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moe-broey · 2 years ago

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I'm def losing the plot now but like. Picked up PMD2 bc the suggestion of remakes actually deeply infuriated me and I was sooooo fuckibg mad about it until I was like. Oh. I can just. Play PMD2. Like. I can Do That. And I think what I realized picking it up again is like. PMD forces you to take things slowly. It makes you sit with characters. With their feelings. With your own feelings. It reminds you again and again that even the littlest most seemingly mundane moments are so so sooo important. Each moment becomes a cherished memory. Of someone you loved dearly. Someone who loved you. Someone you lost. You knew you would be lost. You did it anyway. You were set on it before, with someone you loved, who loved you, and a mutual understanding you have nothing to lose. Let this fallen husk of a world be undone, unmade. For a tomorrow that you'll never see. For a world you'll never be a part of. You don't know that, now, though. Now that you have everything to lose. Now that someone else is losing you. You chose it again. For a better tomorrow, and now, for a world that welcomed you in with warmth and life. For someone you loved. Who loved you so, so much. For a whole world that loved you, that you loved too.

#look at my pmd thoughts boy.#i do hope for the sake of pmd remake wanters that we do get them and that they're good.#as for me. cannot emphasize enough i'm not even like. against it for hater reasons. i'm just so autistic.#also funny tidbits i was generally really going through it when my sister was speculating pokemon news/releases #full on depressive episode that lasted like a week and wouldn't let up and. that's when the pmd thing came up and i got SO MAD ABOUT IT.#trying not to bum her out but also seething. so fucking mad. like. ridiculous levels of mad.#and that's when i was like. oooh i could. i could just play pmd. it is Right There.#and let me tell you. if you're ever emotionally constipated (that was a huge part of my episode too lmfao).#literally just play pokemon mystery dungeon explorers of sky. or time/darkness if that's whats on hand.#i was like in the perfect spot too (probably left off right then bc i wasn't ready for it LMFAO)#right when the search for the hidden land begins.#that meme about shoujo manga but like. maybe just play pmd2 and learn some feelings.#and that's exactly what i did. learned some damn feelings. cried about it. ect.#stopping myself now or i'm just gonna think about it all day actually andb i should eat actually. i forgor.#anotger coffee too..... it WILL FIX ME

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