#anerexic

[wishingintotheunknown]

I just keep thinking

If I lost the weight they would love me again

If I lost the weight they would be proud of me again

If I lost the weight I could feel semi attractive again

If I lost the weight people would listen to me again

If I lost the weight I could be that girl again

If I lost the weight it would erase the past 3 years

If I lost the weight I could still rewrite my future

If I lost the weight everything would be different

If I lost the weight…I’d still have a chance

[d1e-sk1nny75]

Send motivation IM BEGGING😭😭😭

[silkylittlegirl]

If I had a mom like almond mom, she'd probably love me a lot.

[sk1nny-sp0]

Some days I can restrict really well, but other days I have zero self control and that scares me so much 😭😭😭

[lalasmooshy]

"Your body loves you. Love it back."

To anyone and everyone struggling with BDD, self-image issues, hating your body, hating yourself... STOP.

You are beautifully, wonderfully and perfectly made the way you are. Every freckle, mole, stretch mark, wrinkles, belly rolls... EVERY INCH OF YOU IS BEAUTIFUL.

Please do not let a toxic brain, mind set, destroy the beauty that you are.

[jelliclebitch]

that post-new-years-sick appetite 🤤 thank you to the sick ppl at the club for keeping me skinny after the alcohol

[friendsonfriends]

Anerexic people aren’t supposed to be fat

[l0stinthelight]

Actively trying to lose weight but not going full anerexic or bulimic or become a full coke head (I’ve literally done it all lmao) life says hey you can get it all but only the fucked up experience welp I’m over that I’m ready for good experiences. Actively trying to lose weight as a full grown adult is such a weird thing like sorry I don’t like my body? I’m going to do some off beat things so I hope to lose some fat. K bye! Love ya

[rollercoaster59]

Panick anerexic poor,

[wishingintotheunknown]

Please please PLEASE can yall send me something to make me smile? I am in so, so, SO much pain right now from my back injury flare up and my Ed brain is going so wild and I’m so sad and I’m so lonely oh my god please

[silkylittlegirl]

my dad will never understand being an teenage girl

And he never ever understand my diets

[sk1nny-sp0]

[fairygrunge]

Sooooo… I finally reached my gw after several trials and tribulations. ✨✨

Plot twist, I look the exact fucking same. I’m not about to go lower because I worked too hard to get here, but I am very unhappy with the energy I’ve created in studio today. I wanna know if I look different to anyone else, but I can’t ask because ya know. I’m just gonna have to wait and see if someone says it to me. My family doesn’t mind their business, so they say something whenever I’ve gained or lost weight and they’ve noticed. So if someone else says there’s a difference, I am gonna try my best to take their word for it this time since I can never see the results myself. I’m tryna stay positive. 😭 And it sucks because you can’t rely on your own eyes. You just gotta believe how other people say they’re perceiving you. But whatever. I reached the gw, so I’m gonna walk around and pretend I know I’m hot. (ps I do not know)

*side note no one cares about, I really like these 3 colors together *

[fairyalby]

I have been waking up with a flatter stomach lately. 👀 Could it be that I’m almost hot?

[annasellheim]

Cassie’s Journey- a fictionalized piece about my eating disorder. 19x24 done in less than a week.

[dietsandmisery]

lmaooo hey guys so I literally haven't updated in so long bc I didn't restrict for a week straight Idk why but I just didn't. Uhm but one of my friends is developing an ed I think and that's rlly triggering sooo I'm back uhm I'm not doing a specific diet just restricting. Im at 132 :((( but I can probs get to 128 by the end of the week