#anger. stubbornness. determination. i will not lay down and die. you can't make me. fuck you.
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i love being a stubborn bastard now.
#i may not be doing Well. but at the very least. i am good at taking hopeless. hopeless despair. and twisting it into rage.#anger. stubbornness. determination. i will not lay down and die. you can't make me. fuck you.#i may not be doing Well in the head. my brain may be a bitch to me over minor infractions. but god damn it. i will TRY.#i will grit my teeth and i will clentch my hands and i will TRY#climbing up a sheer cliff face in the rain with nothing but Me and a box of popsicle sticks and i will TRY#i will not lay down and die and you cannot make me. fuck you. i do not want to die i want to live#i am fighting in a ring with my own self destructive tendencies and ripping out their throat with my teeth if it is all i have. fuck you.#i'd say ''i'm okay'' but that feels like a bit of a lie. i Will be okay is not a lie. because i Will be. even if i have to drag my brain#to that checkpoint kicking and screaming every foot of the way.#i will Try.
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