#anyofit

[sunlitmcgee]

:(

[gayspock]

cringe af

i know im likealways the whiner or whatever . like god this shit is just embarrassing . but im really fucking freaking and stressing about it and its like dudeee come onnnn. do NOT cry about work stuff. youremeant to be chill about this One Thing . but noooo.... like . yeah. panic..............

sniff sniff....again im justprobably going to have to spend the weekend on it too but imreally just hittingthe. fuck dude im done with it wall. and im scared even then im not gonna finish it EVEN THEN cuz theres so much complex shit on topthat im scared i dont understand. and at what point is it a me problemright like. oh mygod imjsut so slow i feel like i just. am a slow slow fucking personlike whywhywhywhy

and god its alsojust so embarrassing likei feel like i cant ever do shit onmy own like its so. fucking frustratign . hi and hello i fucking suckand im incapable of managing to do anything withotu someone holding my fuckinghand . also did i mention thats pretty muchnever an option so i just eat shit repeatedly and fucking wish i was dead. sorrythats dramatic. smile. haha thiswas about work. be normal. i meant ummmmmmmm ifeel crazy not having anyone to bounce off properly with dev work and tryingto figure out these problems cuz no one else understands anyofit they justpulled me in with no warnING WHYYYY DUDEEE. THE SUICIDE STOREEE

[darkestbones]

I don’t want to do yhis

Do what

Anyofit

[gsuvanto]

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[babyawacs]

@independent married: #marriage: itis simple. rescue repair personsofinterest. there isno r elation but sucha  big step early waslove. rescue. anyofit later whilebeing married is an affil iationtrick simply. youcannot fake what takes 2totango. ifyoucoulditwouldbeworthless. youmustg row onthat itisnot a relation or a love affair without telling theother person anditisnot enou gh to imagine lets you surely it takes effort from two from two around an intel wall e ffort from two two to tango not fakeable I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? Pay. Support. Donnate. paypal.me/ChristianKiss

@independent married: #marriage: itis simple. rescue repair personsofinterest. there isno r elation but sucha  big step early waslove. rescue. anyofit later whilebeing married is an affil iationtrick simply. youcannot fake what takes 2totango. ifyoucoulditwouldbeworthless. youmustg row onthat itisnot a relation or a love affair without telling theother person anditisnot enou gh to imagine lets you surely it takes effort from two from two around an intel wall e ffort from two two to tango not fakeable I am Christian KISS BabyAWACS – Raw Independent Sophistication #THINKTANK + #INTEL #HELLHOLE #BLOG https://www.BabyAWACS.com/ Inquiry@BabyAWACS.com PHONE / FAX +493212 611 34 64 Helpful? Pay. Support. Donnate. paypal.me/ChristianKiss

@independent married: #marriage: itis simple. rescue repair personsofinterest. there isno relation but sucha big step early waslove. rescue. anyofit later whilebeing married is an affiliationtrick simply. youcannot fake what takes 2totango. ifyoucoulditwouldbeworthless. youmustgrow onthat itisnot a relation or a love affair without telling theother person anditisnot enough to imagine lets you…

[lemoncurryandsatan]

This is gonna be bad. #icantdomath #anyofit https://www.instagram.com/p/BrQZ-Krlxwg/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=scq5h05gd6xq

[peacebypiecepub]

Solid advice #tacobell. I may skip your establishment, but right on. #tacos #burritos #anyofit #yummy

[take--me--to--the--clouds]

[gayspock]

ehrm

you know thevery day self involved spiral rant etc etc here it comes. i odntknow. billionand one fucking messages of reinforcement that just dont help because none ever apply, all ever make me feel worse; most are usually insanely patronising as a result or just rub it in how littlethere is to live for cuz if therewas just one fucking thing mabye it wouldnt be like this. whatever and a bit.

i jsut feel so fucking emtpy. i dont fucking care about any of it. i dont know. at least somepeople have something they careabout. im alone. i dont know what to do. i dont have any interests. theres nothing ilike doing. theres nothing imgood at. even if idid try to survive what do ifucking spend my time doing. itjust all feels like a miserable fucking slog . nothings worth it. i feel fucking sick withmyslef all the time. i keep trying to find things. i just fucking tire myself out and get miserabel no matter the approach. i dont fucking know.

i think about dating apps andabout meeting new people. its likeidontknow how to talk about it any more. i feel so embarrassed. like itsnot just loneliness because im alone. but ialso know realisticlaly theres nothing for me to try and talkto people about . just basic questins like how do you spend your time. i dontfucking know. i just spend it trying to make it all fucking go away and i hate it. the onlyway i can fucking cope half the time is just trying to not think about it and thats the only fucking thing there is and idont rememberwhere any of the days have gone and ive spent so manyyears at this point in fucking limbo and i fucking resentevery second of it.

and theresalways fucking something. likesome corny fucker and im sorry for being mean but i cant fucking. ugh. like just let go~ just make ugly art~ just do things imPEErFeCtLy~andfeel it~ ^_^ ,. like dude i dont fucking feel anything ijsut fucking space out i cant connect with anyofit its like onehand in front of the fucking oteher i try to go out i reallyfucking do i try to dothings i fucking feel myself justmiserable there and just wanting to go homewhere no one can see me again ebcause ihate it and thatslike the fucking shameful thing its alwyas the like

yeah. yeah nobodylikes you because theres nothing to you. youre a fucking blank and emptyfucking husk of a person. why cant you just grow up and develop into something. i dontfucking know. i fucking hate all of it. im fucking miserable. im just fucking miserable and i thinkthats all i can be . and itsnot nice . its not nice. itsalways jsut sthut up stop being fucking miserable be better . likeyoudont think i treid that . i jsut burn out. i feel so fucking phony adn fake and sick iwth myself and i tfeel like everyone else can tell. i dontknow. i fuckinng wish i hadany fucking modicrum of fucking passion or lvoe or whatveer the fuck inmy body but i think im just a negative fucking space and its jsut draining and i hate living and its like i wish i coudl bepropeely like toxic or there as soemthing genuinely fucking rancid and its jsut fucking seepsinto everything and i cant conenct with anyhting and i jsut

you know like itsreally embarrassing and dumb actually like how areyou so uncultured howhave you not read this seen this watched this done thais hadthis whatveerhtis i force it down my throat somethingsomething try to bea fucking human for once i feel like im crying all the fucking time lets pretend i gaffff for some approvalthat never comesbecause i cant feel itmyself no matterhow hard i trryyyyy but what but what god i dontknow i fucking

its likestupid shit likeart. god i fucking hated drawing i fucking hated writing i fucking hated singing when iw as younger i fucking hated school i fucking hate sports i fucking hate spending time withpeople i fucking hate being alone i fucking hate eveyrthing every time ifucking do anything i just want to smash it up because i hate it i wish i fucking didnt i jsut fucking hate every fucking singel second of being fucking alive what is theretolive for why wouldyou want that why wuld you fucking bother and the only fucking solution peopleowuld ever suggest is. dont hate it. just dont. but thatshwat i do. i cantmake it stop i cant make it stop ifeel like im fucking running on fumes and fuckingjust forcing it so hard and everyones like HAHAHAHAAHAH JSUR FORCE IT! FORCE IT FO RUS! IT'LL HAPPEN EVENTUALLY!! YOU HAVENT DONE IT WNOUGH! YOU GAVENT FUCKING TRIED HARDENOUGH!!! and itdoesnt matteryoure alone and crying and fucking hateit even more in the end because its too fuckignhard to keep oding it and i cant i fucking cant care i cant fucking car eany more you do nothing but fucking zone out youexist in your own littlefucking world and try not to exist and nobodu would ever want that you dont want that is anyone crazzzzyyyyy i dont know why im alive i dont know why im alive so much i feel like itsjust never worth it its never been worht it imjsut desperate and uckign begging it for to notjust be this FUCKKK BROOOO LOL

[babyawacs]

#japan #banks @NAR what transformation made the banks towhat they are today. Did anyofit ever happened against #thecustomer?

#japan #banks @NAR what transformation made the banks towhat they are today. Did anyofit ever happened against #thecustomer?

#japan #banks @NAR what transformation made the banks towhat they are today. Did anyofit ever happened against #thecustomer?

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