazzaro Pisani - Death of Abel (1885)
S.R. Driver, The Book of Genesis, 1905
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 42 - Davos II
A Clash of Kings, Chapter 42 - Davos II

Cain and Abel - City of Zeven - 2015 (source)
Genesis 4:14-16, translated by S. R. Driver, from The Book of Genesis, 1905
#stannis baratheon#renly baratheon#house baratheon#he was my brother and i killed him#asoiaf#web weaving#valyrianscrolls#mine#fun fact i had to go to my uni library to find When My Brother Was an Aztec to get this quote. It's a lovely poem you should all read it#there is a longer section that fits the characters but it feels a little iffy taking something that is clearly personal#and apply it to fictional characters. like it has racial motifs that i don't feel comfortable saying 'oh exactly like my little characters#written by a white man!' yk?#anyway! i'm actually proud of this#i'm so normal about these biblical siblings < lying#i've said it before but this was baby's first horror story. i was obsessed with them as a kid
323 notes
·
View notes
Text
Okay, now a sillier vent because I can't take it out of my mind. First of all, I'm totally aware this doesn't make sense!
I kinda miss Gideon. I want to draw him again. But, at the same time, I feel bad to do so because I feel... I'm not allowed to. Like Gideon "isn't mine anymore"
Like I said, it's totally silly. I wish I could stop thinking like this and treating fictional characters too seriously... but I can't
#// vent#this is probably only happening because i'm autistic /srs#i really wish i could be normal about fictional characters :(#i know this isn't serious and that i'm still allowed to draw gideon#but at the same time no i don't#i'm kiiiinda regretting selfshipping with him#maybe this is what makes me feel this way#anyway#i'll draw gideon for a commission and i'm honestly so excited!!#this may make me feel better
42 notes
·
View notes
Text
Aw man...
#Vent incoming wee woo wee woo#Goooood man I feel so. Stressed and anxious cuz of my job#I hate it. I hate trying not to cry every 5 minutes#I hate the feeling in my chest. It's like someone is poking really hard into it#It's almost suffocating#I feel awful. Every little thing makes me angry. I don't want to be angry at ppl who did nothing wrong. I don't want to be like this#I really wish I wasn't like this. Why can't I be more calm and normal#I feel like I need a good cry. But I don't have anywhere to go for that#When I'm at home I don't feel like crying cuz I purposefully distract myself from stress#But I do feel like crying at work#But ofc I can't cry at work#And even at the end of the Day when going home I'm too tired to cry. Plus it would look weird for other ppl walking by...#I hate this. I get all stressed durring work but then I can't let it out#I have work rn. And tomorrow#I'm just gonna have to feel awful until my Days off come#God. I really hate venting. I don't like ppl seeing me like this but. I don't have anything else left to relieve the pain#I just don't know what to do anymore#Where to go#Whatever. This feeling will go away eventually#It will come back ofc#I just wish there was a better way to ease the pain. But again. I don't have a place for that#So I'll just have to seat w these feelings until they go away#I'll try to keep myself distracted. Which will be hard cuz I. Am at work. The place which makes me feel these things in the first place#But whatever! I'll try anyways#I'll look at art. Or I'll think about characters that I like...#Save me fictional characters. Save me!!#Anyways. Vent over 🎉
50 notes
·
View notes
Text

i'm obsessed with the ORAS character design sheets that were discovered in the Teraleak
SPECIFICALLY this image of the TEENIEST TINIEST SILLIEST little roxanne you have ever seen in your life.

literally just a mipy. a little blorbo. bouncing her around in my head like a tennis ball in a gymnasium
#pokemon#pokemon oras#omega ruby#alpha sapphire#gen 3#gym leader roxanne#pokemon roxanne#roxanne pokemon#pokémon#yeah i did the accent one too what are you gonna do#anyway yeah i'm ok i'm normal about fictional characters#grabbing her like a squeaky toy and squeezing as hard as i can
40 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ellis Mayfield is giving you a Thumbs Up!
#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#l4d2#i'm sooooo normal about him AAARGHHH#i can't start typing about why i love him so much or else this post will be 98% tags LMAO#he's just so strong and empathetic and kind and ooooh my god thinking about pre-gay realization ellis KILLS ME bc i can relate so hard#i also thought “hmm i'm just not sex/intimacy crazy like the other girls. and movies totally exaggerate romantic love its not that deep.”#and then realizing you DO like those things but just not in a straight way#anyways to keep it short i've never wanted to hug a fictional character so hard before LMAOO#i actually don't know why i doodled him like this i just did it without thinking
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
There are SO many cool interactions and lore things we can look forward to now that Rubius says he'll come back to QSMP (not only as an angel / demon, but potentially as a human too!), but that little detail reminded me of something:
Even though q!Vegetta and q!Rubius were mutually interested in each other wayyyy back in the beginning of the series, as an Angel / Demon, Rubius said he can't have relationships with humans because it's against the rules.
But a bit ago on stream, Rubius said that he's thinking about having a "human" side so he can build and do more things on the server as a regular player. I'm excited because this means he can have more casual interactions with people and we can see him interacting with his friends more (and he can experience The Horrors), but also...
I think we're in for some very interesting drama in the next few weeks.*

* ( Assuming Rubius doesn't get harassed off the server by toxic shippers and weird fans of the Eggs again. Please be nice to Rubius and welcome him back kindly, he's a very cool guy and his character is SO interesting )
#Full disclosure: shipping stuff always comes second (or dead last) to fun random interactions and dumb bits between friends#I'm more excited about Rubius coming back PERIOD#but u know. the potential for some Rubegetta crumbs or full-course meals is a fun little bonus for yours truly#i talk#qsmp talk#Anyways like I said#god forbid I see anyone being freaks about Rubius again because it'll be ON SIGHT#''But FooIi//getta is-'' I Simply Do Not Care#I don't care about fictional ships I want Rubius to interact with his friends on the server without fans being freaks about it#(I'd like to reiterate I have nothing against that ship I'm just very tired of seeing people being weird to Rubius because of it)#(because they think he ''gets in the way'' or whatever)#I will say that's one massive advantage Karmaland had over QSMP#characters could flirt or make out or bang or whatever and fans would just laugh it off because It Wasn't That Deep (usually)#I think a lot of the younger fans (...and many English fans...) need to adopt this mindset#I'm looking forward to seeing how Vegetta handles it though because knowing him... it'll be very interesting...#<-- I say this knowing full well they're just going to be their normal idiot selves and I'm so glad about it#I miss seeing Vegetta and Rubius interacting they're so funny together and they have a beautiful friendship#I do have my head in my hands listening to them talk sometimes though LMAO
103 notes
·
View notes
Text
feeling inordinately soft at the realisation that at the end of the Father Brown cult ep (really not my favourite), when sid and susie say they've heard that mrs mccarthy stole her strawberry scone recipe and mrs m (quite fairly) takes their scones back and has to chase sid off-screen for his, father brown quietly offers his one to susie.
context is that susie is officially hired by them to clean the presbytery and she has a rough time in this ep, and father brown generally takes any and every opportunity to have sweet things (good for him dot png.)
inordinately soft about it
#this is in fact a necessary moment of loving playfulness after a rather grim ep so I appreciate it#father brown#iroh-coded he's iroh-coded. I'm so normal about this#I was about to say he's less dippy than iroh#but given the ''oops I just took drugs via a cake left out for scandalous guests in a scandalous house. for the second time'' incident#well. bless him.#going from s11 to s1 is weird because I actually have no clue if s11 brenda is hired by them or not#and while I'm Very glad we're not constantly reminded she's a servant it's jarring going back to this#where we are in fact frequently reminded that s1 susie is a servant#mrs mccarthy be nicer challenge#I get that she fulfills a specific role in the story and sort of balances out father brown so it doesn't feel totally improbable but still#anyway. yes I am in fact fine (no I am not) just pausing to have feelings about tiny acts of kindness by fictional characters.#falderal speaks
23 notes
·
View notes
Text
I AM SO INTERESTED IN LIKE, HOW THE AFTERLIFE WORKS AND THE CONCEPTS OF THE DIFFERENT GODS/BELIEF SYSTEMS CO-EXISTING IN CASTLEVANIA BTW.......... like how does it all work? i'm gonna be taking notes while watching the first castlevania series too as well (starting that tomorrow!) but i'm curious about you've all interpreted what's presented in the series so far re: all that??? idk.
#ooc#possibly we're not meant to think about it that hard. and i'm not normally a worldbuilding-focused type person#but when it comes to afterlife and religious stuff in fiction i get really interested..........#it might be the religious trauma. i mean what. what-#also i really want to explore like; what the CHARACTERS think re:their religious views and how they might differ from reality#as well as in what ways they're accurate..........#looking at mizrak especially here. but thinking about the nature of vampires and what people believe about them too#anyway feel free to share ur thoughts if you'd like! i'm gonna do some research/rewatching on this topic too i think.
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
having an issue where the more i discover games/books/movies that completely nail what i like, the pickier i become with stuff that doesn't reach those heights. starting to feel like i have to dig extremely deep to find the "good stuff" and my tolerance for things i find "meh" is practically nonexistent :(
(mostly with books actually. movies i've always been picky about so nothing's changed there, and video games keep hitting home runs for me.)
#mind you my preference is gothic/lovecraftian horror and it's not like there's a LACK of those books out there#but aughh... my standards are too high#i tried reading What Moves the Dead by T Kingfisher bc it gets tons of praise online and i had to DNF it like 1/3 of the way through#god it was awful... quirky millenial ass writing. YA ass dialogue#interrupting the narrative to do worldbuilding for your fictional european nation and fictional language???????#also weird amounts of bitching about the american character??#which normally idc about (i don't like my country either </3) but you're adapting a classic american author's work so it just felt weird#like i'll just go reread the original Fall of the House of Usher thanks#ANYWAY point being internet book recs are suspicious to me. some of you have very bad taste#thank you horrorlit subreddit for showing me The Fisherman by John Langan tho that was a winner <333#i know i sound pretentious. i don't like it either. but idk if i'm even able to force myself to lower my standards again lol
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
I look like this right now trying to convince myself that the dream I had last night wasn't real and that Folly wouldn't leave me
#but seriously I know it mightaound stupid but man. that dream has beenfuckingwith me a lot today :[#like to the pointthaf I'm quaestionfing whether kr not she actually Would love me#I'vebeen tryingto come up withcute self ship scenarios to try and forget about but like. it's hard to whenimstilk thinking about it#does this need to be tagged as a vent? idk#I'll tag it just in case#negative#thisis what having upsetting dreams 4 nights in a row does to you I suppose#anyway um. might try to draw something and hopefully get my mind off of it#also wish my brainwas normal. @ myself that is a fictional character. what is wrong with you
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
(I haven't read the books yet be nice to me about how outrageously wrong this half-joke headcanon is.)
If I HAVE to include Edwin Murray in my FNaF AU, then i'm making him Trans.
Don't "oh it was the 80s" me. Lgbtq+ people still existed in the 80s.
Don't "but he had a bio kid with a woman!!" Me either. There's a mimicking robot advanced enough that they had to lock it in its parents basement. Edwin and his wife can have a bio kid.
#five nights at freddy's#fnaf#fnaf au#edwin murray#my name is edwin#i made the mimic#it was difficult to put the pieces together#I'm making every character as lgbtq+ as I can to cope with my country deciding I'm not “normal” okay bye.#Half joke but I might genuinely do this if it sticks with me enough.#I WILL make outrageously random headcanons about characters sexualities and gender identitys i do NOT care if they make no sense stfu#let me headcanon the silly fictional characters however i want.#Anyways if you couldn't tell I haven't gotten around to reading Tales from the Pizzaplex yet.#i will now sit here calmly and wait for people to tell me how stupid of a headcanon this is (ik that ITS THE POINT)#i swear if this is what people remember me for on here im gonna lose it#i need to stop ranting in the tags im sorry#i have not learned how to properly tag yet#FNaF RewindAU
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
gonna be entirely honest the ten shitmillion 'can't believe they abandoned adding queerness to alicent because she has sex with a man' takes accompanied by all the screaming and crying and throwing up absolutely REEK of biphobia, and that's not a good look for y'all during pride
#personal#hotd spoilers#there's like a ton of threads about how it's okay to still headcanon alicent as wlw even tho she's 'obviously not' now if the leaks are tru#(and also like a ton of 'support' threads about it i'm gonna be honest hotd fandom needs to fucking GO OUTSIDE)#(support threads there are actual for real gay women that exist in real life you do not need 'support' over a fictional character grow up)#but also like she could still be canon wlw because you know bisexual women exist#and experience issues surrounding comphet and repression and the complication of sexuality and religion#which i KNOW for a fact because guess who's a bisexual woman who's had those issues? me!#anyway once again as a multishipper who also follows 'bi until explicitly shown otherwise one way or another' for everything under the sun#it falls to me to be the voice of reason as seemingly the only one on the internet with a fully formed brain who is normal#and apparently not massively biphobic
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
I wanted to finish my Bliss & Blunder WIP before going on my trip tomorrow but I don't think I'll manage, so have a snippet (because I need to feel like I neglected work for something)
it's mainly about Wayne's weird ménage à trois since it's Green Knight season (aka creepy bisexual adventures season. yes there are ghosts) <3
‘What exactly is the deal between you and Vern?’ Mo asks Wayne once, leaning conspiratorially over the bar. He’s an inquisitive boy, Arthur’s son. More perceptive than you'd think. ‘I work for him, he pays me a wage,’ Wayne says as he pours Mo’s beer. ‘It’s called having a job. I can see why the concept would confuse you.’ It's a snippier answer than those Wayne would usually give Mo, but the boy’s lips twitch in amusement. He rarely takes offence to anything. Or at least he doesn’t show it. ‘You know that isn’t what I meant.’ Wayne puts Mo’s glass in front of him. ‘I have no idea what you’re talking about, Mo.’ And then, eager to change the subject, ‘Shouldn’t even be serving you. We could get fined, you know.’ A laughably empty threat. Lou chooses that moment to come in from the beer garden. Tea towel slung over her shoulder. Notepad and pen in hand. Wayne and Mo both turn to look at her as she walks to the till. She sticks her pen behind her ear, starts clacking away at the keys to work out someone’s bill. She's not the kind of woman who turns heads, but she's still easy on the eyes. ‘Well,’ Mo says. Wayne turns back to him. There’s a sly smile on his face. ‘We all do things we shouldn’t. Spice of life, innit?’ He glaces pointedly at Lou before picking up his glass and taking a sip. Too perceptive, sometimes.
#I MUST stress that Mo is saying “innit” ironically. this is important. to me#YES I spent some time thinking whether or not to include it. in fact I might still change it#i'm normal and I think about fictional characters a normal amount#F*CK falstaff btw. I put him in a scene but I dont know how to write him#like how does he talk?? sparingly in my case#anyway i only need to add a scene or two so it's almost done#just not sure how exactly to end it lol#its not even long like around 6k words. i'm just slow at writing#wips#bliss & blunder#<- for blacklisting purposes more than anything at this point. sorry#*
3 notes
·
View notes