#anyhow I am Unwell pls check on me

[dancedance-miserable]

Not to be gluttonous and lustful and indulgent and poetic and but I found russel stover strawberries & cream fudge chocolate bunnies for the first time in 5+ years. The same chocolate that my highschool self decided was and associated with Patrick for years. I'd get one every Easter at my grocery store first job until they disappeared off the face of the planet. I'd even scoured the russel stover website for anything at all with the flavor. I was convinced that I'd never have one again and don't know if I'll ever see them after this. I got a whole case of 24. I'm struggling between ripping into them right now or freezing and trying to savor them under the assumption that this is a goodbye. All this to say that Patrick is sweet and thick and indulgent strawberry chocolate that I sink my teeth into and I've missed it.