#any other tag related to michael and 5sos

[takemealivelh]

i heard i can send mike requests so here i am. i got this from a prompt list so iMagine mike coming to the restaurant you work at and choose you as his waitress every time just to annoy you and you can’t do anything in retribution or you'll get fired 👀 pls make it enemies to lovers😭 im a bitch for enemies to lovers aus ngl ok bye ilysm❤

HONEY SORRY IT TOOK ME FOREVER but you know I wanna give you the best content I can create and you deserve!

I present to you: Raspberry Chocolate MilkshakeThe title is not the best but I think it sums it up pretty well.

ANYWAYS, I hope you enjoy it!

/special thanks to @angelbabylu for helping me with this! Best personal editor ever!/

“Thank you for taking your time-”

“Fuck off, Clifford.”

“Wait, what did I do?”

Michael had been going to the same restaurant for a while now, and that interaction that took place three weeks into his newly found routine had been haunting him ever since.

He liked Chloe, she was nice to everyone and never yelled back at those men who tried to shame her for the uniform she had to wear. And she looked damn good in her uniform. The little black skirt hugged her hips close to perfection, the green button down complimented her skin colour. Her hair up in a snug ponytail let the dining lights define her cheekbones even more.

She hated it.

Chloe hated the way she had to suck in her tummy to zip up the skirt. She hated the roll of fat under her bra she had to deal with when buttoning up the polyester shirt. She hated how her eyes seemed to stretch into the back of her head when her hair was up. She felt like a tight blob during working hours, but she had to keep the smile on her face to keep earning the money.

Unfortunately, most money she made was when Michael was her customer. The musician who insisted on taking the wobbly stool at the end of the bar. The one who kept ordering drinks that weren’t on the menu. The man who took forever to decide what to eat, even if he’d been eating at the same place for nearly 6 months now, and then he changed his mind at the last minute.

“It’s all the same, Michael,” she tapped the pen on her notepad. Having been his personal waitress for long, they were already acquainted with each other’s quirks and manias. Her boss was both scared and excited about their interactions. She worried that Chloe was rude to the guitarist of 5 Seconds of Summer, but also liked that Michael seemed to enjoy it. “You can’t possibly find something that you haven’t tried.”

The bell of the diner rang to announce more customers had arrived. Chloe turned her head to the door and gave the family of three a friendly smile. Michael noticed her sudden change of demeanour and was crushed by how nice she could be, just as long as she wasn’t dealing with him.

“You always seem so happy to help me with my order, I feel honoured,” the words slipped out of his mouth in a playful matter, but really, he wondered when Chloe would actually be pleased to see him. Everyone loved her, and he could see why. Whenever a table got a cold meal and started complaining, Chloe would stand there and nod, listening to the others rant. She would apologize on behalf of the kitchen and promise to throw a couple of extra fries for the inconvenience. That always seemed to calm the worked up clients. She made sure every single shake she served had been topped with either three cherries or lots of chocolate sprinkles. Michael had never had to ask for another portion of whipped cream since he started having his lunch here. He took his whipped cream seriously.

“I love it that instead of helping me choose, your eyes are glued to that couple over there and their really cool kid that has a Pikachu hat.” Michael followed her gaze to the table with the family, a grin on his face.

Even when he tried to start a flirty banter, Chloe could only take it the wrong way. Maybe, if she wasn’t his waitress, she would flirt back. Maybe, she could take his words lightly and playfully nudge his shoulder before responding with something like, “My attention is valuable, Clifford. If you were wearing that hat I would even consider you cute.”

But she didn’t say that.

“So… the burger and a salad?” she jotted down his usual order and then walked away from him.

- - -

“Chloe! The stool is tumbling again!” Michael’s words echoed through the half-empty diner he’d been sitting in for the past hour. He so desperately wanted her attention, even if it came in the form of a frown. Her chest seemed to grow red when his voice hit her ears, also red now, and she set the broom aside before making her way to the end of the bar. She could feel her coworkers eyes on her. They kept teasing her that she needed to do something drastic, like ask Michael out on a date, or spill a shake on his pants so she would have to help him clean up.

The scenarios were several and varied, and none of them bothered her. But Michael could be such a jerk. Of course, the only reason he kept sitting on that shitty stool was so he could watch her bend down and stick another three sugar packets under the rickety metal leg.

Michael just enjoyed having her near, even if it was for a few seconds. He’d tried to spark up conversations about her job, but that only seemed to irritate her more. He’d tried to ask her about her hobbies or what she did in her spare time.

“My commute is 40 minutes long, Michael. I don’t have much time to spare,” was the closest he got to a real answer.

Chloe wiped the sweat droplets that had glided down her forehead, she stood up and shook the stool a little, it didn’t wobble. “There,” she whispered, immediately turning on her heels to go back to her chores.

That small movement, that uncalculated spin, caused her elbow to collide into Michael’s glass of raspberry-chocolate milkshake, the one she had begged the bartender to make even if it wasn’t on the menu. Michael’s eyes saw the fall in slow motion. Before he registered it, the liquid was all over his pants and her skirt.

“Fuck”, they mumbled at the same time. The faint laughter from the other side of the diner was obvious. That until they heard Chloe’s boss making her way towards them, apologizing for Ms. Clumsy’s earned title.

They were told to go to the back and they obeyed, getting whistles from the other waiters.

“I’m really sorry, Mike,” Chloe had never called him Mike and he noticed. She soaked and wrung out a cloth before handing it to him, “it was an accident.”

Her eyes wouldn’t meet his, he could tell she was embarrassed, but he wasn’t good at dealing with awkward situations smoothly. “Was it really? I thought you just wanted me here in the back without my pants on.”

Clearly, the joke was not amusing. “Oh, fuck off, Clifford.”

They remained quiet as they dampened their clothes, but the stain wouldn’t come off. He had a meeting in an hour, she had her mom’s birthday after work. The room was barely bright, crammed by boxes full of imperishable goods. Chloe didn’t want to do it, but she walked around a pile of boxes anyways, and took her skirt off. At the sound of the zipper being undone, Michael quirked an eyebrow. “What are you doing back there?” He wasn’t stupid, but he wanted to hear her say it. Besides, if she was taking off her bottoms, it wouldn’t be weird for him to do it as well. The damp cloth wasn’t working, he couldn’t see properly, his boxers were also getting wet. He was uncomfortable and just wanted to take the pants off.

“My mum’s turning 50 today.”

“What?”

A sigh came from the other side of the room, Chloe was sat on a small box and trying to get the stain out of her skirt with better lighting in that position. “She’s big on birthdays and she doesn’t like it when I wear anything but formal when she has people over. This is her favourite skirt on me. It’s the only thing she would like me to wear. Otherwise, she’d shove me into this hideous yellow dress she has for special occasions. It is uncomfortable and if I can avoid wearing that, I will. I can’t go back home and grab a pair of pants because then I wouldn’t be there on time, and she hates unpunctuality. Even though, she’s never, ever on time. Ever.”

“So… ever?” Michael stripped off his pants and heard something unknown to him until now. A light chuckle.

“Ever.”

Michael sat on a box and started working on the stain, the same way she was doing, trying to reach better lighting. He didn’t say anything else, this was the most she had told him about herself. This was the girl he had wanted to get to know for months now, but hadn’t been able to because any word that slipped from his lips seemed to annoy her.

Another sigh. “It’s not like I’m scared of her, because I’m not. I just want her to be happy today. She has a perfectionist side, maybe I got it from her, and I don’t want her to be bitching tonight about me not wearing something she likes. It’s not the point of tonight, is it? She’s been so scared of turning 50. I’ve told her that she’s not old and all of that, but I don’t think that’s what scares her. I think she regrets not doing all the things she wanted to do before turning 50, you know?”

Michael hesitated for a second, he wasn’t sure if the question was rhetorical or not.

“I don’t wanna be like that. It sounds exhausting,” she huffed and scrubbed the black skirt clean. “You’re not going to have that problem, Mike. I don’t think you will. And if you do, just remember that time you were in your twenties and had to sit in a gloomy room with no pants, listening to some waitress talk about her 50-year-old mum.”

That small chuckle again. Michael could feel his chest growing warmer. “Uh… I guess I’ll have to strike this off my bucket list,” he laughed lightly, she followed, he gained confidence. “Actually, I’m still scared.”

Chloe’s silence served as fuel to continue his train of thought out loud.

“I’m, uh… I’m scared that I’ll reach 50 and I’ll feel like that. I’m doing a lot of shit, Chloe. Like… a lot. And it’s fun, I’m having a great time and I’m putting all my energies into doing the things that I love but… what if I wake up being a 50-year-old man feeling unfulfilled? I know it’s crazy, but-”

“It’s not crazy.”

Michael rested his head against the wall behind him and sighed. He had never told this fear to anyone. “Thank you, Chlo,” he rocked his head towards her side of the room and caught a glimpse of her ponytail.  No other words were exchanged. For the first time, he enjoyed the stillness between them, unspoken complicity.

They put their garments back on when they were semi-dry and half-decently unstained. Chloe took a deep breath to suck her stomach in and zip up the skirt, Michael brushed the dust off his pants when he stood up. They felt closer to each other somehow. She hated to admit it, but Michael was actually a nice person. Once she let her guard down and was willing to accept his words, he was pleasant company. She’d been so hard on him. His awkward way of dealing with social situations wasn’t the best, but she didn’t make it easier either.

“Hey, Mike,” Chloe turned to face him before she opened the door back into the diner. His green eyes glistened through the pathetic fluorescent lightbulb. She seemed nervous, a cute kind of nervous, and he was eager to hear what she was about to say. “Do you…” she cleared her throat, “… do you want to go out sometime?”

“Oh my…” Michael’s laugh made her stomach drop and he noticed the flush on her cheeks, “Chloe, I’ve been trying to ask you out for months now! I can’t believe you beat me!”

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[suchalonelysunflower]

Take Your Feelings, Put Them Into a Song (A.I)

Pairing: Ashton Irwin x Wallows! Fem! Reader

Requested: yes!

Summary: Y/N Sixx, bassist from the famous band Wallows, is helping 5SOS write their latest album CALM. If only she could keep her crush on the drummer under control…

Warnings: Fluff. Language. Some grammatical errors (English is not my first language, I’m sorry)

Word Count: 4.6 k

Author’s Note: IM BACK! Remember that Reblogs, Likes, Comments and Feedback are very important! You have no idea how much they help 💕 Hope you like it and Happy Reading 🦋🌻✨

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anon: Can you do a one-shot where the reader was born on 1996 and she’s the daughter of Nikki Sixx and Brandi Brandt and it’s the bassist and songwriter of Wallows (…) and she helps 5sos write songs for the album CALM and starts dating Ashton and the fans go nuts (in a good way) with shipping? There’s no drama like it was in EUH

It was another boring day in the studio and you would literally prefer to do anything else than to listen to Cole talk about the last date he had instead of working on your new song. But inspiration was lacking between you and your bandmates and you really had no other choice since you already took that time on the studio’s schedule.

One would believe that you would be used to dull times in the studio, having spent a lot of time on them while growing up with your parents, but boredom was a cruel crime inside your head and today your patience was running thin.

“Hey, peanut!” Dylan called your attention “Everything good there?”

You were laying on the sofa, looking at the ceiling for some kind of saving grace, but Dylan’s voice brought you back to your reality.

“Are we going to get something done today?” You asked with a sigh, with your eyes still glued to the ceiling “Cause we are really just wasting time by now and I don’t think Cole’s last fling will bring any kind of inspo into our little group”

“Hey!” Cole protested, earning a chuckle from Braeden.

“Whatever,” You said, already getting up from your spot “I’m going to take a walk”

You took a deep breath once you closed the door to your private room. You loved the guys, you really do, but sometimes people can be too much, especially people who you spend every single day and hour with.

Memories from the past year started to fill your mind and you smiled when thinking about how much your little band has grown. Wallows was now everywhere, you created a name for yourself without using your parent’s influence and you were so damn proud of that, yet when moments like these come around - the moments where you just need to breathe to escape the reality for just a while - you start to reflect on every choice you made and if they were the right ones.

It’s the overthinking that got you to write those first lyrics in the first place, the ones that were put into songs and now were, somehow, all over TikTok with thousands of people relating to them. So maybe, overthinking now might not be such a bad idea after all.

“It’s a terrible idea if you think about it for more than one minute, mate”

You stopped in your tracks when you heard that voice, thinking that maybe you were finally going crazy or someone could’ve read your mind. But it wasn’t until you heard someone else answer that you realized it was a conversation.

“Well, I don’t know what to do with it anymore!”

You turned your head to the left and smiled when you saw the little sign that said “5SOS now in session. DO NOT DISTURB” And realized that your other favorite boys were back in town.

Of course you ignored the sign and knocked on the door a couple of times before opening it shamelessly.

“Well, well, well…” You said with a teasing smile as you leaned over the door frame “If it isn’t my second favorite Aussie band”

The faces of two of the members of said band light up once they realize it was you, quickly getting up to wrap you in a hug.

“Mini Sixx!” Calum said, ruffling his hand through your hair “About time you came to visit us”

You pushed him and Luke away from you “And you should’ve told me you’re back from your break! I could’ve escaped Dylan and the other minions earlier”

“Rough session?” Luke asked, seating down and patting the place next to him for you to sit on.

“Oh, you have no idea”

You loved the 5sos guys, it was impossible not to. Ever since you met them at a label party in 2015 when you were introduced to them because you were the same age as half of the group, you knew that they were made to be on the stage.

It was easy to become their friend, given their welcoming attitude and easy-going smiles even before they found out who your parents were. It was nice for a change not to be Y/N Sixx, daughter of the famous bassist of Mötley Crüe and famous Playboy doll Brandi Brandt, for a moment and just be Y/N, a bassist that had a lot to give to the world. And with the boys you didn’t even have to try to be someone you were not, with them everything was just so… real.

Just like now, where you were allowed to complain about your lovely bandmates to them and they would complain just as well, with no judgment nor responsibilities, just three friends letting out some steam due to the stress of your careers.

“-And basically we don’t know what else to do with the song” Luke finished his rant on the missing piece of their new song for their next album.

“And you have the lyrics ready?”

“Yeah, me and my girl wrote it a few weeks ago but the melody is just…”

“It’s missing something” Calum finished for him with a sigh.

You hummed “Can I see it?”

The two Australians got to work, playing the song with the piano and the guitar and you came to the conclusion that they were right: there was something big missing.

“So it’s a ballad,” You said, thinking of ways to fix it.

“Technically yes, but when you play it like that it sounds incomplete and the lyrics won’t work with another type of rhythm” Luke sighed “We’ve been at it for days now.”

You stayed quiet for a while, reviewing the lyrics and melody more carefully now, analyzing the situation with different approaches but without getting anywhere. It was a beautiful song, it truly was, but it needed something else, something that could create a “boom” sensation for whoever was listening.

Something like…

“Hey guys, have you finished with the- Oh, Hey, Y/N/N!” Ashton said, opening the door and finding you with his bandmates in deep concentration.

Bingo.

“Uh, why are you smiling at me like that?” Ashton asked you with a chuckle, but you didn’t even address him as you turned to Luke and Calum.

“It needs drums”

“What?” The three men said in unison. You rolled your eyes and snatched the notes from Calum’s lap and started to sing the melody.

“Here!” You pointed out “In this part, before finishing the first chorus: I already made, already made that…” And then you started to make drum noises and movements with your arms for them to get the idea.

In a matter of seconds, Luke got up from his seat and walked towards you, taking the notes from you and reviewing them with new eyes, smiling as he got the idea.

“Ha!” He laughed loudly, “You’re a fucking genius!”

“Thank you,” You said with a smug smile as you, Calum and Luke started to discuss the arrangements.

“Wait, hold up” Ashton interrupted the chatter “Y/N, I appreciate you trying to help and no offense and all but I think this isn’t your place to just decide something like that,” He said, pointing to the three of you.

You rolled your eyes. You’ve dealt with stubborn people before, but Ashton did take a spot on your top three and you knew just how to handle him.

“Wow,” You said sarcastically with a teasing smile “One would think that by being half of the rhythm section you would have more… I don’t know, rhythm?”

Ashton crooked an eyebrow and you and you knew you had him in the bag “I just don’t think-”

“You don’t think?” You said, getting up from your chair and walking up to him to be almost chest to chest. You looked up to his eyes and challenged him “Or you just can’t handle the fact that I might’ve had a better idea than you”

You could see by the sparkle in his eyes that he has taken the challenge to heart. He took a step closer to you, almost pressing his body completely against yours, and smirked.

“Want me to prove you wrong, princess?” He teased but you didn’t back up.

“I’d like to see you try, darling”

Ashton’s smirk widened as he took a step back, turning his head towards Luke and Calum who were watching the scene with intrigued eyes and knowing smiles “Get your asses back in the recording booth”

He followed them as they walked into the big recording space they had, but not before sending you a wink seconds after he closed the door.

You were thankful he didn’t see you blush.

Once they were all set with their instruments - Calum on the keys, Luke on the guitar, and Ashton behind his drum set - You pressed the buttons of the console that would make it possible for you to hear them at the other side of the mirrored glass.

“Okay boys, show me what you got”

*

You became an official 5SOS songwriter after that day and even Ashton had to admit that you were adding so much more to the band lyrics and melodies since you started to work with them.

Every day you would find yourself walking towards their studio after your band’s session and you start to work wherever they left off. It was a simple dynamic that worked wonders for everyone and after every session, you would get even more inspired to write your own music for Wallows, so it was a win-win situation, not to mention, spending time with your new co-workers; especially a particular drummer that grew closer to you that you would’ve ever imagined.

When you first met the band you hit it off pretty quickly with Luke and Calum, them being the same age as you and having pretty much the same interests; then came Michael that shared a similar sense of humor with you and with whom you discussed videogames with. But Ashton was always the one that you consciously tried to not get too close to.

In all honesty, he intimidated you but not in a bad way. He was smart, talented, and super funny, not to mention also ridiculously handsome. But he was also stubborn, a little bit egotistical, and the only one that could keep up with you in a battle of wits, teasing, and sarcasm. And you knew that if you mixed that all together it might mean trouble, especially when he smiled at you like that.

Of course you had a crush on him, who wouldn’t? But the fact is that you know what it is like to date in the industry and having feelings for a member of another pretty famous band might bring some tension to the table, so it was safer to play the crushing card and just stay friends. Or at least that’s what you tell yourself every day since you started to see him regularly and spend more time with him than with any other of the two bands.

Speaking of…

“Earth to Y/N?” Called Braeden waving a hand in front of your face “Is anybody there?”

You blinked a few times before pushing his hand away with a scoff “Very funny, B. What’s up?”

“You spaced out again” Cole added, fidgeting with his drumsticks “Just when we were going to start complimenting you on that bass line you wrote the other day…”

You smiled as you threw a pillow at him that he was able to easily dodge “Sorry, I was just-”

“Thinking about a particular drummer again?” Dylan teased, to which Cole added.

“I knew it wouldn’t take long for you to fall in love with me”

You searched for other pillows and started to throw them at your band members, giggling as they started to throw them back at you and starting an improvised pillow fight in the middle of the recording booth.

“Hey, Y/N/N! I was wondering if you-” Ashton’s sentence was cut short as he opened the door and took in the scene that was in front of him.

You were so busy chasing Breaden with a pillow on each hand and a devilish smile that you didn’t even notice when the door opened or that Ashton was standing there, smiling at you with his arms crossed as you aimed at your bandmate's head.

“Oh look, peanut!” Dylan said teasingly “You knight in shiny armor is here to-” But before he could say anything more embarrassing, you threw a pillow directly at his face to shut him out.

You quickly turned your head to Ashton who was fairly amused by your battle skills and smiled at him.

“Hey!” You said breathlessly after chasing down the others.

“Hi,” He smiled back “Am I interrupting something or?”

“Nah, you’re good,” You said, throwing one last pillow at your three friends that stood in a corner blowing teasing kisses and puppy eyes at the two of you “These assholes and I are done for the day” You commented before said assholes started to pout and complain, but you were already out the door before they could say something embarrassing again.

“So…” Ashton trailed off, starting to walk alongside you with his hands in his front pockets.

“So,” You said, drifting your eyes from him and praying to the universe that he didn’t hear anything or else it would make the blush on your face even pinker “You needed me for something?”

You wanted to get the topic of work right there in the open as soon as possible, not wanting him to notice how nervous you got when you were alone with him. At least when you were talking about work you leveled the ground in some parts.

“Actually, I’m going home early today” He smiled softly “Luke and the guys are working on a love song that’s just way too happy and butterflies - in - your -stomach like and I didn’t think they needed me there if I can’t bring nothing to the table”

“You’re not a lovey-dovey feeling kinda guy?” You teased by bumping your arm with his, earning a “hey” from him “I actually get it, I’m not that kind of person either”

“It’s not like I don’t like it, it’s just that-”

“You process your emotions differently, and it’s easier to write those when you think of love in other stages and/or mixed with other complex emotions because-”

“Love is not just one-sided! Yes!” Ashton celebrated, amazed that you could understand what he was saying “I knew you would get it”

That comment made your cheeks heat up as you looked at him, all dimpled smiles and light chuckled as he looked at you with sparkly hazel eyes. Oh no…

“Well,” You said, breaking that little moment “If they are going to work on that all day then I guess I would head home, too. I don’t think I’ll be able to provide anything else either”

“Actually,” Ashton said as he stopped in the middle of the hall leading to the exit, making you stop as well and turn to him “I was wondering if you would want to get some coffee with me now that we are both free. Of course, if you really are free and have nothing else to do and want to actually drink coffee or tea… or maybe not and you’re not that type of person and-”

“Are you asking me out?”

Ashton stopped his rambling and looked at you with an incredulous smile and lightly blushed cheeks.

“I- well, yeah,” He said shyly “Yeah, I am”

You smiled and softly chuckled “Look at the famous drummer all nervous” You teasingly took a step closer to him, not knowing where this confidence was coming from, and he did the same “It’s just me, you know?”

“And that’s exactly the reason why”

“Do I make you nervous, darling?”

“Let’s say that if it were anyone else, I wouldn’t have rambled like that, princess”

You pressed your lips in a thin line and smiled as you looked away from him, blushing like a teenager on her first date.

“So…” You trailed off.

“So?”

“Lead the way”

*

From that moment both of your routines changed once again. Now you took time off the studio at least two times a week to go with Ashton on those small friendly dates as he took you out for coffee or just simple but meaningful talks.

Soon enough you lost all the doubts that made you nervous around him, seeing how easy it was to talk to him and how much you had in common in more aspects than just music. You became more comfortable around him and your level of teasing and playing grew alongside your relationship, not to mention the level of teasing and playing you received from your band members and the other 3 Aussies who joined in on all the fun.

You were used to blushing and dismissing comments about your - undeniable - crush on the drummer, but Ashton didn’t seem to be affected by them at all. On the contrary, Ashton played along and even seemed like he was enjoying it. Like in one particular occasion where you were working on a song together and Michael said:

“Oh my god, date her already!”

Ashton didn’t blink an eye before responding “I’m trying! But she just wants to focus on the harmonies”

And you’d be lying if you said that didn’t put a smile on your face.

Yet, you kept it all professional while being in the studio; no need to mix your personal lives with whatever was going on down there, that’s why those coffee runs were your favorites.

It was an unspoken rule between the two of you that “work-talk” was forever banned from those outings.

“So what are we going to talk about?” You asked him the first time you went into his favorite coffee shop.

“Us” He simply answered, unaware of the butterflies he just set in your stomach.

“Us?”

“Yeah, I want to get to know you better, princess. Who is Y/N Sixx?”

“Who is Ashton Irwin?”

“I asked first”

“I asked second” You countered

Ashton smiled widely “You think you’re clever…”

“It doesn’t matter what I think” You answered, casually sipping on your coffee “I know I’m clever just like I know you like me that way”

You were testing the waters back then, hiding the shaking of your knees under the table as you longed to know how he felt about it. But the way he smiled and how he blushed a little bit made all your fears go away.

“Yeah, that I do”

Your cheeks turned red whenever you reminisced about that moment - or any moment that you spent with Ashton for that matter - which gave you the perfect idea for a song.

“I don’t want to kill my time with somebody else…” You hummed to yourself as you wrote down what you think is the chorus to a new song.

You told Ashton that you were not the type to write silly love songs or very uplifting songs; but there was something in that memory, something in that feeling that you couldn't ignore or just let it be without doing something about it. So, you started to write it.

You couldn't separate the feeling from the art, after all, feelings were what led you to dedicate your life to music. People would say it was because of your parent’s influence but they had little to nothing to do with your decision. This was you, the authentical you writing whatever came to mind and then sharing it with the world and only a few people will get it in its entirety. And surely Ashton was one of them.

“Dadadada something, want you all to myself”

“Wacha doing there, princess?”

Speaking of the devil.

Ashton smiled at you as he hunched over the table you were working on, trying to peek at what you were writing. You lifted the notebook and pressed it against your chest faking offense as he giggled.

“Didn’t your mother taught you not to sneak up on people, darling?” You asked as he walked around your workspace and sat himself down on the chair next to you “Besides, you’re late. You were supposed to meet me here like half an hour ago!”

“Aww, sorry Sixx” Ashton pouted “But there were no chocolate chip cookies left in the shop so I had to go around town to get you some” He then put a bag of freshly made cookies on top of the table with a cup filled with coffee.

“You didn’t have to do that, you know?”

“Of course I did! You always only eat chocolate chips cookies in the afternoon”

He started to giggle again, ignoring the way you were looking at him “How did you know that?”

“C’mon, Y/N/N, every time we go for coffee you order two, one for the coffee and another one for the road. And every time we cater something you never touch anything but those cookies”

“I never knew you were so observant”

Ashton shrugged “I just pay attention if I like what I see,” He said nonchalantly with a wink, making you blush instantly, but you covered it up with an eye roll.

“God, you’re terrible” You scoffed.

“I’m honest!” You shook your head and went back to writing, but Ashton was not going to let that go so easily. “Look, how else could I know that you always put an extra bag of sugar in your coffee?”

“‘Cause I always drink the same thing,” You said without looking up from your notebook.

“Yeah, a mocha latte with extra chocolate drizzle and no foam. Honestly, how can you handle that much sugar?” You were about to answer but he caught you off. “But that’s not all you drink, whenever you have a bad day you always order a cup of mango and ginger tea because that’s your mother’s favorite drink and it helps you calm down. You also don’t want anyone to know that you’re having a bad day but the minute someone looks away your smile starts to flatter until you’re back in the conversation”

You stopped the writing completely as you turned to him, suddenly feeling how your heart started to jump all over your chest as he kept talking, eyes never leaving yours as he gave you a soft smile, almost as if he was remembering all those moments with you.

“You draw flowers on the corner of your notebooks whenever you feel bored. You love the sad songs on the radio and you know every single word to Lorde’s Melodrama, yet every time you have to choose a playlist you put 2000’s pop and R&B songs because it hypes you up. You hate awkward silences unless you are the one being quiet. You help Dylan dye his hair every time he asks you to because you would trust each other with your lives, you give Cole relationship advice because you care about him and he always appreciates your advice more than anyone’s and Braeden is your best friend because you always say that he is one of the few people that could make you laugh in a bad day and you have no idea how much I want to be included in that list”

“Ashton-”

“You write better with dim light, it helps you concentrate on your work. You say you don’t believe in astrology yet you check your horoscope every day. You want to make sure that everyone has a good time and feels included, that’s why you always make conversations with Micahel about games you never even heard before or let Luke braid your hair when he’s bored or how you switched topics when you noticed that Calum was not engaging as much in a conversation. You literally take care of everyone but you never let anyone take care of you, and when we do you get all shy and you blush as you say thank you and you have no idea how fucking adorable you look”

You sat there speechless as he spoke. You felt the back of your throat dry as you tried to find the right words to answer all of that.

It was too much. The fact that he knew all of that and how he said it like he was just talking about his favorite things in the world, it was just too much but at the same time, you want to hear him say that again.

A weird sense of joy and shyness came over you as he set his hazel eyes on yours. You gave him a small smile as you averted your gaze to the floor.

“Wow, I-” You started “I never thought someone noticed all that”

“How could I not?” You heard him say “You’re all I can think about and to say that I don’t notice you is like saying I don’t notice the sun in the sky or the stars at night. You’re the brightest light out there, Y/N, you shine everywhere you go”

You noticed how he pulled his chair closer to you and suddenly you felt how your chair started to slowly turn his way until you were face to face.

Ashton carefully placed his fingers under your chin and tilted your head until you were finally looking into his eyes again.

“There she is!” He smiled when he noticed your blushing cheeks and gleaming eyes.

“What do you mean when you say I’m all you think about?” You asked expectantly, curling your fingers nervously on top of your thighs.

Ashton chuckled. “Well, if you didn’t notice, I really fucking like you, Y/N”

You looked up at him, smiling with hopeful eyes and feeling as if a weight was lifted off your chest thanks to the joy you were experiencing while hearing those words.

“You do?”

“Unless you don’t like me back and I just spilled my feelings for nothing-” You smacked him playfully in the arm “Ouch! I’m kidding! Of course I like you! Fuck, Y/N I’ve been falling for years now and I thought I was being pretty obvious”

You laughed “I thought you were just playing!”

In an instant, Ashton pulled your chair closer and grabbed you by the hip, lifting you up and making you sit on his lap as he hugged you by the waist and you placed your arms around his neck.

“I’ve never been more serious in my life,” He said, “I’ll do anything to prove it”

“Well,” You said, pressing a kiss to his cheek and knocking your forehead to his “How about you help me finish this song and then you take me on a date? Cause I’ve been falling for you, too and I don’t want to waste any more time”

Ashton hummed as he nuzzled his nose against your cheek, kissing it softly as he murmured “Will I get to kiss my princess at midnight?”

“Maybe… or you can take your chances now if you’d like”

He smiled.

“I like those odds”

And just before you know it, he softly pressed his lips against yours; finally creating a happy beginning for the two of you.

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[cobbbvanth]

Tagged by @sunshine-jack (ages ago and completely forgot to do it) thank you Julie!!

Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are now obligated to get to know better :)

Name: Kate 

Gender: is a social construct <3

Star sign: Sagittarius baby!

Height: 5′5

Time: 10.12pm

Birthday: Dec 16

Fave bands: 5SOS, SIX60, Queen, AC/DC, Panic! At The Disco, Credence Clearwater Revival, One Direction (yes I had a one direction phase literally 10 years late and I am not going to be ashamed of it)

Fave solo artists: Ben Platt (boy owns my whole heart, voice of an angel I tell you), Louis Tomlinson (ditto), Billie Eilish, Michael Bublé, Jack Johnson, Bob Seger

Song stuck in my head: Corner of the Sky - Ben Platt. I’ve been listening to him on repeat for about 4 hours now because of this one <3

Last movie: Captain America: Winter Soldier (god tier film)

Last show: Finished showing my family Parks and Rec the other week, currently working my way through It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia

When I created this blog: July 2014?

What I post: mostly spn stuff here now, but also marvel/star wars/six of crows/anything im obsessing over at any given time

Last thing I googled: “Ben Platt” to confirm he is the same age as Harry Style (talented kings)

Other blogs: @artemismarvel to separate my non-spn stuff (and to have somewhere to run away from spn sometimes) come say hi!

Do I get asks: Hardly ever, but I LOVE when I do so please send me literally anything <3

Reasoning behind my url: wanted something spn related when I gained the courage to actually join in here lol, and this comes from reoccurring Sam and Dean aliases Agents Page and Plant (I like plants better sorry to Jimmy Page)

Following: 273

Followers: 273 (apparently I like to keep it balanced haha nice coincidence)

Average hours of sleep: 6 or 7? I’m slowly getting better at sleeping a normal amount

Lucky number: 5 and 16

Instruments: learned harmonica at school, taught myself basic guitar and piano, currently working on drums!

What I’m wearing: my softest grey tshirt, blue sweatpants, and pink bed socks with bees on them (it was an at home day today)

Dream trip: have always wanted to do Europe, especially Greece, Rome, France, Britain and the Netherlands. Recently I’ve been interested in seeing Asia too!

Favourite food: hot chips/fries mmmhhh

Nationality: Kiwi! (or NZ European)

Favourite song: September - Earth, Wind & Fire. Back in Black - AC/DC is a very close second. They’re just both absolute jams and feel good songs

Last book read: As You Wish - Cary Elwes. The Princess Bride is my favourite movie, so this was just a fun listen. Last fiction book? The Princess Bride - William Goldman haha

3 Fictional universes I’d want to live in: Star Wars, Shrek, Star Trek (THEE big three, obviously)

Favourite colour: it’s been yellow for a very long time but I actually think it’s forest green now

Tags! @chocolatecakecas @chef-of-a-mind @piinktearxs @captainmmarvel @queerbaiter @casjpg @casdeservesallthelove @masterobiwans @wafflelovingbatgirl @dropmysword @casthyelle @wemakeitupaswego @byedean @jellydeans @castielsbeeslippers @asmolbeane @smiledean @casslicker @detective-diaz @today-your-my-little-bitch @proserpinesque @violareys @hhistoryhuh @waywardlyfe (so yeah basically all the mutuals, love you guys ♡ no pressure to do it and I'm sure a bunch of you have done it before lol but I had fun doing it)

[qhughes43]

i was tagged by @2manytabsopen to answer some questions.. a 20 questions 20 blogs kind of thing. thank you for the tag!

name - mackena

pronouns - she/her

zodiac sign - pisces

height - 5’10

time - 11:41am

birthday - march 5

nationality - canadian

fav bands/group - one direction, 5sos, waterparks, the driver era, the summer set, the vamps, why don’t we

fave solo artists - harry styles, shawn mendes, julia michaels, halsey, yungblud, taylor swift

last show you binged - how i met your mother

when did you create your blog - originally in 2016 but i started being active on it this year!

why did you choose your url - um honestly i just put slapshot down and i thought hughes made the most sense. i actually wanted it so be dylan cozens related but i couldn’t come up with an idea lol

following - 27

followers - 31

average sleep - 8ish hours on a good day?

last thing you googled - when is (university)’s reading break

other side blogs - i just made it so i’m still working on it but it’s @xoxokenna

lucky number - 3 i think

instrument - i took piano lessons when i was younger but i don’t remember anything lol

what are you currently wearing - black sweatpants, a black shirt and white socks

dream trip - travel across europe and then head south to new zealand

fav food - sushi and pizza

fav song - golden by harry styles

top 3 fave fictional universes - i don’t really know any :(

um so idk who to tag so if you see this and wanna do it, do it!

[mscalifornication]

@holyshit thank you for tagging me, this looks fun 💖

[you have to click on each pic to see it in full bc of the different sizes]

PICREW

✨ screenshots

my lockscreen is: a lake in the mountains (I think?)

the last song i listened to: Waterparks - I Felt Younger When We Met

last photo saved: a screenshot of lyrics i found kinda funny [Bilderbuch - Nahuel Huapi] rough translation: me in you, only mother earth is watching us / high waist jeans and exotic restaurants are the things that are important to you

🎶 four songs i’ve heard today:

Waterparks - Numb

Nina Nesbitt - Selfies

Kraftklub - Schöner Tag

One Direction - What A Feeling

🎬 seven comfort films:

I don’t think I have seven but i’ll try...I rarely ever watch movies for comfort tbh

Spider Man: Homecoming

Spider Man: Far From Home

Captain America: The Winter Soldier

Notting Hill

Jurassic Park

The Proposal

Mean Girls

🖐 get to know me:

name/nickname: Jessica / Jess, Jessi

star sign: pisces

favourite bands/groups: impossible to mention them all but All Time Low, The Maine, Waterparks, Normandie, Hot Milk, Grayscale, Broadside, Stand Atlantic, Billy Talent, The Faim, The Band CAMINO, girlfriends, 5sos, 1d...

favourite solo artists: solo 1d boys (keeping your answer), Dua Lipa, Nina Nesbitt, Yungblud, Julia Michaels

song stuck in my head: The Maine - Sticky (🎶 sticky just like the song in my head 🎶) but also Niall - Dear Patience cause i’m currently listening to it

last movie: a 1 hour long Natascha Kampusch documentary (I think her case is pretty popular worldwide?)

last show: Criminal Minds

when did i create this blog: 2014 I think

what do i post about: tv shows i’m watching, movies, actors, random stuff, sometimes music related stuff

last thing i googled: I think it was “difference between thin and fine hair” haha i’ve been watching lots of brad mondo videos lately

other blogs: my most active sideblogs are the ones in my bio: aes blog @minblomsterkrans & 1d blog @blue-eyes-tattoos I also have a Waterparks sideblog, a pretty much inactive one with just photos and gifs of h&l looking at each other lmao and a pretty much inactive language blog for resources and some more, mostly urls i’ll never use but i’m too lazy to delete :/

do i get asks: on average maybe once a month if i’m lucky

why did i choose this url: it’s a red hot chili peppers reference, I’ve used variations of it for multiple websites etc

following: ~1500 and i’m pretty sure half of those are dead

followers: a few hundred but i’m also pretty sure at least half of those are dead

average hours of sleep: 6-8

lucky number: don’t really have one, if i had to choose one i’d go with 25 because birthday lmao

instruments: I do have an acoustic guitar and a ukulele but i sadly can’t really play them 😔

what am i wearing: a black waterparks hoodie with three hand grenades on it, grey adidas joggers and black socks with burgers and fries on them <3

dream job: none. the thought of working any job is kinda unappealing to me at the moment 🥴 sorry i wish i had a better answer

dream trip: british columbia/western canada (just the thought almost made me tear up just now why am i like this god), australia, scotland ...

favourite food: anything potato, pizza, bibimbap, the vegan chili sin carne i made tonight haha it was pretty good

nationality: german

favorite song: I don’t have THE ONE fave song but the first one I automatically thought of is Miss You by Blink-182, an all time fave for sure

last book i read: Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall, god I wish I could delete it from my brain and read it for the first time again!!

three fictional universes you’d like to live in: oof this is hard, I rarely watch things that take place in fictional universes. idk maybe The Flash? most fictional universes don’t look like they’re nice to live in sgsgshhs

I have no idea who to tag so...

[honeyedlashton]

✨Learn about me, 5sos edition✨

Tagged by: @hemmoangel

If you could only listen to ONE of their albums for the rest of your life, which would you choose?

I’d say Youngblood to be honest. It’s got everything, plus something about that album feels timeless to me. Idk something about CALM to me feels very 2020. Maybe because it came out around the time of the Panda Express, but I can’t shake the feeing I had when I listened to it the first time. And the other two feel like 2014 and 2015. Youngblood is the only one I can listen to all the way through at any time and feel like it’s brand new every time I hear it.

Which member do you relate to most?

Honestly as much as it pains me to say this—especially in the time that we’re in—but it’s Ashton. But mainly early 2020 and before Ashton. Anything after he started growing out his hair is not me. And it never will be. Alternatively I also feel like Michael sometimes. Not in the sense that I relate to everything he does, just the way he reacts to things feels like me.

Top 3 sounds from SGFG

“Invisible” “Catch Fire” and I’m gonna say “Safety Pin” but only cause the bass in the bridge gives me so much serotonin it feels like I’m high.

Whose birthday is closest to yours?

Michael’s is the day after mine, sweet scorpio baby.

What song ALWAYS hypes you up no matter what?

Bruh, “Meet You There” or fucking “Red Desert” what the fuck. They have no business going that hard

Which 5SOS doggo would you adopt?

Honestly Moose. Moose seems like a chill loveable angel and I would 100% adopt

What’s the first 5SOS song that comes to your mind when you think of the color light blue?

“Airplanes” idk it’s something about the glittery beginning and the huge guitar that’s almost echoey. It gives me butterflies. And reminds me of the color of the ocean when you fly over it in the daytime

What’s your favorite song that’s NOT on one of their albums?

Bruh...where do I start... “Kill My Time” doesn’t count does it? Because if not there’s “Midnight” or fucking “Wrapped Around Your Finger” ?!?!??! That song makes me feel like I imagine the way heroin feels. That is THE serotonin song. I could die to that song no cap

I tag: @myfalsedevotion @fuckyeah5sostakemehome @lonelyaintnothinnew and you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to :)

[creampiecashton]

tags glossary

I noticed that my 5sos tags are hella wack and I'm the only person who understands them so here’s a post showing what means what:

frivolous sauces - self explanatory, 5 seconds of summer is the lengthier version of 5sos, which many Americans say sounds like 5 sauce. I can’t hear it because my accent doesn’t let that happen, however, it did birth frivolous sauces, simply via relation.

lone - superbloom is a solo project, solo is singular is alone is lone.

fashion - this one means Ashton because not only is he insanely fashionable but his name also sounds like it

miguel - I stole that from an interview the guys did where they were playing tennis (???) and Michael referred to himself as Miguel and I was like aight

lewk - Luke is a lewk. periodt.

caltex - yes this is an oil company. no I do not care. this one’s for Calum, mainly because I had never seen Calum spelt with only one ‘L’ and I was like “huh. Caltex is also spelt with only one ‘L’. they must be the same” so yeah.

soup - okay so i LOVE kaykay but hear me out,, her name is literally kay kay which is KK. like the letters of the alphabet. alphabet soup. now it was either this or white supremacy you guys.

skates - okay this is a long one so buckle up. crystal, is gems, is spirituality, is chakra, is chakla (the punjabi/hindi/urdu word for a rolling board), is rolling board, is roller skates, is skates. love you crystal have a great day.

chickpea powder - yet ANOTHER long one. aight so sierra sounds like tierra (I could have said tiara but whatever) sounds like tiers sounds like cake tiers. what cakes have the most tiers? wedding cakes. ‘but i’m indian, weddings have many stages!!’ you may hear my brain complain, well no worries because we can pick one of the coolest ceremonies, vatna (it’s about being clean and getting ready for the wedding). vatna’s main component is the vatna (obviously????)...an all natural body scrub mixture that mainly includes chickpea powder!! wow!! anyway the punjabi word for chickpeas is also the same word for balls lol. but the english way of saying chickpea actually sounds super cute so sierra deserves this.

teacher - roy english looks like the closeted lesbian english teacher i probably had a crush on when i was 8. you cannot change my mind.

charcuterie - moodboard=foodboard=charcuterie board=charcuterie

cleaning solution - gifs=some people pronounce it as jiff how dare you=an australian cleaning solution called jiff which smells delicious but it’s a cleaning solution so don’t eat it please.

pain :) - I love hands. hands have veins. i also love veins. vein sounds like pain (which is also in fact what hands and veins cause me). therefore, any hand/vein posts are tagged as pain :)

rumplestiltskin - reserved for the DIMPLES. majorly an ash tag but occasionally the others join. this one is dimple becomes rimple (a name, depending on who you’re talking to) becomes rumple becomes rumplestiltskin. also, much like rumplestiltskin the dimples terrorise me and ask for my first born child as collateral.

giuseppe - harry giuseppe, the italian harry potter, sounds like bicep!! therefore, bicep!

silence - alright buckle in buckaroo this is another long one! what do noses have? snot/mucus. but thats already a tag. what for, you may ask? for muke. now, it'd be hella annoying if I tagged nose posts with ‘muke’, so what’s an alternative? muke can be pronounced as moo-k as well, which in hindsight, I could have made the tag about cows but no. I decided to scrap moo-k and go for muke, which also subsequently sounds like mutuals, now it’d ALSO be hella annoying if I used that as a tag for noses. so? I call my mutuals cuties because cuties sounds like muties, but I cant use cuties because im already using that for my mutuals and general people I love! so? muties sounds like muted which is like quiet! the opposite of quiet? noise! a ruckus, even. and the more DIRECT opposite of noise? silence. I also think that its a cool contrast that my nose tag is a word pertaining to one of the OTHER senses. anyway.

twink - this is my eye tag (?) i don’t remember what my train of thought was here because i procrastinated adding it here and now i’ve forgotten but it exist, okay? i think it might have been eyes blink and blink rhymes with twink although i don’t remember so let’s just go with that

lippen- this one is my lip tag and is also the german translation for lips. i actually thought lip becomes blip becomes blimp which was in both world wars which were both blamed on germany and the german translation for lips is lippen

wow... - this is my thirst tag. what more do yall need.

awee - this is my absolutely adorable tag!!! anything that makes me go “aweeee” goes under that tag, relatively self explanatory, actually.

fruit - fashion icons?? but fashion is reserved for ashton and it'd be annoying if i tagged fashion as ashton, so what rhymes with fashion? passion. which can be branched off to passion fruit. shortened to fruit. :)

art - art was going to be fart but i thought people might take it the wrong way, so its the only normal one :) which i think is kinda dope because it adds to the chaos that is my tags :)

fave - this is another version of my thirst tag but it’s more aesthetically pleasing as opposed to horny

disk-sauce - discourse. also 5 Sauce. im australian, it works with my accent.

recs - recs=recommendations!!

cuties! - this is my asks/mutuals/people I love tag. mainly because mutuals becomes muties becomes cuties. listen, it was either this or mutants.

pie - Luke and Calum is cake, what else is almost cake? pie

mammaries - Michael and Calum is malum, honestly im just getting lazy now but they’re kind of related. sidenote: the two do have nice tiddies tho.

mashed potatoes - Michael and Ashton is mashton, or mashed potatoes. also because they’re softies and most likely delicious

money - Calum and Ashton is cashton, cash cash money babeyyyy

eyelashes - Luke and Ashton is lashton, also they both have gorgeous eyelashes so I should not be convicted of mass arson thank you

snot - Luke and Michael is muke. is mucus. is snot. I promise I dont hate them its just how my brain works.

harlem shake - Michael, Ashton and Calum is mashlum. i thought of mashed potatoes, then the mashed potato dance move, then the mosh dance move, then had a separate thought of harlem as in the city, and then i combined harlem and “dance move” and got the harlem shake. 2011 stays winning.

carlton draught - Calum, Ashton and Luke is caluton (?? i think i don’t remember the specifics that i thought of) anyway it sounds like carlton which i could have gone in the footie direction and named them the blues or then gone ahead and called them RNB for rhythm and blues, but instead i went in the alcohol direction because these three most definitely belong in a frat.

sins - Michael, Luke and Calum are Maluke! Horrible! Sounds like malpractice! Which is wrongdoing! Which is sins! Also! Sinful looks! Beautiful boys! Hell’s most devilish soldiers! I hate that I said That!

chandigarh lite - moose moose is moose. is canada. is kaneda. is where majority of punjabi kids immigrate to for a good life. the capital of punjab is chandigarh. love you moose for supporting immigrants!!

north east west - southy but the opposite.

the real mvp - petunia is almost peonie. she’s also significantly more superior to luke. the real most valuable peonie.

my fave scotsman - Duke, duke of edinburgh, edinburgh is in scotland, calum’s half scottish, therefore the baby is my fave scotsman

[fantastic-bby]

Tagged by @atiny-piratequeen and I have like no other tumblr mutuals and if I do I'm sorry I don't really pay attention to my moots as much so like anyone feel free to do this.

Also this is going to be fun bcs I haven't released Business Is Business and the supernatural Wooyoung and supernatural Jongho yet so 👀👀👀

1) I spent about a whole month??? Trying to come up with the title for Business Is Business and honestly even now I still feel like it's not the right title for it so there’s a small chance I might change the title before I release it because it’s so hard for me to find the perfect title for it

2) Protect Me, My Aurora was instant. I thought of the title even before I wrote the fic

3) I usually just have anything on to have something on in the background. Usually my netflix is running while I'm writing and I'm watching/listening to like Friends or AHS.

4) I'm loving Hongjoong and Hyun Jae's characters in Business Is Business bcs I've always loved the idea of inseparable siblings bcs it takes me back to when my older bro and I were kids. He'd teach me how to play the playstation and made me a steam acc so that we could play games together. Now that we're older we still hang out together and sometimes it does feel like we're kids again and I miss it because growing up sucks

5) God honestly? Yeosang confuses me so much. I don't know if I should write him as cold and distant or if I should make him soft and loving. But either way I love him and I enjoy writing about him

6) There haven't been exactly times where someone else has accidentally dominated a scene but there have been many times where I forgot what the plot was and it became really weird

7) Angst and violence. I love writing violent scenes or angsty scenes in general because I enjoy gore relates things (im weird sometimes ik) which is why I decided to make a mafia au

8) I'm planning on making more fics which are NCT related since there is literally only one that was requested by one of my friends. Maybe something soulmate related because I'm a sucker for soulmate aus

9) I'm bad at smut. I feel like I'm not as good at writing smut compared to other writers because I don't have much experience in sex in general and sometimes it makes me feel like I just shouldn't write smut because I'm scared it'll come out really shitty. The process of me writing Incubus!San took almost two weeks because I was so scared that it would end up being so cringy

10) Horror/Violent genre is imo my strongest writing skill. You want a demon killing people? I can do it. Want a creepy spider man eating the guts of innocent people? I got you. I’ve always loved writing around the horror genre which is why I actually spend a lot of my time reading entries from No Sleep on Reddit

11) I'd love to see someone draw a serpent hybrid Seonghwa bcs shksheksjs those scales????? On Seonghwa???? MMMM id cry

12) I haven’t released this yet but Werewolf!Jongho. It was my favourite to write and I’m so proud of it, I absolutely love it 

13) Probably as one of the werewolves part of the Werewolf!Jongho au bcs yes

14) There was this one Christmas fic I wrote on my old 5sos blog based around Calum and Ashton. I feel like it was rushed and 15 y/o Crystal only wrote up to 2k words back then. If I ever rewrote it, I would make it longer with a more interesting plot line

15) Haven’t found any yet bcs all the fics I read are so good like ya’ll out there are such good writers 

16) I wrote a pain kink Michael Clifford smut for my old 5sos blog. I had never written smut up until then and since I was so new to it, I actually hated it. It was to the point where I posted it and then deleted it after a week because I was so embarrassed that I wrote it 

17) One of the chapters for All Eyes On Me by @atiny-piratequeen​ made me more motivated to write smut which is why I’m slowly writing more and more smut compared to back then 

18) I love werewolves. I wrote a Werewolf!Ashton series for my 5sos blog. If I ever write another werewolf series, there’s a chance I might incorporate it into that universe 

19) Let Him Hear You by @monbebe26-monstax​ I’ve read this at least 4 times in the past 2 months. It’s seriously so good pls go check it out and give it some love

20) Business Is Business I think would be a good insight to my writing style. It’s not all fluff but it’s not all angst either. There’s a mixture of three genres (fluff, angst, smut) which I’m trying to balance to make it a good series with equal parts of those genres 

[ghost-roads]

Five Fave Fan Arts

@lesbianiconharrystyles tagged me to post my 5 favourite pieces of fan art i've made and that's a hella cute concept!! 🌸 shoutout to @hazzabeeforlou for coming up with it 🦋

so here we have the art that i made to celebrate the release of two of us (i made it into stickers which you can get here), and the piece i've titled liam payne is the literal sun.

i have only ever drawn two 1d-related things though (i know, what) so i'll add some art from other fandoms, maybe some of yall will still like it ❤️

here we have a cheeky julia michaels, love that little gem! you should definitely check her out!

and some good ole 5sos with luke and calum.

((i honestly can't think of any 1d artists that i follow that haven't already been tagged but i'll sleep on it and tag people tomorrow if i think of anyone!))

[tempolarriefix]

Meme of 2k19

rules: answer 30 questions, tag 10 blogs & post it as a text post. i was tagged by @werebothstubborn and @forreveries - thank you both so much! I love being tagged in things, and I’m trying to get better about following through on doing them. Exhibit A:

nickname: no one really calls me anything else, but my family sometimes calls me sena gender: i use she/her pronouns star sign: cancer height: 5′3″ (well, 2.5″, but I like to round up bc I can) time: 7:34 p.m. birthday: july 12 fave band(s): one direction, 5sos, little mix, coldplay, abba fave solo artists: one direction individually, hozier, ariana grande, vance joy, andrew mcmahon, hayley kioko, king princess, troye sivan, ed sheeran. song stuck in your head: sucker by the jobros has been playing constantly on the radio and in my head haha last movie watched: mama mia, here we go again last show watched: the last show i finished was psych and the last show i’ve watched recently is parks and rec bc I decided to rewatch it and now i’m hooked all over again when did i create my blog: i’m sure there’s a way to find this out but i can’t be arsed right now. my best friend made me make one & i think it was when we were in high school? so... 2011 maybe? yikes, that’s been a loong while, hasn’t it. what do i post: i mostly reblog 1d related things, with the occasional thing i think is important or funny mixed in. i dont really make my own posts except fic posts, which are few & far between. last thing i googled: "how to tell when i made my tumblr” like two seconds ago. the answers looked like too much effort hahahaha do you have any other blogs: only sideblogs that i don’t really use. do you get asks: not usually. why did you choose your url: it’s a pun on the 1d song Temporary Fix, and I like it a lot because I’ve made my ao3 account ‘tempolarriefics’ which is like a double pun. :) following blogs: 747 (yes, i need help, i know). followers: 1, 252 favourite colour: blue. I wear blue constantly, and if I just bought something new? there’s like a 80% chance it’s blue. average hours of sleep: usually around 7, but i just started summer vacation so i’ve been getting like 10 and its incredible. piercings: none. needles scare me. permanent changes to my body scare me. i’m about as indecisive as they come. instruments: i played the piano and flute as a child, but I highly doubt i could play any instruments today. what i’m wearing: a t-shirt and skinny jeans. how many blankets do you sleep with: 2  dream job: i’m starting grad school soon, so let’s hope i figure this out along the way. honestly, i think teaching would be pretty cool. people talk a lot about “going into industry” but I have 0 experience with this so I actually have no idea if I would like it or not, but hopefully i’ll get a chance to do some internships along the way and figure my shit out. dream trip: Scandinavia. Like, all of it. favourite food: ice cream. nationality: united states of american? (this answer is stolen from @werebothstubborn ) current fave song: What a Time (Niall & Julia Michaels) 

Wow, I did it! It’s been a loong while since I actually completed one of these haha. I tag @goldenfive @got-stars @astronomerhxwell @microlouis @prncelouie @exquisitetrouble @slowlyseducedbycurls @suddenclarityharry @flicker-album and @fratboylouie

I was just trynna tag people who I don’t think I’ve seen tagged, so there wasn’t really any reasoning or method to it - if you see this & wanna do it, consider this your tag! I’d love to read your responses :)

[hazxrdtomyself]

About The Mun

nicknames: Ambi

zodiac: Cancer

height: 5′4″

time: 2:20pm

favorite band / artist: 5sos, Halsey, Maroon 5, Panic! At the Disco, Andy Black/BVB, Post Malone and more.

song stuck in my head: Moving Along -5sos

last movie i saw: Babe ( it’s a kid movie in case anyone was wondering )

last thing i googled: Something Michael Clifford related ( as always )

other blogs: Personal and rph.

do i get asks: sometimes

why did i choose this username: Andy Black Song, We Don’t Have To Dance

following: 133

average amount of sleep: Depends, mostly 9-10 hours

what i’m wearing: super old worn out yoga pants and t-shirt

dream job:  Writer tbh

dream trip: Australia or London 

favorite food: Italian Food

play any instruments: Nah

eye color: Hazel , more brown-ish though.

hair color: Brunette, and currently have blonde ombré on the lower half.

languages you speak: English, and my Spanish isn’t TOO bad 

describe yourself as aesthetic things: Iced Coffee, Rose Gold, Unicorns, Rainbows and glitter.

Tagged By: @effervescentrpx

Tagging: @besidesycu @grcyrcse @intothedrk 

[lokisrare]

get to know me tag

I was tagged by @bb-dolan. (thanks for helping me with the aesthetic part lol ily)

Nickname: Mar and my parents usually call me “Poppy” I don’t know WHY it’s embarassing. 

Zodiac: Libra

Gender: Female

Height: 5′8

Age: 18

Time: like actual time??? 2:34 a.m.

Favourite Bands / Solo Artists: The Neighbourghood, Chase Atlantic, Selena Gomez, Harry Styles, Camila Cabello, A$AP Rocky, Travis Scott, Kid Cudi, Post Malone, Ed Sheeran, Coldplay, Elvis Presley, Michael Jackson. And latin music: Bad Bunny, Daddy Yankee, J Balvin, Becky G, Natti Natasha, Ozuna andddd some trap kings from Argentina like DUKI, C.R.O,  Ysy A, Seven Kayne, Ecko, Bhavi, Khea, Cazzu. And a lot more but I don’t have the time lol.

Song Stuck In My Head: Youngblood by 5SOS and FvckLuv by DUKI and C.R.O.

Last movie I saw: Thor; Ragnarok. I KNOW IM OBSESSED I JUST MISS LOKI OKAY.

Last thing I googled: OBSESSED because I didn’t remember if it was obssesed or obsessed lmao why am i like this.

Other blogs: a 1D related one but I’m not telling lol

Do I get asks: yes, and keep sending bc i love answering them.

Why I chose my username: because I am latina

Following: people i follow or people that follows me?? lol idk a good amount of both 

Average amount of sleep: i sleep a lot, that’s all the info that u need

Lucky number(s): 17

What I’m wearing: my pijamas

Dream job: I’m studying biotechnology so biotechnologist lmao (i love acting tho)

Dream trip: GREECE IM COMING FOR YOU THIS SUMMER.

Favourite food: ASADO AND EMPANADAS (come to argentina i swear people we have the best food)

Play any instruments: I like to think I play the violin really good (i don’t) and the piano.

Favourite songs: Can’t help falling in love by Elvis Presley.

Play(ed) any sport: Volleyball, ah the good old days.

Hair colour: Black

Eye colour: Black or a very dark brown bc I can’t even see my pupil sometimes.

Most iconic song: Llamado de Emergencia by Daddy Yankee oh god, so many good memories for me.

Speak any languages / are learning: spanish ofc, and I’m fluent in english, french and italian (just bc my parents pushed me to learn, I thank them tho) and I’m trying to learn portuguese.

Random fact: I’m the worst chef ever

Describe myself as an aesthetic: Ok, I didn’t really know how to describe myself as an aesthetic but I do know I’m super energetic and talkative but also super chill so it’d be something like happy summer vibes, or night runaways around a big city while singing out loud songs in the car.

I’ve seen a lot of people doing this so I’m not tagging anyone (also bc I’m lazy) but if you want to  do it, go ahead! I tag you.

[textbookstarkissism]

GO PEEP @daydream-terminus THX FOR THE TAG BAE

Rules: Answer 20 questions and tag 20 blogs to get to know them better!

Nickname: It literally has never crossed my mind until now that everyone who follows me has no idea what to call me?? Honestly never really thought of it but since I'm not a fan of sharing my IRL name on here imma go with another username of mine Amyssia, or amy for short.

Gender: female 

Star Sign: Aquarius

Height: 5'9"

Time: around 2 pm atm

Birthday: February 9th!!

Favourite Bands: lmaoooo buckle up fuckers

Waterparks, death cab for cutie, oh wonder, 5sos, one direction (ik ik I'm basic af don't @ me), Angus and Julia Stone, waterparks and with confidence

Favourite Solo Artist(s): halsey, Woodkid, Harry Stylezzzz, Aurora, Holly Henry and michael jackson

Song stuck in my head: station by lapsley, hurt by Johnny cash, radioactive by koda, Bohemian rhapsody by queen and once upon a dream by Lana del ray

Last movie I watched: The Death Cure and my heart is no longer in my chest

Last thing I googled: Woodkid

Do you have any other blogs: I have one other blog that I use as my personal one but that's 'bout it

Do you get asks: Actually I've never gotten an ask as of yet.

Following blogs: I think I follow like 70 something blogs on this account. Literally 99% of which are marvel related lmfao

Followers: 109 AND COUNTING BB

Nationality: howdy hey I'm canadian eh kill me

Favourite colours: Probably blue or yellow. Fun fact: I was redecorating my bedroom to be a blue theme only to then go out and buy a giant ass iron man painting that in no way shape or form matches my blue them I've got going so now I've literally gotta redo what I have to be either grey or red bc my dumb ass couldn't just walk by the $400 painting apparently.

Average hours of sleep: I've been trying to get to bed earlier recently but with school and all the work I've gotta do I probably get an average of 6 hours or so.

Favourite song right now: station by lapsley

What am I wearing: sweatpants and a shirt

How many blankets do I sleep with: 2 or 3

Dream job: lets focus on getting through high school first

Dream vacation trip: anywhere I don't have to shovel 7 billion pounds of snow

Favourite foods: ok first of all wtf you got against tomatoes. Second, mangos.

Honestly im way to lazy to go scrolling through my followers atm so honestly anyone who sees this feel free to go for it. Also tag me! ! I wanna get to know u all!!!! Specifically I'll tag @misovega and @scnofstark since those are the 2 lads I talked to last

[jungnoir]

11/8 questions tag??

okay, so I was tagged by both bambam’s girlfriend @sadradmom (don’t fight it) and the sweet angel @sambashua, but I guess there are like different versions because one requires eight questions and the other eleven, so I’m just gonna do all of them and come up with eight (because there’s only so many original ones I can come up with lolol)

destiny’s questions~

1. Character that you would beat the shit out of and they can’t do anything about it? for any of my moon lovers/scarlet heart: ryeo fans, my target is queen yoo :)

2.What ending pissed you off the most? (in anything books, movies, tv shows?) hm, I don’t think I’ve ever watched anything with a super terrible ending? at least to the point I’m pissed. but, even though this show didn’t end and it was just the completing of a season, I was heartbroken by season three of Sleepy Hollow and I haven’t touched that show since because of it.

3. are you kinky? lmao ( if your comfortable list your kinks? i’m nosey af) I usually don’t feel comfortable talking about sex (at least in detail and for a long time) but I’m becoming better at it (hey! I posted a smut the other day, I’ve leveled up). I will say I have a plethora of them and I’ve always known this, but I’ll leave it at that ;)

4. zodiac sign and mbti type? virgo and infp (I feel like infp fits pisces more, but I like that infp fits my inner thoughts better. and I just love being a virgo)

5. are you better with animals, adults, old people, people your own age or kids? I’ve always felt most comfortable around animals. I befriend them easily and they bring me calm like no other living being. I also feel comfortable around adults (friend-wise) and I like to see their lives and philosophies and try to mature with their advice. I also, for some reason, really disliked kids when I was younger but now that I’ve gotten older, I see so much potential and creativity in these little humans and it’s such a nice break from the ugly of the world. Kids deserve love and everything good tbqh

6. Do you like holding hands, kissing, hugs or none? All of it. Every bit. I love physical affection (from the right people anyway)

7.something you’ll always have a soft spot for? (bands, movies, shows, people, etc.) I think I’ll always have a soft spot for Michael Clifford from 5SOS. He was open about his mental health and just represented someone I could look up to as a freshman in high school trying to understand everything about who I was and who I wanted to be. I had a huge crush on him but when I stopped listening to his band, I drifted away. I found out recently he’s got a girlfriend and is doing well, and it made me really happy :)

8. do you have small, big or average size hands? Small to average. I don’t think my fingers are particularly long, I just know a lot of people with smaller fingers haha. Almost everything about me physically is tall or big lol

9. have you had your first kiss? did you like it or regret doing it with that person? I haven’t

10. Do you want kids? Yeah, if I do have them I’ll probably aim for one but I might give them a sibling along the way.

11. What do you usually get attracted to in people? (romantic or just in generally or both) Romantically, I get attracted to their aura and the way they act/react. I’m cautious about who I surround myself with because other people’s lives and things ultimately affect how I feel. If my friends are annoyed, I’m annoyed. I try not to befriend/hang around people who get angry often or quickly because that’s one of my peeves, and it just ends up making me angry in the process. Also, this is totally a virgo thing but I look for things in that person that I could help them with? not deliberately, but I just notice like “oh, maybe I could comfort them about that” or “i’m similar to them with this situation, we can lean on each other for that”. relatability and solidarity is something I really like between people romantically or not

mir’s questions~

1. What’s your favorite flavor of ice cream? (shoutout to sicheng ma boy) (shoutout to winwin lol me 2) it’s always been strawberry. I love eating the lil strawberries in the ice cream cause they always tasted better to me than normal strawberries (prob the sugar its been sitting in, majo)

2. If you could achieve one thing without working for it what would it be? unimaginable wealth or maybe fame?

3. A picture that describes your aesthetic? goblin is my whole aesthetic

4. What’s a song that’s always stuck in your head? EH EH DODAECHE NAN WHY WHY WHY MAEIL BAM (listen to i’m serious by day6 and save your life)

5. Do you have a video you always find yourself watching? Which one? there’s this... cursed vine of sungjae from btob where like another member is introducing himself in chinese and they pass the mic to sungjae and he just sTARTS YELLING HIS CHINESE INTRO AND IT’S SO FUNNY??? LIKE I DIE EVERY TIME

6. What’s one thing you love about yourself? (and don’t say nothing bc imma hunt you down bc you gotta love yourself okay bc ily) (pls don’t hunt me down mir) I guess... I really love that I’m a peacemaker. I like that I can be something of a safe haven or a break from the stressful for people. It makes me feel like I have a reason to meet the people I do and do the things I do. 

7. If you could live anywhere in the world where would you live? Why? Paris or Hawaii. Paris because I’ve always loved Paris and have been fascinated with the city for a while, and it just feels like it’d be such a dream to be from there. If not Paris, I would say Hawaii because I think truthfully my soul needs some sun and water. I think living on an island would bring me some peace, and Hawaii just looks like a really nice place to live the rest of your life at

8. If you could spend a full day with your bias what would you do? Where would you go? What would you talk about? Oh boy, it depends on the bias? But I’ll say wang puppy for now. I’d take him to an amusement park because I love amusement parks and we would just go wild on the rides, get wet (if there’s like a mini water park area), eat tasty amusement park food and when the day winds down and the sun is setting, I’ll just sit with him and talk about everything about ourselves. I’d probably get up and dance with him to the music playing in the park and just end the day on a warm, fulfilled note

now, to what you skimmed through all my answers to get to, my q’s!

1. What’s the worst movie/tv show you’ve ever seen, and why?

2. If you could either live as the only person in the world in another garden of Eden (basically, everything is provided for you and grows on its own accord so you can just laze and live) or bring world peace to the world we have now, which would you pick?

3. What song resonates with your soul?

4. You’re given a plane ticket to any place in the world, the entire trip free of charge. Where are you going?

5. Name a bias of yours that you wouldn’t marry. Why?

6. What type of people piss you off?

7. What genre of movie would you think would be the most fun to live in?

8. Do you prefer fantasy or reality?

tagging: @calemiel @marktuansflip @maydayjyp @jingogi @jisoft @laysekai @svthansols @dabguk