#anthony mackie x child!reader

[book-place]

No-No Word

Warnings: cursing, let me know if I missed any :)

Pairings: Chris Evans x daughter reader, Sebastian Stan x reader platonic, Anthony Mackie x reader platonic

Request: heyyy i was just wondering if you'd be willing to write for Chris Evans x daughter!reader maybe??? :)

Request by: Anon

*not my gif*

Summary: Turns out, you’re a lot smarter than Chris would’ve thought

A/N: Posting a couple short fics to get back into writing

Please don’t plagiarize my work, you may reblog if you like but I’m asking that you don’t steal my hard work

“Hey there, sweetheart.” Chris quickly glanced over his shoulder as you waddled into the kitchen area, “How did you sleep?”

You yawned, reaching up to rub your eyes, “Good, dada.”

Your father couldn’t help but allow his grin to widen at the sight of you, merely five years old, drowning in fuzzy pajamas and clutching a stuffed animal under your right arm.

“You up for some pancakes?” Of course, he already knew the answer.

A smile lit up your face, suddenly awake, and you nodded your head vigorously, suddenly wide awake. “Up! Up!” You chanted jumping up and down slightly as you made a grabbing motion towards the blond man.

Chris abandoned the spatchula next to the stove and scooped you up in his arms, peppering kisses on the side of your head and into your hair in a way that emitted joyous giggles from your lips.

He gently set you down on the counter, a healthy distance away from where he was cooking the batter, nodding along as you rambled about something or other and moved back to continue making the two of you breakfast.

“-and then the dog jumped as tall as you daddy!” Your eyes were wide with awe and amazement.

The man chuckled slightly, “Is that so, honey-“ He cut himself off when the spatula slipped from his grasp and landed with a small ‘clang’ onto the floor.

Immediately, he bent down to pick it up, “Oops-“

“Shit!”

Chris snapped to attention, eyes wide and alert as stared at you with a dropped jaw. You just blinked up at him innocently.

“What the- what did you say?” He asked in complete shock, those being the only words he could form at the moment.

Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion for a second before realization lit up your face and you smiled proudly, placing your hands on your hips, “Shit!” You repeated.

“How the- who-“ Your father sputtered.

He had always been extra careful and sure that he never cursed around you and that others he was with didn’t either.

“No, honey,” He finally came to his senses and turned off the stove for a moment as he bent down to be eye level with you, “That’s a bad word, we don’t say that.”

And your eyebrows were furrowed once more, “Shit?”

Chris nodded, “Yes, that’s a no-no word, we don’t say that.”

A pout immediately formed on your lips and you crossed your arms, “But it’s a big kid word, and I’m a big kid!”

He shook his head back and forth, “Where did you even hear it?”

“Uncle Sebby!” You cheered excitedly.

A look of realization dawned on the actor before it was quickly replaced by exhaustion, “Is that so?” He asked as he ran a frustrated hand down his face, knowing Sebatian was about to get a very unhappy call in a few minutes.

You nodded, oblivious to your fathers feelings, “Uh-huh, he said it but told me it was a big kid word, and that I couldn’t say it until I was a big kid.”

“Then why are you saying it now?” He raised a stern eyebrow in your direction.

You grinned, “Because I asked Uncle Anthony later if I was a big kid and he said yes!”

Chris was silent for a moment, and it took everything in him not to burst out in laughter at the brilliance of your statement, how at even such a young age you and figured out a way to get around a rule and still act innocent about the whole thing.

Failing, he let a few chuckles slip through his lips and he picked you up and carried you on his hip, “That’s still a no-no word, no matter what your uncles say. Got it?” He playfully rubbed his nose against your cheek and poked his fingers at your sides, tickling you.

You shrieked with laughter, trying to force yourself away from him, “Okay, okay, daddy! No more tickles! No more tickles!”

[lozzypoz321]

Word count: 2.6k

A/N by @morizoras-cave: this was even more fun than the last fic, loz is so so funny and so so talented and i just feel so comfortable writing with her :) also so many… bad things… happened while we wrote this. I mean it was chaotic.. I hope you enjoy its LONG

A/N by lozzypoz321: this was so much fun to write and I loved it!! Honestly you do not want to know what happened behind the scenes because that was a m e s s. Vic is such and amazing writer and deserves so much love! Hope you enjoy!!

Warnings: bad language!

Sleepover (Collab)

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“Kid, open the door!” your head snapped to the door of your hotel room. You recognised Sebastian’s voice coming from outside. “Open up!”

“I’m coming” you yelled, padding over to the door and opening up. Sebastian and Anthony stood out there. They looked oddly child-like as they stood there with their sleeping bags and dressed in pjs. You snorted. “Well, hello to you too!”

“Don’t laugh, N/n, this is serious.” Anthony said as you walked out, you also dressed in your marvel pjs and with a sleeping bag in hand. Although, you thought, it was hard to take him seriously when he was dressed in Winnie The Pooh slippers.

“Whatever you say, man.”

The entirety of the marvel cast had planned a sleepover on set. It was very secret, apparently. You didn’t know the full story, but they had seemingly asked the directors if they could have an onset sleepover and they’d refused, so someone had to steal a key. It was a whole process, but nonetheless you found yourself on the way to set at around 10:30.

“Is anyone bringing snacks?” you asked. You, Seb and Anthony were walking down the street. You could see the set already. “Damn, I hope so” Anthony mumbled and you all continued walking.

When you got there Elizabeth was standing outside, holding the door open with what you assumed was the stolen key. She ushered you inside. “You’re late and for some reason I’m not surprised.”

Inside all the others were already waiting, the entirety of the cast. Notably, you could see that Robert, Scarlett and Mark had created a pillow fort, and were hiding out in the coziness with a bag of popcorn.

“Welcome, late-comers!” Robert greeted you dramatically, standing up in his Iron Man onesie. “You’ve missed the pizzas. You know, because you’re late!”

“It’s fine, we already ate. Which is why we’re late,” Sebastian pointed nodded to Anthony. You nodded along.

Everyone sat down on a large stretch of couches, blankets and pillows, where Elizabeth had placed a projector pointed to an empty wall of the set. You sat down with Tom (Hiddleston), Sebastian and Mark. It was a rather weird thing to see so many grown men and women (that you had previously had respect for) in their most colourful pjs, but you supposed it was on you to expect any differently from this cast of people.

Chris (Evans) had picked a movie and, unsurprisingly, he picked Iron Man 1. Robert protested for about two seconds, before he let everyone shower him in compliments because that movie was so damn good. “Okay okay, I guess we can watch it if we really have to”

Scarlett lightly laughed and pressed a button on the projector to start the movie after placing the disk inside that Chris (Evans) had brought from his collection at his house. “Where’s the snacks?” You heard Chris (Hemsworth) loudly whisper to Scarlett who sat next to him.

“Ooh do we have popcorn?” You quietly asked Sebastian who nodded and reached across Anthony who was laid next to him to retrieve the salted popcorn that Mark had gotten just for you as he was in charge of the snack committee. Chris (Evans) silently got up, after making sure nobody noticed him (except from you), and crawled across the room in his rapunzel pjs on his hands and knees to reach Robert who was now on the verge of unconsciousness with dribble falling from the side of his mouth. Trying to be discreet, he raised his hands scarily behind him, gaining everybody’s attention in the room except Robert, and suddenly pounced on him in a playful manner.

The man leapt up without warning with wide eyes the size of dinner plates and held his hands up as if he was doing karate in a mode of self defence. Everybody in the room burst out laughing at his reaction, Chris (Evans) reaching for his left pec as he leant back on his knees in a full on belly laugh. “You looked like you were a 6 year old girl” Scarlett laughed out and shook her head towards the man, who was now grumbling as he sat back down on his spot with an abundance of blankets by his side.

“All the snacks are gone” Anthony exclaimed to the cast, making Tom (Hiddleston) look up from the screen and ponder “well we could do something that doesn’t require food” he suggested, making everyone look at him to continue.

“I mean, we could play hide and seek?”

“Oh!” You exclaimed excitedly, one of your first inputs of the night “I’d love to play hide and seek! My dad used to do it with me all the time!”

Your happy demeanour made them all smile as you began explaining how he would hide next to you while your brother tried to find both of you. “Well it’s settled then, we’re playing hide and seek!” Chris (Hemsworth) announced in his Australian accent, before you could be told twice, you jumped up and grabbed Sebastian's hand before racing out of the room, not even giving anybody a second glance.

“Woah, where are we going?” Sebastian chuckled, following your rapid footsteps. “Don’t worry about this, Seb, I’ve the perfect hiding spot!” It was a little bit embarrassing to admit, but every time you entered a new place, you thought about the best hiding spots (in case of an unwarranted game of hide and seek).

You pulled Sebastian into the costume room and shuffled awkwardly into the back. There, you found your masterful hiding place. It was a vent, but not a small one. It was big. Sebastian looked at you in surprise. “Not bad, Y/n.”

You popped the cover right off, catching Sebastian off guard. “I unscrewed it back in February,” you explained and jumped inside. Sebastian seemed to want to question you further, but instead just shrugged to himself and followed you inside, closing the vent cover behind him.

“This really is the perfect place,” he mumbled, voice echoing slightly in the vents. It was pretty cold, but stable. “And hey, didn’t you say that your dad used to hide with you?” He asked while looking around the airy place. “Oh, um, yeah” you said sheepishly, just now remembering the moment in the other room.

“Um- I-I mean, not that you’re my- Like, my dad-” you stammered, blushing at the awkward moment, “Like- My dad is my dad- You’re just- I’m sorry- I didn’t mean to make this awkward, I just-”

“Shut up!” Sebastian hissed suddenly. You looked at him, taken aback. He was staring out the vent covers, and then looked back at you with a grin. He pointed to it silently. Your brows furrowed, and you looked out. You saw Chris in the room, hand holding a flashlight while aiming it around the room, trying to find a sign of anybody. You held your breath.

“I know you’re in here! I can smell your fear!” he yelled trying to act scary. Meanwhile, he just looked kind of goofy in his Disney princess pjs. You saw Sebastian beside you, trying not to laugh. His face was contorted into a forced frown, but a smile still crept up the corners of his mouth. Seeing his face, you started feeling the urge to laugh too.

You both laughed silently, trying so hard to not give away your position to Chris. You were failing miserably.

“I will find you!” Chris said again, and this time Sebastian let out a laugh, immediately clamping a hand over his mouth. His eyes widened and so did yours. Chris stopped moving, snapping his head around furiously. “Who was that? Where are you?”

You saw the moment Sebastian decided to give up on hiding, as he just suddenly started laughing like a maniac. You did too, both of you clutching your stomachs. Chris scoffed and tore the vent cover off, revealing the two of you laughing uncontrollably.

“Come on, guys, it wasn’t that funny!” Chris sighed, but he was wrong, it was definitely that funny. You guys went back to the movie room. Robert, Tom, Scarlett and Anthony had all already been found.

“Welcome to the losers!” Tom grumbled. You both sat down with him and chatted while waiting for the others to turn up. The next was Mark, who had been hiding under a table, and then Elizabeth who wasn’t even trying, but was somehow second last anyway.

Then came the waiting game. Hemsworth, the biggest of you all, the goofiest, and seemingly the easiest to spot, was still at large. Chris was hopelessly searching, but came back every ten minutes with a more and more depressed look on his attractive face.

“I can’t find him!” he admitted finally. There was a collective sigh, and then everyone started searching together, simultaneously calling out “Chris! The aussie one!” Eventually you did find him, crammed behind a couch uncomfortably.

When you finally did, Anthony (as well as several others) seemed to have only grown hungrier, and the need for snacks was larger than ever. “I swear to god if we don’t find food right now I may just quit the job” Anthony swore and huffed as he crossed both his arms over his chest. “That seems a bit dramatic but okay” Scarlett laughed as the ten of you rounded a corner in the building to only come face to face with an abundance of vending machines that everyone used at break and you all had seemingly forgotten about. “Woah” Tom said, impressed at the arrangement.

“Food galore” Elizabeth expressed and was the first one to walk towards, closer to the arrangement, leaving the rest of you by the wall with your jaws dropped. “If I’m sick, don’t blame it on me” you quietly expressed, making Mark laugh from his spot next to you.

Trying not to seem too excited, Anthony ran forward, eyes following each and every item of edible food and drink. “I think you better hurry up” Tom commented from his spot the furthest from you, noticing the way Anthony and Chris were now eyeing your favourite type of chips.

“Umm yeah, that sounds like a good idea”

You, Robert and Sebastian immediately went over to the vending machine that was holding doritos, lays, and other classic chips. “Um, about earlier,” you mumbled to the Romanian man as Robert began to shake the machine with force, hoping something would fall down “I didn’t mean it like that” your cheeks flooded with embarrassment as the memory came flashing back to you.

But before you could start apologising even more, he stopped you and sent a reassuring smile your way “don’t worry about it Y/N, I know what you meant.” He gave your shoulder a small squeeze, before going back to watching Robert yelling at the Doritos to “fall out, you big pussy!”

Before Chris (Evans) and Tom could come over to your side of the room to be responsible adults and make a rational decision, Chris (Hemsworth) had already come bounding over to you and kicked the glass where the chips were held behind. He put full force behind the kick, so it shattered and fell loudly with a crash to the ground.

“Erm. Good idea?”

For no reason at all the situation was just funny to you, so while everyone in the room was stood still shocked (apart from Hemsworth who rocked back and forth on his feet sheepishly) you began to laugh(bitch). “What’s funny? You could literally cut your feet if you move!” Tom exclaimed with wide eyes, “you can’t get hurt we need to return you to your mom the same as we got you!”

Without warning Chris (Evans) ran over to you, making sure to carefully avoid the glass panes. “I’m not getting sued for this shit” he muttered as he picked you up and brought you over to a corner, which was a safe distance away from the wreckage.

“Alright, this has gotten out of hand,” Mark ran a hand through his hair, as he surveyed the broken glass on the floor in distress. Elizabeth nodded. You made eye contact with Scarlett and Anthony, who very clearly didn’t share the same concern that Mark and Elizabeth did. You all giggled quietly.

“But uh, let’s take advantage of the situation, eh?” Chris (Hemsworth) pulled a couple bags of doritos out of the broken vending machine, “Free doritos?” He shook the bags playfully. There was a moment where people seemed to question whether they prioritized their dignity of the free doritos, and it’s fair to say that a large number of them chose the doritos.

You all went back to the movie room, collapsing on your mattresses and blankets, with your snacks. But before any of you could begin to focus on the movie once again, a sudden gasp broke out from across the room. “He has the last bag of Doritos!”

“No I don’t” Hemsworth was quick to deny Elizabeth’s claim but everyone could see the full bag that he had attempted to stuff under his blanket. All of a sudden, Scarlett leapt out of her sleeping bag, trying to reach the chips before he did, but unfortunately all the gym workouts he had been going to (or yoga lessons you weren’t really sure) were paying off, as he held the woman at bay so he could grab the snack and hold it far out of her reach.

“Give it” she grunted and tried to reach past his grip and take the chips for herself, but before she had a chance, Chris (Evans) jumped up from his spot over by Tom and snatched the bag from him, holding a victorious grin on his face. Chris (Hemsworth) pouted angrily at his costar, not bothering to fight back as he knew it would be a losing battle (he was captain America for Christ’s sake). But you had a trick up your sleeve, you wanted those chips and you were going to get them whether it was the last thing you did.

Picking up the pillow beside you, you held it up as a shield as ran forward as fast as you could, taking in the confused expression Chris held in his face before you smashed into his stomach, knocking the air out of your lungs but unfortunately, not his.

He chuckled deeply as you smashed back into the wooden floors groaning as the pain surged through you. “I don’t think that worked as well as you thought it would” Mark commented from his comfortable spot on his mattress.

“No, it really didn’t”

The movie ended, and slowly but surely people started going to bed. There were yawns and stretches around you all bundled together on the floor. You too found yourself growing tired, stuffing yourself into your sleeping bag and getting comfortable.

“Goodnight!” you murmured and those who were awake mumbled it back drowsily. You distinctly heard Sebastian mutter back to you from his sleeping bag “shut up, I’m tired”. You chuckled for the last time that night, as soon sleep overcame you.

Then, at the the crack of dawn, a scream came from the nearest entrance: “WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK-”

And that was the inspiring story of how body searches became a daily routine on set, so the Russos could make sure no one had gotten their grubby hands on an extra key.

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[sapphireplums]

My Yellow

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Pairing: Bucky Barnes x daughter!reader

Description: Y/n influences her father to go out on a date after seeing him flirt with a girl. TFATWS SPOILERS

Warnings: none. Just FLUFF

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“Dad! Dad! Get up!!” You woke up your father since he was screaming from a nightmare.

Bucky shot his body up, ready to attack anything in front of him.

Luckily for you, he cleared his eyes to see that it was you in front of him.

“Oh my god, Y/n are you okay? Oh no, did I do anything?” Bucky was caressing your cheek, checking to see if he hurt you.

“Dad no, no, no don’t worry. You didn’t hurt me. I just woke you up because you were having another nightmare again.”

Bucky sighed then got up from his bed. His phone started to ring and you saw the caller ID.

“Dad, Uncle Sam is calling you again. Can I please answer it? Bucky came out of his room and took his phone out of your hands.

“No.” Was all Bucky said. 

“Aww come on, dad. I miss talking to him. Especially after Uncle Steve-

You shut up after you saw the look on Bucky’s face.

“Sorry dad, I didn’t mean to bring him up.” You felt guilty then held your head down, but you felt a metal hand lift your chin up.

“Hey, doll, don’t worry, I’m not mad at you, okay? I love you.” Bucky gave you a genuine hug and you hugged back.

“Alright we should get some sleep. You really need sleep, dad, so come on.” Bucky nodded then proceeded to go back to sleep.

»»——⍟——««

“Okay, so I guess this is what it’s like at a bar. Didn’t expect my first time at a bar to be with my dad.” You laughed then Bucky playfully slapped the back of your head.

“Yeah well I like how your first time is with me instead of some douche who will take an advantage of you.”

“True, true.” You grabbed your Shirley Temple then took a sip through the straw. 

You couldn't help but notice your dad stare at the bartender and an idea came in your mind, making you smirk.

“Dad, you should ask her out.” Bucky looked at you as if you were crazy and he shook his head no. 

You didn’t listen to him. 

“Hey excuse me.” The bartender looked in your direction and gave you a warm smile.

“Hi, how may I help you.” 

“My dad want’s to take you on a date.” You looked over to your father and couldn’t help but smile at the look he was giving you.

“I’m really sorry about my daughter. She’s like that....sometimes.” Bucky turned to you and playfully glared at you. 

After the bartender turned away, Bucky turned his full attention towards you.

“Y/n, I can’t believe you did that. I used to dance at these things. You gotta warm up. I haven’t danced since 1943.”

“Come on dad, you need a lady in your life.” Bucky turned his attention towards you. 

“I have you, what do you mean. I mean, having a daughter is already enough.”

“Yeah, but I mean you need a lady your age.” Bucky looked at you and you were wondering what you said wrong then it hit you. 

There was nobody Bucky’s age that was alive anymore.

“Ohhh, wait, pretend I didn’t say that.” Bucky laughed then ruffled her hair. 

»»——⍟——««

“Wait, dad, when I said I wanted you to go on a date, I didn’t mean take me with you.” Bucky outsmarted you and he took you on his date. 

“Well, if you wanted me to go, then you’re going to have to play by my rules. Besides, I’m not leaving you home alone.”

You saw the flowers in Bucky’s hands and smiled. 

“Love the whole flowers thing, dad. Boys nowadays wouldn’t even open the door for me.” Bucky looked at his daughter wondering if he heard that right. 

He couldn't believe this generation and the mannerism they had. The world has definitely changed and Bucky knew that.

“Well you better find a good man. Preferably when I’m dead.”

Your eyed went wide, knowing that would be a very long time. 

“Yeah, yeah whatever.” You and Bucky walked into he doors of the bar and a smile grew on your face when you saw your dad give the flowers to Leah. 

“Well, if thats not the most adorably old fashioned thing anyone has done.”

“Sorry, my dad thought it was a good idea to bring me on a date,” you said sarcastically and Bucky grabbed your shoulders squeezing them lightly, making you ticklish. Leah just laughed which made Bucky laugh with relief. 

“Okay so you guys can do your thing and I’ll be in the back doing homework.” You smiled then patted your dad in the back before going to the back of the bar. 

You were smiling that finally Bucky went on a date after 80 years. 

A/N: AHHH SHOULD I MAKE THIS A SERIES WITH THE PLOT OF TFATWS?! I KINDA WANT TO FJDJFHDSJ

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[morizoras-cave]

Bubble Laugh (Request)

Sebastian Stan x gn!child!co-star!reader, CA:CW cast x gn!child!co-star!reader 

Genre: fluff

Request Description: Hey can I request ca:cw cast x child!actress, where the child plays a hydra experiment on the run with sebs character Bucky but the actress is really quiet and shy because she’s the only child on set but then something funny happens like Anthony making fun of Tom and she bursts out laughing and it’s really loud and then end it however you want? 😊💗

Warnings: slight insecurity?

(A/N): sorry i havent gotten much done!! but now i have a bit of time. been wanting to write some tom hardy for a while? but gonna work on some requests first honestly. also, in my spare time i’ve been working on something that might be a worthy series???? but its not an x reader, its stucky, which is quite different from what i usually write. let me know what you think :D so sorry sbout this gif lmao

“And cut! Great scene, guys! Take a break.” 

All your cast mates began to disperse from the set. There’d just been an exhausting fight scene, and everyone’s bones were calling for a chair. You hadn’t fought all that much, mostly waved around with your hands, imitating some magic. 

You bounded over to the coffee station. You’d gotten particularly fond of grabbing one or two sugar cubes and then playing on your phone, or reading a book. 

You reached up and grabbed the sweet squares of delight, and hopped to the couch in the break room. You’d left your book there. You opened it and look down at it in your lap, as you squeezed a sugar cube past lips. 

“I think I’m gonna go fall asleep,” you heard Tom say sheepishly. He was still in his suit, you noted, but it was loosened and hanging awkwardly, meaning he’d probably dashed to the bathroom. 

Robert patted his shoulder comfortingly. Basically the entire cast piled into the break room, spreading out and starting conversations. Sebastian, the one you were undoubtedly closest to (as you and his character were practically on the run together), lay down on the black couch beside you. He gave you smile and rested his eyes. 

You looked at the cast again. You loved being part of it all. You had been so nervous to join. You were afraid your young age and shyness would prevent them from liking you at all. You were wrong. You’d never met better people than them. 

“What are you thinking about, kid?” Sebastian asked, eyes following yours. You felt your cheeks warm at the thought of being caught staring adoringly. You averted your eyes to your book and flipped a page. 

“Nothing,” you squeaked. Sebastian chuckled and shook his head. 

“Then what are you reading?” 

“Uh,” you flipped it to show him the cover, “The Cat Who Came In Off The Roof.” 

“What’s it about?” 

“Uhm.. A cat,” you mumbled and giggled. Sebastian giggled too. “Fair is fair,” he said. Indeed, fair was fair. 

“Mackie, what have I done to you?” Tom’s voice caught both you and Sebastian’s attention. He sounded whiny, but in reality he had a playful smile on his lips.

“Man, what haven’t you done?” Anthony was pretend-angry. You couldn’t see it on his face like Tom. You always thought that the bit between them was funny. You smiled.

“List one thing I’ve done to you!” 

“You’re a little narcissist, is what you are!”

“But-”

“Zip it, Holland!” 

The cast (who were all listening discretely) broke into laughter at the twos unending bickering. You were struggling to hold your laughter. You were trying to let it out quietly, so no one would look at you, so you’d just be another person laughing, but the more you tried to hold it back, the more you felt the urge to burst into it.

So you did.

About 3 seconds after everyone else stopped laughing, you made probably the loudest sounds the cast had ever heard you make. You wheezed, and broke into uncontainable laughter, doubling over.

Sebastian looked at you strangely. In fact, everyone was looking at you, a little shocked and amused at the same time. Anthony and Tom exchanged glances. 

“Are you- Are they? Is Y/n okay?” Chris asked and he himself was giggling. None of them had ever heard you say more than a couple of words at a time, and it was always so low, it could be a whisper. Not now, though.

You shook your head, feeling Sebastian’s hand on your back. “I’m sorry!” you calmed yourself, only to laugh once more. “That was.. That was really funny.” 

No one answered you for a moment. You felt yourself getting uncomfortable, knowing you were probably too loud and weird. You focused instead on your book, bristling under their gazes.

“I’m sorry, it’s just- I- We’ve never heard you say anything that loud, outside acting,” Sebastian could tell you were uncomfortable. You looked up at him shyly, smiling sheepishly. 

“You should laugh like that normally, it’s a huge confidence booster!” Anthony joked and everyone giggled again. 

“No,” you mumbled, and honestly only Sebastian could hear you, “It’s too loud.” 

Sebastian looked at everyone else and smiled knowingly. He wrapped his arm around your shoulder and ruffled your hair, to which you protested with a groan. 

“Y/n, you should be loud whenever the hell you want. In fact, I only want you to laugh like that. I need the good energy,” he said, releasing you finally. 

“Whatever-” you begun, but before you could brush it off, he said:

“I’m serious.” 

He was looking in your eyes, which just made you shy again. 

“Alright,” you whispered, “I will.” 

Sebastian high fived you, and then jumped up from the couch. 

A set worker soon came back and directed everyone back to set. You almost immediately felt more comfortable. They didn’t laugh at you. They liked your laugh. In other words, they liked you being more loud. 

From then on, every time something made you laugh, you never held back your real laugh. You always just let it go, and soon enough you could see, that when you weren’t hiding yourself out of shyness, people actually accepted the real you, and it made it so much easier to feel like you were good enough to not hide away. 

As you grew up, you always found yourself looking back at the Civil War movie, as the time where you gained your confidence. And it was all thanks to them. :)

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[cumonmebucky]

Summer of 1983 - 2.

Chapter 2 – flowers & sunshine.

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“Hi doll, name’s Bucky” He says with a smug smile plastered on his face, his eyes curve into a reassuring gaze. His steel blue eyes thunder, reflecting the emerald of the lake, his rich brown tousles are slicked back. His Greek god physique glimmers golden, as though the sun favors him above all. Sam and Steve snicker far off and go along splashing in the water like old geezers.

You slide off your headphones, a shy blush creeping up on your face. “Hey Bucky” you say, shifting uncomfortably under his piercing gaze that seems to leave you all brazen. “Y/N” you muster up the courage to say, his smile seems to curve into a bright one. “A pretty lady with a pretty name, you’re new here, doll?”

You bashfully nod, feeling a bit embarrassed at the way the nickname rolls off his tongue.

“Relax, doll, I am not interrogating you” he says mistaking your shyness for nervousness. “What’re you listening to, doll?”, he slowly emerges out of the water and sits next to you in the warm grass. You hand him your headphones, he takes one of the speakers and brings it near his ears.

“Ilene Woods? What kind of a hopeless romantic are you?” he teases you, chuckling a bit.

“Oh, come on, it’s a great song” you say snatching the headphone away from him. “I thought you were a Kitty Kallen type of a gal, doll” he says and you remember the infamous saxophone of ‘It’s been a long, long time’.

“Well, you look like a Frank Valli and The Four Seasons type of a guy” you retort to which he replies, “you’re right, I can’t take my eyes off of you, baby”. You laugh softly at his pun, “and you call me a hopeless romantic? You’re a funny guy, Bucky.”

“Well, that’s what the ladies say” he chuckles along with you, his eyes shifting from yours to his friends across him. You smile at him and then look over to Peter losing his mind over a rock with a few kids. “You with him, doll?”

“No, I just met him at Uncle Tony’s” you say, turning back to look at Bucky again, he turns a bit pale, laughing nervously. “You’re Tony’s niece?” he questions, his hands trembling a bit and his mouth drying up with uneasiness.

“Nope, he’s really good friends with my mum” you say, popping the ‘p’, Bucky sighs, almost relieved hearing that. “He’s my godfather, do you know him?”.

Bucky gulps, he has truly dug his own grave, he was really just hitting on ‘Tony Stank’s’ goddaughter for fucks sake. “yeah, him and I aren’t really on good terms, doll” he gets up and sits a fit away from you.

For some reason, you almost frown seeing Bucky shift away from you, missing his warmth in a second, besides, you just met him and you’re old enough to know about strangers. “So, what else do you listen to, Bucky?”

He looks up to meet your eyes and for a second, he wishes he should have never approached you in the first place, because your smile only intrigues him more. “I have a lot of cassettes back home, you wanna come over and check em out, doll?” He lets the sentence slip out of his mouth faster than he could think.

Strangers. You were almost about to say yes, but before you did, you let your sanity get you first, beware of strangers. But then again, Bucky doesn’t seem like a dangerous person, and you would hate to put him down. “I’ll think about it, Bucky.” You say, reassuringly squeezing his hand.

He smiles at you and then sees his friends approaching him from the corner of his eyes. “Alright then, see you soon, doll” he says getting up and dusting the sand off his shorts. You see two people walking towards Bucky and assume there his friends.

Bucky gives you a wink, and then motions that he’s leaving. You shyly nod, mouthing a small “bye”. “Come on man, you’re not going to introduce me to the beautiful lady-“, Bucky jokingly hits his friend in the head, making you chuckle a bit. “Shut up, Sam”.

“Oh and, if you think of coming to check out some cassettes, I live at the main town, near Okoye’s café, Wanda-Vision residential complex, third floor, room 14” Bucky says and leaves with his friends. You memorize the address, and then as how Bucky and his friends drive off in his 1956 dodge convertible.

bucky, steve, and sam, third person pov.

“So how did it go, buck?” Steve nudges Bucky with his elbow, making the other smirk. “great” He said, his hands on the steering wheel. “Give us the deets, man” Sam said, making the blond snort. “I called her over to my apartment “ he says and Sam cheers “and that is the charm of Sergeant Barnes.” making Steve chuckle.

“As true as that would be, I called her over to check out some cassettes”.

“Wait. You called her over to check out cassettes and that’s, that’s it?” Sam inquired, making the brunette roll his eyes. “what do you mean “that’s it”, that’s a lot”

“and besides, Stark’s her godfather”

back to normal pov. You call out Peter’s name, and he turns to face you, a few little kids surround him. “I think we should go back now”. He nods and lets the kids play with the rocks they made him dig up. He runs to the bicycles, “Last one to reach has to hear Mr.Stark rant about the coffee beans in the sink” . Before you could answer, he started rushing and you couldn’t say no to a small little game.

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[just-ames]

❝It was in fact scripted.❞

Summary: The Russo’s didn’t place it in the casts’ script that y/n, a six year old playing Morgan Stark , was going to swear in a scene. 

Genres: Fluff 

Pairings: Marvel Cast x Child Reader

Warnings: Swearing? Duh. 

The scriptwriters wanted you to swear in a scene for a small laugh. They all unanimously agreed it would’ve been funny if Tony Stark’s daughter would swear at least once in the movie. The Russo Brothers reluctantly asked your parents if you could do so and they, (un)fortunately, said yes. 

They didn’t add it to the script in anyone's copy but yours. They said they wanted “genuine” reactions from them in quotation marks.

So before the scene, they quickly explained to you that you can’t say that word, specifically oh shit, after filming. You agreed, not really knowing why it was a big deal. It’s just a word you thought.

“Okay everyone! Positions!” Jo said, clapping his hands, hurrying everyone up.

Scarlett, RDJ, Don, Jeremy, Chris H and E, Gwyneth, Brie, Mark and you went into your places. 

You sat on Gwyneth’s lap as she started playing with your hair. Jo sat down in his chair and Anthony clapped the clapperboard indicating you were rolling.

-

“He’s still got the stones so-” “So let’s get him.” Brie said cutting Don from his sentence. 

“Just like that?” Mark asked sounding exasperated. “Yeah, just like that.” Evans replied.

“Even if there’s a small chance we can do this, we owe it to everyone who’s not in this room to try.” Scarlett said, with tears threatening to leave her eyes.

You shuffled around Gwyneth’s lap, trying to look uncomfortable and worried. Gwyneth started rubbing your back acting as if she was comforting you.

“If we did, how do we know this isn’t going to end differently than it did before?” Mark asks. 

“Because before you didn’t have me.” Brie replied. Everyone turned to look at her. Don crossed his arms. “Hey. New girl, everybody in this room is about that superhero life.” He paused. “And if you don’t mind me asking, where the hell have you been all this time?” 

You perked up, or at least in your mind, it was almost your line. 

“There are a lot of other planets in this universe.” Brie replied standing her ground. “And unfortunately they didn’t have you guys.” She finished. 

You saw the camera pan toward you.

 “Oh shit...” you mumbled. The microphone in your outfit making it loud enough for everyone to hear.

“Language-” Chris improvised before abruptly turning to your direction. Everyone looked at you astounded. Mark and Jeremy’s eyes were huge, Don had his jaw falling, Brie was frozen, Robert and Hemsworth were confused and Scarlett looked flabbergasted. You heard Lizzie’s small gasp behind the cameras and Mackie trying to stifle his laugh. 

You looked at them with an “innocent confused” face (that you were told to do). “What..?” You asked tilting your head slightly. Gwyneth turned your face a bit to make her look at you. “Sweetie, what did you say?” She asked as if she just imagined what she heard. “Oh shit?” You replied. You briefly saw Mackie falling onto Sebastian and Lizzie’s hand flying over her mouth. 

“Bubs, Who taught you that word?” Scarlett said softly, making you avert your eyes from Gwyneth to her. You pointed your chin towards Robert remembering the Russo Brothers telling you “If they ask, blame it on Tony- or well Robert. Okay?”

Everyone stared at Robert. “Robert!” Scarlett said flailing her arms up. “Why did you teach her swear words?!” He raised his hands in defense. “Hey! I have a smaller potty mouth than most of you guys! It could’ve been Lizzie for all we know!” Robert pointed behind the cameras. You heard a faint “Hey!” from Lizzie before you heard Anthony Russo say “Cut Cut Cut!”

Anthony and Jo walked towards you and you hi-fived them. You let out a laugh “You were right! Their reactions would be funny!”

Robert was letting out incoherent words. “Uh-  Are we going to forget that a baby just swore?” He said. “I what?” You asked. 

Lizzie walked towards you. “Do you know what that word means y/n?” she asked. You shook your head “No, it was scripted.” You said hopping out of Gwyneth’s lap. 

“It was what?!” You heard Scarlett shout. All heads turned to the Russo’s as if asking if it was true,

“It was in fact scripted.” Jo said. 

“And you blamed it on me!” Robert said putting his hands up, faking hurt. You let out a giggle “Sorry!”.

After a bit of talking and explaining, everyone reshot the scene since RDJ and Scarlett broke characters. It was also partly because of the gasps and laughing heard from Seb, Mackie and Lizzie in the back. 

Afterwards The Russos had to handle the parents of the cast glaring at them for making a child swear. 

- 📕 ames

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𝙼𝙰𝙸𝙽 𝙼𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚃

Last updated: 12th January 2022

💯 super great fic║⭐️ chef’s kiss

❆ Get Popcorn by @slytherinchevy

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Scarlett Johansson, Elizabeth Olsen, Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: Reader’s script is missing a page. The most important page—one which involves a kissing scene with Tom Holland.

❆ The Marvel Cast Treating Y/N As Their Own Child by @lovemarvelcast0105

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Robert Downey Jr., Scarlett Johansson, Elizabeth Olsen x Reader

Summary: In which the reader is treated like the Marvel casts’ own child.

❆ Being a High School Student on a Marvel Set by @itsallyscorner 💯

Summary: Being a high school student while being a Marvel actress at the same time is hard, but it gets easy because the casts are there to help you.

❆ Star Struck by @rae-is-typing 💯

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Anthony Mackie & (Hints of NON-PLATONIC) Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: Reader meets Spiderman a.k.a Tom Holland for the first time and he’s star struck.

❆ Memories Last Forever by @morizoras-cave

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Paul Rudd, Sebastian Stan, Tom Holland, Chris Pratt x Reader

Summary: In an interview your co-stars gush over your talent and awesomeness, and reflect on all the good memories from set.

❆ Stackie Sandwich by @itsallyscorner 💯

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Anthony Mackie & (Hints of NON-PLATONIC) Sebastian Stan x Reader

Summary: Reader gets squished in the sofa by the two beefy men at Comic Con.

❆ Praise Unheard Of by @morizoras-cave

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Jake Gyllenhaal x Reader

Summary: You and Jake have grown close while filming together for a new movie. You have a very jokey friendship, and you keep it lighthearted most of the time. Although, in a certain interview Jake mentions how much he admires you, and as someone who hasn’t heard that from anyone before, you can’t help but cry about it.

❆ The Runt by @morizoras-cave

Summary: Headcanon of how each Marvel actors and actresses would treat the reader, the youngest Avenger.

❆ Little Coworker by @morizoras-cave 💯

Summary: Reader is so young yet she has been in numerous movies with some of the Marvel actors and they were so happy when they get the chance to reunite with her again at the Avengers movie.

❆ We’re Family by @marvelgiggles

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Chris Hemsworth, Robert Downey Jr. x Reader

Summary: Evans, Hemsworth and Downey finds out that the reader has a crush and forced her to tell them about him!

❆ No Harm Done by @marvelgiggles

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans & Robert Downey Jr. x Reader

Summary: Downey acts like the reader’s adoptive father and asks all the Marvel casts not to prank her, but what happens when the reader teases Chris Evans about his favorite sports team?

❆ Show and Tell by @snarky--starky 💯

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Robert Downey Jr., Scarlett Johansson, Chris Evans, Mark Ruffalo x Reader

Summary: Reader surprises the MCU cast with a hidden talent on The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon.

❆ [Untitled] by @culturebay 💯

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Anthony Mackie, Sebastian Stan x Reader

Summary: Reader is the youngest cast of Civil War and is really close to Evans, Stan and Mackie.

❆ Meeting the Cast by @afictionaladventure16

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Scarlett Johansson, Chris Evans, Tom Hiddleston, Sebastian Stan, Anthony Russo x Reader

Summary: Reader plays young Black Widow and Scarlett introduces her to the other Marvel casts.

❆ Come On, Little Lady, Give Us A Smile by @afictionaladventure16 ⭐️

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Anthony Mackie, Sebastian Stan x Reader

Summary: Evans, Mackie and Stan saves you from a creepy paparazzi.

❆ Lost in Disney World by @afictionaladventure16

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Anthony Mackie, Sebastian Stan x Reader

Summary: Reader is left with Anthony in Disneyland and he lost her.

❆ The Baby by @mellowavengersstuff

Summary: You are the youngest member of the Marvel cast.

❆ Besties4Life by @mellowavengersstuff

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Sebastian Stan, Anthony Mackie x Reader

Summary: Breakups are always hard. Luckily, you have friends to sort you out.

❆ Beach Day by @mellowavengersstuff

Summary: Imagine having a beach day with the Marvel cast.

❆ The First Ever Press Conference by @mellowavengersstuff

Summary: Press with even the world mightiest heroes still freaks you out.

❆ Prank Master, huh? by @mschrisaholic

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Robert Downey Jr., Chris Hemsworth, mentions of Elizabeth Olsen and Mark Ruffalo, (NON-PLATONIC) Chris Evans x Reader

Summary: Before you and Chris started dating, Chris had pulled a prank on you. This happened when you’ve just started joining the set of Avengers. You were so terrified of the fact that you’re a part of them. RDJ’s face fear you the most when you’re filming and you realized it was all a prank planned by Chris.

❆ How I Think the Marvel Cast Would React To You Falling Asleep in Their Arms by @lovemarvelcast0105

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Robert Downey Jr., Chris Evans, Chris Hemsworth, Sebastian Stan, Tom Holland, Anthony Mackie, Tom Hiddleston, Elizabeth Olsen, Scarlett Johansson, Brie Larson, Hayley Atwell x Reader

Summary: The title is pretty self-explanatory, right?

❆ Quiz by @borkkybarnes

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Sebastian Stan, Chris Evans x Reader

Summary: You’re at the BuzzFeed studio for the promo of your next film with Sebastian and Chris and you have to take the “Do you belong with Chris Evans or Sebastian Stan” Quiz.

❆ Brother From Another Mother by @morizoras-cave

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: It’s chaotic when Tom and the reader who has brother-sister relationship is put together on a press tour.

❆ Baby’s First Heartbreak by @itsallyscorner 💯

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Scarlett Johansson & Elizabeth Olsen x Reader

Summary: The reader, youngest cast member of the Avengers, experiences her first heartbreak.

❆ Trespasser by @morizoras-cave

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Jake Gyllenhaal & Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: Jake and Tom gets super protective at the reader after being inappropriately touched by someone at the red carpet.

❆ Persistent by @morizoras-cave 💯

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Robert Downey Jr., Mark Ruffalo, Sebastian Stan, Anthony Mackie, Winston Duke x Reader

Summary: The reader and some of the male Marvel actors goes to the mall where a guy keeps hitting on the reader when she politely declines him. The guys take action.

❆ Baby Don’t Cry by @forever-more-never-again

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Sebastian Stan, Anthony Mackie, Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: Chris accidentally hurts the reader while doing a stunt which left the male actors worried when the reader became unconscious.

❆ Sexualization by @morizoras-cave

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Tom Hiddleston x Reader

Summary: Reader was asked sexist and dirty questions by an interviewer and Tom Hiddleston stepped up to defend her.

❆ Don’t Apologize by @morizoras-cave

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Anthony Mackie, Sebastian Stan x Reader

Summary: Reader suddenly cries when the interviewer decides to attack her with a lot of questions.

❆ I Don’t Owe You a Goddamn Thing by @afictionaladventure16

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Scarlett Johansson, Elizabeth Olsen, Brie Larson x Reader

Summary: In which the female casts stands up for each other when faced with sexist questions on an interview.

❆ [Untitled] by @lovers-in-japan-reign-of-love

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Chris Evans, Sebastian Stan, Anthony Mackie, mentions of other Avengers cast x Reader

Summary: A guy kept on eyeing the reader creepily on a dinner together with the whole cast.

❆ The End? by @lovemarvelcast0105 💯

Summary: You’re part of the Marvel cast and you’ve grown up with them. Now you’re promoting Endgame and you can’t hold back your tears.

❆ Survival by @writersblog20

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Sebastian Stan, Chris Evans, Tom Hiddleston, mentions of other Avengers casts x Reader

Summary: There was a terrorist attack in the building the reader was on, the boys were panicked when they saw her stabbed.

❆ Obsessive by @morizoras-cave

Pairings: (PLATONIC) Tom Holland x Reader

Summary: A super creepy fan gets too close to the reader and Tom is ready to protect his ‘little sister’.

[dangerousstrawberryshark]

Just a Memory

A/n: Hello, my 🍓Little Strawberries🍓! I hope y’all like this fic! I tried to find a GIF of him crying, and this was the best I could find.

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Male reader. Anthony Mackie x Male reader

Rating: PG-13

Requested?; Yes or no? Requested by @buckyshusband0

Warnings: cheating, sad boi moments, fighting (not physical), cursing, Sebastian cheating on the reader, and the reader ends up with someone else.

Word Count: 1.8k

Summary: Sebastian was just a memory after what he did to you. You move on, but he decides to suddenly come back into your life.

I hope you’ll enjoy it! Sorry if it’s bad! And for any errors that are found.

If you like this and wanna read more, you can go to my masterlist.

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M/N: Male name

C/n: Child’s name

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“Daddy, daddy, can I get this!” C/n said, jumping up and down while pointing at a toy. You sighed at them, pushing the shopping cart forward while listening to the music playing in the Walmart. “I’m sorry, baby. It's almost Christmas, you’ll get all the toys you want.”

Your little kid was upset. “Don’t be like that, or Santa give you anything this year,” you said, the kid changed his attitude quickly. “I’m a good boy!” they said, crossing their arms and pouting. You chuckled at them before putting something into the cart.

“Your father should be in the next aisle,” you said, pushing the cart forward, trying not to run over people. They got excited and ran into the next aisle, “FATHER!” you could hear him yelling for Anthony Mackie, your husband of 6 years.

Anthony smiled and picked up the small child with his strong arms. “How is my favorite darling? Where is your other father?” Anthony tickled the young kid, they were laughing at the sensation. You smiled at the two of them. The kid wasn’t yours, Anthony divorce his wife and had full custody of the kid.

“There’s your father! He’s coming this way.” Anthony said, pointing you out as you pushed the shopping cart full of Christmas stuff and food. Anthony put the small child and told them to stay in place. “How's my baby boy doing?” He said in a deep, husky voice. No matter how times he does it, he can stay make you blush. Anthony wrapped his arms around and you pulled you closer to him, pressing his lips against yours.

“Anthony! We’re in public and not in front of the kid!” you said, clearly embarrassed, the small child making a disgusted face at the kiss. “Eww, kisses are gross!” you both laugh at them as they look away, sticking their tongue out.

While you and Anthony were talking about what was left on the list, C/n decided to be mischievous and ran off somewhere. “Alright, C/n-” you said, turning to C/n, but they weren’t there. Before arriving at the store, you told them to not runoff.

“Oh, my God. Anthony, would you be a dear and stay here while I go get, C/n?” you said, Anthony nodded his head before getting on his phone. You knew where C/n would be, the toy aisle. And wouldn’t you know it, there they were.

“C/n, you need to stop running off! Who knows what could’ve happened to you!” this wasn’t the first time they ran off, but it stills scares you knowing that your child could disappear without a trace. “Sorry, daddy! I just wanna look at the toys again!” you smiled at him before placing a kiss on their forehead.

“M/n? Is that really you?!” It was a familiar voice. A voice you haven’t heard in 10 years. The voice belongs to a man that caused your heart to break. The voice of a man that you thought you could trust. In the end, he broke his promise.

You turned around to face the man. “Sebastian?”

You couldn’t believe what you were seeing. Your sister, who you loved dearly, showed you something. It was a video of Sebastian and his ex having sex. You thought Sebastian didn’t show her anymore, but you were wrong.

(Your sister isn’t a bitch in this. Just putting that out there.)

That’s why he hasn’t been around lately. He was with her. He would always find an excuse, he even missed y’all anniversary. You tried to pretend that you weren’t hurt, but pretending was only eating you from the inside.

You looked at the engagement ring of your hand. It glowed in the light as the sun’s rays bounced off of it. “It was all a lie. He never truly loved me,” you said, tears leaking out the tear ducts. You had enough with him. You gave him all your attention, love, and virginity, you weren’t going to stay for this.

Timeskip (I went over the top on the screaming)

You heard the door open, he always comes home late. You sat in the living room just staring at the TV screen. “Hey, baby boy… what are you doing?” Sebastian said, confused. He would usually come home and sleep with you in bed, but you were waiting for him.

“Why are you home late?” you said, the same question you ask him, but he’ll always respond with, “Work late.” bullshit. He sighs, but before he could say anything, you butted in. “Or, you were fucking that slut of an ex-girlfriend?!” you said with venom in your voice.

Sebastian froze in his place. ‘How did he find out?’ he was beginning to panic. You scoffed at him and his reaction. “My dear sister recorded you having sex with your ex! I-... I THOUGHT YOU WERE THE ONE!” you said before yelling at him.

Sebastian never have seen you this angry, but he deserved it. “How long? Tell me, how long has this been going on?!?” you said, now getting up from your seat to face him. Waiting for his response. “About… half a year…” he said, ashamed.

You couldn’t believe that he was going behind your back for half a year. “Half a year. HALF A FUCKING YEAR! I trusted you! I gave you everything! My attention, love, even my fucking virginity, and you go behind my back with your ex?!” Sebastian stayed quiet as you ranted on, he couldn’t say anything to make the situation better.

“You even propose to me! Was I not enough for you?! Did I not satisfy your sexual desires? Why? I WANT YOU TO FUCKING TELL ME WHY!!” you screamed at the top of your lungs. Sebastian stayed quiet. He didn’t know why. That was enough to tell you.

“That’s it, I’m leaving,” you said, Sebastian’s eyes widen. He didn’t want you to leave. “Please, don’t! Give me a second chance! I won’t cheat on you again! Please, please, I won’t do it again.” Sebastian begged it was his turn to cry.

“I don’t give second chances to cheaters. You shouldn’t have done it from the beginning! Nobody puts a gun to your head and tells you to cheat. It was your decision! I’ll be back in the morning to get my stuff.” you said, opening the door and leaving. Sebastian stayed in place as he fell to his knees, crying.

Timeskip

It's been 5-months since the break-up. When you returned to get your belongings, Sebastian was waiting for you and begging you to stay. You didn’t listen to him and you took off the engagement ring and threw it at him. Your last words to him were, “Go marry that whore.”

You didn’t feel sad but empty and numb. You thought you weren’t going to find someone else like him until you met Anthony, one of Sebastian’s co-stars. He knew the situation you were in and wanted to help.

Throughout the 2-years, you and Anthony started to develop feelings for each other. Anthony recently got a divorce and confessed his feelings to you. You accepted his feelings and 2 years, you both got married.

Anthony made you forget the man who broke your heart. Everything about him was just a memory. Until today.

!You turned around to face the man. “Sebastian?”

You couldn’t believe your eyes, Sebastian was right in front of you. He looked the same 10-years ago other than his beard growing out. You looked different since Sebastian last saw you. You were more hot and handsome.

His happiness of seeing didn’t last for. He notices a kid and a wedding ring on your finger. He was too late. “Uh… hey, baby- I mean, M/n,” Sebastian said, catching himself from saying, baby boy. He was so used to calling you that, but now, that was different.

“Hey, Sebastian,” you said, putting the child behind you. The air between you two was thick and full of tension. After a long pause, Sebastian speaks. “So, how's everything been? Who’s the lucky guy?” he was jealous of you being with someone else, but he had no right to be.

“Everything is going amazing! I met a wonderful guy and got married to him!” Sebastian poked his cheek in jealousy. “Daddy, how is that?” the young child said, pulling at your shirt.

“Oh, he’s just… a… old friend,” you said, Sebastian, for some reason, felt hurt by your words. “Go back to your father, okay? I’ll be there in a few moments.” the child complied and ran back to Anthony.

After C/n left, Sebastian spoke. “Look, m/n, I’m sorry, I’m so fucking sorry.” He was already crying, but you weren’t fazed by it. “I know you’re sorry, but sorry doesn’t fix a damn thing,” you said.

“I know it's been 10-years, but I moved on, and you need to. At this point, you’re just a memory to me.” You both stay quiet. Some people were being nosy and looked in the direction of the argument.

“Now, I need to back to my child and husband. Someday, I’ll forgive, Sebastian,” you said before returning to your family. Sebastian stands there, thinking about everything. He was most happy with you, yet he ruined it all. He misses your warmth, smiles, and laughter, another man gets to receive and get all that affection.

If he could go back in time, he wouldn’t cheat on you. Maybe in an alternate universe, you both got married and had kids.

THE END.

A/N: I haven’t written a fic in so long! Also, I’ll be sure to get the Deadpool x MR x Steve Rogers fic done! Anyways, bye my 🍓Little Strawberries🍓!

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The magic of Disney

Chris Evans x reader

Summary: Chris heard that you’ve never been to Disneyland so after the movie was finished ( you were new in the marvel cast) he made it his mission to give you the best Disney experience you could get. You’ve grown close while filming…. Maybe Disney give you both that last magic that you both needed….

Warnings: fluff and a lot of Disney fun!

Words: 2,5k

A/N: I’ve never been to Disneyworld in California so if there are mistakes, my bad! And I’ll probably make another Disney fic because why not.

 “Y/N, are you coming?” Chris jumped around you like a child which made you chuckle. The cast just rolled there eyes but it really was adorable. Tom Holland, Anthony Mackie, Sebastian Stan, RDJ, Chris Hemsworth and Tom Hiddleston came along too.

He pulled on your shirt almost dragging you along to the bus that would let you to the park itself. You were actually just as excited but Chris was just too adorable at the moment so that was the only thing you could focus on. You just checked in in the hotel you would be staying in and you would share a room with Chris. You were totally okay with that. You had a big, BIG crush on the man and it wouldn’t be the first time you had slept together. Not in a sexual way but in between takes they would both find you cuddled up together sound asleep. After that you grew closer and closer to each other. You would have movie nights at your place and at his place. That would always lead to you both spending the night together. So when he heard that you’ve never been to Disneyland (or world) it became his mission to give you the experience of a lifetime there because you deserved it!

You sat next to Chris on the bus and he really acted like a child but it was so adorable and cute. Seb was just making videos for insta teasing Chris and also Tom Holland of course along side with Anthony. Chris told you all the stories about the rollercoaster and the other attractions that he thought you would love. It really made you feel so loved. You couldn’t wipe the smile of your face and obviously you got teased for that but you couldn’t care less.

Once arrived at the park Chris took your hand and dragged you along which made everyone laugh and tease the both of you for being “such a lovely couple”. It was obvious to them that you both liked each other more than just friends. Everyone but the two of you. you checked in with the bracelets and walked in. Chris was no longer dragging you around but didn’t let go of your hand either. It just felt so natural. He walked along side of you pointing to things. Seb and RDJ were secretly taking pictures of the two of you. “hey we should go to the avengers campus! That would be so fun!” Anthony said. Tom Holland jumped at the idea and everybody thought that would be a good idea.

You walked towards the campus with security around you, while people were taking photographs. First you saw Thor and you could see that he was trying to keep it together but of course the real Thor, Chris Hemsworth, was there it. You went around the campus and took photographs with every avenger character. After that you all got in the ride of guardians of the galaxy and the new Spiderman ride. Tom was so excited it was very cute to see.

The others wanted to get to a different section of the park while Chris took your hand. “ We’ll catch up to them, don’t worry. I have some things for you to see.” He told you with a smile. You nodded and went the other way. “Bye lovebirds, see you soon!” Anthony yelled which made you both laugh.

You walked with Chris around the park and he pointed out so many things and you took so many selfies together that you could at least last a year with. He took you to some of his favorite rides it was amazing. You both took pictures with other characters for fun. You had the time of your life and almost skipped like a child through the park, still holding onto Chris, who looked adoringly at you.

He took you to a little quieter ride and it was really romantic. He asked the workers there if you could be alone on this ride (without your knowledge). You sat close to each other and this time you pointed things out for him to see. He looked slowly to where you would point to and then back to you.

This was the time he wanted to make a move on you but the amount of butterflies you gave him in that very moment made him chicken out. He looked down to his lap and up. he was at least very happy that you could let your inner child out and had no worries on your mind right now, so he took that for a win. He didn’t notice that he was staring at you with a loving smile. “Chris you okay?” you asked him while looking a little concerned. “mhm? Oh yeah I’m fine. Great actually.” He sort of lied but you were to excited to notice. You gave him a kiss on his cheek which made him blush profoundly. “Thank you for taking me here! I love it!” he smiled proudly at you. “everything for you princess” you felt flustered with the nickname but smiled.

You got out of the ride  and looked at the picture that was taken in the ride. It was the moment you kissed Chris’s cheek. “I love that picture!” You bought it for the both of you as a hanger and went your way again. Chris was now thinking of more possibilities where he could tell you how he felt. Maybe in that ride, or I can tell her while we play a game or…  his head was in an overdrive, until you took his hand and he snapped out of it. One of the may things he liked about you was that you could quiet his anxiety. You helped him a lot with that actually, and it made his heart burst with more love than anyone could even dream of.

Chris walked to the games with you and you played some games while fans were taking pictures and videos of you two. He never saw you smile this brightly and it distracted him every time. “Step up your game Evans! You’re losing!” you playfully told him. “oh now it’s on Y/L/N!”  he won with far more point than you but he got you one of the biggest plushy bear he could find. You gave him a big hug and you heard the fan go awe. You giggled and left again to go on more rides. After an hour he wanted you to try some of the best food he ever had in Disney. “Here try this one” he told you after shoving his drink towards you. You giggled and took a sip. “Oh man this is really good.” He chuckled at your happiness.

You took more rides until it became dark. He wanted you to see the show with the fireworks so he got the best place he could get. He stood behind you and placed his arms around you and rested his head on your shoulder. It just felt so right and good that he didn’t care who saw. Chris was always an affectionate man and you never mind. Not at all in fact. The show started and you looked your eyes out while Chris pointed things out to you while holding you close to his body.

After the show he took you to the candy store and he saw you getting everything you wanted he just stood there for a moment looking how carelessly and untroubled you looked. He felt himself chuckle to himself and could feel his heart flutter. Man he was falling really hard for you. Nobody could wipe that smile off of his face. After admiring you he walked up towards you and pointed out different candy’s that he thought you would like. You walked towards the cashier and wanted to pay until Chris gently pushed you aside and gave you a wink. “No, Chris. It’s too much really, let me.” Chris didn’t budge at all and paid with a big grin. “If you feel really bad about it than we share” he told you with yet another wink. You smiled and gave him once again a big hug and a kiss on his cheek while he got the bags. “thank you so much! You really didn’t have to do that.”  “I know. But I wanted to sweetheart.” He told you as he looked into your eyes. “You make a lovely couple! I hope that one day I get a relationship like this!” The cashier told the both of you and you looked at her shyly. You felt your cheeks heat up but got anxiety of what Chris would say. “Thank you.” was all he said with a bright smile which made you a little confused but you didn’t want to make it uncomfortable so you just kept your mouth shut.

You walked with the big teddy in your arms and Chris with the bags. He slowly took your hand in his while you walked towards the bus. You both held hands the entire day but this felt different. You looked up at him in surprise and he still had that loving smile. “This okay?” he asked you. “Very much so.” You told him feeling shy again. You saw the cast at the bus and they all had a bright smile on their faces once they saw you both. They knew Chris liked you a lot and knew he wanted to make a move but he shook his head once you couldn’t see it. they frowned at him. They knew he chickened out because they also knew that you liked him a lot.

Sebastian patted his back once you got in the bus. “Maybe tomorrow.” He told Chris. “yeah, I just need to survive tonight since we’re sleeping in the same room.” He nodded. “Maybe you can make a move there, or just see how it goes. Just follow your feeling because I know she likes you a lot as well. look how happy you made/ make her!” Sebastian told him and Chris thought about it. “Thank you. I’ll see how it goes.” Sebastian nodded and let Chris in the bus. Of course he went to take a seat next to you. he saw that you were very tired.

“Thank you Chris, I can’t wait till tomorrow. You really made this perfect. Thank you” you told him tiredly. “you’re welcome sweetheart. You deserve the best and tomorrow will be just as much fun if not more. Now try to get some rest love.” He told you and you nodded. You rested your head on his shoulder while holding the plushy toy tightly in your arm and linked your other arm around Chris’s arm. Chris had a smile on his face and closed his eyes too for a minute. Sebastian and Anthony took pictures of the both of you. They couldn’t let this moment captured. Tom Holland and Hiddleston giggled at the both of you.

Once the bus arrived at the hotel you both got woken up and walked tiredly towards your hotel room once again hand in hand. He opened the door and you walked in placing everything down. “Why don’t you get freshened up, then I’ll order something food and then I’ll go shower.” He more asked then tell you. you nodded “Yeah that sounds good.” You looked at the menu and told him what you wanted and went to take a shower. After you were done you felt better. You put some sweatpants on and an oversized shirt of Chris.

You walked out and Chris looked at you. Even know he felt butterflies, knowing he made you comfortable. He smiled at you and got up, kissed the side of your head and said “I like my clothes on you.” and walked into the bathroom. You stood there for a moment thinking about what he just said which gave you butterflies. You walked towards the bed and crawled in.

Not long after room service knocked on your door with the food. Chris was done fast in the bathroom and took a seat next to you on the bed and ate dinner .He gave you a bite of his burger which made you both giggle. You watched a Disney movie and laid down once you were done eating.

You cuddled up against Chris, with your arm around his waist. “ I love you Y/N.” he told you and you looked up in surprise. He couldn’t really look at you so he still looked at the tv. “I love you too Chris, you know that right?” you told him playing it safe not knowing if he meant it as in ‘I love you as a friend or a lover.’ “No I mean…. I really love you. I’m so in love with you and I wanted to tell you this whole day but I couldn’t, I chickened out.” He told you now looking slowly at you. Your eyes got big in surprise and you didn’t really know what to say. Chris took that as a sign that you didn’t return the feeling but that was all but the truth. “I get it, if you don’t feel the same. I just really don’t want to lose you and…” You caught him off as you grabbed his face and pulled him in for a kiss. he was surprised at first but slowly melted into it. he grabbed the back of your neck and placed his hand on your cheek.

You pulled back and looked in his big blue eyes. “I love you too Chris, more than you know.” He placed his lips against yours again shoving you closer to him. “please be my girlfriend” he looked hopefully at you. “I would love nothing more.” the kiss got heated now and you felt his tongue against your lips while you gave excess, but he knew you so he took it slow and pulled back. “who knew Disney had this much magic.” You told him giggling. “It really is the most happiest place on earth” He remarked with a soft smile and gave you a soft kiss and tender kiss. You couldn’t get enough of him.

You both laid down to get some deserved night sleep. You held each other close and had a make-out session. “Let’s get some sleep sweetheart. Tomorrow we’ll have another great day.” He told you. “Thank you. This really is the best day of my life.” You told him sleepy. He gave you a kiss on your head and cuddled up to your side. “I love you Y/N”  “I love you too Chris.”

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cast parties

pairing: sebastian stan x reader

request: “I would also like to make a request for Sebastian Stan x reader. The reader and the Marvel cast are all sitting together talking and the reader is playing with Seb's hair and he falls asleep because he was up filming a scene late last night. Mackie and Evans notices and teases them” - @bbl32

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“We don’t have to go in if you don’t want to. We could go home and order some takeout.” Sebastian suggested, letting his hand inch up your thigh. You instantly shook your head. “You told your friends we would come to this party.” You reminded him.

He groaned, placing a kiss on your cheek. “I just got back from filming for three months, and I want to spend time with you. Just you.” He said, pouting.

“We have all day tomorrow to spend time together. Besides, I’ll be by your side all night.” You assured him.

Whenever he came back from filming, he became the clingiest man alive. All he wanted to do was wrap you up in his arms. His love language was definitely physical touch. You loved that about him. You loved watching your giant muscular boyfriend turn into a cuddly teddy bear.

He finally agreed to go inside, but you still almost had to drag him to the door. As you opened the door, your ears were overwhelmed by all the people that were talking to each other.

Robert had organized a party with most of the marvel cast, which by now was a lot of actors.

Sebastian’s fingers naturally interlaced with yours as he walked further into the house. You followed behind, weaving through the crowd of people.

He recognized Chris and Anthony and made a beeline for them. “Hey, there they are!” Chris said, turning to face you both. They gave you both hugs with big smiles on their faces.

As soon as you pulled away from them, Sebastian wrapped his arms around your waist and rested his head on your shoulder. “Didn’t you just get home from filming?” Anthony asked, shocked that you both showed up to the party.

He nodded his head, still clinging to you. “I landed this afternoon. I was home for maybe an hour before we drove here.” He explained.

Chris chuckled to himself. “So that explains the clinginess.” He joked, earning a laugh from you. You nodded your head, still giggling at the joke.

Chris was one of your close friends, and you may have mentioned how affectionate Sebastian gets when he comes home from filming.

“I’m going to get a drink. I’ll be right back.” You said, pressing a light kiss to Sebastian’s cheek. He nodded before returning his attention to Anthony and Chris.

You skillfully weaved back through the crowd until you got to the kitchen. “Oh my god, you’re here!” You heard someone exclaim. As you turned around to see who it was, you felt Lizzie pull you into a hug. “I can’t believe you made it. We all assumed you and Sebastian would have been at home asleep on the couch.” She said, giggling.

You felt a small smile slip onto your cheeks as you remembered Sebastian suggesting that exact idea. “I was able to convince him to come somehow. It had been too long since we had seen everybody. We might end up leaving early, he’s exhausted from his flight.” You said, as you poured your drink.

“Speak of the devil.” Lizzie said, laughing to herself. You turned around to see what she meant. You were face to face with Sebastian. “I missed you.” He whined, pulling you close and burying his head in your neck. You instantly noticed the giant smirk on Lizzie’s face as she watched him turn into a man-child.

“I was only gone for maybe five minutes. Go hang out with the guys. Besides, I haven’t gotten to gossip about you with Lizzie yet.” You joked, pushing him towards the doorway. He pouted before walking back into the living room.

Lizzie’s smirk stayed plastered on her face. “You both are my favorite couple, it’s official.” She told you. You felt a wave of pride wash over you. It always made you beam when people told you that yours and Sebastian’s relationship was adorable.

“So what’s new?” You asked her, taking a sip of your drink.

By the end of the night, there was barely anyone left at the party. The few of you that were left standing were gathered in the living room. There was Robert, Evans, Hemsworth, Lizzie, Anthony, Bettany, Zoe, Hiddleston, Sebastian, and you.

You had chosen a seat on the couch, and Sebastian was sitting in front of you on the floor.

He was only half listening to the conversation. The only thing he could think about was how he would get to cuddle with you when he got home. He had missed your touch, but his lack of sleep was starting to catch up to him.

He glanced back at you to be met by your gentle smile. He leaned over, resting his head on your thighs. Naturally, your fingers found your way to his hair.

It wasn’t uncommon for you to run your fingers through his hair. Actually, you did it all the time. So, you should’ve known that it would put him right to sleep.

You ran your fingers through the brown locks. His hair was longer than the last time you saw him last. It was still just as soft though. Your nails scratched against his scalp, relaxing him just enough.

You happened to glance down and you realized his eyes had fluttered closed. He was peacefully asleep. A smile crept onto your face as you admired him. You continued to run your fingers through his hair, while half listening to the conversation.

Hemsworth was telling some funny story about something his kid had said, but no matter how hard you tried, your sleeping boyfriend still stole your attention.

“It’s past somebody’s bed time.” Evans teased, being the first to notice. Everyone followed his gaze and saw Sebastian dead asleep. “It’s cause somebody keeps him up late.” Anthony said, sending a wink straight your way.

The joke earned a few laughs from the gang. “Oh shush, he’s just tired. He’s had a long day.” You said. You could hear his soft breaths in and out.

“How is it that he’s asleep and still as close to you as possible?” Anthony asked, not passing any opportunity to tease you and Sebastian. You brushed his hair out of his face, loving the way his hair felt between your fingers. “I think it’s adorable.” Lizzie said, watching the sweet gesture.

Sebastian stirred under your touch. “What’s going on?” He asked, realizing everyone was staring at him. Before you could dismiss it, Chris took the opportunity to tease him. “Somebody fell asleep because it’s past their bed time.” He said, in a baby voice.

Sebastian realized what was happening and rolled his eyes. “Ha ha ha,” he pretended to laugh at the joke. You giggled to yourself as you watched. “Question for you: do you always fall asleep when she runs her fingers through your hair?” Anthony asked, continuing the teasing.

You stood up, grabbing his hands. “Come on. I think we should get going, considering you’re so tired.” You said, pulling Sebastian to his feet.

“You both are adorable. Don’t listen to them.” Lizzie said giggling. You wrapped you arm around his side, guiding him towards the door. “Goodnight everybody. We’ll see you soon.” You said, leaning into Sebastian’s side.

Once you both got into the car, he pulled in for a kiss. “Hi there.” You mumbled, smiling at him. He pressed another quick kiss to your lips. “I’ve really missed you.” He said, softly.

After all the time apart, it was nice to just be able to sit together. There was no place you would rather be than in Sebastian’s arms.

“Then, let’s go home and get to bed.” You said, giving him one last kiss. He pulled out of the driveway, one hand in yours. “I love you.” He said, leaning over to kiss your cheek.

“I love you too.” You said, happy he was finally back home with you.

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Gold Rush

Sebastian Stan x Female Reader

Chapter 2

Summary: Reader is Sebastian’s best friend, but she’s in love with him. Unrequited love with lots of angst.

Previous chapter

July 19, 2019

Today was the day I would fly with Sebastian and Anthony to the annual famous San Diego Comic Con. It would be my first time there. I was very excited, even though these feelings would be there the entire time I was with him, just a bomb waiting to explode. But I made a vow to myself to enjoy this weekend as much as I could. I would also spend time with Anthony which was always, well, an experience.

I met Sebastian at JFK to fly to San Diego. Anthony would meet us there, actually apparently he will be the one to pick us up. Everything was a breeze. We got checked in just fine. We got inside the aircraft, and I got pretty excited when I saw our seats were located in First Class. This weekend would be filled with lots of firsts. Lots except the one I actually want.

The flight from New York to California was perfectly smooth. No bad turbulence or anything. Seb and I talked once in a while but I was sleeping for most of the time and he was reading his book, The Subtle Art of Not Giving a F*ck. It was a relief to finally land at our destination. I was already feeling tired and just wanted to snuggle in my own bed and let it drown me until the next morning. We didn't check in any luggage, just our carry ons, so we didn't have to wait for our bags. We quickly went out and waited for Anthony's car.

"Is he close?" I peeked over and looked at Seb's phone.

"Yeah. Says he's near."

"How near?"

"I don't know. Have you always been this impatient?"

"Yes. I'm hungry and tired. I want room service and a big bed now." I honestly didn't care that I sounded like a spoiled child.

"Okay your highness, if you want all that you're going to have to wait. Can you do that for me?"

"I'll try." I rolled my eyes as I was trying not to let my grumpiness show through. I knew I was failing miserably.

"There he is." He pointed at the black car that was approaching us. I quickly recognized Anthony's big grin. Somehow all my grumpiness faded away. The Anthony Mackie effect, ladies and gents. He was dressed in a polo and jeans. He also had a navy blue baseball cap on along with sunglasses.

"Hey man!" He greeted Sebastian in a hug. Then he made his way to me. "What's with all the pouting, Grumpy?" Before I could reply, Seb beat me to it.

"She needs food in her stomach or she'll die on us any minute now."

"He's right. And he can't survive without me so you'd be committing double homicide if you don't get me McDonald's right this instant." Anthony threw his head back, laughing.

"Really missed having you around, Y/N. Sexy Seabass here doesn't make me laugh like you do."

I shook my head laughing as we drove to the nearest fast food place.

After eating, we arrived at the hotel we were staying in this weekend. It was only five minutes away from SDCC and apparently it was where most celebrities stayed while attending the con. A crazy thought entered my mind while in the car. How would the whole room situation come into play? Hopefully we would each have our own rooms. We had to. I don't know what's going to happen if I had to sleep in the same room with Sebastian freaking Stan.

We were in the front desk. Luggage in hand, I was was besides Sebastian, providing any help I could give him with this.

"Good evening, how can I help you sir?"

"Hi I have a reservation for two rooms."

I released a breath I didn't realize I was holding. The truth is I was only besides him until I heard a confirmation of how our sleeping arrangement would be like. That wasn't a conversation I would be exactly be comfortable having. How do you tell your best friend "Hey are we going to have our own rooms? I kind of can't be sleeping in the same place you are, because I'm completely and deeply in love with you. No pressure though." I walked to the nearest coffee bar in the lobby. Even though I had eaten, my stomach was growling once again. However, it was the next words that came out of the receptionists mouth that made me swivel around.

"Uh, I'm sorry, sir. It seems like there was a mistake in your reservation. They only booked one room for you."

"Can we add the other room now?"

"No, I'm sorry. Our hotel is already at capacity due to the Con happening this weekend."

"Yeah I figured. That's fine." I quickly rushed back to Seb's side.

"Please tell me the room has two beds?" I asked, I didn't even bother to hide the desperation and worry in my voice. The receptionist looked down at her computer. My heart thumped wildly against my chest. I could feel Sebastian's gaze on me. I quickly glanced at him out of curiosity. For some reason, I found his stare to be strange. I couldn't put my finger on it but I felt like he looked...offended?

"I'm sorry, miss. It says here it only has one king sized bed." Fucking fantastic.

"It's fine, I'll take the couch." Sebastian quickly said as he took his credit card out of his wallet.

"I'm sorry sir but there's not a couch in your suite."

"I'll sleep on the floor then." He faked a smile, clearly annoyed at how impossible this was starting to get.

I couldn't breathe. Why the fuck was this happening to me? I could do this. It was only one night.

As we rode the elevator to our floor, the tension between us was growing at a stupidly fast rate. Why did I sense Sebastian was frustrated at me? I was the one who had every right to be angry. We finally made it into the room. It was nice. We even had a view of the city of San Diego. But the view was not what this was about right now.

"Are you mad at me?"

"No." He grumbled. He looked extra grumpy. Something was definitely up.

"You're lying. Why are you mad?"

"I said I'm not mad, Y/N."

"You're clearly upset about something and-"

"I'm not mad, I'm just a little hurt! Happy?"

"Why are you hurt? Sebastian, don't shut me out." Was I really being this much of a hypocrite right now? Like if I wasn't lying to him constantly by hiding my true feelings for him. He took a deep breath, and pinched his nose at the same time he sighed.

"I'm just a little hurt that you clearly don't want to sleep in a room with me, let alone sleep in the same bed as you. We're best friends, why don't you trust me?" He was- Oh. Oh. He thought that I was scared he would try something on me. If he only knew how badly I wanted him to gather me up into his arms and kiss every inch of my skin until his lungs gave out.

"Seb, it's not like that. I trust you with my life, you have to know that. There hasn't been a time in our friendship where I have felt uncomfortable around you. I know we're just friends." A lump formed in my throat, I swallowed it down and made it join the rest of my feelings in the depths of my stomach. "I'm just on my period and don't want you to see me all gross." Ok, technically not a lie. I was on my period. I was just so stressed out about my feelings for him that I forgot all the cramps I had suffered from last night. But truthfully I couldn't bring myself to care if he saw me like that. Only one thing mattered to me.

"Y/N, I've seen you on your period thousands of time." He stepped closer, making me forget how to breathe.

"But not like this. I don't want you to be on the same bed as me when I'm cursing at God for giving me a uterus." He laughed, and my heart soared when those dimples came to life.

"Doll, listen to me. You're my best friend," Friend, yup, and nothing more. "and I won't ever judge you. You'll always be amazing to me even if you curse at God. You have nothing to be embarrassed about." His words were an arrow that went straight through my heart. "But I do have one request though."

"Mm?"

"When you get cramps, try not to kill me in my sleep because I don't have a uterus?" I laughed, a real, non fake laugh. He was the only person to ever make me laugh like that and I wish I could tell him that.

"Ok. Can't make any promises, though."

"It's a risk I'm willing to take." He winked down at me before heading into the bathroom, to most likely take a shower.

Once he was out of sight, I threw myself down on the single king sized bed and exhaled loudly. It was going to be a long weekend. I even had a headache at this point, if it was a symptom from my period or just because of all the stress caused by me, I didn't know. It was excruciating. I decided to close my eyes, hoping it would help the pain in my head somehow. I don't know how much time had passed since I closed my eyes but next thing I knew, I was being awakened by the sound of a zipper. When I opened my eyes to discover the source of the sound, I had expected everything, anything but this.

I was currently looking at a very shirtless and a very wet Sebastian. He was only wearing a white towel around his hips. I could see everything from the waist up. And I mean everything. From his perfectly sculpted abs, to the V of his hips. And the worst thing was that he was naked under the towel. There was only one layer shielding me from his- Enough, Y/N. Look away, now. He's probably on to you. You're probably drooling right now like a stupid fool. But I couldn't look away. I was throbbing and surely wet. The only thing that convinced me that I wasn't dripping on the sheets was the fact that I wore a pad.

"Everything ok, doll?" His voice brought me back to reality and pulled me away from the obscene fantasies going on in my head. Then I realized my mouth was open, which I immediately closed after hearing him mutter my nickname.

"Yeah. Just tired. I'm going to go shower and then go to sleep." Before I gave him a chance to talk, I grabbed the things from my duffel bag and ran to the bathroom. I didn't even bother asking if he was done.

After taking a very cold shower, I finally made my way out of the bathroom. I let out a sigh of relief as I saw that he had had the decency to cover up his gorgeous body. He was wearing a black t shirt and black sweats. It was better than before, but I couldn't stop looking at his arms. That shirt really did hug his biceps in a delicious way.

"You feeling better now?" He was currently setting up his phone charger.

"Much." After he put his phone to charge, he walked over to where the hotel phone was and picked it up. "What are you doing?"

"I'm calling the hotel so we can get more pillows and blankets."

"Why?"

"So I can sleep on the floor comfortably." I couldn't do that to him. I had to put my own selfish reasons aside.

"Seb, no. Come on, you're sleeping here." I patted the spot on the bed next to me.

"I don't want to make you uncomfortable."

"You won't."

"But-"

"Please? I don't want to feel lonely." He hesitated for a second before nodding. I anxiously waited for him to get settled in.

"Are you really going to sleep? It's 7:41 p.m."

"Technically, it isn't. I'm still on New York time. It's 10:41 p.m. for me. I would like my beauty sleep thank you very much."

"You're impossible." He rolled his eyes and smiled.

"Goodnight, Stan." I faced my body to the window, giving my back to him.

The next morning came and I awoke first, probably because I was the one to go to sleep first. Surprisingly, what awoke me wasn't the sun shining through the sheer curtains. Nor was it the sound of my phone vibrating. It was the smell of Sebastian's ridiculous cologne, which I was sure that was what heaven smelled like when you walked in. Why could I smell it so close though? Then I felt a weight against my back. Like if someone was hugging me from behind. I looked down. Strong arms around my front.  Fucking shit fuck.

I turned my neck just enough to catch a glimpse of the scene behind me. Sebastian had gotten closer to me in his sleep, or I had gotten closer to him. Probably the latter. The point was that our bodies were basically melting into one. He was so close. He was holding me, spooning me like if he was my boyfriend. It was probably just reflex right? He probably was used to doing this with his past girlfriends so it was only logical he would do it with the person sleeping next to him. How I wished I could stay like this forever, in his arms until our last breath. But reality was a bitch and he would wake up any time soon and pull away. This would never happen again. So I took one last look at his sleeping form, his adorable sleeping face, and just basked him in. I carefully untangled myself from his embrace, the whole time frightened he would wake up. But he was a deep sleeper, good. I went into the bathroom and silently cried until I heard him calling for me.

[idy-ll-ique]

The Perfect Wingman.

Pairing: Single Dad!Sebastian Stan x F!Reader

Genre: Fluff, tiny bit of Angst

Warnings: mentions of injuries, blood

Requested: Nope

Summary: Felix, Sebastian Stan's five year old son, is the perfect matchmaker (with the help of Uncle Anthony, of course!)

Author's Note: Hiya peeps! Another matchmaker fic lmao there's just something about that trope where kids play matchmaker for adults that's just... 💞 anyway enjoy!

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"Buddy! Hi!"

Y/N glanced at Chris Evans as her boss spoke to her, seeing him running towards somebody. After her boss left, she turned around and smiled when she saw him chatting with Felix, Sebastian Stan's five year old son. The kid was literally sunshine in a bottle, making everyone around him happy. Guess that's another thing he got from his father.

Aside from looks.

Then she looked around, but couldn't see Sebastian anywhere. "Boo!" Startled, Y/N screamed and held a hand over her chest as she whirled around to see Sebastian doubled over in laughter behind her, clutching his stomach. "Oh my God!" she groaned as several heads turned to her at her scream. "You should've seen your face," Sebastian wheezed.

Y/N pouted at him and swatted his chest. "I could've had a heart attack!" Y/N wasn't an actress, she was just an assistant on set. Her only work was to make sure that all the actors on set were hydrated, which in turn led to her becoming good friends with all of them. They were all very friendly people, the Marvel cast. "But you didn't. Felix!" Sebastian called out and his son looked up.

Running as fast as his little feet could carry him, Felix jumped into his father's open arms, giggling. Y/N watched them with a smile on her face; Sebastian was a great father. "Meet Y/N," Sebastian introduced her and she waved at the kid. "Hi Felix," she grinned but Felix was mesmerized. Wow, she's so beautiful.

He simply blinked at her a few times, his jaw dropped. Y/N raised a questioning but amused brow at him, her eyes flickering to Sebastian who was watching his son with an exasperated look on his face, all too aware of his shenanigans. She laughed at Sebastian's expression and Felix snapped out of his thoughts. He raised his arms and leaned forward; a silent request of please pick me up.

Y/N gathered him in her arms, his tiny arms going around her neck as she held him on her hip. "Hello!" He had surprisingly clear speech, he did not mispronounce his L's and R's much. "Hi! How are you today? Enjoying yourself?" Felix nodded excitedly. "Yes!" Sebastian simply watched them with a soft smile as the girl he fancied talked to his son.

Sebastian had had a crush on Y/N ever since they began filming, and at this point, 4 months later, the only person who was oblivious to his feelings was Y/N. Everyone knew, and everyone heartily teased him for it. He had always wanted to ask her out; seeing his son get along so well with her only fueled his feelings. "Are you… are you an actwess too, Y/N?"

"No, darling, I'm a helping hand. I help everyone stay hydrated."

"What does that mean?"

"I give everyone water when they ask for it," she explained and Felix nodded, eyes the same colour as Sebastian's blinking at her in wonder. "Water is impowtant," Felix stated matter-of-factly making Y/N giggle. Felix decided he wanted to hear that sound much more frequently. "Felix! Is that you?!" Y/N, Felix and Sebastian turned to see Anthony making his way towards them.

"Uncle Anthony!" Felix squealed and Y/N put him down on his feet, smiling at the way he ran to Anthony Mackie. "Your son is so cute," she commented, turning to Sebastian only to see him already staring at her, a soft smile on his face. "It seems as though he has taken a liking to you. I wouldn't blame him." Y/N rolled her eyes at his flirting but blushed.

He did flirt with her a lot, but come on, that was just a part of his personality. Surely he didn't have feelings for her, he couldn't. Oh but he did; very strong feelings, on top of that. "Cheesy," she jabbed back and Sebastian clutched his chest with a pretend hurt look on his face. "You wound me," he pouted and Y/N grinned at him.

What they didn't see was Felix and Anthony staring at them, eyebrows raised in an identical manner. "Uncle Anthony, can I ask you something?" Anthony smirked but nodded. "Does papa… does papa love Y/N?" Anthony laughed loudly, realising that the adorable kid was the perfect wingman for Y/N and Sebastian. So he said, "Yes, yes he does."

"She is really pwetty…" Felix confessed, his own cheeks turning pink. "Aw, look who's blushing," Anthony teased, pinching his little cheeks. Felix blushed more and slapped his hands away, pouting. "Do you want your papa to go on a date with Y/N?" Anthony asked the child. Felix thought for a moment before nodding.

"Yes. If he likes her, he should just tell her!" Oh, bless his innocent heart. If only it were that easy in real life. "He will ask her soon, we'll make sure of it. Here's what you can do to help…"

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2 months had passed since Felix visited the sets and Sebastian was getting impatient. If you thought his flirting was too much then, you should see him now. He flirted with her every chance he got but Y/N used to brush him off each time; he possibly couldn't be genuinely interested in her. She didn't think herself to be worthy of his affections, so, as much as she liked his flirting, she never reciprocated.

As Y/N gathered a few bottles of water in her arms, she heard a screech behind her. "Y/N!" Smiling, she turned, dramatically faking an 'oof' as a tiny body collided with her legs. "Felix, honey, hi! Didn't expect you to visit the sets today," she grinned as Felix let go, smiling broadly up at her.

"His babysitter couldn't make it, had to bring him down."

Her smile turned nervous as she saw the father of the cute kid walking towards her, a suave smile plastered on his face. "That's okay, papa, I can just hang out with Y/N!" Felix assured him before frowning at the dozens of bottles in her arms. "Do you need help?" Ah, ever the gentleman. One more thing he gets from his dad.

"Thank you so much, sweetie," she cooed as she handed him two bottles. It wasn't much, but seriously, how much could a little child carry? That was enough for him. "Can you go give these to Scarlett and Chris?" she requested, pointing to the spot where Scarlett Johansson and Chris Hemsworth were standing. "Okay, Y/N!"

She grinned when he left. "Seriously, how did you manage to birth the most perfect kid in the world?" she commented, turning to Sebastian. "Look at me," he said unabashedly, wiggling his eyebrows. "Seb," she huffed and nudged him, raising her eyebrows in shock when he took the bottles from her arms. "I have some time before my next scene."

"That's my job—"

"Nope, can't have you carrying all these bottles, sweetheart. What if you drop them?" She pouted as she followed him through the busy set. "Do you think I'm clumsy?" He glanced at her, worried that he actually offended her, but smiled when he saw her playful look. "Nope, but I don't want you to trip over the fallen bottles and hurt yourself."

"Now that was a good line," she whistled and Sebastian laughed. As Sebastian and Y/N chatted more, they heard a loud wail coming from a few feet away. Freezing up, both of them turned to see Felix sitting on the floor, surrounded by Elizabeth Olsen and Chris Evans as he moaned in pain. Y/N's eyes went wide with fear when she saw the cut on his knee.

Talk about hurting oneself...

Forgetting the world around her, she quickly rushed to the child, Sebastian hot on her heels. "Bub, stop crying," Chris tried but Felix wouldn't listen. The moment he saw Y/N, though, his tears ceased. "Y/N," he whimpered and reached towards her, finally content when she took him in her arms. "Oh, honey bun, you'll be okay," she whispered, kissing his forehead.

"It hurts," Felix insisted. "I know, darling, let's patch you up." Without any word to anyone, Y/N led him away from the crowd, sitting him down on one of the chairs littered across the place. Sebastian, Chris and Elizabeth watched her; Chris and Lizzie were smirking but Sebastian was beyond shocked. The worry on her face the moment she found out he was hurt, the way she cradled him…

The way his son had stopped crying when he saw her, as if she were his mother. The way he reached out to her instead of him. "Just ask her out, pal, look at her. She's perfect for you. And for Felix," Chris told him, patting him on the back before leaving with Elizabeth.

Sebastian stayed where he was for a few more minutes, heart racing and mind in an overdrive, watching as Y/N took care of Felix. Be mine, please.

"All okay, bub?" Y/N crooned as she tied a bandage on his knee after cleaning the blood off. "Thank you, Y/N!" Felix threw his arms around her neck and buried his face in her neck, smiling widely. Y/N returned the hug ardently, rubbing his back. "Felix?" Felix looked over Y/N's shoulder to see his dad standing there, a small smile on his face. "Papa!"

He made no point in moving out of Y/N's arms and Sebastian took the hint, merely ruffling the boy's hair. "You doing okay? Y/N take care of the boo-boo?" Felix nodded eagerly. "It doesn't even hurt now," he said proudly and Sebastian smiled. "Did you say thank you?" "He did, Sebastian," Y/N assured him.

"I wish Y/N took care of my boo-boos all the time!" Felix pouted. Sebastian froze again, his eyes darting to Y/N when he saw her stiffen. "How is that possible, sugar?" Y/N joked nervously as she stood up, Felix still in her arms, holding him on her hip like before. "Papa can date you! And then you can get married and then you'll be my mama and then you'll take care of all my boo-boos!"

Sebastian and Y/N stared at each other as Felix innocently looked at Y/N with a huge smile on his face. "M-Married? Bubba, I don't think your papa likes me in that way…" Sebastian suddenly found his voice. How dare she? "Y/N, I do like you, why do you think I flirt with you all the time?" he scoffed, rolling his eyes.

Y/N's eyes went wide. "Wait, I thought you were joking—"

"I wasn't. Will you go on a date with me?"

"Sebastian, I-I… I'll be honored."

"Oh please, iubi, the honor's all mine," he chuckled and, not caring about who was watching (including his own son), leaned forward and pressed his lips to hers in a sweet kiss. Y/N's heart fluttered at the term of endearment as she kissed him back. Felix groaned loudly in Y/N's arms, covering his eyes. "Yucky!"

Sebastian and Y/N had to break the kiss because they laughed too hard. Felix slid down Y/N's arms and ran towards Anthony, who was watching them with a small smile, proud of his best friend for finally making a move on the woman he liked. Anthony smirked when the pipsqueak stopped next to him. "Good job, bud."

"Thank you, Uncle Anthony." And Felix gagged again as he and Anthony turned to Sebastian and Y/N, only to see them in another liplock.

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A/N: Thanks for reading! Leave a like if you enjoyed, reblogs will be accepted and appreciated too <3

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Paper Bag (Request)

MCU Cast x gn!teen!co-star!reader

Genre: angst, fluff

Request Description: Hope i am not bothering you but can i request one of avengers cast x teen!reader,where the reader gets acne and they think their ugly so they put a paperbag over their face but the cast notices and they ask them what's wrong and the reader removes their bag and say that they are ugly but the cast is like its normal to have it and you're beautiful.

Warnings: insecurity, self hatred, body hate, language

(A/N): berlin was AWESOME. i slept the ENTIRETY of yesterday so today i will post as well as tomorrow and monday too! enjoy the fics (hopefully) :D

You’d been in Marvel movies as a returning character for years. Your character was growing up, just as you were, and you loved every moment spent with the cast. They’d known you since you were about 6, and your bond with them was as real as could be. 

Knowing them all for so long, you’d been able to tell them most of your problems. The early problems with fame, love troubles, friendship drama, and general weird thinking about the world. They had in many ways raised you. 

But there was one thing - something that brought such a dark shadow of shame over you, so maddening and humiliating you’d never ever told them. You were insecure about how you looked.

It was ridiculous. I mean, you’d always kind of disliked your body type, and as you grew, you wished you had certain other features. Some of the insecurity came with fame, but the root of it just always seemed to have been there. 

That’s why when you looked in the mirror to see your first pimple, your reaction was not as simple as being bummed out. You felt disgusting. So disgusting, in fact, you stayed in your trailer and cried and cried and cried, and eventually covered your mirrors, because the reflection you saw was an evil taunt. It told you that you were ugly. 

But the mirrors being covered didn’t help. You couldn’t feel comfortable with the cast anymore, not knowing a bright red pimple adorned your usually untouched forehead. Not knowing you looked so stupid. Your mood was ruined, and your reflection was seemingly everywhere to bully you.

It reflected you on smooth surfaces, like counters and shelves, in glass and in bathroom mirrors. You cried each time you were reminded of your frank ugliness. It only worsened when you got several more pimples, and you felt yourself scrambling to fix everything, to stop the taunting that was so constant in your brain. 

The moment you pulled the paper bag over your head, it stopped. You were anonymous again. No fame, no beauty, no ugliness. Anonymity was a superpower. 

The first time you wore it, you only wore it at home, and then struggled the rest of the day with your crippling self hatred. After two days of this, you couldn’t resist it. Wearing it to work. You knew it looked weird, but you just wanted so, so desperately to feel comfortable again. 

“Woah, who’s that?” Anthony asked as you walked onto set that morning, paper bag resting on your shoulders, and three holes (two eyes, one mouth) cut into it. 

“It’s me,” you said curtly. It was a fair group of people you had accidentally run into. Anthony, Scarlett, Sebastian, Chris (Evans), and Elizabeth sat in the break room where you were trying to get some coffee in. You wanted to avoid everyone as long as possible. You knew your actions would raise questions (questions you really did not want to answer), so you’d planned to not speak to anyone outside of the filming. You would take it off in front of the camera, and then grab it as soon as possible, to minimise the agony and self hatred that had caused it in the first place. 

“Y/n? Why are you wearing a paper bag?” Scarlett’s joking tone signalled she (and probably the others too) thought it was a joke of sorts. A prank, maybe. You ignored her question and put a mug beneath the dispenser, pressing a couple of buttons. Coffee was dispensed. You waited silently. 

“Are you okay?” Sebastian called from the couch. 

“Yep.”

There was an uncomfortable silence. You just wanted to leave. If only wearing a paper bag everywhere was socially acceptable. 

“What’s with the paper bag, sweetheart?” Elizabeth asked worriedly. They had probably realised by now, that it was more than just a practical joke. You panicked. 

“I’m doing a.. It’s an experiment.. For school,” you lied. You went to pick up your mug, but, regretfully, you realised your hand was shaking. A lot. In fact, your entire body was shaking a little bit. They were just a little bit too close to the truth. To the shame.

You grabbed the mug and took it, backing out to exit the room, but you went to quick, hand slipping, and the mug as well as its contents spilled out onto the floor. The mug shattered and the hot, brown liquid flooded the floor. 

“Hey-” a hand found your shoulder, making you jump away and shriek. The paper bag rattled at the motion. It was Chris who’d walked up to you (very stealthily, may I add) and was now looking at you with those concerned blue eyes. “Are you okay, N/n? What’s wrong?” 

The mug was shattered. The coffee was on the floor. You had pimples on your forehead and you couldn’t stand yourself. You started crying. 

Silently crying, but visibly shaking, you lowered yourself to your knees on the floor, grasping your head through the paper bag in agony. You hated yourself. It was such a loud feeling. 

“Y/n..” you heard Chris mumble, squatting down next to you and stroking your back. The shuffling of feet came closer, until the cast was standing next to you. The paper bag rattled once more, as this time, you took it off.

“I’m so ugly. I’m so ugly, Chris, I can’t stand myself,” you sobbed, now audibly, tears running down your face and some dripping into the spilt coffee. You saw your reflection in the liquid, and shame overtook you once more. “I’m so ugly-”

“Stop. No, you’re not.”

“Yes, I am. I’ve got- I’ve got pimples on my face and I-” you croaked, but broke off into a sob once more. 

“Hang on, is this about pimples?” Sebastian intercepted, stepping forward. You shook your head.

“No.. Well, yeah. But it’s just.. Everything. I always hated how I looked, and I.. This just made it worse, I guess..”

“Oh, sweetie..” Scarlett mumbled, as both her and Elizabeth pulled you up form the wetted floor, and into a hug. They rubbed your back and squeezed you tight. 

“You’re such a stunning young person, N/n. In every way. And pimples! They’re the most natural thing on the planet. I had pimples, Scarlett had pimples, Sebastian, Chris, Anthony! We’ve all had it,” Elizabeth said, as your raking sobs turned to sniffles in the ladies’ warm embraces. You nodded into her shoulder. 

“Please, believe me, N/n, when I say that you’re one of the most gorgeous humans I’ve ever encountered. Inside and out,” Scarlett’s voice had never seemed as comforting as then. 

“For the record, we don’t think you’re ugly either. You’re the definition of beautiful. I’d let my kids date you. And that’s a huge compliment!” Anthony jumped in, semi-jokingly, but gaze as serious as could be.

You wheezed a laugh. The pimples, that previously had seemed as bright and glowing as Rudolph’s red nose, seemed less significant now. Actually, you realised you’d never felt as comfortable as you did then. The insecurity that had had so many ties over you, had been cut loose. You were free and floating. 

You almost felt stupid for not telling them sooner. The confidence you felt, was something you’d never gotten to experience. 

You pulled away form Elizabeth and Scarlett, smiling and wiping your eyes. 

“Thank you, guys. I’m sorry for being so dramatic,” you giggled now, face puffy and cried-out, but still you felt beautiful. 

“Hey, no. You weren’t being dramatic. You were struggling with something and we helped you. Simple as that,” Sebastian said, ruffling your hair and smiling encouragingly. 

“And don’t hesitate to tell any of us, if you feel like this again. We will jump to comfort you at any time of the day,” Chris added, patting your shoulder. You wiped your eyes once more, smiling like a dork.

“Can I get a hug?” you asked. 

They hugged you, and you felt so loved and beautiful. You truly had somewhere, you thought, that you could always tell anyone anything. You had something so incredible. You had a family. 

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☼ 𝔭𝔞𝔦𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰: ex husband!Henry Cavill x ex wife!Reader, Anthony Mackie x Reader, dad!Henry Cavill x ofc!daughter!Raya Cavill

☼ 𝔰𝔲𝔪𝔪𝔞𝔯𝔶: Henry can't handle the fact that you've moved on, despite it only being a few weeks since you filed for divorce.

☼ 𝔴𝔞𝔯𝔫𝔨𝔫𝔤𝔰: divorce, angst, fluff, mentions of pregnancy, therapy, coparenting.

☼ 𝔞/𝔫: thank you for reading and i hope you enjoy!

I can see you standing, honey With his arms around your body Laughin', but the joke's not funny at all And it took you five whole minutes To pack us up and leave me with it Holdin' all this love out here in the hall

Henry chewed on his lip as he looked down at his phone. normally he didnt go on instagram when he had Raya, but she was out playing with the neighbours kids, and he had been tagged in a post from The Sun.

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he set his phone down and sighed, running a large hand over his face. it had been 4 weeks. 4 weeks, and you had already moved on from him, from a marriage that Henry thought was going to last forever. evidently, he didn't mean as much to you as he thought he did.

he heard Raya come running back in and exclaimed that her grandparents were here, and Henry sighed, realizing he wouldn't have his daughter here tonight, and she was the best at keeping him level headed.

he pressed a kiss to her curly hair, and just like that, she was gone for a sleepover, leaving Henry alone once again.

a few hours later, drunk off of his favourite whiskey, he wandered back into the kitchen and grabbed his phone. tears began to pour down his face as his thumbs shook while typing out a text.

Henry dropped his phone back onto the counter and cursed, more tears pouring down his face. in an act of further self sabotage, he opened instagram once more, and typed in Anthony's username.

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Henry sighed, and hung his head, letting his phone screen go dark.

why was this happening?

he raked his fingers through his hair, and tried one desperate last attempt to somewhat salvage the pieces of his broken heart.

he sighed in relief, and dialled his personal therapists number to get some recommendations.

he smiled as Kal chased a bird outside. maybe the two of you would be okay.

he was wrong.

couples counselling wasn't working. the therapist suggested that you bring Anthony around for Henry to meet, and Henry hated every second of it. he had been nice to Anthony's face of course, but as soon as Anthony left after announcing he had to catch his flight, he was laying into him, and couldn't believe that you moved on so quickly.

after you'd laid right back into him, saying he was the one who wasn't willing to recognize when the two of you were having problems, and only suggested couples counselling when he thought he was going to lose you to someone else, and he was right.

you'd stormed out of the house that night, and had almost went back to the US, where you were filming the new season of Falcon and the Winter Soldier, but then you realized you had to wait a few more days. Raya still had a few days left with her father. as angry as you were with Henry, you weren't going to rob him of time with his only child.

in that time, he suggested that he schedule an emergency session with your therapist, and you agreed, if only to have a mediator when you told him that you were going through with the divorce.

you knew he was going to freak out, but what you didn't expect was for him to break down in tears, and beg, practically on his knees, for you to not leave him.

he had a hold on your hand, and was begging you through his sobs for you to give him one more chance. that if he was given one more chance, he would cherish you, and love you, just like he had promised when he said his vows.

you shook your head. you wanted desperately to give in, but you had your daughter to think about. your sweet, 11 year old little girl who was surprisingly mature for her age, and understood why her Mama and Daddy were getting divorced. she was upset, but she just hugged you, and let you cry your sadness out, saying "it's okay, Mama. i'm here for you."

"I can see you starin', honey." you said quietly. "like he's just your understudy. like you'd get your knuckles bloody for me."

Henry sniffled, rubbing his thumb back and forth. "because i would. i would do anything for you."

"but i gave you second, third and hundredth chances, balancing on breaking branches, but those eyes add insult to injury." you explained as you saw his baby blue eyes fill up with tears, over and over again. "i think i've seen this film before, and i didn't like the ending." you practically whispered, and Henry whipped his head to look at you. you were referring to your relationship before Henry, a relationship where you were mentally and physically abused on multiple occasions, and it took you three years before you could even be intimate with Henry.

"no." he said, a desperation present in his voice. "no. that isn't what this is."

"how do we know?" you asked, begging him to see the relationship the same way you do. "how do we know that one day you won't just snap? i'm not saying you will, but if we keep going, if we keep continuing this relationship, we will get there eventually, and we both know it."

Henry sobbed, his head dipping. "please don't do this."

you sniffled. "i'm not your problem anymore." you said, and seeing the hurt look on his face, you sighed. "so who am i offending now? you were my crown, now i'm in exile seeing you out." you said, throwing his own words back at him. "i think i've seen this film before. so i'm leaving out the side door." you said, and stood up. you withdrew your hand from his, and grabbed your purse. you smiled at the doctor, before walking out of the door.

you heard him coming after you, and you tried to ignore him, but stopped, and flipped around when he started shouting.

"so step right out! there is no amount of crying I can do for you! all this time we always walked a very thin line," he yelled, and you breathed deeply trying to control your anger. "you didn't even hear me out!"

"you didn't even hear me out!" you shouted right back.

"you never gave a warning sign!"

"i gave so many signs!" you resisted.

"i never learned to read your mind!" he shouted, more tears pouring down his cheeks. "i couldn't turn things around, 'cause you never gave a warning sign!"

"i gave so many signs!" you rebutted. "you didn't even see the signs." you said, quietly, and walked away from him for good.

you smiled at your new husband as he walked into the bathroom. you were standing, doing your hair.

"damn, i'm a lucky man," he said, as he saw you standing in front of the sink and mirror in just a baby pink lingerie set. he wrapped his arms around you. his hands came to rest around your waist, settling on your small bump.

"well, i have to look beautiful for my husbands premiere." you said, and Anthony chuckled, pressing a kiss to your cheek.

"that reminds me." he said, grabbing his phone from his pocket. "we should post about the baby before we go on the red carpet." he said. "here, pick a picture." he said, swiping through the photos of the pregnancy announcement the two of you had prepared a few days ago.

"hmmm," you said, resting your head against his chest. "i like the second one."

"second one it is." he said, and after adding a caption, he posted it on instagram, just as Raya came running in the room, asking Anthony to fix her braid.

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Henry clicked on instagram, and smiled when Anthony's post came up. he passed the phone to Natalie, and she awed at the post.

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"that's adorable," she said, smiling as Henry liked it.

"it is." he said. he exited instagram, and pulled up his messages, sending you a quick text, and smiling when he got an answer.

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To Raise Children: Chapter 6

Chris Evans X Daughter!Reader, Grandpa!Chris Evans X Flynn and Felix Evans (OCs) Tom Holland X Single-Mom!Reader (Slow Burn)

Series Masterlist

Series Summary: It's been 4 years, your sons are starting kindergarten, you're starting junior year of college, a lot has changed.

Chapter Summary: And the night continues.

Series Warnings: Age gap (Reader is 20, Tom is 29), absent father, mentions teen pregnancy, mentions abortion, if you see anymore please let me know politely.

Chapter Warnings:

Sequel to "It Takes A Village"

"Do you know iron man?" Flynn asked Tom as you all ate dinner together.

"Yeah I do." He smiled.

"Cool! Poppy knows him too." Felix said happily.

"Yeah." Tom smiled as he continued eating.

"Poppy won't introduce us to him or any of the avengers he knows... Well except a few but I don't know if I'm allowed to tell you."

"You guys can tell them. He's probably met them." You assured.

"Oh! Cool our uncles are Captain America and The white wolf!" Flynn said with a huge smile.

"Oh I've met them I won in a fight against them."

"Your lying." Flynn declared.

"Nope not lying." The man said with a grin taking a bite of his burger.

"There's no way anyone could beat them in a fight."

"Well I webbed them to the ground and they were stuck there."

"I don't believe you." Flynn scoffed as he picked up his burger.

You just sat back and smiled. Felix was rather shy, and sure while Flynn definitely was your more outgoing child he wouldn't "argue" with an adult he just met. Though then again they do think he's a superhero they've looked up to for a while. You were nervous anytime you introduced your sons to Chris' costars. You worried about being judged. So you really only let a few meet them. Obviously, Sebastian and Mackie had met them and have been in their lives the whole time. Scarlett met them when they were a year old since she was in town for a little bit and Chris invited her over. She's been pretty present in their life too. But that's all. Well, all of the marvel cast before Tom. Chris has brought them to set with him before so those costars also met the twins.

That's all besides the point. You were just happy because your sons were happy. You didn't notice Chris smiling at you. Because just like how you are happy because your kids are happy, Chris is happy when you are.

"That's fake news buddy." Flynn said breaking you from your thoughts. The adults around the table started laughing which caused the twins to join in.

"What's fake news?" You asked in between laughs.

"He showed me a fake video of him beating Uncle Seb and Uncle Mackie in a fight!" The kid said pouting. "He's a liar."

"Spiderman isn't a liar!" Felix argued.

"Boys." You said ending the fight before it began.

"He started it."

"Just eat." You said smiling.

———

You tucked the twins in before joining your dad, Tom, and Harry in the living room. You plopped down on the couch by Chris. You listened to whatever the men were talking about. Just catching up y'know the usual so how you been conversation. You just came out here to procrastinate cleaning up the twin's toys.

Eventually, you did excuse yourself deciding that if you didn't clean up the legos in the kitchen you'd end up stepping on one. The boys had been playing in there after school when you were making them an afternoon snack. So you went to the kitchen and were picking up the legos. Luckily they left the rather large tote that held all of the legos in the kitchen. Probably since it's so large they have to push it together.

"Hey." You looked up and saw Tom standing there. You assume he came to get another beer.

"Oh hi." You smiled as you continued pushing the legos in the bin.

"Felix is a huge spiderman fan I see." He started trying to make conversation.

"Yeah I don't know how though, Sebastian and Anthony have been trying so hard to get him to like them more." You joked.

"Well I am great." He teased.

"Yeah." You chuckled.

"You don't mind if I go to their party right?" Tom asked you just to be sure.

"Of course not. Though it's not even planned yet they just know they'll have one." You assured.

"Oh okay... If you don't mind my asking where is their dad?" He asked hesitantily.

"Texas last time I checked. Which wasn't any time recently." You explained.

"Oh." Tom nodded as he grabbed a beer. "Want one?" He asked.

"Sure." You said. Don't worry your 21 not that it matters since your dad has been letting you drink at home since you were 18.

"Here you go." He smiled passing one over. "So why do the boys call him Poppy? Is there a story behind it?" Holland asked.

"No fun story I just told him he needed a name before they were a year old or I'd start encouraging them to call him something stupid. So he googled names." You shrugged.

"Oh... Well I better get back in there before they realize I'm gone. It was nice talking to you." He smiled before leaving.

You drank your beer as you continued cleaning the legos. Eventually, you finished, you said goodbye to the brothers before heading to bed since you have to work at 8 am tomorrow luckily it was Saturday so you didn't need to worry about waking the twins up.

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[writingtoforgetreality]

Gold Rush (Sebastian Stan x Reader)

[Actors-Masterlist]

Gold Rush [1] / You’re Not Sorry [2] / This Is Me Trying [3] / [4] (soon)

Summary: Your career was blossoming, especially with your new role in “The Falcon and the Winter Soldier”. Working on set was a dream come true. It was never your intention to fall for one of your coworkers. Not when you knew that he would never look at you that way.

Words: 2,637

Warnings: language, it’s Anthony Mackie’s world & we’re just living in it, angst, feeeeeels, maybe I cried, maybe I didn’t, we’ll never know, REQUESTS ARE OPEN!

Inspired by: “gold rush” by Taylor Swift

If you like my work & wanna support me: a coffee would be highly appreciated ❤

Gleaming, twinkling

Eyes like sinking ships on waters

So inviting, I almost jump in

You scored big time when you were casted in the upcoming Marvel series “The Falcon and the Winter Soldier”. Working alongside Anthony Mackie & Sebastian Stan had been more than you had ever wished for. The atmosphere on set was harmonious. Everything would have been fine if it were not for your stupid crush on your fellow castmate. Mackie picked up on the fact that you liked Sebastian almost immediately & he teased you about it one too many times. No matter how obvious his teasing, it seemed like Sebastian was completely oblivious to it. Or he acted as if he had no clue. You were not quite sure about that.

The press tour was going strong, which meant that Seb, Mackie & you were teamed up for every interview. Now, that was not something that bothered you too much. After all, you were more than comfortable around them. But when some interviewers did not know where the line was, you got frustrated. Like, okay, we got it. Everyone with eyes knew Seb was hot. But as an interviewer, you should know when to stop. Shamelessly flirting in front of the camera with basically a stranger? Sorry, but you had no explanation for such a behavior. Yes, some interviewers flirted with you, too. But you were great when it came to brushing them off while staying polite. Of course, Mackie’s teasing did not make this any easier for you. Every now & then, he would bring up the chemistry you & Seb shared on screen. And off screen. Like usual, you laughed at him & so did Seb. During interviews, you teased each other a lot, it was a playful manner you all enjoyed. And the audience loved the three of you for it.

Sometimes, when Seb answered a question that had him explain scenes with you or something similar, you hated the butterflies you felt inside. You hated how your cheeks warmed up. You hated that he had such an effect on you. You hated Seb. You hated him for being so perfect. You hated him for being a literal God. You hated him for ruining every other man for you. Because nobody could ever compare to him. And you said that even though you were not even in a relationship. Hell, you were not the only person who looked at him that way. If the interviews were not proof enough, a look at social media did the job, too.

But I don't like a gold rush, gold rush

I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush

I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch

Everybody wants you

Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you

Walk past, quick brush

I don't like slow motion double vision in rose blush

I don't like that falling feels like flying 'til the bone crush

Everybody wants you

But I don't like a gold rush

“So (Y/N)…” the man sitting opposite of you started. It was not a lot of times that questions were directed at you. Usually, people were more excited to talk to the guys. No offense taken. “The chemistry between Sebastian & you can be felt even after such a short trailer. My question is…are you two, like, a thing?” of course. If you got a question, it was about your love life or about how great you looked in your suit. The others got complex & well thought through questions & you got this shit. Internally rolling your eyes, you stayed professional & answered casually.

“Sebby & I are friends. We work well together. We know each other well enough to communicate with our eyes, body language & so on. Some people mistake that for dating, apparently.” finishing off with a sarcastic chuckle, you had to hide the fact that you wished that there was more between you two.

“I gotta say. Even I think they’re dating sometimes.” Mackie smirked when he spoke up which earned him a light slap from you. Seb only hid his face behind his hand & laughed quietly. It was nothing new. You were used to his teasing by now. Looking over at Seb, you could not help but admire him. Even when he was embarrassed, to you, he was the most beautiful person on this planet. Not a single flaw. Just…perfect. If only you had enough courage to do something about your damn feelings.

What must it be like to grow up that beautiful?

With your hair falling into place like dominoes

I see me padding across your wooden floors

With my Eagles t-shirt hanging from the door

“Stop that.” Mackie walked over to where you were sitting. Finally, you had a break after hours of giving interview after interview. Looking up, your face turned into one of pure confusion.

“Stop what?” he exaggeratedly rolled his eyes at your question.

“The daydreaming.” it was a simple statement. But why would he tell you to stop that?

“What? Is it forbidden to daydream now?” chuckling at him, you offered him one of your coffee cups. Your handler brought you two because you had not slept much that night. But Mackie needed one just as much & he gladly accepted it. Still, he could tell that you were trying to change the topic. Not with him, though. Sitting beside you, he sighed loudly.

“Why don’t you just tell him?” he looked straight forward when he asked that question. Your face fell at his words but maybe, maybe, if you played dumb, you could get out of this conversation without any awkwardness.

“Tell who what?” your innocent eyes bore into his side profile & you saw him shaking his head slightly. A low chuckle escaped him.

“Tell Seb you like him or I will.” he stated & your eyes widened in fear.

“You wouldn’t dream of it.” exclaiming frantically, you grew more nervous at the thought.

“I wouldn’t trust that thought.” & after a few seconds of silence, you breathed out loudly.

“Yeah, sure. And I’d risk our friendship for that? Forget it.”

“He likes you, too, you know?” he casually stated. Your face changed, but only for a second. He was wrong. Someone like Seb could never like you back.

“Stop, Mackie. Don’t just run around assuming shit.” you pushed his shoulder playfully but it did not do too much. What a surprise.

“My running around assuming shit isn’t assuming. It’s facts. You guys are awful, by the way. It’s exhausting, watching you two trying to dodge your feelings. Why can’t you just, I don’t know, get everything sorted out & be happy together? If someone deserves that, it’s you.” yes, Mackie could be sarcastic but when push came to shove, he could be serious, too. And that last part, he meant by heart. Was it true? Did Seb like you? More than a friend? Maybe you should just tell him. Life was too short to be filled with what if’s. It was now or never, right?

At dinner parties, I call you out on your contrarian shit

And the coastal town we wandered 'round had never seen a love as pure as it

And then it fades into the gray of my day-old tea

'Cause it could never be

Wrapping up for today, the three of you decided to grab some take-out & eat it back inside your hotel. After quickly showering & dressing more comfortably, you made your way over to Seb’s room. Mackie was already there, he texted you at least ten times to hurry up because they were starving to death. Dramatic diva. Knocking softly, a smile spread across your face when Seb opened the door. Stepping aside to let you in, you greeted Mackie briefly. He was already eating so why the hell was he rushing you earlier? He could be such a child. Seb handed you your food & motioned for you to take a seat on the bed. Take-out in a hotel bed? It should be illegal. Usually, you were not one for eating in bed but whenever you where staying at a hotel, it became some sort of a routine for you. Same for the guys. For a while, the three of you just talked & ate your food. Conversation always flowed easily with them. You knew all of their secrets & they knew all of yours. Well, except for Seb having no clue about your silly crush on him. When he & Mackie discussed a topic you did not know too much about to actually engage in their conversation, you found yourself stealing glances at Seb. If it were not enough for him to be so gorgeous, of course he had the best personality to match that. God really took his time with him. And the weirdest thing of it all was that Seb never let that thought get the best of him. He was aware of people admiring him but that never changed him.

'Cause I don't like a gold rush, gold rush

I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush

I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch

Everybody wants you

Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you

Walk past, quick brush

I don't like slow motion double vision in rose blush

I don't like that falling feels like flying 'til the bone crush

Everybody wants you

But I don't like a gold rush

Mackie got a phone call & said goodbye to you before leaving the room. Which meant that Seb & you were alone. It was nothing special, the two of you spent a lot of time together. This time, though, you wanted to confess to him. Finally, you wanted to tell him how you felt. Could you live with the rejection? Well, if things turned in that direction, you had no choice but to. Seb’s lips moved but no sound came out. You zoned out & simply stared at him. Your thoughts were running wild. The sun had already started setting & the golden light illuminated his features in such a beautiful way. It almost looked like a movie scene. He was the masterpiece others could not keep their eyes from. You were this close to speaking up, taking a deep breath for preparation. This could change your bond with him forever.

What must it be like to grow up that beautiful?

With your hair falling into place like dominoes

My mind turns your life into folklore

I can't dare to dream about you anymore

A phone ringing interrupted you. It was not yours. But Seb pulled his phone out of his pocket. The moment he saw the notification, he started smiling so brightly. The smile you had grown to love so much. It brought a grin to your face, too. The things this man could do to you, completely unaware of the effect he had on you.

“What?” you asked when he could not stop staring at his phone. Had Mackie sent him a message?

“Nothing, it’s just…” he stopped before saying too much but you were having none of it.

“Aw, come on, Sebby. You can tell me anything.” encouraging him, your hand found its way on his shoulder, squeezing lightly. Seb seemed almost shy right now. And this was weird because he usually was everything but shy when he talked to you.

“There’s this girl & she’s just…amazing.” your face fell the moment he started talking. No. “I asked her for dinner but when she hadn’t replied after hours, I started losing hope. She just messaged me back.” his smile was sheepish & you hated that you had to admit that he looked happy right now. Genuinely happy. But you were not the reason of his happiness. Another girl was.

“And? What did she say?” deep down, you knew the answer & you actually did not want him to say it out loud. But you were best friends, after all, it was kind of your duty.

“I got myself a date. I’m going on a date with her, (Y/N)!” he beamed & pulled you into a big hug. One, that made the butterflies act out. Fuck, that hurt.

“That’s great, Sebby. I’m happy for you! You deserve it.” your excitement for him was fake but the sincerity behind your last words were not. If one person on this planet deserved endless love & happiness, it was him. Mackie was wrong. Seb had never liked you. Not in that way, at least. And his date saved you from embarrassing yourself & ruining your friendship. That did not change the fact that you felt like crying right now. You could not shed tears in front of him, could not show how much it actually affected you. No. You had to fake a smile. And that shit hurt like a bitch.

At dinner parties I won't call you out on your contrarian shit

And the coastal town we never found will never see a love as pure as it

'Cause it fades into the gray of my day-old tea

'Cause it will never be

“Something’s wrong with you.” Mackie stated at breakfast. No shit, Sherlock.

“What makes you think that?” feigning innocence, you rolled your eyes when you saw the look he was giving you.

“Clearly, you’re upset. Did something happen after I left you with Seb yesterday?” he hit the nail on the head with his assumption.

“Yeah.” was all you answered. His eyebrows raised, he waited for you to continue. But when he noticed that you were not planning on engaging in any more conversation with him, he pressed further.

“Did you tell him? Did he mess up?” if Seb messed up, he would kill him. There was no other person who was better for him than you. The two of you deserved each other. And everyone seemed to realize that but you.

“I wanted to tell him.” admitting quietly.

“But?”

“He got a notification.” your short answers made Mackie freak out. He grew frustrated with you when you dragged out this entire conversation.

“(Y/N), come on.” he urged.

“Sebby has a date.”

“With you? But that’s great.” his smile was small but present. Did you finally realize that you were feeling so much more for each other?

“With another girl.” then you looked up at his face, your eyes glossy. Clearly, you were trying to keep it together but he could tell that you had a hard time doing so. Yes, Mackie would kill Seb. He could have sworn that Seb only had eyes for you. The stolen glances, the efforts to make time to spend more with you. What the fuck was going on? When he saw your first tear falling, he wasted no time in pulling you in for a hug. You were broken, all because of one man. But the thing was that he was not just any man. He was Seb. Your best friend. Your everything. But he would never be yours. Not in a million years. Because he only saw you as a friend. Nothing more, nothing less.

It was not like you did not have options. Hell, you declined so many people over the time. All because of him. And you were afraid that this would not change anytime soon. Because you did not think you would ever get over him. Your heart was ripped into a million pieces & the only person who could help you fix it was getting excited over his upcoming date. Whatever you thought could be between you guys, it was nothing but a dream. Something that could never be.

Gleaming, twinkling

Eyes like sinking ships on waters

So inviting, I almost jump in

Gold Rush [1] / You’re Not Sorry [2] / This Is Me Trying [3] / [4] (soon)

Published (04/22/2021) by Cathy

Tags: @buckysleftarm420 (thanks for your support <3)