#anymore because i tripped over loose slippers and i still get flashbacks. that was the worst pain i’ve ever felt. i screamed the house down | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

fingertipsmp3 · 2 years ago

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2022 heard me saying that it was a shit year but at least it didn’t try to kill me as many times as 2021 did, and was like ‘y’know what? Let’s end this bitch’ and made me sprain my knee again

#hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaa i hate it here #i don’t even know what happened this time. i was just in the bathroom existing and i guess i skidded on the laminate floor but i didn’t even #realise i’d done that until i heard the pop and felt the searing pain #and had to immediately sit on the ground and rest my head on my calves #we’re talking full just……. i got folded; essentially #it went back into place obviously but it hurts like a bitch and i am so tired #i told my mom immediately because if i don’t complain about something then it didn’t happen. & she was like ‘i think when you dislocated it #you weakened the joint’ fucking great sandra that’s fab. (my mom’s name isn’t sandra). i have a fucked up knee forever at the age of 26 #does anyone want a timeline? okay so i dislocated my knee in october of 2021 by falling down in my own house and now i don’t wear slippers #anymore because i tripped over loose slippers and i still get flashbacks. that was the worst pain i’ve ever felt. i screamed the house down #anyway i put my own kneecap back into place (while screaming) which was probably my first mistake because now it is fucked #back in.. i think april? may? probably may. i wrenched it again while trying to sit on a table #it stopped hurting within the week but that was because i wore the brace and took enough codeine to cause chaos in the united states #and it’s been fine for months. until tonight apparently. which is fine and cool. it’s not like i have a dog to walk or anything #except… oh wait….. i do. and there’s ice on the streets!!! feels good feels organic #my mom has offered to walk mabel for me but it is looking like i’m going to cancel the sound bath thing my friend wanted to go to on monday #which on one level is fine because i don’t know how badly i want to pay £12 to lie down on the floor and be assaulted by sound #i can definitely do that here. maybe the experience won’t be as good with my shitty bluetooth speaker but like.. crucially; it’s free #anyway. tl;dr i am once again in pain. thank you for your time #personal #rant

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