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Stars In Our Hearts ~ Chapter 7

More pain! It will eventually get better, but not yet. Not yet.

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Aziraphale picked at his fingers as the escalator took him up to the blank expanse of Heaven. He stepped into the airy space and dread immediately settled into the pit of his stomach. He fiddled with the lower buttons of his waistcoat, the color of the fabric faded from centuries of nervous fingers. The angel kept his gaze on the floor, walking quickly towards the offices of the archangels. He raised a hesitant fist before he knocked on Gabriel’s door. The room was silent. Aziraphale knocked again and when there was no response, he poked his head into the room.

The office was exactly like Gabriel–cold and void of any personal touches. “Gabriel?” Aziraphale asked, making his way a little farther into the office. “Gabriel, are you here?”

“He’s occupied,” a voice spoke from behind him. Aziraphale jumped and whirled around. “Heavenly business,” Sandalphon grinned.

“I really must speak to him,” Aziraphale said, his voice a little shaky.

“He’s busy,” Sandalphon repeated. He tilted his head to get a better look at the principality. “And you…” Aziraphale sank a little underneath his gaze. “You look horrible.” His smug little grin reappeared. “I do hope it has something to do with the disappearance of that abomination.”

“Abom–?!” The fear disappeared inside of Aziraphale and was replaced with anger. “How dare you call my child that!” His eyes flashed with fury as he took a step closer to the other angel. “I have put up with your bullying for millennia, Sandalphon, but no more! I am done cowering in fear of you! Tell me where to find Gabriel,” he growled.

“Still not intimidating,” Sandalphon snickered. “But I’ll tell you what, that little thing you’ve created could uproot our whole operation here. I’m sure you don’t want that,” he backed up a step so he could stare directly into Aziraphale’s eyes. “After all, if there’s no Heaven, there’s no Hell either. Which means your little demon toy will go bye-bye.”

“Where is Gabriel?”

“I don’t know,” Sandalphon’s smile didn’t waver.

“Tell me what you’ve done with my daughter.”

“I haven’t done a thing.”

Aziraphale was rapidly losing all his patience. “Then tell me what they have done with her!” Sandalphon only laughed, causing Aziraphale to surge forward and grab the angel by the throat. “Tell me where they’ve taken Carina.”

“Discorporate me, Aziraphale. Do it. But I’m not telling you anything.” Aziraphale let go of the angel and stepped back, breathing rapidly. “I knew you were too weak to do it,” Sandalphon straightened out his jacket. “You may as well go back to Earth, Aziraphale. You’ll find nothing here.”

When Aziraphale looked up, Sandalphon had gone. He breathed heavily for a moment before collapsing against the desk and sobbing. He cried on the ground for what seemed like ages before he was finally able to pick himself up. He rounded a corner and nearly ran face first into the archangel he sought. “Gabriel!”

Gabriel raised an eyebrow, looking down his nose at the mess of a principality that stood below him. “Aziraphale. How… unexpected to see you here. I had hoped you’d fallen after your constant fraternization with that demon.”

Aziraphale took a breath to steady himself, frowning when he caught a faint scent of blood. “Gabriel, what… what have you done with–”

“With that abomination you call a child?” Gabriel scoffed. “Really, I thought you’d be thanking me for taking it off of your hands.”

“Where is she,” Aziraphale said slowly.

“I haven’t the faintest idea.”

“You were the one that took her!”

The archangel shrugged. “You can’t prove that. And even if I was, why would I ever tell you?”

“You have to have some decency,” Aziraphale said. “And even if you didn’t, the Almighty would have–”

“Oh, you want to bring Her into this?” Gabriel smiled. “Alright. She asked me to retrieve that thing from your little hideout. I brought it to Her for it to be disposed of.”

“You’re lying!” Aziraphale yelled.

“Why would I lie? She wanted it gone and I delivered.” Gabriel frowned mockingly. “Oh, you still have faith in Her. Look, Aziraphale, your kid is dead. If it’s not already, it will be soon.”

Aziraphale shook his head, his eyes surprisingly dry. “Lie to me all you like, Gabriel. But I know that she is still alive and that you had something to do with it. I’m going to find her, Gabriel. And when I do, I’m coming for you.”

“Please do,” the archangel smirked. “But until then, I’ve got paperwork to finish. I do hope you fall down the stairs on your way out.”

He disappeared and Aziraphale was left alone in the foyer of Heaven. He swallowed thickly and stepped onto the escalator back to Earth. As soon as his feet touched the tile at the bottom of the stairs, he ran outside to the Bentley. His eyes met the demon’s as soon as he burst through the doors. Crowley sprang out of the car and ran to embrace the angel. “Don’t you ever scare me like that again!”

“Crowley…”

The demon pulled back and held the angel’s face between his palms. “You were gone for hours, angel. I thought they… I didn’t know if I should… Tell me that you’re okay.”

“I’m fine, Crowley,” Aziraphale said softly. “They didn’t do anything.”

“Thank someone,” Crowley sighed, sagging forwards a little into the embrace of his husband. “You’re alright.”

“Yes, but…” Aziraphale took a breath. “Gabriel said that God was the one who wanted Carina.” His eyes filled with tears. “That’s what Beelzebub said too. Maybe they weren’t lying, Crowley. Maybe… Maybe She really took her.”

“Angel, the day you start to believe that is the day I will.” Crowley looked down at him. “Until then, I’m not giving up.”

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Aziraphale held out the hope of finding their daughter for much longer than Crowley did. Contrary to what he swore, the demon had hardened his heart after only fifty years of searching, unable to take any further anguish. It took the angel another two hundred years before he finally collapsed against the desk at the front of the bookshop, powerless to stand the loss of their child any longer. “I think she’s really gone, Crowley,” he said, his voice raspy. “And I don’t think we’re ever going to get her back.”

Crowley had never truly thought of their daughter as gone until Aziraphale said so out loud. His heart shattered when he heard the angel say those words. “No, we can’t… You can’t give up… You– We have to keep going.”

“I don’t care anymore, Crowley!” Aziraphale cried. “I don’t care. I can’t… I can’t keep thinking of what they might have done to her.”

“So what are you saying?” Crowley asked softly.

“I’m saying that it’s over,” Aziraphale said. “I give up.” He slumped into the desk chair near the front of the bookshop. “She’s gone.” He shook his head. “The only thing we can do now is hope they didn’t hurt her before they…” the angel trailed off when his voice got caught in his throat. “Before they ki–”

“Don’t you sssssay that!” Crowley hissed as he lunged forwards, his eyes clouding over with tears of his own. “Don’t you dare even ssssuggesssst that! Angelsss are far too righteousss for ssssomething like that.”

“They’re not,” Aziraphale whispered. “They’re really not.” He looked up at his husband, tears streaming down his face. “She’s gone, Crowley. And there’s nothing else we can do about it.”

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First thoughts on Druck

ANGELSSS okay so druck just started and some of you have been asking for my honest opinion on it and some of you have asked for a roast dhhbshbja so i’m here to deliver with my first impressions. LETS GET TO IT

- Firstly check out this filming omg

like the beginning speech has a bunch of footage that looks more like amateur home video type stuff, a lot like og skam and i absolutely love it. (yes mikki chose this screencap cos it’s a pretty girl making a heart at me, i gotta take what i can get folks)

- THE SPEECH itself is hella good. it’s different and has been written for the actual country this remake is for and i think that is SO IMPORTANT! they make a point of mentioning nazis and how politics effect the youth and it’s just so refreshing to have a speech tackling something new over Jonas’s consumerism banger.

(i also think this change in opening will effect the kind of stuff they are going to do in this and ahhhhhh i’m hella excited i might expand on this later)

- Foreshadowing? symbolism?

so something new i found interesting was german Jonas explaining to Hanna, the difference between Determination and Radical.

he says

i’m 👀 i absolutely love this use of dialogue and i think it offers so much to the story and opens up Hannas own journey super well ahhhh.

- Bad Girls is a bop and i can’t listen to it without swaying my hips until something breaks. that is all

ALSO Sam and Kikki (Chris and Vilde) weren’t walking with ingrid and co so im instantly 👀 are they not originally with pepsi max in druck? ahhhhhh excitement

GERSAK or Matteo dhjasjhsd comes in and i love how he just puts his arm around jonas like it’s the most natural thing in the world but WE KNOW WHATS UP and it’s just so dhjdhjbhdas (i actual love it cos believe it or not i do think it’s some how more subtle idk i love it) not shipping Jonas and Matteo is gonna be hard tho rip

ALSO

this boy is so stoned im,,,,, if hanna is gonna be upset that jonas smokes weed it will be a little hard to believe she didn’t know cos like asjhbhbsajshbjhbsa LOOK AT THIS BOI so hmmm maybe they will change that too?

- LETS TALK ABOUT FILMING AGAIN.

something i love about og skam is how they use the environment and filming to indicate and capture the mood and feeling of the main character. i don’t think we got that as much in skamfr personally but

this shot is so similar to the shot in og skam and it just does such a good job to show how small hanna is in this busy environment and how alone and isolated she is. i fucking love it

- another banger with wolves by selena gomez

- Whatsapp over skype

so when i first saw this i was confused cos i for some reason thought that she was texting jonas and that they just cut the matteo convo out but adhjsbhjdshbdsab ANYWAY

i love love love that they made this convo over whatsapp cos it’s so much more authentic? and realistic that she would text him rather than skype lmao and yeah i just think this was a very well thought out decision and i now trust that their goal is to make this as relatable to teens as they can.

- jonas and hanna are cute af

- another good song (im daughter trash)

I haven’t seen the third clip translated yet so i might make a seperate post about that one, however THEY CHANGED STUFF YEET like major stuff this time already so overall i’m hella excited for this remake for real?

I really love the overall vibe druck has so far it’s so cool and more like the og skam vibe and in a good way. like the vibe of og skam is what, in my opinion, the remakes should keep while then adding their own sauce. you feel?

I’m now kicking myself for quitting german in year 10 dshjadsads but no seriously im so excited for this and i hope you guys are too, tell me your thoughts angels <3

im also sorry this was so long and boring and not a fun post. i promise i will make a funny post later, i just wanted to share my Serious™ opinion on this so far with you guys <3 (and if you actually read all this i love you, and if you didn’t i still love you sdajahjhbdj <3)